Chapter 452: Hard to choose

After Ding Ting returned home, he could finally rest for a while.

But lying on the bed, he had no sleep.

Think about his heart stopping almost instantly when he heard the child's screams on the phone, and he began to hesitate, hesitating whether he wanted to carry out his plan?

The reason why he always wanted to divorce Fang Ruoxi was because he felt that this marriage was not his will at all, and he was forced by them.

He was unwilling to accept such a forced marriage, so he wanted to change this fate.

Even that child, he had always felt that he didn't care about that child because Fang Ruoxi got it from him by improper means.

But today, when he heard the child's terrible screams because he was frightened, he realized that he cared more about the child than he had expected.

This kind of relationship is very troublesome for him, he said that if he can maintain an emotion for his children, then if he realizes his plan and divorces Fang Ruoxi, he will not feel too guilty.

But if he cares deeply about his children, then after the divorce, he will definitely miss his children.

And if he still insisted on divorcing Fang Ruoxi at this time, Fang Qian would definitely not let himself get custody of the child.

Ding Ting also knew that with his own strength, there was no way to compete with Fang Ruoxi for custody, so once the custody fell into Fang Ruoxi's hands, he and the child would be cut off forever.

Thinking that he would not have anything to do with the child in the future, Ding Ting actually hesitated.

Between the child and Fang Ruoxi, he can choose the child without hesitation.

But when the child and Fang Ruoxi became a bundled option, Ding Ting felt very embarrassed.

Psychologically speaking, he only wants children, not Fang Ruoxi.

After all, he couldn't look down on Ruoxi from beginning to end, even if it was Fang Ruoxi himself or Lin Jiao, he felt that Fang Ruoxi was the most suitable person to marry him, but he was unwilling to accept this choice.

Even if he is now destined to have no future with An Yunuo, he will definitely not hand over his future to Fang Ruoxi.

He would rather spend another few years choosing a new lover than spend his future on Fang Ruoxi.

He knew that Fang Ruoxi had really paid a lot for himself.

But his contribution does not mean that he must accept it, all his contributions are not approved by himself, and they are all his own unilateral contributions.

His so-called contribution is not what he wants, it is what he imposes on himself.

So for this alone, Ding Ting couldn't forgive Fang Ruoxi.

What's more, he also disturbed his originally peaceful life in order to marry him.

If it hadn't been that night, they would still have the same relationship as before.

Faint and detached.

He will definitely not come to this point, and he will definitely not have no way out.

Ding Ting was very uncomfortable lying on the bed, all he was thinking about was the child, all he was thinking about was his future.

If he chooses to compromise for the sake of his children at this time, what will he do in this life?

Isn't your life important? Can you give up your happiness for the sake of your children?

He couldn't.

In the first half of his life, he had already gone too much for Lin Jiaoshe, and in the second half of his life, he really didn't want to continue to wronged himself.

But kids.

When he thought of the little girl he had seen since he was a child and watched him grow up little by little, Ding Ting felt uncomfortable.

It was his own child.

He can care about anything else, but this child is the only one, and he can't laugh at anything he says.

"Kid, kid. It would have been nice if there had been no such child. ”

Ding Ting covered his face uncomfortably, if Fang Ruoxi hadn't been pregnant with his child that night, he wouldn't be so uncomfortable now, so unable to choose.

Turning over, Tintin curled up.

He was so distraught that he didn't know what he was going to do next.

Is he going to do the same as he had planned, or is he going to stop the plan for the sake of the child?

He really can't make a choice, at least he can't make up his mind in a short period of time.

In the end, he was the only child in the world.

Even if he really divorces Fang Ruoxi in the future, he will become a family again, and he will have his own children, but it is all different.

This child is always his first child, and even if he has other children in the future, that state of mind is completely different.

What's more, this child was raised with his own hands, and he also delivered it with his own hands, and it is not something that can be easily forgotten.

Tintin was really irritable and tangled.

He never imagined that children would become his biggest obstacle.

He always thought that the little girl would not have any influence on him, but he didn't expect that the child still affected him invisibly, and still left a deep imprint in his heart.

If it weren't for that, how could he have endured it until now?

"I now understand why many people have to fight for custody of their children after a divorce. ”

It turns out that only after becoming a parent will you know how important your children are to you.

Even if he is a person like him who does not look forward to the birth of a child from the beginning, when he sees the child grow up day by day, watching him go from being only fifty centimeters and having to be carefully held in his arms, to now being able to crawl on the ground.

It's really a hands-on process, a process that you won't be able to empathize with without actually experiencing it.

The feelings cultivated during this period are really not like what others say.

That feeling has entered the body, imprinted in the memory invisibly, and it cannot be easily erased even if it is wanted to.

Ding Ting couldn't even understand what people who abused their children in their hearts thought, even people like him never thought about abusing that child in the past, how could those so-called parents do it?

When it comes to child abuse, Ding Ting is a little worried.

Fang Ruoxi will definitely be very good to the child, after all, her biological child was also raised by her, even if he really divorced him at that time, he would not be angry with the child.

But Fang Ruoxi is still so young, if he divorces him, he will definitely marry again.

So what if he finds another new husband at that time, and his husband doesn't want to see this child?

In case Fang Ruoxi doesn't care as much about the child as before in order to have a good relationship with her new husband, who should the child go to if he is wronged?

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Originally, the girl's heart should be softer, if she has been bullied since she was a child, she will definitely become cowardly when she grows up, and when she grows up, she will become the target of many people's bullying.

Ding Ting didn't dare to imagine that his children would be bullied by others after they entered society in the future, and he didn't even dare to think that after Fang Ruoxi married someone else, the other party would bully his children.

As long as he thinks about this question, he feels a little pain in his liver.

Ding Ting never thought that he would hesitate to become like this because of the child's affairs.

Obviously, before he was born, he didn't care about this child at all, even if Fang Ruoxi threatened him with this child, he was never afraid.

But why is this child cowardly like this after he is born, as long as he thinks of what he may experience in the future, he begins to shrink and no longer has the same determination as before.

The child would become his bond, which was something that Ding Ting could not have expected in any case.

"That's right, and the hukou. ”

Ding Ting suddenly remembered what Fang Ruoxi called to talk about today today, she thought that the children were already so old, no matter how they said, they should have already registered their children, but she didn't expect that she hadn't registered the children yet.

Judging from the situation he was talking to himself at the time, he wanted to put the child's household registration on his face.

Now Ding Ting has not yet decided whether he wants to divorce Fang Ruoxi, so he will definitely not put the child's household registration in his name in a short period of time.

This is somewhat of a stumbling block for me.

And if he divorces Fang Ruoxi ruthlessly, he will inevitably make some handovers after the divorce for the sake of the child's household registration.

After the divorce, she was not sure that she and Fang Ruoxi would not be enemies when they met again, so she was very red-eyed.

Therefore, this potential hidden danger must be avoided in advance.

As for the excuse, he thought about it for a while and thought of it.

Under the pretext that their family's hukou can go to a better primary school, and when they buy a house in the future, they will move him and their children's hukou together.

Anyway, he had been using this reason to prevaricate Fang Ruoxi for a long time, and he didn't care about another year or two.

What's more, his excuse is indeed very useful, Fang Ruoxi's community, if the campus is divided into schools, it is indeed better than the zoning of his own family to enter the school.

Fang Ruoxi and Fang Qian have always thought so much about their children, and they will definitely not stalemate with themselves for this kind of thing.

Therefore, it is very easy to solve the matter of the child's household registration, and now it is more troublesome to do so, whether you want to realize the previous plan?

That's what he's struggling with right now.

Do you think about your children or for yourself?

Tintin was very embarrassed.

It stands to reason that he can decide this kind of thing very resolutely, but I don't know why, when he thinks of the child's fleshy little face and the cute appearance when he smiles at him, he can't give up.

"Damn it!"

Tintin sat up irritably and scratched his hair, it was really the first time he had hesitated like this.

Obviously, since he and Fang Ruoxi got married, he has never hesitated for anything.

Even when he made this plan, he instantly figured it out, understood his needs, and made a plan.

Even when he drugged Lin Jiao, he could do it simply and decisively.

But why can't he meet a child?

"If only I didn't have that kid. ”

Tintin muttered.

As soon as he spat out these words unconsciously, his eyes widened in horror and he looked left and right in the room.

He knew that he had listening equipment at home, and what he was afraid of now was that if his words were overheard, would it affect his plans?

In fact, his worries were a little unnecessary.

When Fang Qian asked his subordinates to install listening equipment in their homes, they deliberately only installed listening equipment in public areas such as the living room, such as bedrooms and bathrooms, but they rationally kept avoiding.

So even if Ding Ting said anything in his room, as long as he didn't yell, the listening equipment in the living room couldn't hear it.

But Ding Ting didn't know about these things.

He thought that there was a listening device in his home, no matter where it was, so when this sentence slipped out of his mouth unconsciously, he was immediately startled.

He hadn't decided whether he wanted to continue to implement the plan yet, if he slipped out at this time and was noticed by Fang Qian, wouldn't it be very bad for him.

No, he had to find a way to inquire about it first, so that if anything happened at that time, he would have to find a way to make up for it.

"No, I'll have to make a phone call. ”

Ding Ting was always a little uneasy in his heart, he hesitated for a moment and picked up his mobile phone.

When Fang Ruoxi let herself go, she was still coaxing the child upstairs.

At that time, the child was frightened and slept very unsteadily.

But looking at the time now, it's almost four o'clock in the afternoon, and the child should get up at this time, so even if he makes a phone call at this time, it won't affect the two of them.

After thinking for a while, Ding Ting dialed the phone.

The phone rang twice, and just when he thought Fang Ruoxi was not available to answer the phone, the phone was all connected.

Although the phone was connected, there was no familiar voice from Fang Ruoxi on the other end of the phone, and Ding Ting heard some children's laughter from the phone.

Don't think about it, I'm sure the call was picked up by the child.

The last time he went to Fang's house, he found that the child was very fond of things like mobile phones.

Perhaps because he has used mobile phone video communication with Fang Ruoxi in front of him since he was a child, Fang Ruoxi has never used his mobile phone behind his child's back.

The child may have learned how to use it because she used it too much, and of course it is possible that the child inadvertently connected the phone.

After all, today's children are so smart, and many things will be self-taught.

"Baby, where's Mommy?"

As soon as Ding Ting heard the child's voice on the other end of the phone, he couldn't help but soften his voice.

The child was also very happy to hear his voice over there.

"Ahh ”

The child is not very good at speaking, so he only speaks some sounds that he cannot understand.

But it's just some fragmentary tones, but it has already made Ding Ting's heart flutter after listening to it.