Chapter 52 Thinking is not like a Queqiao person

Why did Shen Yiwei pull me into his car? He had just returned from Europe, how could he behave in such an uncivilized and ungentlemanly manner in black!

Next week, we're going to be facing each other every day, and I'm thinking about how I can keep my distance from him at work and work together. Everything hasn't started yet, what's going on with him?

My dormitory? My door, which he had long forgotten, why did he come again? In this rare time after work, he came again to disturb my tranquility and disturb my ordinary life!

His current identity is that of a groom who is about to get married. Immediately he is still my direct supervisor! How many people will talk about us in private and look forward to our every move?

When I saw him at this critical and sensitive moment, I somehow just wanted to run away like crazy and avoid him.

But all my determination, all my thoughts of resisting him, crumbled at the sight of him. I believe that maybe he is my destiny, and I can't escape it!

He couldn't help but close the door and sat in the driver's seat. The car drove fast, and he drove out of the apartment complex.

Shen Yi's only face was solemn, and his expression immediately calmed me.

"Get your face down, don't move!" he ordered me again!

I didn't have time to ask in detail, but subconsciously obediently lay down my face.

It wasn't until I felt a little silly that I looked up in bewilderment.

"What's going on?Yiwei!Where are you going to take me?They're waiting for me at Yipinge!"

He didn't reply, as if he hadn't heard me, but the speed was noticeably slowing down!

Shen Yiwei seems to have changed, and I just remembered that I hadn't been in close contact with him for a long time since the last time he tricked me and brought me an engagement ring.

In fact, we have always had so few opportunities to actually see each other together, and I have become accustomed to missing him.

Yes, sometimes we only meet very occasionally in the office area, and we pass by like two ordinary colleagues, without even saying hello, only eye contact.

Do I hate him? I often ask myself? All the sisters in the office think I should hate him.

But why should I hate him? I even think he's been nice to me!

Do I have a serious masochistic perversion?

I don't hate him, not at all! I just hate myself for not having the courage to get closer to him!

For example, now, I was taken to the car by him as if I was kidnapped by him, but I wanted to escape, instead of happily going to a private meeting with him, no matter where he went, just go with him!

I've always lacked the courage to do that! Do I really like him?

If I could define my feelings for him casually, just choose between liking and disliking, then I would be much more relaxed and happy! Even if he is only a stone's throw away from me now, he is full of alcohol, and he is quite unreasonable, I still miss him face to face!

When he's not around, I can come up with all sorts of reasons to convince myself to control that longing

within their own control.

As long as I can't see him, I can absolutely stop the thoughtless from spreading into the gray area.

But the premise is not to meet, and he is right in front of me at this time!

Shen Yiwei's wedding was scheduled for the seventh day of the seventh month of the ancient calendar, and people familiar with the matter said that this date is not only the traditional Chinese Valentine's Day, but also the birthday of his fiancée Xiao Yeqing.

I've heard that she has been to the company several times, but unfortunately I only saw the one time she greeted the knife and the last time she was in the car.

Every time I think of Xiao Yeqing, I feel a burst of tragic triumph singing in the cold wind, to her, although she is really just a young and beautiful girl, but I respect her like an elder.

I think how difficult it is to be Shen Yiwei's girlfriend! I am not afraid of loneliness, ridicule, waiting, and cold light!

She has won, how many girls envy her! Is she happy? I doubt it!

He was driving with his head down, and I saw Qianqian and them walking into Yipinge from a distance through the glass window. Unfortunately, they couldn't hear my call, and they didn't look back to see me in the traffic, who had lost my freedom.

Shen Yiwei's mouth revealed a strong smell of wine, obviously dizzy again.

He wouldn't stop, so I had to climb from the back seat to the front seat, and he didn't stop me.

I said, "Why are you drinking again?" Do you want to get out of the car and I'll take you home? Where are you going? Do you want me to call her and inform her to find someone to take care of you......" I was so anxious that I didn't know what to do when I looked at him.

His eyes bulged at me and he clutched me the shoulder, as if to hold me.

"Stop!" I dodged away, desperately trying to open the door and get out of the car.

He said vaguely: "Caiyun, someone is trying to harm us! Let's go, come with me, are you willing?"

"How could anyone hurt us? What the hell is wrong with you? Can you tell me anything uncomfortable? See if I can help you!" I blurted out.

"You help me? What can you little girl do for me! Let's get out of here! I'll be good to you! If I'm not good to you, I'm going to die! We can't stay here anymore! We can leave this city, we can go anywhere, only you fool is willing to go with me, let's go, let's go now!"

I asked, "Where do you want to go? When are you going to go crazy? Do your parents agree? Does she know? I can't be as selfish and irresponsible as you!"

"Selfish, irresponsible, right! You still have to ask me where I go? Do you know how verbose you are? If you like me, believe me! If I go to heaven, you will go to heaven. I will go to the earth, and you will go down to the earth. Follow me, what does it mean to follow me? Do you understand? If you still think about your parents, family, and anything other than me, and you don't get rid of everything and follow me, you will get me off! I will never force you! If you go with me, you will swear to me, you are willing, and I will not force you in the slightest. You are not allowed to go back and get anything, we will go wandering together!"

Shen Yiwei's eyes were bloodshot, and he continued: "Do you know? I don't want to live when I think of getting married, I've already lived enough! I don't want to hurt Xiao Yeqing, she is my sister! I don't want to hurt you, you are innocent! Now I just want you to go with me, it's too late." ”

"She's your sister, you're all children and brothers, what a strange name! What a hypocrisy!" I couldn't help but sarcastically say to him!

"I find it strange and hypocritical, too!" he refused.

His eyes were full of confusion, as if the world was his enemy. There are countless pursuers behind him, and I am the only one he can rely on at this moment.

There was a sense of despair in him, and it almost infected me.

For a moment, I relented. I really want to say, "Okay, I don't want to quarrel with you! As long as I can keep you from being sad, I'll go with you! Go to heaven and go to earth, willingly, without regrets!"

But how can I say such a thing? Because I can't abandon my parents, my family, and everything because of him! I can't ignore the fact that he has a fiancée!

I don't need to say that he knows my thoughts, so why should he ask me again and again to stimulate me!

A woman's fragility is a hundred times more than him, he really only cares about himself, completely ignoring my feelings! And Xiao Yeqing, is she more unlucky than me, she wants to marry such a bastard!

Shen Yiwei must have grasped the common weakness of the two of us, he thought that he was so attractive, so he came to me casually after getting drunk for no reason. The nonsense he told me, he just didn't know what to say!

He knew I couldn't resist his pity, just as he knocked on my door for countless nights to rest, and then went away when he was awake.

I hated myself for being so uncompetitive, like a toy to be played with by him.

"Since Xiao Yeqing is so good to you, why do you still have to be so miserable? Have you seriously thought about what happened to you? You should cherish it. Get rid of your bad habit of drinking, and you will always have a warm family. I tried to comfort him.

"Anyway, you're not a kid anymore! In the company, you are still a personal vice president, and I am still responsible for your work. You are like this, you say to yourself, are you mature or not? How can the two of us work together? How can you reassure your parents and family!"

I continued to try to pull him back to reality.

His phone rang, and he picked it up and answered it in front of me.

"Don't look for me again! if anything goes wrong with her, and a hair is missing, I will never see you again for the rest of my life!"

"Yes, I have handed over the equity transfer agreement to the lawyer, and we have no interest in it!"

"I don't blame you, it's all my fault!

The phone must have been from Xiao Yeqing, he said a few words and hung up the phone! The phone rang again, and he didn't answer it again!

"Brother Jian called!" I glanced at his call, and it wasn't hers.

"Dump them? What? Coming in my direction? Got it!"

When Shen Yiwei finished answering Brother Jian's call, his attitude towards Xiao Yeqing angered me all of a sudden. I used to think he was drinking too much, but now I see that he is very sober, and I can't stop getting angry!

"Do you know what day it is on the seventh day of the seventh month of the seventh month? Do you remember that you said that Xiao Yeqing is the most important person in your life? Have you forgotten your children? Cherish it, you two have fewer problems, and I am pretending to be crazy here! You are crazy, and the whole world will follow you!"

As soon as I scolded, Shen Yiwei laughed stupidly as if he didn't believe it.

My phone is ringing wildly, too.

I took out my phone, and they called!

I'm going to pick it up, I'm going to tell them I'm on my way to Yipinka, don't keep them waiting.

Shen Yiwei is now drunk driving, and I still want to find someone to get him away!

He won't let me get out of the car again, I'm going to call for help!

However, Shen Yiwei snatched my mobile phone and threw it out of the window at once. I looked up and saw that he had thrown my phone into the pond!

"You're crazy! You bastard! All my messages are on my phone!" I couldn't believe what he was doing, and I let out a wail of rage!

Shen Yiwei was "giggling" and laughing! He was really pretending to be crazy!

He deliberately drove the car staggeringly!

"Please, stop, it's dangerous!" Finally, amid my shouting and pleading all the way, Shen Yiwei finally stopped the car.

"Do you know where this is?" he asked me.

"I don't know!" I said.

"We were here on that snowy night. There's a tree in front of us, let's measure its waist together!, how could you not remember?" he asked.

"Oh, it's here! It's rare to have such an open place! Let's get out of the car and have a look?" Shen Yiwei is like this, one moment it will make me go to hell, and the other time it will make me feel like heaven!

I also remembered that snowy night, the first time we really held hands. I knew that we would be like this now, and I knew that I would be so stumbling with him, how did I know him at the beginning!

"It's safe now, let's get down!" he opened the door, and I got down, and then helped him down.

The last time we were here was Snow Kaikai, but now it was dusk, and we stood by the tree, and we saw that it was a big willow tree.

As soon as I approached the big willow tree, Shen Yiwei hugged me and kissed me desperately, as if I was parting from life and death, at this moment, I thought I was back in that snowy night.

"I feel like I'm dreaming!" I said.

"If it's a dream, let it never wake up!" he said.

Shen Yiwei took my hand and pulled me to kneel in front of the tree with him.

"I'm Shen Yiwei!" he motioned for me to follow him down.

"I'm Gu Caiyun!" I continued to dream.

"Whether rich or poor, healthy or sick, we are willing to share weal and pain, and after two years, we will become husband and wife, as evidenced by this tree!"

"I'll come back to you in two years!"

"Are we talking in dreams?" I asked.

"We didn't dream, and I didn't get drunk! I quit my job, and I'll come back to you in two years!"

Shen Yiwei staggered and waved goodbye to me!

"You can't just leave me like this, I'm afraid!" I ran over and squeezed into the car.

But he leaned over and pushed me out of the car!