Chapter 134: Unable to Get Close
She wanted to send Yuyan down to wait, and she didn't mean to keep anyone around. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info However, in this way, Yuyan's heart became more and more worried. It is said that Jiang is crazy, and although it looks okay now, who knows if she is all right.
Yuyan hesitated, trying to get her own girl to keep her.
But Qi Ying saw that she was struggling for a long time and did not move, frowned tightly, swept her coldly, and said, "Have you ever been deaf?"
Yuyan had no choice, knowing that she had made up her mind, she had to retreat.
Qi Ying kept staring at her back until the shaking curtain calmed down, then she looked at Jiang and asked, "Mother has something to tell me?"
is not like Siniang, when she called Jiang's mother, her expression was calm, and there was no wave at all, as if Jiang had always been there, and there had never been such a thing as "madness".
Jiang's heart was mixed, and he looked at her for a while.
Taiwei sat on the side, and it was like a puppet, just an ornament, and there was no intention of interjecting.
Qi Ying smiled.
The corners of his mouth hooked slightly, and in an instant, he fell back to his original place, just a very faint smile.
She looked at Jiang, then at Taiwei, and finally fell on the flower goblet placed behind Jiang: "How many years have you not seen me?" she asked softly as if she were muttering to herself, and then her eyes drooped, and she said sarcastically: "It's been too long, so long that I can't even remember the days." ”
Hearing this, Taiwei, who had not moved, looked up at her.
Qi Ying noticed it, and when she looked back, her eyes were not warm. They have never had much friendship, since Tai Wei remembered, but at this moment, Tai Wei looked at Qi Ying's eyes, but there was a subtle emotion in his heart.
As if it was regret, as if it was not angry, and as if it was seeing the same kind.
Her second sister, who has always been silent and indifferent, is afraid that she is the person most similar to her in the family.
Taiwei didn't retract her gaze, but Qi Ying turned her face away and didn't look at her again.
At this time, Jiang suddenly sighed deeply, and called Qi Ying: "Sister Ying'er......" Jiang's timbre was originally soft and gentle, but she sighed at the moment, it sounded heavy, and the three words "Sister Ying" also carried two points of heaviness.
So these three words were like a hammer, or a fist, slamming into the air and slamming into Qi Ying's heart.
Her eyes changed slightly, her breathing was light, and her body stiffened.
Since Jiang committed "madness", she has never seen Jiang again. After the Jiang family moved to Ziwei Yuan to live alone, no one in the house called her like this anymore.
The servants called her "Second Girl", the elders called her "Second Niang", and the younger sisters called her "Second Sister......
The three words "Sister Sakura" became as ethereal and unreal as a dream.
Since she was born, she has never seen her biological mother Lu's face, and all her memories of her mother come from Jiang's body.
After Jiang married into Jingningbo's mansion, she was taken to Jiang's side to raise her personally.
At that time, Jiang had never been a mother, and he was just a novice at a loss when it came to raising children. But Jiang treated her properly and carefully, which was not bad.
Even though Qi Ying was still young, she remembered it clearly.
Even after Taiwei was born, things didn't change. She once thought that life would go on like this, she would grow up, Taiwei would grow up, and Jiang would grow old slowly.
When that happens, it will be up to them to take care of the Jiang family.
She knew since she was a child that Jiang was not her biological mother, but she liked Jiang.
Giving birth to grace and nurturing grace are all kindness.
What's more, Jiang's treatment of her is no different from treating Taiwei.
Qi Ying is a few years older, and she remembers more things than Taiwei. When Taiwei was born, Qi Ying was very happy. She was born as twins, and she had an older sister, but her sister died early and died before she was full-term.
Although she still has several younger sisters under her, Aunt Zhao and Aunt Cui, who gave birth to them, make her not like them, and she doesn't like Sanniang and Siniang very much.
Only Taiwei is different, when Taiwei was still in Jiang's belly, she was already talking to Taiwei every day.
Qi Ying sat on the chair, reminiscing about her childhood, and suddenly showed coldness.
Good days are all fake, and all hopes and visions are empty. In life, there are many unsatisfactory things. The quiet years she saw in her eyes were nothing more than a dream.
As soon as he woke up, Jiang went crazy.
She wanted to ask her grandmother and father what was wrong with the Jiang family, but no one paid attention to her. It was a time of chaos in the house, who had the heart to explain to her little child.
Everyone doesn't take her seriously.
She was like a headless fly, unable to find her way or find clues. She wanted to see Taiwei, but the maid and the maid refused to let her go, saying that she was messing around, adding to the chaos, and wanted to make her grandmother angry.
She was a little girl, her milk stinked and she couldn't care about anything.
So soon, the days passed as if they were flying.
She has grown up, she has grown up, and Jiang is also old. But all this is completely different from what she imagined when she was a child.
Qi Ying secretly pinched the mouth of her left hand, and the pain swept up, like a sobering elixir.
She doesn't know how to get close to people now.
"Mother can say whatever she wants. Qi Ying said coldly, "You say, I'll listen, and when you're done, I'll go back." ”
Every word that came out of her mouth was full of alienation.
Jiang Shi had indeed not seen her for many years, and Qi Ying's unfamiliarity and indifference did not surprise her.
She sighed and asked, "I heard that you have a good hand of writing now?"
Qi Ying was stunned when she heard this, as if she didn't expect her to start with such a question, and only after a while did she say: "But it's mediocre, it's not good." With that, she aimed at Taiwei out of the corner of her eye.
Such a thing can only be told to Jiang by Taiwei.
She loved to practice calligraphy when she was a child, and she held back her strength, and she was willing to give up until she practiced everyone's demeanor, but then somehow, that breath disappeared by herself. After it is gone, it can no longer be mentioned.
She continued to practice calligraphy every day, but it was completely different from before.
Whatever good words you say, that's just it.
However, as soon as Jiang mentioned this, her old memories flooded back. She felt a little sour and astringent. She remembered when she was just enlightened, Jiang Shi held her hand and taught herself to write with a pen.
"Do you still practice writing every day?"
Qi Ying bowed slightly to Jiang: "Yes, practice every day." ”