Chapter 172: No Return All Night
She never liked to see her father, but now, she can see her if she doesn't want to. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
However, Taiwei went to the study, but she didn't see anyone, and she asked the little girl next to her father to ask, but she still couldn't move. In addition to shaking his head, the little guy didn't have half a useful sentence.
Those who knew where he was going were most likely to follow him out of the door, and now they are nowhere to be found.
Taiwei thought about it and went back to Jixiangyuan.
She pondered that no matter where he went, after dark, he would still have to come back. However, she placed the flowers sent by Xue Huaijian, ate again, took a nap in the afternoon, and woke up in the twilight, but she still didn't see him.
He only has an errand on weekdays, and he is the right thing, but today he has not seen anyone for a long time, I am afraid that Emperor Jianyang has left it.
Taiwei leaned on the window, frowning and looking at the thin white moonlight outside.
The sky was already dark, like a dense and smooth black velvet, except for a crescent moon in the corner, which was emitting a cold shimmer.
She looked at it fixedly, called Changxi in, and after a few words, closed the window and went to bed to rest.
But I don't know why, she still tossed and turned that night, and she couldn't sleep, and her heart was always empty and uncomfortable. It was early the next morning, and without waiting for Changxi to call, she opened the tent and got up.
The light in the room was dimmer than usual, and it was obvious that it was not yet bright outside.
Tai Wei pulled the embroidered soft shoes and walked to the window, and pushed it hard, pushing the window sash outward.
There were already faint voices outside.
The maids and ladies got up earlier than the masters, and they all got up at this hour, but they were worried that the masters had not yet gotten up, so they didn't dare to let go of their voices to speak.
Taiwei listened with bated breath for a while, and when he turned his head suddenly, he saw Changxi standing behind the screen.
The furnishings in her house have been reorganized, saying that they are going to the old and welcome the new, and now the unfamiliar furnishings are really fresh enough. Taiwei saw Changxi's feet from under the screen, and asked, "Father didn't return all night yesterday?"
Changxi didn't expect that she had already gotten up, and was startled when she heard the sound, and hurriedly walked out over the screen, shook her head and said: "The slave maid took the silver to make a dot according to your instructions, so that people can keep their hearts, and they will come to report as soon as the uncle comes back, but the slave and maid waited all night and no one came, it seems that the uncle did not return all night." ”
Taiwei thought about it and frowned.
Her father seemed to be a fool and elusive, but there were few times when he didn't return all night like yesterday.
Taiwei's heart sank.
It's only been a little more than a month since she closed her eyes in the midwinter snow in Songshan County, but many things have been different from what she knew.
It stands to reason that my father will die at the hands of the Restoration Army in May of the following year.
But who can guarantee that things will happen again at that juncture?
If her mind changes, will she have changed more things in the dark?
Taiwei, with her long black hair, stood by the window, so that the daylight outside the window that was gradually brightening up shone like snow.
"My father didn't come back, but he didn't even send someone back to deliver the message?"
Taiwei was inexplicably worried in her heart, thinking that he might be dead, and she didn't want to cry, but she still felt flustered.
She thought she could walk away, and she didn't care about the man who gave her half her life, but when it came to the end, she realized that it was not easy to be so decisive.
It's not that she doesn't love him at all, she just hates why he doesn't love her like the father of others.
--I can't love her like an ordinary, generous and gentle father.
She struggled and struggled, and all she struggled with was this little.
She's weak, she's incompetent, and it's disgusting.
Taiwei took a deep breath and looked at Changxi intently.
Changxi hesitated: "The slave maid is going to inquire?"
Tai bowed his head slightly: "Go immediately." ”
Changxi retreated.
Outside the open window, the voices of people are already boiling like hot water, bringing out bursts of bustle and noise that can only be found in the early morning.
It's the start of the day.
Every day is a unique being, and the past will never come back.
Just like a human choice, once it is made, there is no chance of reversing it.
But Taiwei was standing in this room at the moment, watching the people coming and going in the distance, and she clearly realized in her heart that she had already broken this confinement.
Her life has no basis to follow and take the lead.
Her ancestors may have experienced such things, but there is no history, no oral account, and no matter how she racks her brains to think of historical events, it is probably useless.
is because she is now a blind man touching an elephant, and if she is not careful, she will guess wrongly, think wrongly, and do wrong.
But the flood was in sight, the fire was burning to her feet, and she could no longer stay where she was.
Human life is as fragile as morning dew, and it is uncontrollable.
Once a person's decision is linked to life and death, everything becomes extremely difficult.
Taiwei doesn't know if she has a second chance...... Is there a third or fourth ...... All she knew was that she could only make every decision as if it were the last.
She stood by the window for a long time, until her legs were sore, and she remained motionless.
When Changxi came in to reply, he saw such a scene.
"Girl, the slave maid has inquired. ”
Taiwei turned his back to her and didn't turn around: "But no?"
Changxi shook her head, and only after shaking did she remember that she couldn't see herself, and hurriedly said, "Yes, Uncle didn't send someone back last night to deliver the word." ”
Taiwei's voice changed slightly: "So where he is now, no one in the mansion knows?"
Hearing this, Changxi's eyes changed slightly, and he said tentatively: "Why don't you go to Minghe Hall to inquire?" ”
Tai Wei turned around when she heard this, and her face was a little solemn: "No need." ”
Father just didn't return overnight, if she rashly asked Changxi to hear her grandmother, I was afraid that she would not be able to say clearly.
What's more, maybe she's just worrying too much.
Tai Wei lowered his eyes and looked at the gap in the floor tiles, and commanded in a low voice: "You can continue to let people pay attention, and if there is any news, come back to me." ”
Changxi agreed respectfully.
But this attention is enough for three days.
Jingning Boqi Yuanzhang disappeared for three days.
If it weren't for the afternoon of the next day, the word finally came out from the palace, saying that he would stay in the palace for one more day, but I was afraid that Mrs. Qi would also panic.
Taiwei didn't sleep well for two nights, she was in a trance, she couldn't hold it back, and decided to go to Xue Huaijian to hear the news.
As a close minister of the Son of Heaven, he is better informed than hers.
However, Xue Huaijian was also gone.
Fortunately, in the afternoon of this day, she received definite news confirming that her father was still in the palace.
It's just that she can't figure out what is worth it for Emperor Jianyang to leave people in the palace for a few days.
She stood in the middle of the court, looking up at the blue sky, obviously the wind was clear, but it seemed that a heavy bad luck was about to fall from the sky.