Chapter 45: The Family of Origin
Li Meimei let go of her nervous nerves when she left the school.
When she touched her face, it was very hot, and she must have been very red just now.
I felt relaxed, and the road went fast, and I didn't take two steps to the door of "Carving Time".
Li Meimei saw Sister Mei in the bubble tea shop, who was alone there in a daze, so she walked in.
As soon as the door opened, the wind chimes rang.
Sister Mei came back to her senses from the daze just now, and when she saw that it was Li Meimei, who she hadn't seen for a long time, she hurriedly greeted her.
Li Meimei and Sister Mei, because they both have the word "Mei" in their names, so the two of them are very close to each other.
Li Meimei took the milk tea handed over by Sister Mei and drank it absentmindedly.
Sister Mei saw that her face was very red and she was concerned about whether she was uncomfortable?
Li Meimei told about the dangerous incident that happened in No. 1 Middle School just now, but put Teacher Zhao's matter at the end.
As soon as Sister Mei heard it, she knew that this Teacher Zhao was the focus of this passage.
"Is the Teacher Zhao you are talking about Teacher Zhao Nian?"
"Yes, Sister Mei, do you know him too?"
"Of course, I'm here every day, and the students don't necessarily know each other. But the teachers who have bought milk tea here know everyone. ”
"Then Sister Mei, what kind of person is he?"
"I don't have a lot of contact with him, but he seems to be very popular among girls. There are not many math teachers who are as young and handsome as him. ”
"Are there many girls who love him?" Li Meimei suddenly became nervous.
"It's just some youthful crushes. Aren't girls all nymphomaniac when they see handsome guys?
Sister Mei looked at the pink on Li Meimei's face that had not faded with a smile, and thought that the young color was really beautiful.
"I didn't. Li Meimei said without confidence, so weak that she kept drinking milk tea.
Li Meimei deliberately changed the topic and praised: "Sister Mei, your milk tea here is getting better and better." ”
"Don't change the subject, you're also old enough to fall in love. You see that Wang Ruoxin and Jiang Yu have achieved positive results. I've watched you grow up, and I hope you can be happy too. Sister Mei said from the bottom of her heart.
Li Meimei nodded, and when she thought of Teacher Zhao, she unconsciously became happy.
Li Meimei saw a book in Sister Mei's hand, which was about parenting.
Li Meimei asked mischievously: "Sister Mei, none of us are as happy as you." Are you going to have a baby? Can you tell me the story of you and your brother-in-law?"
Sister Mei didn't tell Li Meimei her love story right away.
She picked up her cup and said thoughtfully: "Xiaomei, don't think that others will be happier than you, especially those who seem to be happy on the surface. ”
Li Meimei heard this and felt strange, unlike the usual Sister Mei, she asked, "Sister Mei, why do you suddenly sigh so much?"
In the eyes of Li Meimei and Wang Ruoxin, Sister Mei has always been their role model.
Sister Mei has always been her own boss, has her own shop, can write her favorite text as a freelancer, and even her love life is quiet.
Li Meimei never expected that in Sister Mei's heart, everyone had their own misfortunes.
"Meimei, do you know how much of an enviable family you have?
Your mom has basically prepared you with all the worldly stability, and the only thing you need to do is stand on her shoulders and move on. ”
Sister Mei was silent for a while, and continued to say to Li Meimei:
"My family of origin has left me with a lot of scars.
My mother is from Anseong, but my father is an educated youth from Shanghai who has come to support the development of a new city.
My mom was beautiful when she was young, and my dad fell in love with her just like all other men.
However, the two of them have very different living habits and knowledge levels, and there are many contradictions after they get married.
Later, my father had the opportunity to return to the city, so he returned to Shanghai without hesitation.
My mother and I stayed in Anseong for many years until I was 18 years old and was admitted to a university in Shanghai.
After my hard work, the only reward I got was that my family was finally able to get together again in Shanghai.
But this reunion did not make everyone happy, and after the reunion, nothing but quarrels are quarrels.
Dad often doesn't come home because of Mom's complaints, and Mom also suffers from depression because of Dad's coldness.
I was often caught between them as a punching bag, and every time my mom complained to me, I really hated that man.
But because of him, I was able to go to Shanghai for the college entrance examination and successfully enter the university in Shanghai, and I couldn't lose my Shanghai hukou.
We all made do with each other until the year I graduated from college, and my mother was so depressed that she committed suicide.
I realized how selfish it was to choose to go to Shanghai, and how selfish it was to choose to let my parents live together for me.
That's why I took my mom back to Anseong. ”
"Sister Mei, no wonder you chose to return to Ancheng after graduating from a key university in Shanghai. We all feel sorry for you. And how is your mom doing now?"
"After she returned to Anseong, she started to get better.
But because her father insisted on divorcing her, her condition accelerated to deteriorate further.
She died in the third year after we returned to Anseong.
That's why I hate my dad and don't believe in so-called love.
When I used to live with my mother in Anseong, I often heard her complain that if it weren't for me, she would have divorced her father a long time ago, and maybe she would be happy.
Now that I think about it, without me, it would have been easy to remarry with my mother's beauty and find a man who suited her.
So her depression is not unrelated to my drag. ”
"Sister Mei, how can you think like that? You are the most innocent. ”
"Xiaomei, you're right, children are the most innocent.
Adults cannot be happy forever, but children are even more pitiful because of the misfortune of adults.
So getting married is not attractive to me. ”
Sister Mei talked about such an important decision, so calmly and calmly, so indifferent.
This made Li Meimei a little unsure of how to answer.
Since she doesn't want to get married, why does Sister Mei want to read parenting books now?
Li Meimei pointed to the book beside her.
Sister Mei picked up the book and handed it to Li Meimei.
This turned out to be a book about egg freezing.
Because she had never been exposed to this kind of book, Li Meimei read many pages in one go.
Putting down the book, she asked Sister Mei curiously, "Sister Mei, do you want to freeze your eggs?"
"Well, I'm thinking about freezing my eggs, maybe in the near future I can have a baby of my own without getting married.
I'm not like my mom, I'm financially independent, mentally independent, and I don't need to rely on any man.
It's just a little lonely.
Maybe a child who is entirely my own can solve this little bit of loneliness. ”
Sister Mei mischievously talked about her own ideas.
Li Meimei has always felt that she is a modern feminist, but she didn't expect to meet Sister Mei, and she could only be ashamed of herself.
Li Meimei was stunned for a while, and unconsciously gave Sister Mei a thumbs up.
Although I won't choose this way.
But Sister Mei is worthy of being her and Wang Ruoxin's idol, and even her concept of marriage and love is ahead of them.