Chapter 161: Does She Love Him

"That's all heard?" Feng Chengyu raised his eyebrows, "Not at all." ”

Ding Dong was silent, looking at his eyes honestly, as if he wanted to bring out some emotions from it.

But his eyes were clear, his dark eyes were deep, and there was no sadness or frustration on his face.

So she asked, "Feng Chengyu, aren't you sad?"

Feng Chengyu stared at her for a long time, and then asked, "Do you want to see me sad because of this incident?"

"You're really not sad?" Ding Dong was interested and looked at him quite curiously, "You have known each other for so many years, and you will break off your friendship when you say it?"

"Meaningless socializing, one more point is a burden. He said, leaning gently close to her neck and sniffing, "I just want you." ”

His words were like clear droplets, dripping into her originally calm heart, rippling round and round, making her unable to calm down for a long time.

She thought of something again, and the words in her stomach turned a thousand times, but in the end she still didn't say it.

You can let go of more than 20 years of feelings overnight, and if I make you angry one day, will it be insignificant to you?

"Let's move. ”

Suddenly, he stared at her and said. A few strands of hair were scattered across his forehead, and the afternoon sun shone through the glass window on his side face, his pupils almost transparent.

"Where are you going?" asked Ding Dong.

"Seal the house, or live wherever you want. A shallow smile tugged at the corners of his lips.

Now that everyone knows about their relationship, Jingtai Bay's strict security has become dispensable, and he wants everyone to know that she is his person.

"Seal the house?" Ding Dong laughed, his clear eyes full of playfulness, "Are you going to be angry with Ms. Li?"

"Sooner or later, she will accept you. You didn't do anything wrong, you don't have to hide from her all the time. Feng Chengyu looked at her and paused before continuing, "If you don't like it there, we'll change places." ”

"It's up to you. Ding Dong smiled casually and did not deny it.

Anyway, no matter what happens, he has to decide in the end, and she has no qualifications to pick and choose.

Feng Chengyu looked at her deeply, his eyes as deep and focused as if he wanted to see her through.

"Ding Dong. He called her by name, "Do you love me?"

A few words landed on her eardrums, causing her to lose her mind for a moment.

She pursed her lips and looked at him, her eyes complicated: "I don't know." ”

Their eyes met, and a subtle spark seemed to rub in the silent air.

His eyes were silent, and finally he sighed heavily: "It's okay, I can wait." ”

"What if you can't wait?" Ding Dong looked into his eyes, and his tone was a little imperceptible temptation, "Let me go, okay?"

The temperature in Feng Chengyu's eyes cooled down in an instant.

He also thought that she had begun to gradually accept herself. It turned out that she was still taking steps forward, thinking about when she could leave him.

She never thought about accepting him at all. Even if she no longer hated him, her smile and compromise were just pretended expediency.

She was hell-bent on escaping.

This coward.

He was angry, but he was a little overwhelmed.

Looking at Ding Dong, whose eyes were as clear as water, an indescribable panic rose in his heart.

The feeling of losing her in the next second made him panic, and his grip on her wrist grew stronger.

"No way. ”

He suppressed the emotions surging in his heart, and asked in a hoarse voice, "What am I not doing well enough?"

He looked like an annoyed child who had lost his candy, and the fragility that flashed between his eyebrows made Ding Dong feel a little guilty.

"Just kidding. She smiled and rubbed her cheek against the side of his face, her tone soft and gentle, "Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Don't make such jokes in the future. Feng Chengyu had a straight face, his tone was cold, but his eyes were so hot that it seemed to melt her.

"Got it. Ding Dong turned over, avoiding his overly focused gaze, "I'm still sleepy, you let me sleep." ”

With that, she breathed lightly and stopped moving.

Feng Chengyu didn't bother her anymore, just quietly propped up, watched her back for a moment, and finally got up without saying a word and left the lounge.

After the door was closed, Ding Dong, who should have been asleep, slowly opened his eyes.

She turned over and looked at the expensive crystal chandelier on the white ceiling, and for a moment she was in a trance.

Does she love Feng Chengyu?

It can't be said to be love.

But seeing the man's overly hot and eager gaze, she was also shaken, after all, they had such a beautiful past, how could she not be moved.

It's just that the past that once really existed, engraved with indelible scars, where can be forgotten so easily.

She was really afraid, she was afraid of his sincere feelings, worried that she would sink into the mud, be caught by someone again, and be hurt again.

The existence of that three-year contract forced her to face up to her identity: she would always be the Ding Dong who had a dilapidated past and needed to rely on him to barely survive.

So she thought, it would be better to coax him during this period, and as soon as the three-year period was up, she would take the initiative to leave.

Although it may be a little cruel to him, for her Ding Dong, this is the best choice to save herself.

So, forgive her for being selfish and timid.

Ding Dong closed her eyes, and the sunlight sprinkled on her eyelids through the window lattice, which was warm, but it could not dispel the coldness that gradually spread in her heart.

It's just that although she stubbornly thinks so, the chest still feels like it has been pierced by something, and the pain makes her almost suffocate.

In the evening, when Feng Chengyu finished his day's work and finally had time to open the door of the lounge, Ding Dong was sitting on the bed and scrolling through Weibo on the tablet at the bedside.

There was a tiredness between his brows, but when he saw her, it all dissipated into tenderness.

There is a refrigerator and a toilet in the lounge, everything is available, and Feng Chengyu used to spend the night here when he was too busy with work.

And today, she obediently stayed here all afternoon, and she didn't even leave the door.

Seeing him enter the door, a bright smile immediately appeared on her face, and she beckoned him to come over and look at the tablet: "Come and see, the comments of these netizens are too cola." ”

Feng Chengyu leaned over and was overjoyed to see her facing a comment under an official Weibo.

There is a faint fragrance in her hair, and the twilight is reflected on the side of her face, which is extraordinarily gentle and poetic.

There was a faint layer of frustration in his eyes.