Chapter 135: You Teach Me, I'll Give It to You
"Miss Shi is having an awkward relationship with Mr. Xi?"
The rain outside was noisy, and Assistant Yin's voice was not loud, but I could hear it clearly.
What do you mean by me having trouble with him?!
Isn't Xi Zhan cold to me?
Xi Zhan's voice said distantly: "It's about touching." β
"Mr. Xi, girls are going to be coaxed. β
"Mouthy. Xi Zhan's indifferent voice commanded: "I'll live here with her these days, you go back to Tongcheng to deal with the company's affairs first, and if you have any problems, find Yuan You, don't let her find out here." β
I don't know who she is referring to in Xi Zhan's mouth, but Assistant Yin is clear, and he said respectfully: "Yes, Mr. Xi." β
Assistant Yin left, the rain outside never stopped, and Xi Zhan did not return to the room.
I opened the quilt and looked at the wounds on my body, with gauze bandages on the base of my thighs and bandages on my chest and palms.
Just as I was staring at my wound and dazed, Xi Zhan entered the room, and he reached out and took off his coat and put it at the foot of the bed.
Xi Zhan was wearing a white shirt, he came over and raised his hand to rub my cheek and asked me, "What do you want to eat?"
His tone was low, deliberately slowing down.
I shook my head and said, "I'm not hungry." β
I'm not hungry at all, probably because of my poor mood, after all, so many bad things have happened lately, and I am so unlucky!
"Then I'll make you some porridge. β
After saying that, Xi Zhan turned around and left the room.
I was the only one left in the room, I pushed open the window and looked out, it was a typical courtyard courtyard, and Xi Zhan entered a room not far away, and I could see his busy figure from me.
After a long time, he came out of the room with a bowl of porridge, and when he saw me staring at him, he raised his lips and asked, "Do you want to drink sweet?"
Xi Zhan never laughs, but his smile is a little light.
I seem to have been teased by him.
I winked and said, "Salty." β
Xi Zhan turned around and went into the kitchen again, walked from that room to me only a dozen steps, and soon returned to my room.
He looked at me with a bowl of light in his eyes, and the tranquility that permeated his bones shocked me from the bottom of my heart.
I probably didn't deserve the perfect and picturesque man in front of me, and the inferiority complex that rose in my heart almost overwhelmed me.
He came and sat beside me and served me to dinner, and I suddenly remembered what he had just said, "It's good, and you still have the energy to be angry with me." β
He knew I was angry.
He understands everything.
But he knew, but he didn't comfort me.
I finished drinking the porridge in disappointment, Xi Zhan took the bowl back to the kitchen silently, and returned to the room after a while.
He took off his shoes and put them on the edge of the bed, then lay down on my side and stretched out his arms to gently hold me in his arms.
Xi Zhan gently ran his fingers along my long hair and asked, "Baby, did I make you angry?"
He rarely called me baby, more often called me Yun'a, and he never asked me so softly.
Seems to care about my emotions.
I denied it, saying, "No." β
"You don't want to talk to me. He said.
It's not that I don't want to deal with him......
I asked him if he loved me a few days ago, and he responded to me with silence, I want more than just be his woman!
I still want to be the cinnabar in his heart!!
Seeing that I didn't speak, his magnetic voice called out to me seductively, "I was worried about you last night." β
The peace and strength of my heart collapsed in his baby, and I explained with a moist eyedness: "I'm not angry, I'm just angry with myself." β
I'm angry that I'm too greedy.
Greedy wants to get more from Xi Zhan.
Xi Zhan's cold palm kept rubbing against my cheek, and this action brought me great comfort.
He hung his head and kissed my forehead with his thin lips, and patiently coaxed me, "Talk to me." β
"Xi Zhan, I want you to love me. β
I thought I couldn't say it, but I couldn't help it in front of him, and he understood how bad I was when I said it.
If he doesn't give me love......
What can I do?!
Seeing that I was angry because of this, Xi Zhan hugged my shoulders tightly and was silent for a long time before asking me, "Baby, what is love?"
This sentence was inexplicably familiar, and I raised my eyes to meet the deep light of his eyes, and suddenly remembered that I seemed to have dreamed of it in a dream......
This is not a dream.
Xi Zhan asked me a long time ago.
Full of hesitation, doubt.
I was stunned and heard his faint voice explain: "I'm in a loveless environment, I don't know what love you want, let's be honest, I left home when I was very young, and then I lived in a welfare home, and I was taken away within two years...... A lot of indifference happened before I inherited the Xi family. β
Xi Zhan's tone was understated, and he touched on what he had done, he paused and promised: "I don't know much what love is, and naturally I don't know what you want, if you want it, then you teach me, and I will give it to you." β
If you want to, then teach me, and I will give it to you.
This is the biggest concession Xi Zhan gave me.
I believed it at the time, and it was much later that I realized that Xi Zhan was just perfunctory when he said this.
Because after a long time, I learned that no one in this world understands love better than Xi Zhan!
But Xi Zhan explained to me at that time, and this explanation was not so unacceptable, and he also compromised me to teach him, so I didn't delve into it with him.
I reached out and held Xi Zhan's cold palm tightly, and asked him curiously, "Xi Zhan, why were you sent away by your family?"
I heard from my assistant that Xi Zhan was sent out of the family at a very young age, and his three elder brothers were with him.
But now only Xi Zhan is alive, I don't know what happened in the middle, but because it is Xi Zhan's past, I want to know.
I don't seem to know anything about him.
I'd love to know about his past.
"The rules of survival of the family. β
Xi Zhan didn't seem to be willing to mention the Xi family, his thin lips rubbed against the top of my hair and explained: "When I was young, I didn't have the ability to resist, and I was forced to submit to their arrangement, and when I was older, I ...... The Xi family is just a plaything in the palm of my hand to me, if it weren't for the fact that my mother was still in the Xi family...... A decaying family, leave it for now, anyway, the time to wither has come. β
Listening to Xi Zhan's tone, he was disappreciative of the Xi family, the family he was attached to, as if he said that if he destroyed it, he would destroy it immediately.
But if you think about it carefully, Xi Zhan is not so stupid, he must be more far-sighted than me, and I think of Xi Nuo, who found me yesterday.
She is in the withered Xi family in Xi Zhan's mouth.
She is Xi Zhan's fiancΓ©e.
But it was not recognized by Xi Zhan.
It should be said that Xi Zhan does not take the entire Xi family in his eyes.
Thinking of her, I said to Xi Zhan: "Second brother, your fiancΓ©e found me yesterday, she said that she is the head of the Xi family, and I am the second wife...... Is she crazy? Let me be the second wife......
"It's just a product of the Xi family's corrupt rules, don't pay attention to it. β