Chapter 569: Unsatisfactory Things Are the Normal State of Life

The sunlight outside shone through the room, shining on the three of them, and the reflection on the window glass seemed to be what they had been when they were younger.

It's hard, but we're all adults.

After a while, I quickly adjusted my emotions, and everyone met again after many years, and I couldn't keep thinking about these things.

The sun always sets late in summer, and Xu Yang also helps out with the two of them in his backyard vegetable garden.

Almost every family in the rural compound will have a small vegetable plot, and almost all common vegetables will be planted in the field.

Cucumbers, beans, persimmons, cabbage, potatoes and peppers in the field.

His performance here is more natural than in "Passing Away", because these are the familiar people, familiar places, and familiar feelings that he experienced at the beginning.

On this day, the shop of the two was not open, and during this time, they went out together to see the changes in the village over the years.

Generally speaking, there are not many young adults in the whole village, and those who are left behind are the elderly and children, and most of the young and middle-aged people have gone out to work.

In recent years, few children from the village have returned to settle here, some have gone to other cities, and the most recent ones have gone to live in the city.

In fact, it is not only them here, but young people in rural areas all over the country yearn for life in the big cities outside, because there are too few opportunities here in the rural hometown, after all, no one has 200 cows at home.

Xu Yang didn't mention it at night, so he stayed at his house.

In the evening, the three of them chatted late, and they went back to rest at more than two o'clock in the morning.

The next morning, Xu Yang slept directly until nine o'clock in the morning, the air in his hometown was fresh, watching him come out of the room in a daze, Xiao Nan hurriedly said: "Brother Yangzi, you are awake!"

"Well, I slept a little late last night, and I slept a little more today!" Xu Yang replied a little embarrassed.

Xiao Nan: "That's okay, Brother Yangzi, wash your face quickly, let's get ready for dinner." ”

When Xu Yang finished washing, Xu Qiang had just come back outside, and looking at his clothes, he knew that he had gone up the mountain to get firewood again.

"Morning, Brother Yangzi!"

"Early, now you're much more diligent than me, haha!"

No way, as the head of the family, Xu Qiang is not qualified to be as lazy as him, because someone is relying on him.

After eating breakfast together, they went out with paper money, and since they were back, they had to go to see Yanzi, although they didn't see him for the last time.

The two buried each other in the field outside, and there will be a cemetery in the countryside, and when people leave, they will find an open space and dig a pit for burial.

The group of four marched on foot, and in a short time they came to a fruit field, and when they were far away, he saw a grave overgrown with weeds.

This piece of land was bought by Wang Qiang and the others from the same village after the other party's accident, and their own land was buried by their own family, where did they come from the land of orphans, so they could only spend money to buy a piece.

When I got closer, I saw the tombstone in front of the grave, there were no photos on it, only the name and date of birth.

In fact, even their birthdays are not accurate, one is because they thought that when they were young, their families were poor and there was no way to celebrate everyone's birthday alone, and the other was that the dean did not know everyone's specific birthday, so everyone's birthday was the same day as the old dean.

Every year on the seventh day of the lunar month, everyone celebrates their birthdays.

"Yanzi, look who's coming to see you!" Xu Qiang shouted with laughter as soon as he arrived.

And Xu Yang also stepped forward and chuckled while touching the tombstone: "Yanzi, your brother Yangzi has come back to see you!"

Then several people took out the tribute, roast chicken, fruit, liquor, incense, and paper money.

Because yesterday's rain was not heavy, and because it had been dry for a day, the ground was almost dry.

The three of them sat on the yellow earth and chatted with each other, there was no crying or choking, only calm.

Everything is taken from Xu Qiang's store, which is also convenient, put on the roast chicken fruit, open the liquor, and Wang Qiang will drink with him and chat.

"Yan Zi, the money you gave my brother to go to school, my brother received it, and he still thought about me at that time, and he didn't hurt you in vain when he was a child!"

"That's right, your kid left a little early, and now your brother and I are mixing outside, but you don't have a chance to enjoy the blessings, why don't you get married at eighteen, and leave a descendant!"

Xu Yang looked at the tombstone and said with a smile with emotion, adding paper money to the brazier from time to time.

"We are poor here, but you must be a big money over there, don't worry, our brothers will be able to see each other again in a few decades!"

This sat for a morning, and before leaving, Xu Yang personally helped him clean up the weeds on the grave.

"Yanzi, this time, I'll do it like this, and my brother will come to see you again when I have the chance!"

Several people went home, and after having lunch at Xu Qiang's house, he submitted his resignation.

"Brother Yangzi, you said that you finally came back for a few more days!" Xu Qiang persuaded on the side.

And Xiao Nan on the side also grabbed his arm and didn't want him to go.

"It's okay, communication is also developed now, I will come back often in the future, if you have time, you can also go to me, I left you the phone address!"

"Qiangzi, if you have any difficulties, you must tell me, you are all a family, you are welcome!"

Seeing that he couldn't persuade him, the two of them also packed up their things, picked up the child, and went to the city to see him off.

Entrance to the passenger terminal.

Xu Yang and his entourage stood in the corner and chatted about the day, while Wang Qiang handed over a small bag and said: "Brother Yangzi, this is the money that Yanzi said to give you to go to school, it's not much, there are 20,000 left, since you are back, take it!"

Looking at the package handed over by the other party, Xu Yang also took a deep breath, and then reached out and took it, this money is placed in Xu Qiang's place, as long as it is not a big deal, he will definitely not move, since this is the case, it is better to take it himself, and it can be regarded as an explanation to Yanzi.

"Bring the phone!" Xu Yang stretched out his hand.

Xu Qiang: ???

Seeing that he didn't react, Xu Yang took out his mobile phone in his pocket with his own hands, and then used WeChat to transfer 100,000 yuan to the other party and said:

"This money is given to you by Brother Yangzi, live a good life, and if you have difficulties in the future, you must tell me, Brother Yangzi I am a big money now, haha!"

This is also the only time Xu Yang shows off his wealth, he doesn't give more, 100,000 yuan is already a huge amount of money in this small place, as for what will happen in the future, who can say clearly.

"This doesn't work, this doesn't work, it's too much, we have money really!"

Seeing that the two of them were more excited, if they didn't control it, they would even push and shove him on the street, seeing this, he quickly took out the shelf of being a big brother and said:

"Okay, that's it, don't talk back!"

Sure enough, as soon as he said this, the two stopped talking.

Xu Yang: "Raise the child well, and when the time comes, let him finish college, don't let the child go through the suffering we suffered at the beginning." ”

"Pay attention to safety at work, call me if you have nothing to do, and I hope to have someone to talk to when I get old!"

Looking at the station entrance where the tickets had been checked, Xu Yang couldn't help but glance at the two of them, and finally admonished:

"Don't work so hard, your body is important, and you can't make enough money!"

"Okay, I'm leaving, let's call!"

"Brother Yoko, please pay attention to safety"*2

Xu Yang bowed his hand: "Go back!"

After saying that, he entered the ticket gate without looking back, and the short day of getting together made up for a lot of regrets in his heart, and suddenly found that he was not so lonely in this world, at least there were people who would miss him.

When the car slowly drove out of the station, Xu Yang saw Xu Qiang and the two standing on the side of the road through the window, waving goodbye to him loudly.

In this regard, he also smiled and waved to the two, even if he felt uncomfortable, he was still the eldest brother, and the eldest brother had to look like the eldest brother.

When watching the bus disappear, Xiao Nan suddenly threw herself into her husband's arms and cried, missing ten years of companionship since childhood, a short reunion, and all kinds of emotions filled her heart.

And Xu Qiang has become the head of the family again since he got in the car, he can't cry or fall down, he can only pat his wife's back and say:

"It's okay, if you want to think about Brother Yangzi, let's go find him!"

And Xu Yang may be used to parting, and at this time he has been able to control his emotions well.

It's fate, it's good to live up to each other, it's too difficult to live up to your life.

When a person loses a person who really cares about himself, the scar in his heart is not destined to dissipate because of the passage of time, so ah, time is a quack, but it loves to claim to cure all diseases.

Everything is not satisfactory is the normal state of life, which is why we should stop complaining, life is a race, the cowardly never set off, the weak die on the way, and if you want to move forward, you must become strong.

The rivers and lakes are dangerous, who is not going to the end of the world with a sword, he doesn't know what kind of future he wants, but he knows what kind of life he doesn't want to live.

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