When Xu Si returned to his grandparents' house with his graduation certificate, the two old people were happy enough, his eldest granddaughter finally grew up, the only regret is that they are old, and their granddaughter is going to work, what they are looking forward to now is that Sisi will get married quickly, maybe they can still see their great-grandchildren.

Old man, there's nothing else to care about.

The next day, Xu Yang drove Xu Si to Fushan Cemetery to see his mother, there was no excessive sadness, just a simple worship, telling her that her daughter had graduated.

After all these years, there is nothing that can't be opened, it feels like everything is so natural.

Xu Yang didn't say a word during the whole process, just watched silently, as if that person was still in front of him, and now it was just a very ordinary family gathering.

A week later, Sisi also started to work, which was strange at first, but as time went by, the novelty slowly wore off, and all that was left was trouble.

When I go to work in the morning, I look like I'm going to be majestic, alike, don't touch me, I'm going to the world, but when I get off work at night, I find myself being by the world.

Realistically, this is the current situation of today's young people.

Of course, sometimes Xu Yang will enlighten her, after all, a child in his early twenties has to deal with a group of people in their thirties, how can he not encounter setbacks, not every older person will take care of the newcomer.

A year and a half passed quickly, and during this period, Xu Si and the three of them changed careers one after another within half a year, some left the capital, and some changed jobs.

As for the reasons, there are all kinds of reasons, what boss is bad, discord with the boss, no vacation, unhappy work, etc.

Even Xu Si had a fight with her boss, I heard that it was because the manager asked her to make the plan, saying that her plan was not good, but the other party didn't know what to change, and she didn't even know what her plan was wrong, in short, the two scolded in the company.

At that time, he could only smile and comfort her for a while and gave her a sincere advice, if you don't have a big ability, don't have too much temper, when you are not strong enough, the so-called madness is a joke, when you are strong, madness is called domineering.

It can only be said that the position of the employee and the boss is different, so the idea will naturally not be the same, the boss works overtime to make money for himself, but it is obviously impossible for you to ask employees to love their work as much as you do, after all, no one wants to work hard just to make the boss live better.

Especially when you go to work and have a meeting, it is only some useless content, but after so many years of experience, you can also summarize a general idea, that is, a meeting with a large number of people is not important, there are not many people in an important meeting, a meeting to solve small problems, a small meeting to solve a big problem, and a meeting to solve a major matter.

Don't take the opinions expressed at the meeting too seriously, the opinions exchanged at the meeting must be serious, the people who hold the meeting basically don't do anything, and the people who do the work don't have the opportunity to hold a meeting.

This is the unspoken rule of the workplace, not very good, but it is really the reality, and it can't be changed.

As for his current life, it is very bland, and there are fewer and fewer scripts that can be accepted, not that he is not popular, but that he is a little reluctant to film, he is a person who is over half a hundred years old, although it is not yet time to shoot or to extinguish the film, but in life, he must always leave some time for himself to enjoy life.

At this time, he was sitting on a seat at a bus stop to rest, and behind him was the community where he and Yan Yue rented a house back then.

I don't know why, when he comes out for a walk, he will come here for a long time to walk around, get on the bus and feel the road back then.

The location of the station is still the same, he has been sitting on the bench for half an hour, not that he has not sent a bus to pass by, but he has not gotten on, he likes to sit here and watch the pedestrians come and go.

At this time there was a girl sitting next to him, it had been a while, and at this moment a bus stopped in front of them, the girl was a little annoyed, but still did not choose to get on the bus, less than two minutes after the car left, a boy came in a hurry.

The moment she saw the boy, the girl's face was full of happy smiles, and she immediately took two quick steps to hug him.

"Here we go!"

"Well, it's been a long time!"

"I just arrived, let's go ahead, the car just left, it's too boring to wait!"

"It's done!"

With that, the two left the bus stop holding hands.

This scene was seen by Xu Yang on the side, the two of them seemed to be themselves back then, everyone has the right to choose, just like the girl could have gotten in the car and left first, but she chose to stay, even if she was walking with the boy in the end, she was very happy, as long as she met the right person.

Life is the same, sometimes the shortcut in front of you may not be right, just like the car, maybe it will get stuck in traffic, and the pedestrians walking may be harder, but they will eventually reach the end.

In a trance, a girl seemed to appear in front of him, and said to him with a smile: "What kind of idiot, let's go!"

Subconsciously got up, but found that there was nothing, seeing this, Xu Yang couldn't help but smile and shook his head, and then followed the footsteps of the couple just now.

Such an inconspicuous station, but it carries a lot of heavy love.

......

When I got home, I pushed the door open and let the dog out, with the dog in it, the house didn't seem to be so stuffy, at this time the dog in the house had reached three, the popsicle child, from the peace of the year, to the popsicle, to the current two little milk dogs, this home seems to have never been interrupted.

It's just that sometimes it's really lonely, and the family is by itself, even if there is a dog with you, but sometimes you still feel like you've been abandoned by the world.

Pour yourself a glass of water, put on a soothing music, go directly to the balcony lounger, while basking in the sun while silently looking at the scenery outside the window, old man. That's it, everything you can see is memories, what you think is the past, and what you see is regret.

At this moment, the cat, which had been orange, suddenly jumped on his belly, which was the offspring of Rhubarb, and then lay directly on his stomach to prepare for sleep.

Seeing this, Xu Yang couldn't help laughing and scolding: "You, you're as lazy as your father, eat less, don't grow so fat, live a few more years!"

With that, he moved the big orange up so that he could hold it himself.

A man and a cat are lying on the balcony basking in the sun, and there is still Alaska lying on their stomachs next to them, and the picture is quiet and harmonious.

This year, the cape is at the end of the world, and Xiaoxiao's temples are blooming.

As long as people grow up, they will become very inhibited.

"Tiezhu, are you there? talk about 10 yuan!" Xu Yang chuckled as he lay on the recliner.

As soon as the words fell, a miniature Erha appeared in front of his eyes, and decades of time left no trace on it.

"What's the matter, if you have something to talk about, don't bother me if you have nothing to do!" Tie Zhu replied impatiently.

Xu Yang: "Hey~~ Don't say that, we are also old friends for decades, can you give some face!"

"No, get out!"

"It's okay, I'm leaving!"

In this regard, Xu Yang could only shake his head with a smile and responded: "Okay, okay, I want to ask you something!"

"You said that if I die one day, can I leave you as an inheritance to my daughter?"

Iron Pillar: ...

"Actually, I don't have an opinion, as long as you can let me leave you, don't look at me, I can't help it, otherwise Lao Tzu would have left a long time ago, it's really not okay, you can die now? Maybe if you die, I'll be able to leave!"

Xu Yang: ...

"Get out, I'm still young!"

"Even QQ is good and can inherit, but you can't, are you still Tengx?"

"Phew, you have to take care of it!"

It's also quite interesting for one person and one dog to talk to each other, although he has had fewer opportunities to charge money in recent years, but at least you have someone to talk to.

He is also a family now, but the biggest wealth is really this dog, but he can't let Sisi inherit it, which is very difficult.

You know, the word youth has long had nothing to do with him, what is his youth, that is the middle way compression, if you don't give it, you will send it, as for now, hehe, so it is understandable to occasionally think about your future problems.

Although he is not young, life has to go on, and if Sisi doesn't want to drift in the big city one day, then he is his daughter's only way out.

After a few words of conversation between a person and a dog, the iron pillar disappeared, and Xu Yang lit a cigarette for himself, flipped through his mobile phone, which contained a video of Sisi when he was a child, and a photo of Yan Yue back then, sometimes laughing, sometimes silent.

When he saw the photo of the two wearing ancient costumes, the corners of Xu Yang's mouth couldn't help but rise, and then he said softly:

"Do you remember where our story began? Do you remember those times together? Do you remember the wishes we made together? Do you remember how long we haven't seen each other?"

"My life goes on, and now you... Are you alright?"

"I won't see you when I'm alive, fate or not, it's okay to blame, in this life, our fate is thin, and I don't have this blessing, in the next life, meet early, I hope you can still marry me!"

Looking at the photos on his phone, he smiled, really smiled, this girl was the one he could put down the chopsticks in his hand when he was young, retreat from the game interface in seconds, pause the movie, wipe his wet hands and reply to the message.

Her name is not long, but it runs through his entire life, maybe this is love!

He once thought that the porridge when he returned home in the middle of the night could be warm, and the passing year was the dusk of the monarchy.

In the end, no one stood at dusk with me, and no one asked me about the warmth of porridge.

He also thought that love is separated by mountains and seas, and mountains and seas cannot be flattened, and finally understood that mountains and seas can be flat, and it is God's will to be difficult to peace!

He also thought that there were beautiful women, and they would never forget it, and they would not see it for a day, and they would think like crazy, and finally realized that there were 80,000 words in the world, and only love words hurt people the most.

He thought that the mountains were high and the water was dangerous, and we had a long way to come, and finally understood that the road was difficult, not in the mountains, not in the water, but only in the repetition of human feelings.

Now he understands that the heart is to be broken when it is born, and the dependent origin is extinguished, and the dependent birth is empty.

Now I just want to make wine from the feelings of the past, and get drunk for the rest of my life... No more worries.

As the old saying goes, fifty knows the destiny of heaven, and unconsciously, Xu Yang seems to have seen his whole life, and the previous memories pass in front of his eyes like a movie.

When he was just born, others were laughing, he was crying, and the kaleidoscope and paper airplane he played with for the first time in the orphanage may be the last time in this life.

The young self, no one asked for ten years, walking on the Qingyun Road alone, he is lonely, and he is accompanied only by the original dream, and the person who is in love for the first time.

He looked forward to making a big splash and returning with people, only later that he realized that he had achieved nothing and that his lover was far away.

As a young man, he struggled silently with the submission to reality, like tens of millions of young people, fortunately, the appearance of his daughter made his world more colorful, and in the end, he continued the life of the previous generation.

Sometimes he would smile and say to himself: "Life is so hard!"

In middle age, half of his life has passed, and less time has increased his life, which increases his responsibilities, and sometimes he wants to escape life, but he finds that the shackles of life are getting tighter and tighter.

In his later years, he only had the way back in his life, and some people he knew around him were the first to pass away, until now he is used to seeing life and death, and he is also used to facing life calmly.

Recalling the paper airplanes of his childhood, fantasizing about the nameless road after death, he smiled, like when he was a child, he couldn't help but sigh, I was born as a human being, I am sorry, but I still want to come to the world again, not for anything else, just because he is still short of a bride.

If there is an afterlife, he vows that he will live up to the good times and cherish the present, because every frame of time is a time that will never be there again.

He has had lows and highs in his life, and in the eyes of others, he is also a legend, but only he knows that any bullshit legend is just life.

Before he knew it, the cigarette had burned out, so he extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray, took one last look at the photo on his phone, and then turned it off.

On this very long road, he walked through the sunny avenue, also walked through the single-plank bridge, there are deep mountains and Daze on the side of the road, there are also pleasant slopes, there are apricot blossoms and spring rain, there are also autumn winds in the north, there are mountains and rivers, there are willows and flowers, there are lost and returning, and there are desperate places to survive.

The road is too long, there are too many shadows, memories... It's too heavy.

It's like, there is always such a person, who laughs when he thinks about it, and cries when he laughs and laughs.

Sometimes he thinks that there is something wrong with all sentient beings spending their lives like this, but in the end he realizes that he has too much, and everyone has their own way of living.

As the saying goes, the shallow water is noisy, the deep water is silent, the afternoon sun is warm, although occasionally accompanied by the unharmonious cold wind, but it is still not enough to stand on the balcony and listen to the music.

I wish time was going slower at this moment, the sun was setting later, it was raining... It doesn't come at all!

At this moment, his mobile phone rang, and he took it to see that it was Hang Chuxue.

"Hey, Sister Xiaoxue, what's wrong?" asked Xu Yang.

Hang Chuxue: "Has my daughter arrived home?"

"She's working in the capital, what's her home again?"

"No, she called me at noon today, saying that she would be home in the afternoon!"

"Why didn't I know she was coming!" Xu Yang asked suspiciously.

Hang Chuxue: "Maybe I want to surprise you!"

While the two were talking, there was movement from the door of the living room, and I saw a girl walking in a small black dress, with a slender figure and a delicate face.

The eyes of the two looked directly at each other, and they saw a bright smile on the girl's face, looking youthful and full of longing.

He was sure that it was the look from the little lover, and it almost melted his heart.

At this time, the music in the house was a little sad, it was the song "The Wind Rises" that he had sung at the beginning

With the sound of this music, Xu Si said softly:

"Dad, I'm back!" (music: I finally gave her back my youth, together with the midsummer that popped up at my fingertips, my heart moved with the wind, in the name of love, are you still willing~~)

And the corners of Xu Yang's mouth slowly rose, and finally he just replied heavily:

"Hey, it's good to be back!"

......

The picture slowly floated out of the room, and the conversation between the two could be faintly heard.

"What does the girl want to eat, Dad will make it for you!"

"I want to eat my father's Kung Pao chicken!"

"Okay, by the way, how many days will you come back this time?"

"Don't go, I'll be at home with you in the future!"

"Oh yes, that's good, Daddy gave you that pastry shop!"

"Thank you, Dad, Mua!"

"By the way, tell your little mother to come here for dinner at night!"

"Got it!"

......

At this time, there was a young man in Liao Province thousands of miles away, who was a street cup that Xu Yang had seen back then, standing on the balcony in the room and looking out the window silently, and the decades of time seemed to have left no traces on his face at all.

After a long time, he said softly to himself: "After so many years, it's time to let go, let go of others, and let go of yourself!"

And the computer behind him impressively displayed:

End of book.