Lu Xin received the call and waited at the door of the dormitory building early, ready to help Mu Jingleng upstairs. But when Wang Yizhou sent her to the door, he found that Mu Jingleng had fallen asleep on his back, was it because he was too safe to rely on his brother, and his body and mind were relaxed? Lu Xin explained the reason to the dormitory administrator, Wang Yizhou carried her upstairs, and when she arrived in the dormitory, she was ready to put her down, maybe the action was a little big, she woke up by herself, jumped down and sat on the stool with her uninjured foot, and she didn't wake up much and was cute and cute. Wang Yizhou explained the precautions and goodbye to her, but she just nodded, or Lu Xin thanked her.

Before leaving, he saw "Silver Fairy", "Dog God" and "Shigaraki", it turned out that she had been keeping it by his side, and it seemed that he really liked it!

After he left, Mu Jingleng stretched out his arms and hugged "Silver Fairy", "Dog God" and "Shigaru" together, and muttered in his heart: Uncle Shigaraku, I'm very sad, can I permanently seal the memory of my beloved Wang Yizhou? Let it not come out! Then he spoke to the three of them in Japanese: "I am a puppet, and the puppet is always in energy-saving mode, and it will not waste energy to be sad, and the puppet has no feelings!"

Lu Xin couldn't understand Japanese, so she thought she was chanting, because it really looked like chanting......

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There are still a few days until December 24th, Ouyang Jing is planning how to celebrate Wang Yizhou's birthday, it was their first birthday together, she is looking forward to it, it should be said that he and she are looking forward to it!

Mu Jingleng: "Yangyang, full of energy!"

Ouyang Jing: "Yes, because I am very happy! It is a very happy thing to celebrate my birthday with the person I love!"

"Well, it's good to see you happy!" Mu Jingleng felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, but she still hoped that the two of them would be happy!

Ouyang Jing: "By the way, let's sing K together on the night of the 24th." ”

Mu Jingleng: "Aren't you tired of being together all day?"

Ouyang Jing: "It's just singing K with you at night, Christmas Eve countdown will be over after Christmas, and it will be lively when there are many people!"

Mu Jingleng: "Does Wang Yizhou know?"

Ouyang Jing: "I know, what's wrong?"

Mu Jingleng: "It's just that you celebrate his birthday and Christmas, will he be unhappy when the two of you spend it together?"

Ouyang Jing: "No, he's very happy to see him!" he said to see that I'm looking forward to it so much, and he's looking forward to it too!"

Mu Jingleng: "That's good!" Doesn't it mean that it's not a Westerner's holiday? That's right, you can spend any day with the person you love, and it's best to date with a name! It doesn't matter if it's the West or the East! As long as it's the right person!

Ouyang Jing: "I'm going to make him a birthday cake!"

Mu Jingleng reminded warmly: "He doesn't seem to like eating cakes." ”

Ouyang Jing: "Don't worry, as long as I do it, he will definitely like it! Mu Mu, let me tell you, as long as you convey your hard work, you can touch a man's heart!

Mu Jingleng: "That's good!" It also depends on the object, not everyone will touch his heart if he gives him a handmade cake! Yes, as the saying goes, a lover's eyes are full of Xi Shi! A lover will definitely like it!

This year, Mu Jingleng learned to make Christmas fondant cookies with Hu Tang, and everyone gave a bag as a Christmas gift. Because he knew that Wang Yizhou liked to eat amla, he used pickled amla to make the filling and specially made a few fondant cookies of his Q version avatar for him as his birthday gift!

On the night of the 24th, everyone got together. Hu Tang made puffs and Christmas bread Storun, and Mu Jingleng distributed cookies to them and gifts to Wang Yizhou.

At this time, Yangyang pushed the cake cart and put the cake she carefully made in the middle, Wang Yizhou was very surprised and moved, and hugged her in public and kissed her as if no one was around!

Usually it was uncomfortable enough to watch them sprinkle dog food, but now he still sees them kissing !! the lips that once kissed him, and now kisses the person he loves! Her face is paralyzed, and her heart is full of tears, what should she do? It seems that she doesn't even have the strength to breathe! She hides in the corner, not wanting everyone to find out. However, God always likes to joke with her!

I don't know how long they kissed, it seemed like the whole night to Mu Jingleng! After the kiss, Wang Yizhou left Yangyang's lips, still holding her with his hand, and then said to everyone: "Do you know? Last year, my sister made me a cake, and I made a wish for the cake! I hope I can find my ideal girlfriend, my dream has come true, and Yangyang has appeared! Thank you, sister!"

Everyone turned their eyes to Mu Jingleng, because she usually spoke quietly and had no happy and sad face, so everyone couldn't see her current thoughts. asked Mu Jingleng to make them a wishing cake on their birthday, Mu Jingleng casually agreed, she didn't know how she mixed up with this topic, fortunately, everyone didn't pay attention to her for too long.

It's ironic, isn't it?!The person he loves says thank himself for letting him find the person he loves, but the person he loves is not himself!Mu Jingleng, why are you laughing at yourself lately?!I don't know how I and Hu Tang left the private room?I don't know how to get home? Because I was going to leave Finland, I went straight home and didn't go back to the dormitory.

When I returned to my room, I remembered my crush on Wang Yizhou in high school at that time, and I remembered Shunji Iwai's "April Story"

[I heard an unknown flower blooming quietly in the softest depths of my heart, and a slow warm current unconsciously spread slowly in my body, and tears quietly blindfolded my eyes. ——Shunji Iwai, "April Story"

Stop crying, go to sleep, get ready to go to Finland for a break! Close your eyes, Chen Xiaochun's "The One I Love" plays on a loop in her mind, and she finds that there is always a sad song that can express her feelings at that time. It's like hearing the eternal mockery of love......

[She made the choice she felt was right.]

I had to wish her that she was really right

I can't love the person I want to love the most

Who wants anything from me?

The person I love is not my love

Every inch of her heart belonged to someone else

She's so happy, so cruelly happy

How can the love that makes me love and hate her so deeply

The person I love has a lover

From the look in their eyes, it was clear that I couldn't be

Whenever I hear her or he says us

It's like hearing the eternal ridicule of love"]

(——From Chen Xiaochun's "The One I Love")

The next day, the driver sent her to the international airport, and in the waiting hall she saw the WeChat message sent to her by Wang Yizhou a few hours ago: "Sister, cookies are delicious, they are my favorite taste!

Mu Jingleng didn't reply to him, and opened the comic app to pass the time. But what she didn't know was that Wang Yizhou was eating the cookies she made at that time, and she felt so warm and relieved, and she had more appetite for him than the cake made by Yangyang!

As the final exams are approaching, the string orchestra has no rehearsals, so they will not have an intersection until the next semester without special contact. But Gao Zhi will still find Mu Jingleng every day, because he celebrated Wang Yizhou's birthday last night, and he got up late today, he only found out that Mu Jingleng was missing in the afternoon, and Lu Xin said that she took leave and took a break with the New Year's Day holiday. But why didn't he reply to WeChat? The phone was turned off? The WeChat call was not answered? Was it by plane? Gao Zhi didn't like this feeling of losing control! So he asked Wang Yizhou if he was with Yang Yang, and wanted to ask Yang Yang if he knew Mu Jingleng's whereabouts? Yang Yang also said that he didn't know, where did she go?

Wang Yizhou didn't know why she had a feeling that she was going to stay away from him? Was it because she was worried about her safety? Everyone was very worried about her! But if she asked for leave, it was premeditated, and Lu Xin said that she seemed to have heard her talk about Finland on the phone before, and she didn't know if she had gone to Finland? But she went alone?

Wang Yizhou knew that Mu Jingleng's whereabouts were five days later, Mu Jingliang's circle of friends, the text [two little no guesses], the picture is a gorgeous aurora, click on the picture to see the back of a man and a woman, they all looked up at the aurora, and the aurora with the backs of two side by side is a very romantic and beautiful photo. The back of the woman, Wang Yizhou recognized it as Mu Jingleng at a glance, who was that man?

On the other side of the world, Mu Jingleng looked at the aurora and felt the brilliant and ever-changing beautiful ribbon of light gliding across the night sky. Far away from the city, away from the hustle and bustle, I have been here for a few days, and I only saw the aurora tonight, but it is already good luck to be able to see it! For the legend of the aurora, each country is different, some say that it will leave bad luck, some say that seeing the aurora indicates that the encounter is happy, make a wish, romantic and warm. It's like Song Tian and his girlfriend Abby come to see the aurora for peace and happiness. But as a science student, she doesn't believe in legends, only in science, she just wants to be in the forest, under the deep black night sky, under this natural wonder, to cause her dying love, that beautiful and sweet crush into ice, to draw an end to that past, it is really quite ritualistic!

I don't know if God knows the sense of ritual that Mu Jingleng needs, she can see the aurora in the next few days, and on the last night, she will make a final goodbye to herself.

[Love is not

It's precious not to open your mouth

Give me two more minutes

Let me freeze my memories

Don't melt your tears

You've spent all your makeup

How do you want me to remember

Remember you told me to forget

Remember you told me to forget.]

(——From Jay Chou's "The Longest Movie")

When I came back from Finland, it was already a new year, bidding farewell to the past, and when I saw Wang Yizhou again, I no longer dodged his eyes, because self-construction was that there was no love for him, and I also found that there was no heartache for Wang Yizhou and Yangyang's affection, she thought that the love she had had lost and was sealed......

Every time Aunt Lin goes to City A, she will look for Mu Jingleng, maybe she saved Aunt Lin, and she always feels that Aunt Lin treats her like a daughter. In addition to her mother, she can feel a strong maternal love in Aunt Lin, and she is also happy to be good friends with Aunt Lin. They don't call Wang Yizhou every time they meet, and that day is no exception. When we met that day, Aunt Lin purchased a lot of things for Wang Yizhou. In terms of life, Aunt Lin does manage Wang Yizhou a little leniently, but everyone loves their children differently, and they should not be evaluated randomly. Every time they met, Aunt Lin didn't take a driver, she took Mu Jingleng's car, so that day, thinking that Wang Yizhou wouldn't be in the apartment on weekends, watching Aunt Lin carry so many things, she kindly helped carry them upstairs. However, I never expected that the moment Aunt Lin opened the door, she was stabbed countless times!

Aunt Lin immediately closed the door, turned her head to look at Mu Jing and said embarrassedly, "We haven't seen anything, let's go shopping again!"

Mu Jingleng, who was paralyzed, had a blank brain, and followed Aunt Lin with her things: "Hmm!"

While waiting for the elevator, the apartment door opened, and Wang Yizhou shouted, "Mom, where are you going?"

Aunt Lin: "You go on, we missed something, now go buy it and come back." ”

Wang Yizhou is actually quite embarrassed, when his mother opened the door and saw him and Yang Yang kissing fiercely, and a little disheveled, she could really surprise him all the time! And my sister was also there, when she saw Mu Jing looking sideways at the corridor to hide her embarrassment, the discomfort in her heart arose spontaneously, because everyone didn't know what to do in the face of this situation, right?

Wang Yizhou: "Mom, don't pretend, come in! Let me introduce you to my girlfriend!"

Aunt Lin: "Oh, Lengleng, let's go in!"

Mu Jing clenched her cold hand, "Aunt Lin, I won't go in!" and handed the bag in her hand to Wang Yizhou. She doesn't want to intervene in other people's family affairs!

Aunt Lin pulled her and whispered, "Come with me, it's embarrassing for me to go in alone!"

Mu Jingleng was always cold-faced and soft-hearted, and was pulled into the door by Aunt Lin.

When Aunt Lin opened the door before, Wang Yizhou and Yangyang were both disheveled, but now Yangyang has been sorted out and is sitting obediently and sensibly. As soon as he saw Mu Jingleng come in, he pulled her and let her sit next to him.

Mu Jingleng is very glad! Glad that she is paralyzed, and fortunately she is a rational person who can control her emotions very well! Otherwise, she, a superfluous person, really doesn't know how to deal with herself! She can sometimes filter things she doesn't want to know well, she doesn't know how Wang Yizhou introduced Yangyang to Aunt Lin, she doesn't know why their family of three talked so happily, and she doesn't know how she left with Yangyang in the end.

She has long legs, she has always walked fast, and now she is in a complicated mood, she just wants to be alone as soon as possible!

Yang Yang in the back shouted: "Leng Leng, wait for me!"

She stopped, waiting for Yang Yang, who didn't know why he was walking so slowly.

Yangyang: "Let's sit on the stool. ”

Mu Jingleng also sat down.

Yangyang: "Alas, it's hot!"

Mu Jingleng: "It's March now, hot?"

Yang Yang's face was a little red, and he was not very embarrassed: "I was with Yizhou just now." ”

Boom la la la...... Mu Jingleng's heart fell to the ground like glass, shattering to the ground......

Yangyang: "The novel is not wrong, it hurts!"

Mu Jing didn't react......

Yangyang: "You can't walk." ”

Mu Jingleng still didn't react......

Yang Yang: "So let's sit down and go!" Mu Mu, I want to share my first time with you, and you will know what to pay attention to in the future. Did you know that a continent he ......"

Before Yang Yang finished speaking, Mu Jingleng stretched out his hand to block in front of her. "Yangyang, I'm sorry, I'm not very good at this topic, I seem to be a little shy, don't say it, okay?"

Yangyang: "It's a bit embarrassing to say it, but we're not separated from each other, so I want to share it with you." I'm sorry to scare you!"

Mu Jing's cold surface is always waveless, "It's okay!"

Yangyang: "But, Lengleng, don't be afraid, although it hurts, you will find ......"

Mu Jing covered her ears coldly and said loudly, "Don't say it!"

Yang Yang was shocked, looking at Mu Jingleng, thinking of his best friend being so innocent, he didn't say anything, otherwise it would be bad to make her afraid! Yang Yang patted her on the back, "Well, don't say it, let's sit down and leave!"

Cuishan Apartments.

Aunt Lin: "Son! Don't tell me that you have a girlfriend, but when I see you, you roll the sheets!"

Wang Yizhou: "As an elder, shouldn't you use this word?

Aunt Lin: "Kiss me, do you think I'll believe it? Leng Leng will believe it! Hey, do you like that woman very much?"

Wang Yizhou: "What kind of woman? Didn't you just see that you and Yang Yang were quite in agreement?"

Aunt Lin: "That's because she is Leng Leng's good friend, and thinking that Leng's good friend will not be bad." You said that at first glance I didn't introduce me seriously, not to see you holding hands, but to see you rolling the sheets, how do you say I should evaluate this woman at first glance?"

Wang Yizhou: "Who knew that you suddenly appeared?

Aunt Lin: "She was kind enough to help me carry things." You think people want to see it?"

Wang Yizhou: "When did she say she wanted to see it?"

Aunt Lin: "Whether you are serious about that woman or not, but I warn you, before you are ready to get married, you must take safety measures! Otherwise, if she has it, you will definitely marry her with such a strong sense of responsibility! I don't want you to regret it in the future!"

Wang Yizhou: "What do you say? I'm serious about her!" and I have security measures.

Aunt Lin: "I actually said that you were conservative, just now you didn't introduce me, I thought it was your friend! No, I have to help you procure." ”

Wang Yizhou: "......" can all be said......

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By the big lake, there is a tearful girl singing:

"I'm not sad

It's nothing

It's just why the tears flow

I don't understand either

Just let me go

Let me start enjoying freedom

Lots of memories

Your shadow will fill my life too

I'm not cowardly

You know better than anyone else

Although lonely

This will be my last forbearance."

(——From Stefanie Sun's "I'm Not Sad")

I thought I didn't love him anymore, but the result was self-deception! When I saw and heard the scenes, I was crying bloody! I hadn't been sad for a few months, but how could I suddenly find that I hadn't let go of it? The original silent heart had never died......

Drip, drip, drip......

Ah! Suddenly it rained heavily, thank you, God! Wash away my tears! Cover up my crying! As the rain became heavier and heavier, the sound became louder and louder, Mu Jing cried coldly! Why are you so persistent? Why do I still love you even now......

"I thought I had forgotten that I had ever loved you

Until I saw you with tears welling up in my eyes

Pretending to be grains of sand provokes me to cry

Listen to you tell me about your wedding date

Walked out of the airport gate

It was another heavy rain

I still love you to this day

I was alone in my memories

I really want to accompany you to another rain

I want the world to stop breathing for me

I still love you even though you are in her arms

I will always remember the rain that day

It's too late to say I love you

Only as you quietly move towards separation"

(——From Xu Ruyun's "I Still Love You")

It rained for a long time, she also cried for a long time, and it rained for a long time, her voice was not singing, she was crying, and she was much more comfortable after venting. But due to excessive sadness, breathing too fast and too deeply, causing the muscles to contract, so the chest cavity has been twitching.

The rain was still so heavy, Wang Yizhou was on the way back to the bedroom, he saw a familiar figure by the lake in the distance, walked over unconsciously, approached and saw Mu Jingleng, whose shoulders were shaking badly, using an umbrella to block the rain for her, and called her: "Sister, why is it raining?"

Mu Jingleng curled up on the bench by the lake, her legs shrunk on the stool, her hands on her knees, and her head buried in her arms. Hearing the voice, I unconsciously raised my head to look at him. Just now with Yang Yang, although he was not wrong, but she felt that he was extremely disgusting at the moment, and her body naturally reacted and gagged!

Seeing her red and swollen eyes and then wanting to vomit, Wang Yizhou squatted down and put his hand on her shoulder: "Sister, where are you uncomfortable? Why is it raining?"

Don't touch me!It's disgusting!Mu Jing coldly pushed his hand away and said coldly, "I just want to get rainy." It's nothing. After saying that, he stood up slowly, because he was a little dizzy.

Wang Yizhou said worriedly: "You will get sick like this!"

Mu Jingleng: "I know, thank you for your concern!" stood firm, eased up, and then strode away.

Wang Yizhou: "Wait for me, let's play umbrella together!"

Mu Jingleng ran up, "No!" Quickly escaped, running faster and faster......

Wang Yizhou, who stayed where she was, was puzzled, what had happened? Why was she so sad? How grief-stricken was she when she cried until she had convulsions?