Chapter 9 Ambition is a Responsibility
When he returned home, Li Fanke began to worry, because he had used the huge bank card in order to pretend in front of Gina in the mobile phone city just now.
He didn't have the money to buy such an expensive mobile phone, and all his savings were spent by Gina before.
There is only a little deposit left, and because of Li Mengying's appearance in the past few days, all of them have been spent on Li Mengying.
I originally wanted to buy a cheaper mobile phone, and the little money in my hand could still support my next salary.
is still young, this uncooled blood, always can't stand the immature idea of not wanting to be looked down upon, and can always make the most impulsive decisions.
As for what serious consequences may be caused by the use of this bank card, Li Fan at that time had already been carried away.
In this world that is completely covered by the Internet, the use of any information cannot be hidden, if the bank card is supervised.
Then the information about his withdrawal of money will be known in an instant, it is not easy to be a good person in this era, and it is really difficult to be a bad person.
In the case of electronic eyes covering the whole country, crime has become invisible, and if you want to be a bad person, you really can't do it without any ability.
Most of today's crimes have become cyber or dark corners that cannot be covered by electronic eyes.
It's just that in the next few days, Li Fan's life was very dull, and this blandness had completely eliminated the uneasiness in his heart.
Li Mengying has gradually integrated into Li Fan's life, every day Li Fan's life is to cook codewords, when night falls.
The two of them will stroll through the streets, enjoying the beauty of the world in the neon of the city, but Li Fan's heart has begun to change.
He knew very well that whether it was a bank card or Li Mengying, it was just a passer-by who accidentally broke into his life.
Maybe tomorrow, maybe one day in the future, they will be like passers-by in life, and they will disperse with the wind.
It's like quicksand in your hand, although it will stay for a short time, and the touch is very real, but you can't hold it at all, and you can't keep it.
When the time comes, what kind of mentality should he, Li Fan, face all this loss and bear it again, the painful loneliness.
I don't want to die, and I don't want to live alone.
Although the two of them were lying on the same bed these days, Li Fan took Li Mengying's hand, walked on the street behind her back, and hugged her tightly.
As for going further, Li Fan asked himself if he was a good person, and he was really 108,000 miles away from the standard of a righteous man and a gentleman.
However, he was not cruel enough to tolerate himself, and stretched out his sinful hands to a man who had lost his memory.
Ren stood in front of Li Fan was a girl with a clear price, he would have no scruples, and he would be immediately swordsmanlike, but Li Mengying was different from those who clearly marked the price.
Slowly, Li Fan thought that he would raise Li Mengying as his sister first, unless she made the first move, and then Li Fan would be arrested.
Otherwise, Li Fan will never let impulsiveness deepen the sins of life.
After using a huge amount of bank cards several times in a row, it did not cause any trouble, and slowly Li Fan's ambition became bigger and bigger.
How to make this money for his own use, Li Fan has been thinking about this matter these days, how can a man have no money in his hands.
Carrying the responsibility of the family and taking care of every family member, you can't do anything without money, and the firewood, rice, oil and salt in life are enough to torture your life.
Ambition should be a responsibility, and if you can't give the person you want to protect, the greatest happiness, your only choice is to be wiped out.
You may die the moment you grow up, you may disappear in the firewood, rice, oil and salt of life, and you may lose your soul in the trivial things.
Although the favorite fireworks are easy to be cold, ordinary couples mourn everything.
Taking a deep look at the bank card in his hand, Li Fan's fists clenched deeply, and he remembered a sentence he particularly liked: "I can plummet, but I want to be a blockbuster, someone has to win, why, it can't be me." ”
As long as I become a winner in life, I can keep everything I want to keep, and the woman I love will not become the ugliest in my eyes because of a few scattered silver taels in the world.
The girl could have been knowledgeable, and everywhere she looked was piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, although she boasted of being gentle and elegant, but she also had no hesitation.
In the world, there should be such a girl, gentle and humble, confident and free.
A few dollars have fascinated this world, everyone's eyes, so that they can give up everything about them, dignity, love, home and humanity.
They have lost almost everything, and they have given up everything they can give up, but they can no longer wear the clothes they have taken off.
"What are you thinking, so engrossed. ”
Just when Li Fan was holding the bank card and thinking wildly, a soft voice disturbed his thoughts, and Li Mengying in front of the computer was reading a novel written by Li Fan.
Her job now is to help Li Fan correct typos in the manuscript and sort out the incoherent sentences.
As a professional writer, there are generally no problems with the general direction, but some typos and sentences still need to be constantly checked and examined.
Because when you usually code words, you follow your thoughts, and your fingertips play on the keyboard, because there is no score, it is inevitable that there will be wrong notes.
"How about accompanying me to the rooftop to blow the wind. ”
When he spoke, Li Fan paid attention to Li Mengying's gaze and found that her gaze never stayed on the bank card he was holding in his hand.
Li Fan has never mentioned this bank card to Li Mengying, and it seems that he is deliberately selfish and doesn't want Li Mengying to know.
The two men walked up the stairs to the rooftop, and the building they lived in was not very high, only six floors, and there was not even an elevator.
The rooftop is deserted late at night, and unlike the scorching sun during the day, the wind is especially cool at night in early May.
Unlike summer, even at night, the wind is hot, and without the air conditioner, everywhere is like a steamer.
The lights of the city illuminate the black night, as far as the eye can see, as if it were day.
Behind the whole building at the foot is a patch of development areas, with high-rise buildings of more than 20 floors standing proudly.
The tower cranes inform the world that these buildings are still under construction.
If you want to tell how many floors a building has in the dark, you just have to look at the black holes, which are the windows of the house.
There are on every floor, looking at these buildings, Li Fan fell into deep thought, if he could put money into these buildings.
Build a theme hotel, rent an apartment, a studio, that's really a big deal.
However, he now has money in his hands, and if he spends a large amount of money, the source of his money will become a huge hidden danger.
If you really want to be checked by someone with a heart, or noticed by the regulator, when the time comes, you won't be able to say anything, and when the time comes, you will be in prison for a few years, and what is the meaning of money in life.
It's better to live, just like now, ordinary life, although there will be a failure in love, but you can enjoy food and other things.
Besides, even if it is a scattered silver tael in his hand, it is really not for the purpose of love, and it is still very easy to find it.
Women in this era can be outrageously expensive, or they can be cheap and terrible, such as Gina, a few tickets, but just a few bags and a mobile phone.
I went to a restaurant to eat a few dishes, and I went to a nightclub to jump a few Di, and it can be said that the cost of cheating is very low.
It's just because Gina is unwilling to live a life of firewood, rice, oil and salt with Li Fan, and is unwilling to bear the pressure of life and family responsibilities.
When you see someone else driving a car, you feel that it is warm in winter and cool in summer and rainy, then you lose your nature.
There are only once and countless times in everything, and when you bow down to the so-called money once, there will be countless times.
In the end, you can't get anything in your hands, just some rotten clothes, outrageous bags with low cost, and the clothes on your body that should be expensive and can't be measured by money have long been stripped away.
To be honest, if someone gave Li Fan a hundred yuan and asked him to do business, he would not be able to make a name for himself at all.
But it really is that one day, he has hundreds of millions of funds, so there are many things he can think, do, and measure.
But his family background is poor and white, and once he spends a huge amount of money and has nowhere to come, he will inevitably cause great trouble.
It was no less dangerous than the unknown dangers of midnight racing.
Thinking of this, Li Fan began to think about how to increase his legal income and put the funds in the huge bank card.
Little by little, he was integrated into his life, his value.
The wind at night, blowing people is exceptionally comfortable, this kind of weather that is not cold and not hot, gives people the feeling of enjoying 10%.
The fence on the rooftop was built very high, just for fear that someone would have an accident on the edge of the rooftop, Li Mengying held on to the fence and watched the traffic on the street.
The wind lifted her hair, the lace skirt fluttered in the wind, everything was so beautiful, so that Li Fan couldn't help but get closer.
From behind, he gently hugged Li Mengying, the fragrance on his hair was accompanied by the night breeze, this life, this moment, this second, beautiful.
It's so intoxicating.
If he hadn't met Li Mengying, Li Fan had already decided to go back to the countryside, the cost of living in the countryside was very low, and if he built it well, he would be able to become the king of the village.
Back in the village, he is the king of the village, wandering the streets of this city, he is just a slave driven by desire.
Every day when he opens his eyes, there are countless expenses waiting for him, and it is difficult to find a place to spend money in the village.
But the appearance of Li Mengying ignited the ambition buried deep in Li Fan's heart, and when he returned to the village, he just decided to compromise with this world.
has been broken up repeatedly, which has destroyed all Li Fan's illusions and beauty about marriage, and he is bound to suffer criticism and ridicule from others.
has even lost the most basic trust in people, and no longer dares to love, feeling negative energy all over his body, and even full of hatred for the world.
Returning to the countryside is just an escape, a compromise, a delusional desire to be a happy manor owner, at ease, caring about the joys and sorrows of the world.