"Shao Xuan, don't think so much, we can't pay it off in three or five years, can't we pay off the money in our lifetime? After wandering outside for so many years, my mother thinks that you are tired of drifting outside, go home! Don't you miss home?"

Go home......

Xi Shaoxuan was in a trance, how long had he not been home?

He has been living on campus since he was in junior high school, and at that time, he was able to go home once a week, and the school was not far from home, so he could stay at home for two days.

After he went to high school, he found that he could only go home once every two weeks, and even sometimes, the school had to deduct their time to go home, and he could only stay at home for one day or two days a month, and even in the third year of high school, he could only go home once a month, and he could only stay at home for less than a day, and from that time, he gradually began to feel homesick.

When he went to college and began to go home once every six months, he gradually realized that his home was getting farther and farther away from him. Usually he stays in school, and during the winter and summer vacations, he has to go to work, and he can hardly remember what his home has become.

He couldn't stay at home for a few days for a year and a half, so he became extremely cherished and was able to stay at home every day and every second.

After work, he has no time to go home, because he has just entered the society, so he desperately wants to work to make money, wants to be promoted and raised, wants to earn more money, so that his parents can suffer a little less sin and live a stable life as soon as possible.

After he and Xia Zhifei got married, he rarely went home, because Xia Zhifei was reluctant to go to that poor mountain village, she thought that the houses there were too dilapidated, that the water there was not clean and not delicious, and that the food cooked by Xi's mother was not as delicious as the chef in her restaurant.

What's more important is that she knows that his parents like her, so Xia Zhifei is even more reluctant to go to that place, according to her words, she doesn't want to look at other people's faces, and she doesn't want to see some people chattering behind her back.

"Shao Xuan, come back! After so many years of wandering, you should come back. ”

"I don't want to go home. Xi Shaoxuan secretly wiped his tears and said stubbornly.

"Why don't you come back, you divorced her, do you have a place to live now?" Xi's mother could think of it with her toes buttoned up, just with her in-laws, it would be impossible for my son to get a penny after the divorce.

"I'm living in a rental house now, so don't worry, I'm actually doing well. ”

"Are you unwilling because of your father?" Xi's mother can know the reason for the matter without thinking about it, it must be because of his father, for so many years, they have not reconciled, neither of them is willing to pull down their faces, first bow their heads and admit their mistakes and apologize, so they have been in the cold war for so many years.

"I ......" Xi Shaoxuan felt more and more aggrieved the more he spoke, and he cried again, "Mom, I beg you not to tell my dad about this incident, you just treat it as if nothing happened?" ”

"Alas" Xi's mother sighed sadly, in the end, it is still father and son, how much enmity is there?

"Mom won't tell your Dad, it's all right, right?"

"Thank you, Mom. This is already Xi Shaoxuan's last stubbornness, if his father also knows about this, he will really have no dignity at all.

"Hang up. Mother Xi hated iron and said that it could not be made of steel.

After Xi Shaoxuan hung up the phone, the alcohol on his body was gone, he was no longer in the mood to drink, and he carefully took out a photo from his arms.

This photo is the photo he just washed out after he went to find Xia Zhifei yesterday, on the photo, a little girl shows tiger teeth, wears a pigtail, and there is a bear standing next to her, which was taken by Zijin in the night market that night.

He remembered that at that time, he had just come out of the detention center, and the child had to go to see Xiong Da, so they took pictures of Zijin and Xiong Da in the night market, and it turned out that that day was the last time he and his child could get along and play together.

Xi Shaoxuan had no sleep all night, he sat on the ground all night, he smoked a lot of cigarettes, there were cigarette butts and wine bottles all over the ground, the air was filled with the smell of smoke, his eyes were boiled red, no one knew how he survived this night?

He didn't dare to fall asleep, because as soon as he slept, he could dream of Xia Zhifei, what was Xia Zhifei doing last night?

Yesterday was the wedding night between her and the man named Zhang Xiaochen, what can they do?

Xi Shaoxuan thought of all this, thought of the bits and pieces between him and her, dreaming back to the past, he couldn't help crying, so he could only use smoking and drinking to vent.

"Alas" Xi Shaoxuan sighed softly, his voice was light and fluttering, without a trace of emotion, after sitting on the ground all night, he really felt a little sleepy and wanted to sleep.

"Doodoo ......"

"Fuck, when did I set my alarm clock? I finally want to sleep, what the hell do you want to let people sleep?!

But the moment he saw the number on the phone screen, his whole heart panicked.

So without thinking about it, Xi Shaoxuan decisively hung up the phone, and after hanging up the phone, Xi Shaoxuan was no longer sleepy, his heart was jumping.

"Dudu ......" The vibration of the mobile phone sounded again, Xi Shaoxuan was reluctant to answer, and he hung up the phone again.

"Dudu Dudu......" changed the number this time, but Xi Shaoxuan was sure that the call was still from that person, so Xi Shaoxuan hung up the phone again.

"Answer the phone. His message made you suddenly pop up a text message, and then, the sound of the mobile phone vibrating came out again, Xi Shaoxuan neither hung up nor connected, and let the mobile phone ring there non-stop.

"Answer the phone!" a message appeared on his phone screen again, and at the same time, the phone's vibrating ringtone rang again......

Xi Shaoxuan's hands trembled, and he finally connected the call.

"Hey?" Xi Shaoxuan put the phone to his ear, not only his voice, but his whole soul trembled.

"What's the matter, you little rabbit cub don't know me anymore? I call you so many times and you don't answer, your wings are hard, you have grown your skills?"

"Can you talk well, don't make noise as soon as we meet, see you scare Shao Xuan. On the phone, Xi's mother said in a deliberately low voice to that person.

"Dad, why are you calling me?"