Chapter 39: Ostrich Love
Only Wang Ruoxin's mother was a little unhappy.
Wang's mother came into contact with Wang Pengzhi in Shanghai.
Compared with Jiang Yu, she prefers Wang Pengzhi, who is a university teacher.
Wang Pengzhi is both helpful and knowledgeable, and Wang's mother feels that only such a high-level intellectual can be worthy of her second daughter, who has worked hard to cultivate.
Especially when Wang's mother knew that Jiang Yu only had a college degree, she was even more opposed.
Wang's mother told her daughter, "When a woman marries a man, she must marry a man who is stronger than herself, so that she can live a long life in the future." ”
Wang Ruoxin couldn't hear it.
She doesn't understand her mother, how can she think that Wang Pengzhi is more suitable for her?
In Wang Ruoxin's view, Wang Pengzhi is just a senior and a teacher, and he has never thought about the love of men and women.
Wang Pengzhi is very enthusiastic about helping himself.
That's because Wang Pengzhi is such a warm-hearted person.
At school, Wang Pengzhi is very good and responsible to every student.
Because they are fellow countrymen, it is not surprising that Wang Pengzhi will help more by the way.
Wang Ruoxin never thought that counselors would be better for themselves if they liked themselves.
Mother Wang scolded her for being a stupid girl, like it or not, what is it written in her eyes?
Wang Ruoxin was said by her, but she felt a little embarrassed.
Only then did I realize that I and Wang Pengzhi hadn't seen each other for several months, which was a little strange.
However, on second thought, she felt ridiculous.
Now that he has graduated, it is normal for Wang Pengzhi and himself not to meet, and it is strange to continue to meet.
Therefore, Wang Ruoxin resolutely did not believe what her mother said, she thought that Wang Pengzhi had no love for men and women towards her.
But I don't know why, since listening to her mother's words, Wang Ruoxin has not slept well for several nights.
finally fell asleep, and I always dreamed of Wang Pengzhi.
Sometimes, I dream that they meet in college.
Sometimes, I dream that they meet in high school.
Another time, I dreamed that they met in Shanghai.
……
I can't remember what I said or did when I met.
It's just that when I wake up in the morning, I feel heavy in my heart, and I seem to be overwhelmed.
But these troubles are only for a short time in the morning.
Because of the new day, there is still work and Jiang Yu waiting for him.
She didn't have the time or energy to savor her dreams.
I don't even think about the reason behind such dreams.
During the summer vacation, Wang Pengzhi participated in the school's arrangement to go to Beijing for further study.
For more than two months, he lived a fulfilling life.
Wang Pengzhi, who deliberately isolated himself from the people and things in Ancheng, did not contact Wang Ruoxin or Xu Ting.
He thought two months would be enough for him to clear his mind.
But as soon as he returned to school and the fall semester began, he became a counselor for the new class of college students, responsible for campus orientation.
The whole person is already busy flying into the sky.
Look at this young 18-year-old face who is looking forward to college.
Wang Pengzhi feels that he is also young, and he has completely forgotten himself at work.
Day and night, they all mingle with the students and mingle.
It also gave him no time to think about his feelings.
Wang Pengzhi has always focused on his studies and career, and he doesn't seem to be so attentive and urgent about his feelings.
Emotionally, he is more passive.
Like a frog who has been cold-blooded, he doesn't know how to be in a hurry, he doesn't know how to fight, and he doesn't know how to refuse.
It seems that this is okay, that is okay.
Although, he admits that he has different feelings for Wang Ruoxin.
However, Wang Ruoxin didn't look for him in the past three months, so he felt that everything was not in a hurry.
Wang Pengzhi thinks that he needs time, and Wang Ruoxin also needs time.
Everyone will have a lot of time.
Everything, after the baptism of time, will become clear.
Let time give you the answer, why bother with mediocrity?
In fact, Wang Pengzhi's father has long said that his son is a nerd, and everything is ideal.
Not enough, Wang Pengzhi's father never urged his son.
Because when Wang Pengzhi was very young, he did not have his mother's company.
It is not easy for Wang Pengzhi, who was brought up by his father, to become the person he is now.
Moreover, the son's idealistic and slow-moving character was completely influenced and educated by his father.
Therefore, although Wang Pengzhi's father knows his son's shortcomings, he doesn't think they are shortcomings.
Because I relied on my slow temperament, I ushered in the light of life again and again.
Back then, Wang Pengzhi's mother left suddenly, and she didn't even leave a word of farewell.
No one knew where she had gone, and after calling the police, the police did not find her.
Year after year, there was no news.
Wang Pengzhi's father relied on his slow temperament, waiting, and pulling his son.
He knew that his wife was not satisfied with him, and maybe she ran away with someone else.
But he prefers to believe that his wife left for a last resort.
……
Thousands of speculations made him never give up waiting.
The only thing he didn't believe was that his wife was dead, this possibility.
Wang Pengzhi just looked at his father's patience and didn't give up, so he could calm down and wait with his father for the day when his mother came back.
In the past 20 years, someone has introduced Wang Pengzhi's father many times.
He rejected them, and he believed that his wife would definitely come back.
Wang Pengzhi knew that his father was for himself, so he refused.
Many times, Wang Pengzhi saw his father smoking alone on the balcony and was lonely, and he really wanted to persuade his father to give up waiting for his mother.
But this silent man is very stubborn.
It was in this firm silence that Wang Pengzhi learned to persevere, and insisted on everything.
Stick to high school and get into a good university.
Insist on finishing college and continuing to graduate school.
Insist on completing graduate school and continuing your studies.
Wang Pengzhi felt that his father had spent his whole life insisting on waiting for his mother to come back.
And I have to use my persistence in my studies and career.
Love, although everyone desires, Wang Pengzhi does not exclude it.
However, perhaps it was the tragedy of his parents' love that made him lose faith in love.
So there is only love, and he doesn't know if he can hold on.
To be more precise, he knows that he is an ostrich in love.
Wang Pengzhi is unwilling to take the initiative to pursue love, and he is unwilling to be distracted by love.
The passive concept of love grew up with him in this way.
When he was young, there were also girls who made Wang Pengzhi excited, but he didn't take the initiative.
When he grew up, when he met Wang Ruoxin again, he was born with ripples, but he didn't touch it.
Because I'm afraid, because I'm timid, because my mother hasn't come back yet......
Wang Pengzhi studied psychology, and he knew that he had always had problems in love.
But no matter how good a doctor is, he can only help others, but he can't help himself.
He didn't want to touch this wound of his own.
He always stupidly thinks that this is good.
He thought that maybe one day, his mother would come back.
He will be healed.
He will believe in love again!
Even, he will take the initiative to pursue his love again.
It's just that mom hasn't come back yet.
He can't and doesn't dare to abandon his passive love and take the initiative to face his heartbeat.
That's probably all the answer he's been thinking about for three months.
Helping people to help themselves is one of the most important principles in psychological assistance.
As a professional, Wang Pengzhi doesn't know anything.
Therefore, he gave up his concept of love to treat himself who had been hurt by his original family.
Everything can only be left to its own devices.