"Alas!" I finally let out a long breath.

After telling the story of me and Shen Yiwei, I should have been relieved.

But when I thought of Yu Yifan, I was relieved, but I quickly added a new burden.

In what capacity should I get along with Yu Yifan again? Is it the patient's girlfriend's sister or the self-confessed little sister?

And why do I want to grasp that ray of hope so much in my heart?

"Sister, please, don't tell Brother Yu about me and Shen Yiwei!"

"Okay, you can tell him in person when you have a chance in the future. It's the same with me, let's keep it a secret from each other!"

Shiyin actually cared that Yu Yifan knew the secret of her life experience, although I didn't know it in detail.

But I think that compared to my emotional experience, what is it, our family is more like a family, she was my family in her last life!

We're still pulling hooks like we did when we were kids!

I'm only worried that Shiyin will tell Yu Yifan about my past, and I'm worried that he will be even more disappointed in me after knowing everything about my past!

Yu Yifan, what should I do?

It's a pity that he is not with me, and I will no longer be able to be with him casually in the future!

"What are you thinking about? Don't think too much, go to bed early. The weather is good tomorrow, Yu Yifan is going to come to our house to see you, and it just so happens that I have to go out to Fulian Hospital to find him!"

Shi Yin shook my hand again before leaving the door.

"It's good that you have your own career, I feel like I have nothing, no job, no friends, no hope!"

"Alas, it's me who is young and doesn't work hard, and the boss is sad!"

I sighed this time, anxious about what I had left.

"Anonymous said well, persuade the gentleman not to cherish the golden clothes, and persuade the monarch to cherish the youth. The flowers can be folded straight, and the branches must be broken without flowers. These words also apply to everyone's moment, and it is never too late!"

Shi Yin didn't know if she was comforting me or encouraging herself!

I rummaged through the cabinets in my bedroom and finally found my locked purple tin box, which had not been opened for a long time.

I suddenly realized that I had forgotten the code that locked it at the time!

I took it in my arms and stroked it. Inside, there were a lot of things about me and Shen Yiwei that I locked up at that time.

There are cards, bracelets, diaries...... They slept for two years.

I didn't have a password, so I had to keep it back in my favor.

I stood alone in front of the window, looking at the bright moon in the sky, and I really didn't know what was going on in my heart.

In short, all I thought, it was a mess!

Sure enough, the next day, as soon as the sunlight reached the waist of the curtain, I heard movement downstairs.

"Shiyin, Dr. Yu is here!, all of you go downstairs!" my parents called us downstairs.

"Okay, let's get down right away!" Shi Yin replied, I didn't hear it.

"Caiyun, let's go down!"

"I didn't sleep well late at night, I want to sleep a little more!" I said as she pushed the door.

Unusually, Shiyin ran downstairs so actively and brightly.

I only heard them downstairs in my room, but I didn't want to hear what they were saying.

But strangely, every sound of theirs drifted into my ears.

“Iva

You're coming!" Shiyin also began to call him by his English name at home!

It's like it's their exclusive nickname.

“Sei

This name is a little unfamiliar, let's call it a Chinese name! What about Caiyun? Is it okay?"

"It's good, my Caiyun and the big lazy cat are sleeping upstairs!"

Naturally, the parents received them warmly, and then left with a sense of humor, leaving space for both of them.

I heard Shiyin and him talking in the living room, and then they talked more and more speculatively, and in a moment I would hear their careless laughter.

I even thought, I wonder if they are holding hands?

For example, handing a teacup, such as handing fruit, such as Shiyin handing him a briefcase that he forgot to take when he was leaving, or a coat that he deliberately dropped.

Now every time the two of them chat and contact, it must make Shiyin feel extremely happy, right?

Shi Yin's face must have been covered with a touching halo moistened by love?

There's so much they can talk about! And the one who talks the most is the Red Button Orphanage.

Yu Yifan said, Shiyin listened, and they interacted with each other and responded very positively!

Until now, Yu Yifan still doesn't know the secret of Shiyin's life experience!

Shi Yin is really trustworthy! She didn't say a word about Shen Yiwei that I told me last night!

The calm Shiyin makes me secretly admire!

"After these rounds of negotiations, I finally locked in Litian and Hengdi, with their current strength in the Minjiang real estate industry, to come up with a special land for the elderly care project, for us, can start our plan in the safest and fastest way, which is definitely a win-win good thing for both parties. ”

"Litian?"

Shiyin asked rhetorically, she seemed to remember the place where Shen Yiwei and I just told her, and it was a little familiar.

"What's the matter? Litian Real Estate is a well-known listed company, and mine is a young girl at the level of president. Speaking of which, Litian Company can use young people, and it is also very dedicated, which makes me very impressed!"

"It can't be a beauty trick!" Shi Yin joked.

"How could it be! Although people are indeed beautiful, but I pay attention to professionalism and feelings! Through the first contact through the video, I felt that the other party is very dedicated. We met again again, and the other party paid more attention to doing a conscientious career and devoting a contribution to pension and poverty alleviation, rather than selling a house to make money, which made me impressed!"

Yu Yifan unconsciously talked about the welfare home again and talked about their former ideals.

Alas, I sighed to myself: people who do not have ideals in life are poor people!

And this idealless me is lying in bed at the moment, ashamed of my eavesdropping!

The current Fulian Hospital is their common dream and a testimony of their love!

They are a natural pair! I secretly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes!

"I want to stay and open up a new world, I don't want to go back to the United States. I want to live up to my dreams here. "I heard Shiyin say.

"However, starting a business abroad used to be your dream. You are as stubborn as a cow!" Yu Yifan asked as if disbelieving.

"Yes, maybe I'm growing up now, and I know that no matter how high a woman flies, what she wants most is a perched branch!"

Silence! Yu Yifan is silent!

My heart is almost suffocating!

Yu Yifan and I are like a natural chasm, and the distance is getting bigger and bigger.

I know I've lost Yu Yifan, since I regained my memory!

No, the moment I dared to face reality, I knew that I was forever losing hope of trying to grasp a life-saving straw!

I can't change the facts, and I can't escape the past when Yu Yifan actually had a relationship with Shiyin.

Shiyin, you might as well not return to China!

Why do you say it so directly? Yu Yifan, you big fool, don't you still understand that your sister has always loved you?

Can't you hear it, even the stupidest fool in the world can hear the meaning of Shiyin's words.

Such a proud Shiyin, such a wonderful Shiyin, at this moment, she just had to say to him: "Can you forgive me? We will get back together! As long as you agree, I will stay!"

But I don't want to hear her say that!

I hope that Yu Yifan takes the initiative to mention it to her, or even ask her!

And why should I not let her say it?

They used to love each other, and they have been in love for so many years, can't I understand?

If it weren't for them at this moment, it was Shen Yiwei standing in front of me, could I ...... Will it only be a language?

I'm afraid I'll be desperate to hold him......

Alas, I'm thinking about something!

Whatever they talk about together, it's understandable!

But my heart is very uncomfortable!

Am I jealous?

I don't have the qualifications and qualifications!

At the moment, she can talk and chat with him freely.

And I, on the other hand, will only lock myself in the room, heal myself from old wounds, and seem to lick new wounds!

The scenes of acquaintance and interaction with Yu Yifan are becoming clearer and clearer.

When he first introduced his name, he said: "My surname is Yu, Yu who heals without a heart, Yi who is comfortable, and ordinary Fan." ”

It was the first time I had seen his face so clearly.

He told me the story of his childhood, about his ideals: "I want to do everything I can to try to change the fate of those orphans and the vulnerable!"

When he told me not to cry, he told me, "Do you know the first time I saw you? When I washed your bloody face, you had a face like my mother!"

In Minxin Park, he asked me tentatively, "Why don't you be your boyfriend, I'll think about it?"

……

While immersed in these memories, I don't know what Yu Yifan and Shiyin said later.

He finally left, and when he left, he raised his voice and said to Shiyin: "Look at Caiyun, like a child, hang on the door if you have a mind." ”

"Then you can hang a lock, and anyone who wants to take her heart can take it away at any time!" replied Shiyin.

"Then I don't know who has this blessing!" Yu Yifan smiled.

Hearing the conversation between the two of them, I couldn't help but open my phone and click on the interface of the wheat field.

Since the last time Mai Tian talked to me, I didn't reply to him in time, and he stopped talking to me for several days.

This person in the wheat field really has some personality!

Yu Yifan walked out of the hospital, and his parents appeared in time to say goodbye to him with a warm smile.

And his words floated in my ears: "I will come to see Caiyun every day until she is completely well." ”

As long as he repeats it again at this moment, I will definitely open the door and run downstairs to see him off!

I'm not a child, and I can't hang my mind on the door for him.

It's a pity he didn't say it.

I threw myself by the window, and I saw Yu Yifan's back gradually disappearing.

His straight back was staring at me indifferently and he didn't look back.