1366 Hope
"Over the years, I've suffered you......" Yun Che said in despair, all he could say was these extremely pale words.
"It's not bitter. Chu Yuechan shook her head: "As early as in the Ice Cloud Immortal Palace, I was used to such calm. What's more, there is no intention by your side. β
"What about you...... Have you ever thought about leaving here one day?" asked Yun Che.
Chu Yuechan still shook her head, she looked at her daughter, her eyes were slightly complicated: "My heart is growing up day by day, I can't keep her by my side forever, she always has to go to the outside world to find her own life." But...... She's growing up so fast, so fast that I scare. β
Yun Che: "......"
"When she was six years old, her body derived her own Xuan Qi, so I tried to guide her to cultivate, and as a result, her Xuan Power grew terrifyingly fast, one month into the Xuan, three months into the Xuan, six months of the Spirit Xuan, seven and a half years old has been the Earth Xuan, eight and a half years old has been the Heavenly Xuan, and before the age of ten has become the throne...... Now, it is already the ninth level of Wang Xuanjing, surpassing the ancestors of the Ice Cloud Immortal Palace. β
Moreover, every time she crosses the realm, there is no trace of a bottleneck. β
Although Yun Che had seen Yun Wuxin's move, his heart was still violently shaken...... And if Chu Yuechan's words fell into the ears of the Xuanzhi of the Tianxuan Continent, every word would be like a fantasy.
There is no doubt that Yun Wuxin's growth rate on the Xuan Dao is by no means normal.
"This made me worry and didn't dare to let her leave this place. β
Chu Yuechan's worries couldn't be more normal.
She didn't know what the outside world had become, but there was no doubt about it, a throne that was only eleven years old, or a throne in the later stage, once she appeared, it would definitely cause an almost earth-shattering tremor in the Xuan Dao, and she would not be able to be at peace in this life alone.
"Mother, I don't want to go to the outside world, I want to stay with my mother all the time. Snuggling up to his mother's side, Yun Wuxin smiled and said, "Daddy, will you accompany us in the future?"
Yun Che smiled, but did not speak.
Because he could see the light of yearning and longing in the depths of Yun Wuxin's eyes when he spoke...... She wanted to get out of here, she wanted to see the outside world, but she didn't want her mother to be alone.
"What about you?" Chu Yuechan asked, "Back then, how did you survive, and why did you ......?"
The young man who was once immature, but the light was more dazzling than the sun, when he said goodbye, he was already so depressed and gloomy.
Yun Che raised his head slightly, his memory returned to the starting point of his life, thinking silently, his heart suddenly became calm at this moment: "In the land of the Dragon God Trial for half a year, I told you countless words and stories every day, but I never told you what kind of person the real me was and where I came from, and said a lot of lies, lies, jokes......"
Chu Yuechan: "......"
"In the past twelve years that I haven't found you, I've experienced a lot of things, and a lot of things will sound unreal to you, but ...... I won't fool you like I did back then, every word I have to say is true......"
The starting point of his narration is not the catastrophe in the Heavenly Sword Villa back then, but the turning point of his fate - the reincarnation from the Cangyun Continent to the Tianxuan Continent.
He recounts his reincarnation of fate, his encounter with Jasmine, and his knowledge of his true life story under Edgeworth...... To dream back to the fantasy demon realm...... to destroy Xuanyuan and save the world...... to the Ice Cloud Immortal Palace, a series of upheavals...... to the Divine Realm, which is equivalent to a myth to the Tianxuan Continent......
Until he died in the Star God Realm more than a month ago, and was reborn in a dream......
The scorching sun moves westward, and the stars fill the sky.
All the experiences, all the joys and sorrows, all the secrets, he said without reservation...... For Yuechan and Wuxin, who were lost and recovered, he hated to compensate them with his whole world, without any concealment or reservation.
It was also the first time in his life that he had spoken so wantonly.
Before you know it, the stars dim and the sun returns. Outside the bamboo forest, Feng Xian'er didn't disturb the reunion of their family, but she didn't leave either, and stayed there quietly.
In Chu Yuechan's arms, Yun Wuxin didn't know when she had fallen asleep, she slept very sweetly and steadily, with a hint of a shallow smile on the corner of her lips.
She didn't know what kind of legend her father was on this continent, nor what kind of power she had.
Looking at her quiet face, the corners of Yun Che's mouth unconsciously hooked. I can't describe what it was like...... The gloom that had been haunting him all this time, the abyss of the soul that he had thought might not be able to really get out of for the rest of his life, was so vulnerable in front of her smile, and the rout was almost without a trace.
He remembered his mother's doting, gentle eyes that melted everything every time she looked at him, and he finally understood the feeling, and he understood and suffered the shame of her for more than 20 years......
"No wonder the growth of the heart is so amazing. Chu Yuechan said softly, hugging her daughter sleeping peacefully in her arms. Although she has no mystical power, for Yun Wuxin, she has always been the warmest and greatest reliance in the world: "It turns out that she has a fabulous father. β
"It's a pity that the myth of her father has fallen. Yun Che smiled, saying this, and there was surprisingly no trace of loss in his heart. He vaguely felt that Yun Wuxin's unreasonable talent should be related to him, not only inherited his phoenix bloodline and dragon god bloodline, but the abnormality of her Xuan vein was likely to ...... He was also influenced by his evil god vein.
Although he has lost his strength, he can bring such an impressive talent to his daughter, and the satisfaction in his heart is more than everything.
Chu Yuechan stretched out her hand and gently wiped the dust off his forehead: "You have been here for so long and have not been willing to leave, do you not know how to face them?"
Such a short period of time can make him old and depressed to such an extent, you can imagine what kind of abyss his soul has sunk into during this time.
And such an abyss, she has experienced, and she understands how desperate it is. At that time, she blew up her Xuan Vein, and she only had the will to die, it was Yun Che who pulled her back from the abyss, and then miraculously saved her.
"......" Yun Che closed his eyes, then nodded slightly.
Chu Yuechan whispered: "Although you have experienced so many waves and seen countless worlds that others can't imagine, your nature has not changed at all. You are always accustomed to, even domineering, wanting to protect others and become dependent on others, but you can't accept that you can only rely on others...... Especially the people who are important in their hearts cannot accept that they have become a burden to them. β
Yun Che: "......"
"Back then, I was cornered by those two dragons, and in order to kill them, I finally had to blow up my veins and become a waste. β
Speaking at this time, her voice was calm and soft: "At that time, I couldn't accept that I was a waste, and I just wanted to die. Do you remember how you pulled me back from the quagmire of death?"
"......" Yun Che's lips moved slightly.
"In order to protect me, and to prove your will to me, you carried me into the realm of dragon god trials with you...... In this way, not only does the trial become more difficult. You also have to be distracted to protect me. At that time, did you blame me for being a burden?" she asked.
It was also during that time that his persistent protection melted all the ice in her heart and rekindled her desire for life because of him...... And after his "death", he was willing to defect from the master in order to leave him a bloodline, and he never complained or regretted.
Yun Che shook his head without hesitation: "How could it be, how could you be a burden!"
"So, do you like the feeling of being protected and depended on by me?" she asked again.
Yun Che still nodded without hesitation.
"In that case, why don't you want to rely on them?" Chu Yuechan smiled: "Your parents, relatives, your friends, your wife...... They love you, not because you are strong, not because you can make them dependent, but because you exist, because you live well in their lives. Being able to rely on you is naturally a kind of happiness, but if you can rely on you and be able to protect you with your own strength, it is not another kind of happiness for all those who love you. β
"It's as if you were guarding them and being relied upon by them. β
Yun Che was stunned, and in his heart, as if something was silently dissolving, he shook his head and chuckled: "I really ...... It's stupid, I can't even think of such a simple thing. β
In fact, if it was yesterday, if someone else said exactly the same thing as Chu Yuechan, his soul would still not be able to get rid of the gloom. Chu Yuechan's words only swept away the last barrier in his heart, and the real change was Yun Che's state of mind.
"One more word...... I remember exactly what you said to me back then, and I haven't forgotten a single word. Chu Yuechan looked at him and said lightly: "No matter what I lose, as long as it is not life, as long as I am alive, there must be hope of regaining." To be alive is the greatest hope, and to be alive is that everything is possible!"
"......!" Yun Che's gaze froze...... These are the words he roared out when Chu Yuechan blew up her Xuan veins and was full of death.
He clenched Chu Yuechan's hand and laughed, obviously crying dry tears, but for some reason, his eyes became hazy again...... He knew the meaning of Chu Yuechan's words, she not only swept away all the gloom in his heart, but also wanted him to have hope.
"Little fairy," he called softly, "don't worry, I'll live well." Because I have you, whether I have any intention or not, and my father and mother who regard me more than my life, my wife is the Empress of Cangfeng, and my fiancΓ©e is the first goddess of the mainland...... There are so many people who love me, what reason do I have not to live better than others. β
"Even if I don't have mystical power for a lifetime, I will try to live for a long time, a hundred years...... Millennium...... I will grow up with Wuxin...... I will take what I owe to your mother and daughter...... A thousandfold to make up for ......"
He held Chu Yuechan's hands tightened a little, this time, he would not let go again.
"Good. Looking at his eyes, Chu Yuechan's eyes were misty: "Remember what you just said, if you forget, I will tell you word by word......"
Her voice stopped suddenly, and then her face turned pale.
Yun Che felt strange: "Little fairy, how are you ......?"
Poof-
Scarlet blood sprayed on Yun Che's body, like thousands of scarlet steel needles piercing into Yun Che's pupils and soul.