Chapter 16 The snow is known to spring letters
I didn't expect that one day I would sit in Shen Yiwei's car.
The car has a heated air conditioner, and the seat is heated, which is very warm.
At this moment, he was really sitting next to me, and he remembered the promise he had made casually!
I was so moved and happy that I wanted to cry when I was so emotional!
What am I touched by? What am I happy about?
It's like the thoughts and entanglements of the past few years, everything is worth it!
What am I wronged about, what do I want to cry about?
For many months, I looked up at the bright moon and asked what night it was.
I thought he was in a distant foreign land! And he has always been in Minjiang, close to me!
But why, do I still have deep, faint uneasiness?
I was so worried that I would be the same as last time, and after riding his bike, he suddenly disappeared from my eyes again.
I don't know what he's going to say to me, maybe to say, what major changes are going to happen in the company in the near future?
Real estate market, company stocks, shareholder equity, chairman's gossip privacy?
Or is it about my personal job change?
Impossible! Shen Yiwei does not seem to be a person who casually discusses right and wrong.
His "classmates" just now said that he was an impersonal freak!
I have to admit that after leaving Yucai Middle School, Shen Yiwei has changed.
Shen Yiwei, who was applauded by the audience and led the sunshine, became maverick, taciturn, and his eyes were full of melancholy.
He sat quietly or ran away without a trace, living in his own world, and no one else could approach him.
I quietly watched Shen Yiwei sitting next to me, we were so close.
I tried to restrain myself, but I still heard my own pounding heartbeat.
I don't know how long we've been sitting like this, and I can't bear to disturb him when I look at him sideways.
He put his hands on the steering wheel, leaned his whole body on it, and buried his whole face deeply.
He was exhausted, and his thin down jacket wrapped around him as if he were lying on the ground.
Didn't he have something to say to me? Why did he choose such a drunken state to see me!
Why did he stop talking? There was silence for a long time!
He also seemed to realize something, and reached out and blindly pressed the music button, but did not look up.
An old song sounded faintly in the car, and it played on a loop, which seemed familiar.
After a few times, I remembered that this was a song "I Have a Date with Spring".
The quiet place of the night / sounded / a faint Saxophome / led / deep in my heart
The quiet place of the night / When I hear / this secluded Saxophome / I think of you / Blank / In the middle of the dark night
In this night the stars and moon / hazy / looking forward to seeing your face again / in this night of thinking / infinite / the heart feels like it can't be manipulated
I want to have a day / I face you / Bow me down / The love inside is strong / The spring breeze will be for you that day / Reunite with me / Blow
The quiet place of the night / The sky / The stars and the moon gradually flow / Feel like a tide / Turbulent
If love is not frozen / Please follow me / Hum this secluded Saxophome / Tonight / Soft / Think of me in a dream
The quiet place of the night / The sky / The stars and the moon gradually flow / Feel like a tide / Turbulent
If the love is not frozen / please follow me / hum this secluded Saxophome / it can / soft will / true love for you
If the love is not frozen/Always believe/We have a date with spring/I have a date with sp
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I memorized almost all the lyrics, but he still didn't speak, and I hummed the faint Saxophome in my heart.
Several times I tried to say something, or put my arm on his shoulder and ask him what was wrong, and I was overwhelmed by his decadent silence.
I watched as time passed bit by bit.
Li Jin and other colleagues passed by one after another in front of the car window, looking sideways into the car in confusion.
Shen Yiwei's head was buried very low, and they probably couldn't see him.
As they passed by the car, I had to keep my head down from their line of sight.
I looked at his short hair, the cold light coming in through the glass window, and I really didn't know what to say in the first sentence of my mouth in this musical atmosphere.
I tried to calm myself and closed my eyes and stopped looking at him.
I said to myself: "Gu Caiyun, don't be cheap! You have been a complete fool all these years! You must not be stupid again, you must forget the boy in front of you, maybe he has never liked you!"
"Moreover, you are such an ordinary girl, why would the male god Shen Yiwei like you!"
If he doesn't speak again, I plan to get out of the car silently and go back to the dormitory, and die from now on!
Just let him melt there like a gourd in Plants vs. Zombies in the game!
I'm going to live my happy life, stay away from him, and never pay attention to him again!
Believe me, if you've ever had a crush on someone, the sweetness and pain of a thousand knots are so easy to switch and torment at any time!
Alas, since I met Shen Yiwei, my thick nerves have added two invisible nerve endings, sensitive and fragile, out of thin air.
I really hate this sensitive and fragile self!
I was just thinking about getting out of the car, but he spoke, as if he knew all my thoughts!
He began to speak, but the voice came from nowhere.
"Thank you for being with me, I'm better!"
It was as if his soul had returned to his body, his body had returned to normal, and he had come back to life.
As soon as he spoke, I felt that the world was brighter again, and all the good moments returned.
"Why are you drinking?" I asked with concern.
"Where have you been these days? I'm looking for you everywhere!"
He didn't answer me, he just asked me.
"Looking for me?" I asked cautiously.
I thought to myself, how could he be concerned about my whereabouts?
I'm very grateful that he's paying attention to me and knowing that I'm no longer in the company.
It's just that if he really wanted to look for me, didn't he go to the office to inquire?
Even if you don't ask, there will always be text reported in the company's training records and training information.
No matter how busy he is, he casually flips through the "Litian Real Estate Weekly", and there is always training information for the six of us, even if it is just a line of newsletters.
By the way, he went to training, too!
He was asking us where we "skipped class" and went privately!
"We, the three of us went to Shawo Village, and we also went to Shawo Mountain, we had a lot of fun, it was really fun there. ”
I spoke in a relaxed tone and tried to say something funny.
I don't know why I told him the truth, Qiaoqiao has already told us to keep it a secret except for the six!
I thought he would ask how we were having fun, but he didn't.
"Oh!" he just oh and said no more.
We were silent again for a long time, and he finally raised his head again.
"You're gone, I miss you so much. ”
He looked at me steadfastly, and suddenly he said this.
"Do you miss me so much?"
I looked at him blankly, his face was still the same well-defined and handsome face, and his eyes became soft and charming.
His eyes were easy to sink into, and I quickly avoided him and stopped looking at him.
"You're gone, I miss you so much. ”
Isn't this exactly what I have said to him that has surged in my heart a million times?
I couldn't believe my ears, this sentence was said to me by Shen Yiwei himself.
But I seem to have a premonition about it.
"Yes, I miss you so much, I feel so uncomfortable. He repeated the phrase and buried his head again.
Why is he so uncomfortable? Does he miss me not happily but in such a painful way?
Is all this true? Why does he miss me, I don't feel happy and happy!
If he is uncomfortable, I will be uncomfortable too!
What should I do now!
I was conflicted in my mind, and it seemed that my thoughts had stopped all of a sudden.
At some point, he started the car slowly.
"Oh no, where are you going to take me?" I asked him in horror.
"I don't know, can you talk while driving?" His tone was gentle, and the decadent expression he had just now completely disappeared.
"But you're drinking, and drunk driving is a serious thing!" I said.
"I lay on my stomach for a while just now, and it's much better. I'm not going far, let's walk around the neighborhood. ”
"Oh, no, shall we call Qiaoqiao to come along?" My tone was firm, but it seemed pleading.
But she wasn't in the room. He smiled childishly.
"Yes, she just came back with me, but she suddenly had an urgent matter and went to the office to work overtime. I can go and call her. ”
He didn't speak, just obediently drove the car not far from the office building. I walked towards the office building nervously, I didn't know how to explain Shen Yiwei's matter to Qiaoqiao.
The office building is still lit up with the lights of tireless overtime.
I entered the office, Li Jin had already left, and Qiaoqiao and Qianqian were working together to write a material.
The two of them were busy and focused.
"Hey, Bone Spirits (white-collar workers, backbones, elites), it's time for beauty sleep!" I went in and greeted the two Bone Spirits!
"Caicai, why are you here?" Qiaoqiao didn't even raise her head, and asked me perfunctorily.
"Qiaoqiao, go back to bed early, it's cold, I can't sleep alone!"
I persuaded Qiaoqiao to go back, and I was ready to go downstairs and tell Qiaoqiao about Shen Yiwei alone.
"Captain Ma is in a hurry to use this job tomorrow, Cai Bao, you be good! Don't make trouble! Go back to sleep by yourself!"
Qianqian was afraid that I would pull Qiaoqiao back, so she also urged me to go.
They knew that I was too busy to write, and they couldn't help me at all, and they didn't have time to take care of me.
They really think that I can't sleep alone, and I'm bored!
Seeing Qianqian, I remembered her announcement that she liked Shen's assistant, and I really don't know if she would strangle me when she saw Shen Yiwei sitting with me!
I thought about it, let's go!
Shen Yiwei was waiting for me there, and when he saw me coming back alone, he laughed happily.
I had no choice but to hang my head and obediently return to Shen Yiwei's car.
The car drove slowly, and smiles gradually appeared on our faces, as if the silence and sadness just now had not happened.
The car was driving and suddenly snow fell in front of the window.
"Hey, it's snowing!" I said, gesturing to the window.
"Yes, it's so accurate, the weather forecast says there will be snow at night!" Shen Yiwei said.
At the beginning of the snowflakes were just dots, and before you knew it, there was goose feather snow outside, and it was flying all over the sky at the moment.
Shen Yiwei parked the car on the edge of a wide grassy field, and we excitedly got out of the car to catch snow.
In just a moment, our feet were snow-white, and the whole world was silvery white.
The night scene on the outskirts of the city is covered in silver, extraordinarily enchanting, so delicate!
The two of us walked through the snowflakes, leaving our two footprints on the white snow.
Shen Yiwei naturally took my hand, and our hands were clasped tightly together.
Heaven and earth, snow and us, we look at each other and laugh from time to time.
At this time, Shen Yiwei returned to the appearance of Yucai Middle School.
"Gu Caiyun, look at the snow!" he threw a small snowball at me.
"Shen Yiwei, take it!" I also rolled a bigger snowball and threw it at him without mercy!
In the snow, we left behind the sound of our cheerful chase and laughter.
He walked over to me, rubbed my frozen hands, and asked, "Is it cold?"
I shook my head and said, "It's not cold!"
He used his arm to help me block the snowflakes, and I looked up at him.
Under the snowflakes, he was like a prince charming, all shining. At some point, he has accidentally stepped into the depths of my soul.
"I like you!" he couldn't help but say.
"What do you like about me?" I wondered, wondering.
"There's no reason to like you! You're just as cute as this snowflake!" he said.
"When did you like me?" I asked.
"From the first time you helped me tie my shoes, the first time I saw you. He replied.
"Me too! I like you, Shen Yiyi Yiwei!" I opened my arms, ran wildly in the snow, and shouted to heaven and earth!
He caught up, and I couldn't help but rest my head on his chest, tears of excitement streaming down my face along with snowflakes.
His face slowly drew closer to me, his eyes closed entirely.
I could see his eyelashes, clearly covering his face, his eyes, the bridge of his nose, his breath......
He wiped my tears away with his hands and gently pinched my nose with his fingers.
Then he gently kissed me on the forehead.
"Fool, why are you crying when you are so happy?" he asked.
"It's like, like I'm dreaming. I'm afraid I'll wake up from a dream and you'll be gone!"
"If it's a dream, let it never wake up!"
"I wish we were just as white as our snow-white hair is now, and we'll grow old like this!"
I looked at our snowflake-dotted white hair and said yearningly.
"Then how can we do it, we still have to go from green silk to white head!"
He gently brushed the snowflakes off our heads and said with a smile.
In this situation, I feel that it is sweeter than I have ever been.
Yes, Shen Yiwei said that he likes me, and the people I like, he also likes me!
How much time we wasted on each other, how bitter we were, and now we are finally walking together hand in hand!
But is all this true? Is it a dream?
You hear him say, if it's a dream, let it never wake up.
We finally opened our hearts, like lovers who had been in love for centuries, and finally embraced each other.
We spoke softly and hugged each other tenderly.
We plan for the future, talk about our ideals, and I just know that we have said a lot of things.
It is often our laughter that interrupts our words, and it is often our affectionate gaze that replaces our laughter.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, he drove me back to my apartment, and the night was pure white and quiet all the way.
In order to prevent company acquaintances from seeing me in front of me, I deliberately sat in the back seat of the car.
Along the way, I put my hands on his shoulders and watched him drive seriously.
I saw his eyes in the mirror, affectionate and focused.
When I was about to get out of the car, Shen Yiwei reluctantly asked me, "Are you free for Christmas?"
Without hesitation, I said, "Yes!"
"Then we'll see you at Christmas!
"yes, good!" we laughed.
Did we fall in love at first sight?
With his smile, the world is so beautiful!
I believe that in this life, no matter how much he changes, he will be unforgettable to me.
Like the snowflakes outside the car window, maybe it will melt sometimes.
But who can deny the beauty of this moment?