Chapter 18: Their So-Called First Love

Wang Ruolei woke up in the afternoon, she dressed up carefully, put on the best princess-style little white dress, tied her hair that she thought was the most beautiful, and even went to the street to buy a pink lipstick to wear.

Every night, Wang Ruolei always sees women with exquisite makeup coming and going on Nanjing Road. She envied their makeup, but she didn't have the extra money to dress herself.

It's just that today, Wang Ruolei feels that she should be able to buy herself a lipstick.

One is because she has recently made some money to reward herself.

Second, because this is her first date, she wants to dress up beautifully, hoping to leave a good impression in Yang Fan's heart.

This is what women are allowed to do for themselves.

Their first date was pleasant, and Yang Fan took out all his small savings to make Wang Ruolei happy.

Yang Fan bought delicious food for Wang Ruoxin, took her to play fun, picked out clothes for her, took her to watch movies, and gave her roses......

He used all the means of men chasing naïve women.

Wang Ruolei is a rural girl, really an idiot and naïve woman in love.

She had never met a man who was so good at chasing women, she was intoxicated and fell.

In Wang Ruolei's heart, she knew that she was in love with this man who sat opposite and would draw a lot of sketches for herself.

In Wang Ruolei's eyes, Yang Fan is personable, humorous, funny, handsome, and the most important thing is to love herself in every way.

Wang Ruolei felt that Yang Fan was impeccable, which made her realize her imagination of love-

- I met the best people at my best years.

Wang Ruolei, like all women, longs for love, longing for loyal and lifelong love.

Some people say that a man's first love and a woman's first love are completely different and unequal.

Indeed, the love between Yang Fan and Wang Ruolei is also unequal.

Wang Ruolei is her first love.

Yang Fan is in love again and again.

Even though the love between Yang Fan and Wang Ruolei was initiated by the man first, he has never been passive.

Yang Fan knows how to make a woman happy, knows how to please a little girl, and is even a master of love.

Yang Fan has had many girlfriends, some of these girlfriends are beautiful, some are in good shape, some are talented, some are literary fans, and even have a royal sister fan who is much older than himself......

Purpose, Yang Fan is romantic, he likes to fall in love, and love can make his paintings with artistic wings.

With a feeling, Yang Fan can paint the women in his paintings in a thousand ways of charming.

Therefore, he could not stop being in love.

Without love, Yang Fan's paintings would be like water leaving a fish, lifeless, and finally dried up.

Just like at this moment, Yang Fan is immersed in the joy of falling in love with Wang Ruolei.

It was Wang Ruoxin who made him draw the beauty in his heart, so he would love Wang Ruolei in every way.

But Wang Ruolei didn't know that this man only enjoyed this short-term joy and feeling. The long-term affection she wants is simply impossible to get from this man who paints.

To be precise, it is impossible for a woman to get the longevity she wants from any man.

The fairy tale in which all princes fall in love with the princess at first sight and live happily ever after, is a lie.

And young women always imagine the love of princes and princesses, especially Cinderella.

There is no prince in this world at all, and even if there is a prince, it will not go to great lengths to find Cinderella. If you accidentally meet Cinderella who is in love for a short time, as soon as you lose the feeling of love, you will soon abandon her.

That's the reality!

Therefore, most women who believe in love in fairy tales will end up disappointed and even full of scars.

And men who have always been pragmatic, after weighing the pros and cons, will realistically calculate the benefits and losses.

At this moment, Yang Fan likes Wang Ruolei, because Wang Ruolei's beauty can make him feel happy and inspired to paint after seeing it himself.

During the eleventh holiday, every day in Shanghai, Yang Fan thought of a way to ask Wang Ruolei, thought of a way to take her to play, and thought of a way to make her believe in the phrase "I love you".

Only Yang Fan himself knows that he is actually doing all this for his own happiness.

But Wang Ruolei thought that she had met the love in a fairy tale.

In most women's consciousness, "I love you" should be a lifetime and cannot be easily changed. I didn't find out until I was injured

In most men's dictionaries, "I love you" can be said to many women, as long as the woman makes herself happy, meets her own standards, and satisfies her desires.

In just five days, because of Yang Fan's pure love skills, the love speed of the two people is advancing rapidly, the first day is dating, eating and watching movies, the second day is holding hands to buy things, the third day is hugging and pressing the road, the fourth day is kissing and chatting about things, and the fifth day is parting after opening the house.

Wang Ruolei was reluctant to let Yang Fan leave, but Yang Fan felt that their love was just right here.

Wang Ruolei, who has no scheming, poured out all the suffering she has suffered at home for so many years to her beloved lover, but Yang Fan, who is enjoying love, does not think so. In front of Wang Ruolei, Yang Fan comforted her and enlightened her, as he did to every girlfriend who was abandoned by himself.

Yang Fan originally planned to stay in love with Wang Ruolei for a period of time after returning to school, after all, such a beautiful girl would have a lot of face to take around the school.

But listening to Wang Ruolei crying for a long time about the patriarchy in the family, her early Chinese made her suffer a lot, and his love beauty suddenly disappeared.

He even felt sad that he had found a girlfriend with a junior Chinese background, how could he be obsessed with such a girl with such a low education? Is it really just attracted by a good-looking skin, he feels that he is superficial.

So when the eleventh was over, Yang Fan left, resolutely and resolutely, without nostalgia, and disappeared.

Wang Ruolei's happiness in this short love was shattered by his disappearance, and she kept calling him, but no one answered.

Before Wang Ruolei was brought closer to the blacklist, she received the last text message from Yang Fan.

- I'm sorry, I didn't know you were a junior high school student, and I think I found the wrong person.

From being enshrined as a princess to being kicked into hell, Wang Ruolei only experienced a few days.

She had never encountered such a thing, her heart no longer belonged to her, it was like being torn apart, she could no longer breathe normally, let alone go into business.

Wang Ruolei, like Li Zheyun, lay down and rested at home. The difference is that Li Yunzhe has a mother who loves her and loves her, but there is no one around her.

No one knew why she was so upset and uncomfortable.

Aunt Xiaoqing heard from other people in the night market that she had recently gotten very close to the college student who was painting, and probably guessed that it was because of the love between men and women.

Aunt Xiaoqing was a little angry, she was originally going to be her daughter-in-law, but she was confused by other men.

In this way, whether she can be a good daughter-in-law in the future is really not guaranteed. Therefore, Aunt Xiaoqing deliberately let Wang Ruolei not eat or drink for several days, regardless of whether she asked.

Wang Ruolei's illness has been for many days, and the illness comes like a mountain, and the illness goes like a thread.

After a week of sadness, she knew that she could no longer lie like this, she did not have this financial foundation, and she had to get up and earn money. However, her burning ground is getting worse and worse, and her whole body has no energy at all.

Wang Ruolei was lying on the bed, and she looked at the sparse stars in the sky through the small attic window. She was scared, her whole body was weak, would she die like this?

Crankiness took over every inch of her brain, and she felt sorry for herself. Why does no one love her, no one takes care of her, no one worries about her?

Because of this illness, Wang Ruolei made her realize the reality that if she is not strong, she will only have to be bullied in the future.

It's just that she is still so weak, she doesn't know how to become stronger, how to protect herself, and how to punish those who hurt her.

She went from sadness to resentment, from resentment to self-blame, and her heart became stronger little by little.

Wang Ruolei is 18 years old, reborn because she ran away from home for the first time, beautiful because of her first love, and grew up because of her first love.