Chapter 144: Break Up

In his previous life, he was actually envious and wanted to be like Lu Tao.

As a result, I lived by myself, and I went through the sad version of the south.

That's the reality.

Watching Qin Yi watch the TV series seriously, after Bian Rou finished cooking, she also sat down next to her.

What was shown on the TV was the episode where Xiang Nan and Yaoyao were going to get their certificates.

Outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, Xiang Nan Yaoyao, Lu Tao and Charlene came together to go through the marriage formalities, but Yang Xiaoyun came, crying and begging Xiang Nan not to leave him, and Xiang Nan relented.

In the end, he let go of Yaoyao and followed Yang Xiaoyun.

I saw Xiang Nan on the road, dejected while taking off his clothes, shouting "Yaoyao, I love you".

Bian Rou couldn't help but hold Qin Yi and asked softly, "If it were you, what would you choose?"

Qin Yi was stunned by Bian Rou's question...

Because, in Qin Yi's thoughts, Bian Rou has always been a very rational person.

Such a question, logically speaking, would not come out of Bian Rou's mouth.

However, Bian Rou asked today.

In fact, when Qin Yi was in his last life, He Luyao also asked Qin Yi.

After thinking about it for a long time, Qin Yi replied to He Luyao and said, "It should be the same as Xiang Nan, choose Yang Xiaoyun." ”

In this life, Qin Yi did not hesitate and said, "I should be the same as Xiangnan's choice." I choose Yang Xiaoyun. ”

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's words with a hint of loss.

Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "Don't you want to listen to my reasons?"

Bian Rou said to Qin Yi, "I know. ”

Qin Yi looked at Bian Rou with some surprise.

Bian Rou smiled faintly and said, "Because, in fact, Xiang Nan has been in the relationship and has always been in the giving type." And Yaoyao was also a paying type in that relationship. Two people with the same personality are destined not to go far. ”

Qin Yi was stunned and looked at Bian Rou.

Because in the previous life, he and He Luyao also explained it like this...

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's smile, and also showed a smile, and then pulled Qin Yi to the dinner table.

Immediately afterwards, the dishes on the dinner table were all Qin Yi's favorite food.

"Taste it. Bian Rou smiled slightly and said to Qin Yi.

After Qin Yi heard Bian Rou's words, he nodded slightly, and then took the chopsticks and tasted them...

It was really beyond Qin Yi's estimate, and Qin Yi really knew for the first time that Bian Rou could cook.

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's surprised expression, but she didn't seem so surprised.

"Isn't it, it's unexpected..."

Qin Yi nodded.

"Qin Yi, actually, this time... I wanted to break up with you. Bian Rou said very calmly.

After Qin Yi heard Bian Rou's words, he only felt his heart twitch violently, and his chopsticks stopped.

Qin Yi put down his chopsticks and looked at Bian Rou with a pair of eyes.

Bian Rou's eyes didn't dodge at all.

Qin Yi knows Bian Rou very well, since he said it, it must be because he thought about it.

Bian Rou is not an impulsive person.

"Can I know why?" Qin Yixin seemed to be grabbed by something, and his mood was very uncomfortable.

Bian Rou swallowed her saliva and put her chopsticks down.

There was a moment of silence... It seems to be thinking about how to express it in words...

Qin Yi didn't urge, just waited quietly on the side.

After five minutes, Bian Rou slowly began to say, "Actually, it's because I love it so much..."

"I love you, that's why I want to let go of your hand. You must think that I am a scumbag. Qin Yi, the two of us have actually been the same kind of people all along. ”

"You're a give-and-give personality, and I'm a give-and-give personality too... You're a careerist, and so am I. We are the same people... You have a desire to conquer... I know. But I'm such a person..."

"In our love, you have been in charge. You've been acting better than me, you can take care of everything about me... However, I'm not comfortable... You know what I mean?"

Qin Yi didn't speak, and said, "That's not the reason. I'm not interfering in your business. ”

Bian Rou's eyes were red, and then she said, "That's not the case... Not your problem... It's my problem... I'm with you and I feel inferior... This feeling is not caused by you... It was of my own making. ”

"With you, I'm losing myself. I'm enjoying your good as a matter of course... To accept the good, to screen out the bad... However, I'm still not confident, just like on that TV... I don't feel safe, I know very well that I'm not your Yang Xiaoyun..."

After Bian Rou paused, she said to Qin Yi, "Do you know, whose feelings make me feel like Yang Xiaoyun?"

Qin Yi had an answer in his heart, but he still shook his head.

Bian Rou said a name in Qin Yi's heart, "He Luyao." ”

Bian Rou and Qin Yi are really a kind of person...

Bian Rou knew Qin Yi too well.

Qin Yi didn't know what to say for a while.

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's micro-expression and knew that he was right.

Bian Rou continued, "I don't know why you are so special to her. But, I know from the look in your eyes, I can tell... You love her. ”

Qin Yi completely understood Bian Rou's thoughts.

"Yau Yau, I..."

Without waiting for Qin Yi to finish speaking, Bian Rou said directly, "Qin Yi, actually, what I'm afraid of is very simple. I don't want to be robbed of two tears by others when I can't love myself anymore. ”

Qin Yi said to Bian Rou: "Your worry is unnecessary. ”

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi and said, "Then you can tell me... What the hell is going on between you and He Luyao?"

Qin Yi was silent.

Bian Rou smiled bitterly and said, "Actually... During this time, I've been thinking about the relationship between the two of us... You're not wrong, and I'm not wrong... Two people who are right, but when they are together, they make each other feel uncomfortable, and there is a problem. So... I want to end the relationship. ”

Looking at Bian Rou, Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "You underestimated me... Underestimate our love. ”

Qin Yi's words directly made Bian Rou's eyes turn red in an instant.

Bian Rou covered her eyes and shook her head vigorously.

"It's my problem..."

Qin Yiyi grabbed Bian Rou's hand, and then said, "It's not your problem... It's my problem... I didn't give you a sense of security... I know you've endured many... You've probably endured more than I thought. Give each other a chance, okay?"

Bian Rou's eyes were red, looking at Qin Yi...

Her heart was very uncomfortable, she wanted to agree, and nodded...

However, during the time of Yanjing's treatment. Her several sessions of psychic therapy allowed her to face her heart.

This time, she wants to face her heart bravely and strongly.

Coming to Qin Yi was also a great determination for him to come...

This time she broke up with Qin Yi, which she also thought about carefully.

This breakup is also a process in which Bian Rou wants to find herself.

For a long time, she had been working hard.

Actually, even she didn't know about it. The reason why she is so desperate is that she actually wants to chase after Qin Yi deep down in her heart...

However, this is not the life she wants.

Bian Rou didn't speak, and said to Qin Yi, "I'm sorry, I know I'm selfish... I'm going to find myself. So, I'm going to let you go... Fulfill me also. ”

Qin Yi is not an entangled person, Bian Rou has already said it here.

Qin Yi continues to struggle, I'm afraid it's not appropriate.

Qin Yiqiang squeezed out a smile and said, "We can actually calm down for a while." There's no need to break up now. ”

Bian Rou had already cried into a tearful person at this time, shook her head, and said to Qin Yi, "I don't want to give myself the slightest hesitation. Because I'm afraid of regretting... Thank you for coming to my life... Thank you."

Bian Rou thanked her a few times in a row, and Qin Yi also knew that this relationship should have come to an end...

Qin Yi is not doing anything to keep it, as Bian Rou said...

This rational relationship seems to be fine... But that's exactly what it is, there is no problem, and it is precisely where the biggest problem lies.

And, that question Bian Rou asked. also asked Qin Yi directly...

That is, if He Luyao came to kneel and cry and beg Qin Yi... How will Qin Yi choose?

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