I was relieved a lot by Shen Yiwei's angry thoughts, and this thought strengthened my determination to break up.

At this point, we really don't have much more to say. Besides, he lay down for a while, and seemed to have recovered a lot, and I gave him some tea in my anger, and after a while, when he was fully drunk, I could drive him away.

But he didn't seem to want to leave my dorm room, but continued to explain persistently. Was he afraid that I would belittle him from now on, or did he think I might be moved by his fallacy?

"Don't laugh at me first, you listen to me explain well! I'm really forced to do it! Do you know the seriousness? Xiao Yeqing is a good girl, and I have the responsibility to take care of her! She needs me, and she can't live without me!"

"Yes, this is indeed a very serious matter, she can't live without you, you are indeed important!" I sneered as I took care of him.

"Caiyun, you are really good to me, like a relative, even better than anyone else! I'm sorry, I can only choose her, I didn't compare you to you!"

"But, you see, she never gets angry with me, and she never ignores me, only I ignore her, I'm sorry for her!

"Caiyun, you are a strong and optimistic girl, you can always find someone who is better and more suitable for you than me. And she, but it is not possible, she is too difficult!"

He didn't think he had hit me enough, so he gave an example.

I understood what Shen Yiwei meant, it turned out that in his heart, I was gentle and obedient, strong and optimistic, according to his arrangement, after I chose to be a lover with him, I could choose other people who were suitable for me to marry in the future.

This is his definition of a lover, and sure enough, he is super loving and generous!

He usually doesn't talk much, but now when he talks about Xiao Yeqing, he talks endlessly! The weight of me and Xiao Yeqing in his heart, he obviously attaches great importance to the one surnamed Xiao. He wasn't talking to me, there must be a Xiao Yeqing standing in front of him, he was more like he was showing loyalty to her!

"Okay, don't think that you can provoke me by lying! You think you are her savior? She can't live without you? Who are you lying to?"

"Yes, you are indeed sorry for her, since she is so good, so good, so good, you shouldn't be here with me, you shouldn't always get drunk and talk nonsense with me!"

I couldn't help but sneer at him, and the frustration in my heart became lighter and lighter, but his image in my mind became lower and lower, so low that it was about to fall into the dust and be destroyed along with the waste in the trash can!

I really don't want us to end up like this, and if he really loves, I'd rather walk away and be the one who goes down to the dust.

He didn't pay any attention to what I was thinking.

I heard him continue: "We've known each other since childhood, and recently she has been sick, very serious, and I'm afraid I need to spend more time with her!"

"Sick, what's wrong with her?" I endured the unhappiness in my heart, and even cared about her.

"Alas!

"What did she do, how did she get this disease, how serious is it, does it hurt?" asked in disbelief.

"You still care about me!"

He shook his head in satisfaction and took my hand as I pushed it away again.

"I don't care about anyone, I'm just asking!"

"Look, this is the jade pendant she gave me! She uses it to monitor my whereabouts every day, is this method scientific?"

He took a jade pendant from his neck and showed it to me, and he looked up to see my expression change.

Is he trying to stimulate me or test my bottom line? He's kind crazy!

"You see, this is the silver bracelet you gave me, and I wear it every day. Do they look like shackles, you say, which is heavier, which is more important, which is more suitable for me?"

"Shen Yiwei! You! You're just a psychopath!"

"Give me back! I'm ashamed to see them together!" I reached for it, but he couldn't move because he held it like a vice.

"I won't return your things, Qingshan is the same as the clouds and rain, Mingyue was once two towns, they are all a family, I prefer to live and die with them, see who lasts longer!"

"You're a scoundrel, you're the devil!"

I couldn't grab it, don't turn my face, a string of salty and bitter tears flowed from the corner of my eye.

"What's the matter, you're crying again? I'm the last woman I can ever see. ”

He let go of his hand and wanted to wipe my tears for me, but I couldn't care so much, I wiped it with my sleeve, anyway, this should be the last time, so let it flow!

Before I could wipe away my tears, I suddenly heard Shen Yiwei crying, which made me frightened for a while.

Since I was a child, I have never seen my father Lao Gu shed tears, I have never seen a boy cry so unorthodox in front of me, and I have never seen Shen Yiwei cry like this and collapse without concealment.

Moreover, this cry is full of sorrow, from the bottom of the heart, and penetrates the soul. Seeing him crying, I couldn't help but feel sad when I thought of the ending of our acquaintance and now our breakup.

Shen Yiwei, the former male god in my mind, the crush of the girls of Yucai Middle School and the beauties of Litian Company, should be a symbol of sunshine and strength, how could he cry like a weak child in front of me?

"Do you think I'm a bastard? you're laughing at me!" he asked me as I wiped his tears with a towel.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry to you, I didn't want to tell you anything, you just hate me. Please don't like me anymore. I'm getting married, Xiao Yeqing said she is pregnant, and I can't be with you anymore!"

Married, pregnant, this time my naivety really collapsed, how can this be a crying word!

"But I still can't leave you. I convince myself every day, what do you say I should do? What do you say I should do? I really want to take my wolf to wander, to a place where no one knows me, you don't want to follow me, I feel so tired......

A wolf is a pet dog raised by Shen Yiwei, and we once went to buy dog food for him together. I imagined poor Shen Yiwei leading a wolf to wander in a strange wilderness.

If I suddenly lose news of Shen Yiwei, will I go everywhere to find him? Will that Xiao Yeqing's condition be more serious? Could it really be that we two girls forced him to have no way to escape?

Shen Yiwei is so ruthless and unrighteous, how can I still think about what will happen after he leaves? Will I still think of that Xiao Yeqing? He is gone, what do he and her have to do with me!

When I thought about it, I felt bitter hatred for myself and tears of sorrow for whom I didn't know who I was.

Shen Yiwei finally couldn't cry anymore, his helpless voice and his sighs made me feel that the end of the world was coming.

What did he come for? Did he come to explain his farewell, or did he come to announce the good news that he and her were coming?

"Let me rest here for the night, I'm going to lose sleep again?" he said.

"Let's go, please really don't bother me again, you can't be too selfish!"

I stood up in despair, and a wave of anger arose: "You woke up drunk, and after you finished explaining, I also understood, and we don't owe each other anything from now on." Hurry up and go and cherish your happiness!"

He didn't want to move, and I got even angrier.

"Why are you crying to me, you are a big man, what do you want me to do?"

"I'm not as strong as you think, let me calm my mind, please don't torture me like this again and again!"

I'm going crazy, I swear to God, when he wakes up this time, this door of my dorm will be closed for him forever, and I will never pay attention to him again!

I urged him to go, but he took my hand and was in pain, and the man's choking could not be calmed down. I really couldn't bear to see Shen Yiwei so sad and painful, and in the end we hugged our heads and cried.

We cried like a pair of lovers who were deeply in love, and suddenly encountered an unstoppable natural and man-made disaster and had to break up, completely forgetting all his unreasonable reasons for breaking up just now and my minimum girl's dignity.

Until he said he was tired, he woke up, he was gone, and my heart was completely messed up and broken.

I slept groggily for several days one after another, and I couldn't cry on the Great Wall anymore, and I felt like I had a serious illness this time.

Even if he Shen Yiwei sees me again tomorrow like no one, I believe that the emotional gap between us can no longer be crossed.

Soon Qiaoqiao told me that that night, Zeng Youmi Zeng went to my dormitory with her to look for me, and when they saw the lights on in my room and Shen's car parked downstairs, they understood half of it.

"What is the situation between you and Assistant Shen now? He has a girlfriend, and he dares to blatantly go to you? Zeng Youmi has been waiting for you! You should also give Zeng Youmi a clear attitude!" Qiao Qiao said.

"We really broke up! I replied to her simply and clearly.

"Then you're still entangled, and he's still looking for you at night?" Qiaoqiao was a little puzzled.

"It's none of his business, it's that I still have some finishing touches to finish!" I don't want to say more.

"Why don't we go to Shawo Village again? You can also go and relax, and try to see if you and Zeng Youmi still have the possibility of development?" Qiaoqiao seemed to want to match me and Zeng Youmi.

"No, I don't want to go anywhere, Zeng Youmi has never said that he likes me, how can I be so self-conscious to show my attitude to others!"

"I'm afraid it's you, you have a heart for other people's rice! However, a man's heart, a needle under the sea, there is no good thing!" "I am no longer optimistic about Qiaoqiao and Zeng Youmi.

"You were bitten by a snake once, and you were afraid of the well rope for ten years! Zeng Youmi is definitely not that kind of person!" Qiaoqiao was not injured, she really didn't understand.

But I can't help but think of Shawo Village, I heard my parents say that the vegetables in the first phase of the vegetable base are growing well, and the idle people in the village have joined this small vegetable planting team.

Uncle Zeng is too busy to come to Minjiang City to ask for marriage, and my parents are not bored to mention Zeng Youmi. As for them going to see the house with Zeng Youmi, I never participated, and I didn't bother to ask.

The empty fields, the starry sky, and the carefree pastoral life in Shawo Village are unfortunately not my home.

Otherwise, I would really like to go back to that place, sleep on it for three days and three nights, and when I wake up from the dream, it's not too late to deal with those unhappy things!