In the next few days, Xu Liling took Li Xixue and Peng Liwen to visit Kyoto.

The three of them had a lot of fun and went crazy.

This time I was the happiest for Xu Liling, and I had played some of these attractions when Xu Liling first came to Kyoto.

But it's the best fun to play with your best friends.

Time also flies, and the week passes in the blink of an eye. It's also time for Li Xixue and Xu Liling to say goodbye.

At the Kyoto high-speed rail station, Xu Liling sent Li Xixue and Peng Liwen to the high-speed rail station.

Li Xixue and Xu Liling made a final hug, and Li Xixue complained: "I originally wanted to leave after solving the problem with you, but I didn't expect to be caught by you and play here for a few days." ”

"It's rare for you to come to me once, I don't catch you and play crazy with her, are you worthy of me? Go back and be careful, Liwen!" Xu Liling said with concern.

Now Peng Liwen has things in his hands, these are some souvenirs, as well as things from Xu Liling and Li Xixue's crazy shopping.

Not to mention how bitter it is, for a guy who already has a girlfriend, it's a kind of "enjoyment", which happens a lot.

"Take good care of Xi Xue, if you bully Xi Xue, I'll go back and cut off your part!" Xu Liling said fiercely.

These words threatened Peng Liwen so much that he wanted to protect a certain part immediately.

Li Xixue and Xu Liling saw Peng Liwen's frightened face, and the two laughed in unison.

"Okay, don't scare him, you can go back too! Li Xixue said.

"Okay, remember, don't come to me when you have something, you can play with me if you have anything to do, bye-bye, be careful on the road. Xu Liling shook her hand at Li Xixue and said.

At the last moment, Xu Liling's eyes stared fiercely at a certain part of Peng Liwen.

This was discovered by Peng Liwen, his face immediately turned blue, and he subconsciously protected a certain part with both hands.

Looking at the backs of Li Xixue and Peng Liwen entering the station, Xu Liling said lightly: "Peng Liwen, I hope what you said that day is true, otherwise I will let you cut off your children and grandchildren!"

......

During the week that Li Xixue was in Kyoto, Li Xixue asked one of her classmates to help her with Luo Kexin's tuition.

During this time, Luo Qiuyu has never returned home.

This is also the first time that Luo Qiuyu has not returned home, and it is not a day, but several days.

In the past few days, Luo Kexin and Li Wenlin have not spoken much, and Li Wenlin has ignored Luo Kexin.

This feeling made Luo Kexin's heart even more uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

Li Wenlin is also like a walking corpse. Get up in the morning and cook breakfast for Luo Kexin, then go to work, come back from work to cook dinner and eat, wash the dishes and go back to the room to rest.

Li Wenlin didn't even ask how to study this.

Is this considered cold violence? Luo Kexin didn't know, she only knew that she said the wrong thing herself, and Luo Kexin didn't know who to say it to, as long as she kept everything in her heart.

Li Wenlin's education is indeed a failure, the education of both daughters is a failure, and the only successful education is Luo Qiuyu.

But this is also because Luo Qiuyu is obedient and sensible. When he was too young, he felt that he owed them everything, and he did everything to understand everything.

In fact, Li Wenlin's education for everyone is a failure, even the hurdle in Luo Qiuyu's heart, Li Wenlin has not enlightened until it is exposed this time.

"Ding Dong~" The doorbell rang, and Luo Kexin walked over and opened the door without any energy.

People who come at this time don't need to ask to know who it is, her tutor.

But this time it was none other than Li Xixue, who came to tutor Luo Kexin as soon as she came back to take a break.

I have to say that Li Xixue is still very responsible.

After opening the door, Luo Kexin walked back to the sofa in the living room and sat down, and she asked sullenly, "What are you studying today?"

Seeing Luo Kexin's preoccupied look, Li Xixue walked over and asked with concern, "Kexin, what's wrong with you? Is there anything unhappy?

Just now, Luo Kexin thought it was the previous tutor, so she didn't look at Li Xixue at all, and she really didn't know if Li Xixue didn't speak.

Although Luo Kexin knew that the incident was her fault, she also attributed the reason for this incident to Li Xixue.

If it weren't for Li Xixue, Li Wenlin wouldn't have said anything about boyfriend and girlfriend to Luo Qiuyu, she wouldn't have to be angry, and there would be no follow-up events.

So in Luo Kexin's heart, she always thought that it was because of Li Xixue, and if she hadn't appeared, nothing would have happened.

Luo Kexin can be said to be angry now, but she hasn't opened her mouth to scold Li Xixue yet. Luo Kexin recalled what Luo Qiuyu said to him that day, and treated people politely.

She said lightly in a calm tone with her mouth: "You leave for me, I don't want to see you, if you come to teach me, I'd rather not study." ”

Suddenly, three question marks appeared on Li Xixue's head, How did I provoke her, and why did I feel that my appearance was wrong?

Appearing twice, Luo Kexin's attitude towards Li Xixue was not very good, but this time it was much better. However, both times are also related to Luo Qiuyu, Li Xixue is too pitiful.

"That, I'm ......"

When Li Xixue was about to ask herself what she had done wrong, Luo Kexin interrupted: "I don't want to see you, it's always good to see you." Let's go, let's go!"

The further back you go, the louder Rokoxin's voice becomes.

Seeing that Li Xixue was still standing motionless, Luo Kexin picked up the textbooks on the table and threw them at Li Xixue one by one.

As he threw it, he shouted: "You get out of here, get out, I don't want to see you, get out!"

As she spoke, Luo Kexin's tears couldn't help but flow.

Of course, Li Xixue was not so stupid as to be thrown by Luo Kexin and stood in place.

I don't know what I've done wrong, and I have to be thrown away with a book? Stupid people don't hide and don't get angry.

"What the hell are you crazy about?" Li Xixue shouted.

Luo Kexin pointed to herself, looked at Li Xixue, tears flowed, and she was overwhelmed with grief: "I'm crazy? Why do you think I'm crazy? Why do you say that, my brother thinks so, even my mother says so." Why is everything my fault? Are you not at fault? It's you, it's all because of you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have made my brother angry, and I wouldn't be like this, it's all because of you. Nothing is done without you. ”

Hearing this, Li Xixue didn't understand what was going on, but Li Xixue knew that Luo Kexin needed someone to explain her like this.

If you continue to let Luo Kexin go on like this, Luo Kexin may suffer from depression. Li Xixue has not tried.

She had tried to get depression when she was younger, but it got better.

At that time, it was because she didn't want to say anything to adults, what hardship, what was on her mind, she hid herself, so she got depression.

Once upon a time, Li Xixue wanted to commit suicide, feeling that the world was too tired and tired, no one understood her, understood her, understood her, loved her, and the world was her alone.

At that time, Li Xixue had just started junior high school and had this thought, not to mention that Luo Kexin was now a high school student and was ready to be 18 years old.

Li Xixue is also from here, plus she has helped several people tutor, and she has also talked to those people, knowing that the current students are under a lot of pressure.

There is pressure from parents, pressure from teachers, pressure from school, and even pressure from strangers.

Some teachers will think that you are not serious enough and do not work hard enough, but you have already put in 12 percent of your efforts; and even when you meet some strange relatives outside, your uncles and aunts will ask about your results and compare them with your own children.

No one in this world is simple, and even students are under a lot of pressure. With studying on the one hand and a computer and mobile phone on the other, it is difficult to maintain a balance. This is the truth that Li Xixue understands after being a tutor for several years.

Originally, Li Xixue wanted to study at Normal University, which was originally her dream to be a teacher. But in an accident, Li Xixue knew another truth.

I can't even solve my own food and clothing, what dreams do I have.

The salary of being a teacher is very small, but Li Xixue's family still needs a younger brother to support, so she did not fulfill her dream.

Work as soon as you have time and find a part-time job. Three hundred and sixty-five days a year, Li Xixue has no days to rest.

Li Xixue's younger brother is a super scholar, and for the sake of his younger brother's future, Li Xixue sent him abroad to study.

No matter how much she suffers, she only hopes that her brother will become a talent. It's nothing to be tired.

It was also because she had to take care of her younger brother that she got depressed and thought about suicide several times without happening.

Depression can be said to be common now, but Li Xixue doesn't want Luo Kexin to get it.

She has been tortured herself, and Li Xixue knows this pain.

The anger on Li Xixue's face, who was originally angry, disappeared suddenly, and was replaced by a smile.

"Kexin, didn't you just ask me what I studied today? Today's lesson is very important, today is a special class, psychology class! What do you have on your mind to tell me, don't hide everything by yourself. Li Xixue said very gently.

Luo Kexin is now angry, so it is possible to listen to Li Xixue's words.

She snot and tears flowed out together, looking very sad, her pupils stared at Li Xixue fiercely, and roared angrily: "You are going to fuck off, I don't want to see you if it weren't for you, I wouldn't say this to my brother, you are a slut, a vixen." ”

was said and scolded by Luo Kexin like this, and someone else would have been angry a few times, but Li Xixue was not angry, and a smile was on her face.

"Kexin, it's useless for you to keep complaining about me like this, if you say something, let's solve it together? I know that you must be very uncomfortable and painful in your heart now. This pain is more painful than any other disease, and it is like a knife cutting the heart. Others don't know, I know, because I used to be like you, not being understood by others, and others didn't know how uncomfortable and painful I was. At that time, I even thought about committing suicide and ending my painful life......" Li Xixue's mood was also very uncomfortable when she said this, and her smile had long since disappeared.

This memory can be described as Li Xixue's more painful memory, at that time, her heart really seemed to have been cut by a knife, and it was cut thousands of times. Especially when my family didn't understand, my heart was like bleeding at that time.

"Don't say it, I just want you to leave in front of me now. Do you think I'm going to believe you? If you're really standing here like you said?"

"Kexin, you can choose not to believe it, but I still have to say it, because I don't want you to have the same depression as I did. I'm still standing here talking to you, not because I'm strong, it's because of my family, my friends. I admit to myself that my heart is particularly fragile, and it can be described in one word, strong on the outside and dry on the inside. It's ironic, right, I think so, I don't seem to have anything to do on the surface, but my heart is really so fragile. You are now studying history in high school, and you have also studied Taoist thought, and everything in the world is relative. You feel that you have done nothing wrong, but you also have to think from the perspective of your parents and your brother. I remember when I was in elementary school, there was an article called "Comparing the Heart to the Heart, You Must Learn to Empathize". You're seventeen or eighteen now, and there's a lot you should know. I'm not afraid to tell you that I used to be crazier and crazy than you. I used to not be understood by others, I felt that the world was only understood by myself, and I was always alone, I took a fruit knife to cut my own artery, and I did it. I could have done it all the time, but when I saw my brother, I regretted it because I still had to take care of him. It's stupid, it's stupid, because I hide everything by myself, and I don't tell anyone about it, and no one can help me. I know that you also have a lot of things hidden in your heart now, although I don't know what is going on in your family, but you can complain to me now, and if you have any grievances, it is much more comfortable to say it. Li Xixue said with self-deprecation.

Silly? Silly.

Luo Kexin's tears now don't know whether they are tears moved by Li Xixue's words or painful tears in his heart.

She can't tell the difference, she just wants to cry, as Li Xixue said, say it, and vent the bitterness and unhappiness in her heart.

The next moment Luo Kexin did not continue to stand on the ground, she sat down on the ground and began to cry.

Li Xixue walked over with heavy steps, and her mood was naturally not good, and she could even be said to be very uncomfortable.

Walking to Luo Kexin's side, Li Xixue squatted down, she reached over and gently swept Luo Kexin's hair, and comforted: "Let's cry as much as you want! At least crying is not as uncomfortable as it was just now." ”

Later, Li Xixue also helped Luo Kexin sweep her back. Li Xixue and Luo Kexin are like two mothers and daughters, the mother is taking care of her daughter and unraveling her daughter.

Luo Kexin cried very sadly and worriedly, which made Li Xixue want to know what happened to Luo Kexin.

After crying for a long time, Luo Kexin didn't continue to cry, she just looked at Li Xixue.

At this moment, Luo Kexin's eyes when she looked at Li Xixue changed, from disgust and boredom at the beginning to now slowly accepting her.

The hatred in her heart naturally dissipated a lot.

"After crying, it means that it is okay, and if there is anything to talk to me and talk to me in the future. I can be your listener whenever you want. Don't put too much pressure on yourself, that's all for today's lesson!"