Li Yunzhe and Wang Ruolei's marriage doesn't have to worry about it at all.

Everything is arranged by Pan Xiaoqing, and they only need to be responsible for cooperating.

Li Yunzhe lay on the bed, recalling these things in the past.

Until she got married, Wang Ruolei was shining brightly in his eyes.

Now that I think about it, those days seem to be sunny skies, those days seem to be fresh air, and those days seem to be just beautiful.

I just don't know when everything has changed.

The dark clouds in life began to increase, and the rainy days in life also came one after another, and everyone always wore umbrellas in life.

Li Yunzhe felt that he couldn't think about it hard.

The head hurts too much!

Because I played mahjong until midnight yesterday, I was interrupted by someone who claimed to be Wang Ruolei's sister just now, and now I have a headache.

It hurts so much!

Over the years, he has become accustomed to this kind of life where the sky and the night are turned upside down.

Maybe it was from the time he re-infected with gambling that Wang Ruolei no longer loved him.

No, it's that he won't be tolerated anymore.

No, it's no longer nostalgic.

......

Anyway, at that time, she was gone.

Crying and leaving!

She was reluctant to have children, and later returned.

But again I couldn't stand him anymore and left.

Crying and leaving.

Later, I was still reluctant to have children.

She's back.

In the end, there was hysteria.

Gritted his teeth and walked away without looking back.

......

Whose fault is all this?

Li Yunzhe had a terrible headache, and those painful memories tormented him.

He wanted to remember who was right and who was wrong.

However, I can't remember it, I can't figure it out.

He only felt that the wrong party was definitely not himself.

The air in the house was stuffy, and Li Yunzhe was about to collapse.

He casually put on a piece of clothing and prepared to go to the mahjong parlor.

Now only there, when he is fully engaged in mahjong, can he breathe and not have a headache.

Li Yunzhe took out his mobile phone and casually put on a song, which was recommended to him by the daughter of the owner of the mahjong parlor.

I haven't had time to listen.

Now I have a headache, and it's more comfortable to walk listening to songs.

There was a clean, deep voice hovering in his ears, very unpretentious, not arrogant or impatient.

Every line in this lyric can make him feel the shock in the depths of his soul.

It's like telling a story.

A story that belongs to Li Yunzhe himself.

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* Someone as good as me

* Should have lived a brilliant life

* How more than twenty years have come to an end

* Still floating in the sea of people

* Someone as smart as me

* Say goodbye to simplicity for a long time

* Why did you still use a relationship

* Go get a scar on it

* Lost people like me

* People like me who are looking for it

* Someone like me who does nothing

* How many other people have you met?

* Vulgar people like me

* Never like to pretend to be deep

* How occasionally when I hear oldies

* Suddenly, I shook my head

* Cowardly people like me

* Leave a few points for everything

* How did you ever do it for whom

* I've thought about going out of my way

* Someone like me who is confused

* People like me who are looking for it

* Someone like me who does nothing

* How many other people have you met?

* Lonely people like me

* Someone as stupid as me

* Inexplicable people like me

*Will there be someone who will feel a heart——?

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Passing through a large intersection, 100 seconds of waiting time.

Li Yunzhe stood there, listening to the song over and over again.

Look at the wide four zebra crossings, and put a large open space in the middle of the intersection.

Some cars are parked.

Some cars were walking.

Some cars barked.

Some cars were moving.

The open space in the middle seemed so orderly and not crowded at all.

Suddenly, a battery car, out of nowhere, drove to the center of the horizontal and vertical zebra crossing-

Stopped!

Poured!

Li Yunzhe's heart also stopped at that second.

The battery car seemed to fall into his heart, and it hurt!

It hurt so much that he couldn't breathe!

Not far away, the taxi that was about to hit the battery car parked near it greenly.

Echoing the rotation of traffic lights.

Because of the signal on the phone, the songs became intermittent.

Li Yunzhe only heard one sentence,

- Will someone like me who does nothing feel distressed?

Li Yunzhe knows that no one will feel sorry for him.

Never again!

Forever!

Since her mother Pan Xiaoqing left, no one will feel sorry for herself anymore!

Li Yunzhe looked at the fallen battery car, motionless.

Tears fell in a big way, a big drop down.

As a big man, he couldn't help but miss his mother in his heart, and his tears were like bursting the embankment, and he couldn't control it.

100 seconds passed, and the people waiting for the red light began to move forward, but he still stood there.

His eyes couldn't see ahead, let alone the traffic lights across the road.

Fortunately, in this big city where people come and go, everyone walks their own way in a hurry, and no one pays attention to the pain of others.

No one looked back at him.

The man who stood there motionless.

And no one found out that he was crying, he was sad......

Yes, he misses his mom.

I think of the mother who helped arrange everything.

Thinking about that mom who is always busy.

Think of that nagging, somewhat strong mother.

......

Mom is here, he has a place to come.

His mother is gone, and he has nowhere to come from, only to return.

His mother was also at such an intersection when the battery car was suddenly hit and left.

Li Yunzhe remembered his childhood, those years when he was accompanied by his mother.

When Li Yunzhe was young, he was the Xiao Ming of the family next door, and he was a top student since kindergarten.

He felt that everything was fine, and the only regret was that he listened to his mother too much.

For a boy, this is a fatal blow.

Moreover, Li Yunzhe also has a pair of big watery eyes.

Many classmates laughed at him for being his mother's "baby padded jacket".

However, when he was young, he lived in a simple era.

As a scholar, Li Yunzhe was loved by thousands of people when he was a student.

It's a pity that he later became addicted to online games and was not admitted to a major university.

After going to an ordinary university, Li Yunzhe was confused.

He felt that he was so good, he shouldn't be reduced to this small place and rotten university.

He deserves a better life.

Because one of my college roommates came from the mountains, he was inferior to him everywhere and always stirred up trouble.

The two of them couldn't get along all the time, and finally got into a fight.

After the counselor came, regardless of the indiscriminate situation, the two of them each recorded a major demerit.

Li Yunzhe felt that he was being bullied by dogs in Pingyang.

So I insisted on dropping out!

But after dropping out of school, Li Yunzhe did not live the brilliant life he expected.

Li Yunzhe returned to Shanghai to look for a job, and ran into walls everywhere.

In the end, he lost his self-confidence, and his open life was completely stopped.

His only self-confidence can only be found in the fox friends and gambling who play online games together in middle school.

's mother, Pan Xiaoqing, has always tolerated him.

Now in his thirties, he finally understands:

Only a mother will tolerate herself like this all the time.