Everyone's growth is bound to face heart-wrenching and unforgettable, even if it is a little more superficial, it will be bruised all over his body, Shang Yang is still standing in the hallway full of musty smell, he turned around, looked at the glass window of the stairs, and watched the Bentley slowly drive by.

The figure of the woman who walked out of the room lingered in his mind, and there was only a few seconds of contact, but these few seconds were enough to prove that the two were not in the same world.

The long hair that is carefully nourished like a waterfall, the delicate skin that I don't know how much money has been cultivated, the elegant clothes that are luxurious and graceful, and even the smell of perfume wafting from her body, all show the word "gap" all the time.

At this time, Shang Yang was like an old monk who was settled, and his heart was surging, he was quiet, motionless, thinking about the current comfortable life, what did he bring to himself?

Is it self-satisfaction in the style of boiling frogs in warm water, or is it in the depths of the prosaic.

After standing outside the door for a while, staying up until the regular time to go home on weekdays, he opened the door, looked around the empty living room after Zhao Suxian had fallen asleep, and made up for his mother's sonorous and powerful expression when talking to the woman, and finally walked into his own small room.

Lying on the bed looking at the ceiling.

Looked at it all night.

When he walked out of the room the next day, the house was empty, only the warmth of breakfast on the dining table proved that there was still a little warmth in this world, since his mother didn't say a word about yesterday's events, Shang Yang had to drink this bowl of porridge even if he had no appetite.

Then he came to the fruit stall as always, sitting mechanically in a rocking chair, holding a fan in his hand, but his eyes did not look at the traffic as before, but his eyes were dull, his eyes were stiff and cloudy, and the night of thinking seemed to make him understand a lot, and it seemed that he had not figured out anything.

He never considered himself a saint, let alone a good person.

People around him say that he is a "bad element", this is given a high-sounding name, in essence, he used to be the most hated bad student in the mouth of his parents, when he was in a bad mood at school, he found someone to beat him up, and when people were in a hurry, he dragged others out of the pit and did nothing less to be comfortable, besides, he slept in his small room with more yellow flower girls than others had heard of it, and the romance was famous in the chemical factory, and in the end, those girls were not all kicked away by him?

But.

He never thinks that he has done anything wrong, if someone holds the child and says that this is your son, Shang Yang will definitely grit his teeth and admit it, because some things are for happiness, but some are responsibilities!

When it comes to being happy, he never slacks off.

He also never takes a step back when it comes to responsibility.

As for how his mother Zhao Suxian and that person came together, how they separated, and whether they knew that they existed, he didn't want to study these questions, and now all he has in his heart is one word, hate! Hatred that was suppressed in his heart and didn't know how to explode.

No one can understand the pressure of orphans and widows for more than 20 years, and the word father has long been cleared in his mind, but yesterday he heard the woman say that "he" was seriously injured and unconscious, Shang Yang had only one thought, take a knife, and then go to the initiator who made his mother pregnant and caused his mother to raise him alone, give him two knives, and then put the knife on his neck and ask: What kind of man are you?

But what about the mother?

When everything is in front of you, it can be confusing.

Shang Yang was so engrossed that several customers had already asked about the price of watermelons but did not get a response, and then turned to leave.

He didn't notice it.

Towards noon, the sun was getting hotter and hotter, and the temperature was approaching 30 degrees, it was a difficult summer, completely exposed to the scorching sun, and even passers-by felt that he was a little abnormal. The cars came and went, Shang Yang was still in a daze as an old monk, completely ignoring the burning heat brought by the red skin, and fell into his own spiritual world.

In the distance, a man wearing a black vest, shoddy slippers under his feet, and big sauce-colored pants on his lower body walked over, about one meter eight tall, and his body was fat.

To say that there are two people in this world, Shang Yang has no choice, one of them is Chen Yutong, who refuses to change his words, and has always called him by his name, and the other is this named Ding Xiaonian.

The fat man's full name is Ding Xiaonian, nicknamed Ding Sansan, and he calls himself Ding Sanlang.

He used to live in the family building of the chemical plant, and he played with Shang Yang's bare ass until he grew up, when he was a child, Ding was cowardly for three years, Shang Yang was known as a wild child, these two difficult brothers were often bullied together, and later the two also invented the "hugging and anti-beating method" is to hug each other, bury their heads on each other's shoulders, no matter how the people around them beat, both of them ask each other, do you hurt, I don't hurt...

Now it looks ridiculous.

Later, Shang Yang couldn't stand the humiliation, picked up a brick, and became the king of children among the children, Ding Sansheng also followed the "chicken dog to heaven" Whenever Shang Yang took someone out to "rehabilitate", he took a schoolbag, and then he didn't carry a schoolbag, he carried a bag and helped everyone get weapons.

In fact, in the circle of friends with Shang Yang as the core at that time, there were not many people who had been seeing Ding for three years, but he never blushed because of anyone's cynicism, and over the years, the number of times he blushed was also limited, and his temper was so good that people wondered if he was made of water, whatever he wanted.

He is said to be weak, but he is not!

The time that impressed Shang Yang the most was that after causing trouble in the Scarface Nightclub, he had to solve it alone by relying on his youth and vigor, and only one person dared to follow after looking for a circle, and that was Ding Sansan!

This guy almost rummaged through Linshui County, found the earth-shaking thunder left over during the New Year, tore off the packaging and tied it to his body and pretended it as a thunderbolt/tube, more than 30 of them, smoking a cigarette, and said with a smile, "Who the said that I was weak and bullied, and had no temper? I just don't want to lose my temper, brother, I want to play with my life, let's do it together..."

It's really a posture of looking at death as home.

Ding saw Shang Yang sitting on the stool in a daze from a long distance in the third year, and he didn't care, he couldn't wait to find a freezer to hide for a while, walked quickly to the fruit stall, didn't say hello to Shang Yang, squatted on the ground to pick watermelons, after looking for a few, he found that a voice was not bad, took it to the table, skillfully cut it with a watermelon knife, gobbled it up, ate three petals in a row, and nearly half of the watermelon was eaten, so he exclaimed happily.

Seeing that Shang Yang was still in a daze, he raised his foot and kicked the rocking chair, and said, "Stupid? I closed the stall last night and went home to let the female ghost sleep, and the soul is gone?"

The rocking chair became swaying under his feet, which also made Shang Yang feel relieved, and when he raised his head, his eyes were still slightly confused, and he saw that it was Ding Sannian standing next to him, and he didn't pay attention to it.

"Did you really let the female ghost sleep?"

Ding Sannian glared and exclaimed, then raised his hand and touched his chin, and said with a chatter, "That's right, don't say it's a female ghost, if you bring a wig, I want to have a plot with you..."

As he spoke, he walked around to Shang Yang from the side, bent down, raised his hand and groped in Shang Yang's trouser pocket, of course, not to take the things that men have, but to take out the cigarette from his pocket, and after lighting it, he took a hard breath, and found that Shang Yang began to be in a daze again, and scolded angrily: "Okay, don't pretend to be dead, I just came out of the bureau, and I am in a panic, don't add to me, if I am unhappy, the watermelons here are piercing one by one..."

"Whew..."

Shang Yang let out a long breath and completely came back to his senses, if Ding can say it in three years, he will definitely be able to do it.

Of course, he wasn't worried about actually doing it.

But there is such a person by his side, it is a very luxurious thing to want to be confused and think, he is not much interested, he raised his hand and grabbed the cigarette, he knew that he could not sink here, no matter what his heart was, he must live like a normal person, lit one, and asked as normally as possible: "What's wrong?"

"Eliminate pornography and fight illegal activities!"

Ding was full of interest for three years, his eyes were shining, as if he was telling a thing worth showing off, "You don't know, there are seven police cars, forty or fifty people, three people are on the bed for me, and after going out with handcuffs, I squatted in a row in the corridor, I looked, hey... They were all crying, only the girl in the room with me was laughing, and she said thank you, Uncle Police..."

"Hehe..."

Shang Yang gradually smiled calmly, "Go and persuade them to be good again?"

"That's... The two major hobbies of my life are to persuade women from good families to cheat, to persuade women from good families to be good, I have been in the industry for three years and two years, and women from good families have not hooked their hands, and there are not a few people who persuade good families... Who made me born in a young age, and the whole country fired cannons on the day I was born, it is kind-hearted!"

He said, took a heavy puff of cigarette, and then squatted next to the rocking chair without any scruples, "Okay, don't mention the sadness, yesterday you sent me a message saying if you have a part-time job, just went in and squatted for a few days, and piled up a batch of business in your hands, some in the city, in the countryside, and in the county, it depends on what you want..."

"But I hope you choose the back, after all, I've always wanted to develop business in the city, and this time I can be considered to be a little bit more detailed, and I'm talking about something else when the road is wide in the future..."

Ding San's rhetoric sounds like a big business, to put it bluntly, he is just doing odd jobs.

Like queuing up for registration in hospitals, buying tickets for concerts, and temporary workers, he can do it all.

But there is a principle, those temporary workers in a fixed location never do it, and they do work with little time and high returns, according to his words: I am not afraid of suffering and sin, I just have to toss, maybe one day I will toss out of my personal appearance.

And indeed.

Shang Yang has always admired this, among the people he knows, regardless of men and women, young and old, only Ding has been in a state of passion all the time, as long as he thinks it is right, he can devote all his enthusiasm, not satisfied with the status quo, tossing hard, and the sword is so sharp that it is jaw-dropping.

persuaded the woman to be good, he said that it was to exercise eloquence.

When he doesn't have a job, he often goes to the nursing home to volunteer, not how much respect for the old and love for the young, what he thinks about is, what if an old man and old lady are disheartened with their children, and happens to see my filial piety and give me the inheritance?

He will also deliberately remember the family graves of some big people in the county and the death day, and will go to the grave when the death day is approaching, and if he encounters someone coming, he can cry loudly...

Such a person, who does not succeed now, will definitely succeed in the future.

Maybe it is also related to the family environment, Ding Xiaonian's parents are chemical factory workers, his mother is the first batch of laid-off workers, his father is an intellectual, his temperament has changed greatly after many election failures, he has become addicted to gambling, and his good family house has also been mortgaged.

"There's a lot of money!"

Shang Yang replied concisely and forcefully, yesterday the woman came out of the house, and put aside the hatred for the time being, the main reason why she was condescending was that she had a lot of money and confidence, so now Shang Yang just wants to make money wholeheartedly.

"Oops... I thought that after being blackmailed by Scar, people would be finished!"

Ding Sannian screamed in surprise, his face was full of incredulity: "Changed sex?" I used to say how profitable it can be to guard this broken fruit stall, and make tens of thousands of yuan a year, catch up with the wind and rain, the melon seeds can't be sold when the tide is tidal, there are few people, you can't get into the fruit in winter and there is not much profit, don't look at you now that you think you're living very well, to put it bluntly, it's just a state of eating and waiting for death, so go on for a lifetime and develop like this,"

When he opened the conversation, he became rambling.

"By the way, I watched the news two days ago, saying that in an international kindergarten, the standard for children to go to school is that the combined weight of parents cannot exceed 270 pounds, and they are all children going to school, what do you do with the weight of your parents? Now the competition in this society is too fierce, brother, we are born to live to death, do you still think that when we were in school, we mixed well, when the little girls climbed into bed one by one? Wrong! We have to have status, not for anything else, just to not be able to watch others work night and night, we have to listen to the voice, and we have to work hard..."

"If you earn 100,000 yuan a year, and earn it for another 60 years, how much can you earn?"

I have to admit that the eloquence that persuaded the woman to be trained from Liang was indeed very incendiary, and Shang Yang was infected by impassioned emotions when she heard it.

Finally, he said, "There is a job, one thousand and eight an hour, do you want to do it?"

Ding Sannian glanced up, then lowered his head weakly, and continued to smoke one puff after another, in fact, the endless talk just now was just for the foreshadowing of this sentence, and he wasn't sure what kind of life it was, but the conditions given were: male, strong... Let him think of some bad things, and he can't watch the opportunity missed, worried that he won't play well, so he can only find the "veteran" Shang Yang to come out, once he conquers, maybe there will be any story later.

A person who can get out of one thousand and eight an hour should be a rich man.

The so-called fertilizer water does not flow into the fields of outsiders.

Shang Yang suddenly fell silent and thought quietly, his attention was not on work, but on the first half of Ding San's speech.

In the past, he never thought that in the future, he still said in a high-sounding manner that this is the silence after seeing the wind and waves, tired, no playing, and the most important thing is to live chic.

And now, his own life has to make some changes.

If you guard a fruit stall, you will be a fruit stall owner for the rest of your life.

If you don't guard here, who can say what the future will be?

He retracted his gaze, the fire in his heart was constantly burning, and he said sonorously and concisely, "I'll do it!"