Crush is a painting, who said that?

This initial germination, the simplicity and purity of the heart without impurities, will become eternal with the passage of time.

I still remember every detail of the third time I saw Shen Yiwei.

Even later, when I was sad because of his heartache, I couldn't deny the original beauty.

After Shen Yiwei sent me home under the moon that night, it was rare that both parents were not at home, and the first time I was alone at home, I really tossed and turned, tossing and turning, and it was difficult to sleep peacefully.

I had hundreds of pictures in my mind of the possibility of seeing Shen Yiwei again in the future, and even made up interesting conversations when we met again.

I wrote and directed the scenes and dialogues when we met again, and he came and went every word, tactfully and implicitly, and his words were very interesting.

I think our conversation is as good as any classic crush dialogue left over from 5,000 years of history.

These imaginary images continue until we are old and the earth is desolate.

Anyway, it can't come true, so it's better to open the wings of the girl's imagination to the fullest, whimsical, and cranky to paint a wonderful picture.

What if some of the pictures come true in the future? Wouldn't that be the most romantic thing in life!

When I think about it this way, my confidence is doubled. I simply opened some hand-made picture folders, and as a result of interest, I drew a picture of a middle-aged man and woman returning to the moon together.

As you can imagine, the protagonists of this wonderful picture are definitely not a civilian pragmatic couple like my parents.

I painted Shen Yiwei and I a few years later, celebrating the anniversary of our first moon gaze.

On the screen, the two of us ran away for half our lives, and we are still teenagers when we return!

Looking at the picture of my letter pen graffiti, it is quite meaningful, I am still unsatisfied, and I do not hesitate to carefully inscribe my easy ink.

I thought about all kinds of inscriptions, and finally it was inscribed: At that time, the bright moon was there, and I had returned from the clouds.

Girl's feelings are always poems, and although this poem is not shocking, it best expresses the theme of my paintings.

The key is that only Shen Yiwei and I can understand the secret.

I signed my name "Gu Caiyun" and dated "November 5, 2012".

In this way, in case there are traces to be stepped on in the future, and there is a document.

In the end, only the small seal with the red seal can be kept privately. I put it in my school bag and put it in the art book that has been neglected for a long time, and I am ready to take it out for my own enjoyment at any time after class.

Anyway, since ancient times, no one can really understand the deep meaning of a famous painting except for the person concerned, and I don't need to shy away from its expression.

The next morning, while I was still asleep, my mother called me and woke me up.

My mother explained that she couldn't contact me when her phone ran out of battery last night, and that she couldn't come back to her hometown for the next week, so she asked me to take care of myself.

"What's the big deal? You don't sell vegetables for a week, so a lot of people will miss you!"

I was a little weak about my own late return last night, and deliberately pretended to miss them a little, but it was a big truth to say that others thought about them.

In addition to me, the wholesale partners in the vegetable market have one less business, the comrades in the chengguan have one less opponent, and the newly acquainted ones next door have less leftovers and broken leaves that are delivered to the door for free, and they will all think about them.

At that time, I concluded that they could live such an ordinary and happy life because they were born a pair, a pair of fools who were born to be a couple, a husband and wife, helpful, and self-sacrificing.

I hope that Ji people have their own natural appearance, and foolish people have their own foolish blessings.

Otherwise, how could they be associated with the welfare home, and they are still busy working in the welfare home at the moment, and ignore my daughter Gu Caiyun, who is in the first year of high school at home!

"If we don't sell vegetables for a week, will our family go bankrupt? If we don't open for a day, we won't have any money in the account for a day, and it's not easy to make money these days!"

"You don't care so much, just eat at the noodle restaurant on the street. It's cheap and hygienic there. ”

"Don't do it yourself. For breakfast, buy two fritters, an egg, and a cup of soy milk, and eat them while walking. ”

"Don't choke, save time, don't be late!"

"The money for the meal is in the cupboard next to my mother's bed, and you can take it yourself. Keep the door closed and don't ...... with strangers Stay safe!"

Mom is really old! She told her a thousand words, but the strange thing was that the tone of the same words this morning seemed very stiff and serious, as if the homeroom teacher had been training in the morning.

"Okay, okay!

"Not coming back for a week?" I asked again, that's the point!

"No problem, right?"

"That's fine!" I replied pleasantly.

Wow! A week of freedom, neither of my parents is there, can I say yes unhappily!

My mother hung up the phone with confidence.

In the morning, I was racing against time, and my mother was still instructing, so I didn't care about washing my face, so I hung up the phone and looked for school uniforms everywhere.

Of course, I was also curious about what happened so that they could stay for a week.

If it's a big deal, I'm sure I'll tell me afterwards if it's something I don't have time to ask about.

In fact, they are helping out in the Red Button Welfare Institute, which is a deep relationship with Fan Hongfan's mother since they were young, which makes them deeply sad, and only in the end they can do their best to show their hearts.

There is also her sister Shiyin who refuses to return to China, and they can only make up for their guilt by listening to Hou at any time 24 hours a day.

No wonder my mother didn't even laugh on the phone, they never took me there, so I didn't even think about it.

In the midst of the chaos, it was too bad that the house leak happened to rain overnight, and I couldn't find my bike key in the panic!

Fortunately, my mother told me where the money was, so I grabbed 20 yuan, put on my school uniform, put on my school bag, and rushed out.

There is no direct bus from my home to Yucai Middle School, so how can I care about buying fritters and a bunch of bits and pieces of breakfast.

I was hunched over and carrying a heavy bag to the intersection.

Unexpectedly, I saw a youthful and familiar figure in a blue jacket, he was in the old place of yesterday, he straddled his bicycle, looking at my intersection!

Oh my God, it was Shen Yiwei! How could he pass by here so coincidentally?

Look at my embarrassment this morning, what is the difference between selling vegetables!

I rehearsed the meeting scene and lines for a night, but there was no such scene in the picture.

The real feeling of seeing him is low self-esteem, shyness, and timidity after anticipation!

I subconsciously quickly covered my face with my hands and pretended not to see him, looked down at my feet, trotted all the way in the opposite direction of him, and looked left and right at the passing taxis in a panic.

Did he see me? Surely not! I'm going to take a taxi back to school.

But on Monday, there were many people, and a car lined up to leave despite my tardiness.

After a few waves, not a single car stopped, and no one expressed sympathy!

I wish I had carefully avoided this scene of him, and that classmate suddenly became blind and did not see it.

In a hurry, a set of hamburger McDonald's nutritious breakfast sets was delivered to my mouth.

Sure enough, I didn't look dazzled just now, and now it is Shen Yiwei who is standing in front of me!

"Don't hide your ears, fool, you don't want to see me!"

"Your breakfast, I ate it in the store and bought a set by the way. Get in the car, I'll send you!" he picked up his bike and pointed to the back seat.

"Morning, senior, thank you, such a coincidence, we met again!" I turned my head and squeezed out an embarrassed smile and took the breakfast.

Alas, what kind of luck is today, this third time he saw my embarrassment again, and he lost face.

"It's not a coincidence, I'm here to pick up my girlfriend from school, and I'm waiting in the car!" he joked.

When I heard my girlfriend's three words, although I knew he was joking, my little heart still almost exploded.

"You're in a good car. Flattered and frightened, I don't know how many people I have picked up?" I stuck out my tongue, tried hard to suppress the panic in my heart, and pretended to answer calmly.

"Only this one! Only this one! Only one term! Say important things three times!" he said as if he were serious.

I was dizzy when I heard this, and I didn't seem to understand it.

Anyway, he has a nice voice, and I like to listen to every word he says.

But I forced myself to listen to it casually, otherwise I would be dizzy.

"Monday was a great humor! Well, thank you. "It's better to be respectful than to obey, and I got into the car beautifully.

"You wait, when you graduate from college, I'll pick you up in a Mercedes Benz. He suddenly let go of the handlebars with both hands, and I screamed and grabbed the corner of his coat.

He rode proudly, whistled melodiously, and laughed.

Such a naughty and funny male god Shen Yi was the only thing I didn't expect!

It's a short three-kilometer journey, and it's there in the blink of an eye.

I don't know what the scenery is, who I saw and what things I saw along the way.

All I know is that the clouds are drifting, he's riding, I'm laughing. How beautiful the years of flowers are.

When I was at least 500 meters away from the school, I jumped out of the car and waved goodbye to him.

Then I was ready to hide the sweet smile on my lips and trot to school.

I'm afraid that my classmates will see Shen Da Male God and me, a nameless and nameless girl with a precarious age, which will lower his value.

"I'll pick you up at the old place after school, I have something important to tell you!" he said from behind the car, and I didn't know how to answer it.

I really don't dare to appear at the school gate with him again, it is simply self-defeating, it is the hatred of the current world newspaper, pulling the whole school cheerleading team.

I had only run a few steps and noticed that his bike hadn't overtaken me yet, so I looked back at him.

He was still standing there, his eyes full of confusion and sadness, the same posture he had stood in the previous night.

I feel an inexplicable distress again.

After half a second of hesitation, I ran back and asked him, "Shen Yiwei, aren't you in class today?"

"I'm not in class, I'm just here to see you off and swear sovereignty. He still pretended to be carefree, jokingly.

"Here's for you!" I hurriedly removed my bag and pulled out the painting I had drawn last night.

Before he could take a closer look at my masterpiece, I ran away in shame.

This is the first time I have given a gift to a boy, and although it is not a holiday, it can even be said that there is no reason.

I thought I wouldn't know if I would be able to see his back recently.

It's all going so fast! It's so exciting.

But at this moment, I actually had a feeling that all this was too unreal.

I'm so scared it's just a dream, and I'm so worried if the meeting in front of me will be the last.

All day in class, I was in a trance, worried that I wouldn't be able to see Shen Yiwei after school.

During the recess, I deliberately went to the third-grade teaching building to find the grade ranking list for the third year of high school.

There is no Shen Yiwei's famous name at the top of the list, and I carefully checked all the way back, but I didn't find his name.

I heard the occasional student say, "Warmly celebrate that Shen Yiwei has finally withdrawn from the exam and made room for ......"

"Why didn't Shen Yiwei take the exam?" I asked.

"You're the little fan sister of Shen Da Male God, I don't know this, he's going abroad. A couple of boys laughed at me.

"I heard that I still go abroad with my girlfriend, and I live and fly together. "They seem to be deliberately telling me, or they don't take my seemingly weightless fan girl seriously at all.

I have also heard that Shen Yiwei is going abroad, and the small temple of Yucai cannot hold the god Shen.

But I always thought there was still a school year left, but I didn't expect everything to happen so quickly.

Before the end of school, the homeroom teacher who taught our biology class held a temporary class meeting for us, using the principles of biological evolution and rising to the level of genetic variation to discuss with the students the advantages and disadvantages of high school students' early love.

The head teacher's eyes scanned the faces of several beautiful girls, and the boys whispered. After a period of tension, everyone ended happily in a relaxed laughter.

Thankfully, the whole class completely ignored me.

After school, I went to wait for Shen Yiwei in the old place, and I found out that I didn't have any contact information for Shen Yiwei.

We've only met three times, and all the good things I think about are overthinking.

Three hours later, he was still nowhere to be seen. It was dark, and I had to take the bus home.

I didn't see him for the next week.

When my parents returned, they told my sister that Dr. Shiyin had graduated and that she would continue to study in the United States through her own efforts.

I can only hope that everything else in the house is normal.

I was the only one who was sullen, and the lively and cheerful me suddenly became silent, introverted, and sensitive.

Not long after, the uncles and aunts in the courtyard were all talking, and major newspapers and TV were reporting that Shen Jiantao, deputy mayor of Minjiang City, was imprisoned.

Even passers-by are lamenting.

The richest man in Minjiang City, Fuda Group Enterprise due to a number of violations of laws and regulations, Chairman Xiao Fucheng suddenly suffered a cerebral infarction and died of fear of crime.

Everyone is sighing.

I don't care about these, these are the after-dinner of the citizens.

I didn't know that Shen Yiwei and Xiao Yeqing, who were studying abroad in a hurry during this period, were detained and repatriated during the boarding, and they disappeared into the vast flow of people, but they never met me.

I just thought that Shen Yiwei had become another male god in the distance.

A few days later, I was alone to see a rare lunar eclipse, and I saw the bright moon start from a tiny gap and gradually be engulfed in darkness after being set off by the stars.

At that time, I thought, perhaps, Shen Yiwei is in another country, and he also looks up to the sky like me.

The moon abroad must not be as round as the domestic one.

I'm glad we can still look at the bright moon together, and I wonder if he remembers me.

Until I graduated from high school, Baiyun was empty for three years.

I haven't seen Shen Yiwei for three years, it's like the moon hasn't gotten, he hasn't come, I haven't been moved.