I knew what my problem was, but I didn't know how to express my commitment to him, and we couldn't seem to move on to the next step because I couldn't give him the answer he wanted.

I should say that I am quite powerless.

I had a feeling that I couldn't explain it.

"I'm sorry, I didn't do what you wanted, I disappointed you to the extreme, I was extremely annoyed when I hurt you, I know that you didn't blame me for this in your heart, it was more Mo Yuanlian's side...... At that time, I was more about making you sad. ”

It's true that I didn't grasp that degree.

It is indeed my problem that has led to the current situation.

Xi Zhan lowered his eyes and looked at me silently, I took a step back and moved away from him and said: "I heard what you and Assistant Yin just said, no matter what you think, I will protect your company, if you are really tired and tired, then let Yuan You Yi Zhenghe Ming and them help you support it, I don't want you to step back from that position, I am not greedy for power, but I don't want those who are staring at you in the dark to pounce on you like a mad dog when you are powerless." ”

I hope Xi Zhan is safe.

Even if he doesn't want to have power anymore.

and I will keep his power.

After speaking, I asked him, "Xi Zhan, what answer do you want?"

The man's voice was low, "Your attitude." ”

He wants my attitude.

But I just gave him a promise.

But he said I had promised him.

I used to say in front of Xi Zhan that I had nothing to do with Mo Yuanlian, including Gu Tingchen, but my previous dealings with them sometimes exceeded that degree of friends, such as here in Mo Yuanlian, I cared too much about Mo Yuanlian. TV updates the fastest //

That's where my problem lies.

"I don't know how to express my attitude. ”

Hearing this, Xi Zhan snuffed out his cigarette butt and walked past me into Yun'er's hospital room, I sat on the bench a little weakly thinking about what I just said, I really can't explain it!

Because the attitude he wants is too vague.

I don't know how to express it.

When I think about it, it's really my fault.

I never gave Xi Zhan the security he wanted.

We were separated for ten months before, and when we met again after ten months, Xi Zhan didn't blame me for anything, even if his injury was given to him by my own hands, he didn't blame me, and he didn't misunderstand me because I shouted that day that I wanted Mo Yuanlian, he just wanted my attitude, and just wanted me to give him a clear attitude.

I remembered what he once said, life is too short, I appeared too late in the first thirty years of his life, misunderstanding and suspicion cannot separate us, the key is my heart.

Because he can't control my heart.

That's roughly what he said.

He was now fully abiding by what he had said.

But I couldn't get the attitude he wanted.

I love him, but he thinks my love is too messy.

He thinks it's not just him who I want to care about.

It's not like he's wronging me for no reason.

Because I had a similar experience in my previous life, when I was entangled with Gu Tingchen, Gu Lanzhi appeared next to me again, and I also recorded that video, I kept saying to Gu Lanzhi that I like you, I like what you like to die, although I wanted to completely draw a line with him at that time, but the words I said at the time were more like begging, and I was kissed by Fu Xi in the bar before that.

Although Xi Zhan and I had just met when these things happened, there was Mo Yuanlian behind him, which made him experience it personally.

In Xi Zhan's heart, I am a person with a criminal record.

is the only person who doesn't understand love for this life.

It's normal for him to be suspicious of me.

Besides, when I confessed to him before that I wanted to be with him, he never promised me, and kept teaching me what love is, and in Xi Zhan's heart, love is very pure and flawless.

There is no room for another person.

Now I'm guilty of his taboo!

I made Xi Zhan doubt his own love.

That's the most critical question.

I sighed, and felt my stomach ache again.

In fact, a delicate and easily ill woman like me does not deserve love, let alone a perfect man like Xi Zhan, but he is like a beam of light shining on my life.

My world was dark before he appeared, my world has been bright since he appeared, he gave me a pampering and pampering that I had never had before I met him, I couldn't even think about it, he made me feel what mutual respect is, what love is, what is the trust between the two people without doubt, and the experience he gave me made me unprecedented.

Xi Zhan's love for me is also a teacher and a friend.

Makes me feel more like a little woman.

And Xi Zhan gave me far more than what I gave him, I have blindly enjoyed the favor he gave me over the years, and I have never given him anything, and even hurt him everywhere.

"Xi Zhan, how should I explain it to you?"

I really can't explain it.

And I feel more and more inferior.

He has always been flawless.

And I have a lot of problems.

But I have never had any other thoughts about those men, and I am even keeping my distance, but sometimes I will exceed this distance because of my soft-heartedness, for example, I can't watch Mo Yuanlian die, this is the crux of the problem, and I also understand that I have to deal with these problems before I can proceed to the next step of the conversation, but my promise is not worth much.

Xi Zhan felt that my promise was not worth much.

That's the most frustrating thing.

I thought about it a lot, and my head was dizzy, because I couldn't think about it, and it was very painful.

Forget it, I'll think about it later.

I got up and went back to the room, Yun'er was already awake, her round eyes were staring at Xi Zhan, she called out to my mother when she saw me coming in, I answered and asked her, "Does the baby still hurt?"

"Yun'er doesn't hurt, Yun'er wants to eat sugar candy~"

Yun'er was greedy, and most of the things in her mind could only think of this matter, so I coaxed her and said, "When you get better, your mother will give it to you." ”

"Dad, Yuna wants to eat candy~"

She asked Xi Zhan for help again.

Xi Zhan responded to her: "No. ”

Hearing this, Yun'er looked slightly sad.

I hurriedly said, "The mall hasn't opened yet, so when it's dawn, Mom will buy it, okay?" and reward you for drinking strawberry juice." ”

Hearing this, Yun'er's mood improved.

Half an hour later, Yun'er finished the infusion, she asked Xi Zhan to hug her, Xi Zhan took her into his arms, the man was tall and big, and Yun'er was small and cute lying on his chest.

"Dad, Yuna wants to go home. ”

"Well, I'll take you home. ”

Xi Zhan carried Yun'er out of the ward door, I hesitated whether to follow, Yun'er shouted, "I want my mother too." ”

Xi Zhan turned to look at me, "Are you leaving?"

Is Xi Zhan going to take me back to his home?