After going through this time, she figured out those things about her feelings.

Some feelings are easy to be emotional, and it is easy to forget when emotional, just like Yangyang's feelings for Wang Yizhou!

Some feelings are tempting, and they are soon emotional, but they are very emotional, but they are unforgettable, just like Wang Yizhou's feelings for Yangyang!

Some feelings are difficult to be tempted, and it is difficult to be emotional, just like her feelings for Wang Yicheng are tempted but not moved by Wang Yicheng!

Some feelings are tempting, but it is difficult to be emotional, once emotional, it is difficult to forget, just like her feelings for Wang Yizhou! Looking back on her heart for Wang Yizhou, she was accidentally kissed at the beginning and was not moved, but started from the cherry blossom country fireworks festival to buy drinks and screw the bottle cap, but it was only heartbeat, and she didn't pay much attention to him. The real temptation should be Wang Yizhou's "Silver Immortal" for her, and slowly to the time when she sends the "Dog God". As for emotion, I can't say exactly what the point in time, when I found one of his advantages, I felt that he had more and more advantages, and when I came back to my senses, I found that I couldn't take my eyes off him. If you have to set a point in time, it will probably be the time when Wang Yizhou and Yang Yang determine their relationship, because from then on, she began to really feel that she loved him, not liked him! Maybe people are like this, when he becomes someone else's, he will find that his heart is so broken that he can't put it together! Sometimes, why do you feel like this? From being moved by him to being tempted and then to being emotional, it takes more than two years from feeling good to liking and then loving! Not to mention forgetfulness, it is still unforgettable! She always wanted to forget, but she couldn't!

Now that he is single and has a chance, such a thing happened in front of him! Fortunately, Wang Yicheng's conscience finally found it and stopped, otherwise he would not dare to imagine the consequences, would he be able to bear it? What would Wang Yizhou think of her? Yang Yang said that if he really loves someone, he will not mind this! But he doesn't love me, so he doesn't care what he thinks of himself! Moreover, she is her best friend's ex, even if Yang Yang takes the initiative to give up, but for her, it doesn't feel appropriate to confess to him at this time! What can we do but lose all this chaos? Perhaps, it is difficult to fall in love! What can we do now? Ah! It can only be ...... I will never say I love you, right! Why? She couldn't help but sing the reason, Xu Ruyun's "I Never Say I Love You" hummed:

"I would never say I love you

It's too pointless

How can there be no trace of the overflowing feelings

I don't want to be a grain of sand in your eyes

How do I go about saying I love you

Say it was stupid courage

Hear you say sorry you may have

I don't know what I can do to resist

I can't breathe in air every time we meet

I suspect you have suffocating weapons

One grievance, one willfulness, and one jealousy

I can only hate you, blame you, love you, and confuse myself

I would never say I love you

This is the only tacit understanding we have left

I believe that is the kindest distance between man and man

If I can't love you, why bother you

I would never say I love you

I even buried tears in my eyes

I was amazed that I could and would like to keep the mystery to the end

Makes you feel like I'm so mysterious."

I know that you don't love me, and you won't love me! I really don't know how to resist when I hear you say I'm sorry? Don't embarrass you! Keep the mystery!

"I also think you're mysterious!" Song Tian, who didn't know when he was standing behind him, suddenly let out a low and worried voice.

Mu Jingleng: "It's been a long time?"

Song Tian: "No, it's from the 'tears buried in the eyes'!"

Mu Jingleng: "Hmm!"

Song Tian: "Lengleng, can I get rid of your sadness? Do you know? How thin and lonely your back is! I grew up watching you, and I feel very sad to see you like this! Lengleng! Don't be sad! Don't be sad! You still have me!"

From childhood to adulthood, among his peers, apart from his elder brother, Song Tian has been with him the longest, and he also loves her the most and understands her the most! When she has a memory, he is by her side, and she will always be the protected party in front of him! When he says that, how can he let her tears not collapse? Tears slipped silently......

Song Tian patted her on the back, "Everything will pass! Jing Liang is not here, I'm here! I'll accompany you! Cry!"

Mu Jingleng: "Brother Tiantian! I'm so sad!" Brother Tiantian was called when she was a child, and now calling it means that she is really vulnerable!

Song Tian: "If you're sad, you're sad, cry as much as you want! vent as much as you want, do you want me to hug you and cry?"

Mu Jingleng: "No, you can borrow a shoulder!"

Song Tian: "Well, come, borrow you!"

Mu Jingleng: "Can you tell me a few jokes after crying later?" leaned on his shoulder and cried.

Song Tian: "Okay, don't worry, cry!" patted her again and again.

Mu Jingleng: "Woo woo, I want to eat ice cream!"

Song Tian: "Well, I'll buy it for you when I'm done crying! I have to pick you a peach flavor!"

Mu Jingleng: "I want to travel!

Song Tian: "Okay, I'll go with you!" Let's go to London, our brother is there!"

Mu Jingleng: "Well, I miss my parents too!" But I'm afraid that they will see me so worried!"

Song Tian: "It's okay! I'll accompany you to City C!"

Wang Yizhou, who was five meters away, had a tight chest, every time he was unhappy, she enlightened him, and she had the obligation to do her sister's duty. This time it was her turn to be unhappy, why was Song Tian to enlighten her? He was just about to go up, he obviously wanted to fulfill his brother's obligations, but he was always one step ahead of Song Tian! If he went up, would she accept his enlightenment? Or did she want to be quiet by herself? Or did she just want Song Tian to accompany her? After all, Song Tian was the person she liked, even if he had a girlfriend!

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The graduation season is approaching, and some people are confused about their future, while others have a very clear career plan, but they will be opposed by their families, such as Wang Yizhou.

Aunt Lin, who was going to see what Cuishan Apartment could bring back to City B, was very puzzled at the moment: "Wang Yizhou! Why don't you go back to City B? Why do you stay in City A after you graduate? Won't you come back to inherit Wang Entang?"

Wang Yizhou: "I didn't say that I wouldn't inherit it! I just want to stay in City A for a while, sit in the hospital in the morning, and go to Wang Entang's R&D center in the afternoon. I still have to take the job title, and it's hard to get it without professional experience!"

Aunt Lin raised her eyebrows, "Then how long are you going to stay?"

Wang Yizhou: "1 year or 3 years." ”

Aunt Lin reprimanded: "Do you want to stay in City A to accompany Ouyang Jing! What you said can also be done in City B! What do you have in love with your children?"

Wang Yizhou: "I have broken up with her!"

Aunt Lin: "What? really? Not a conflict?"

Wang Yizhou: "Really!"

Aunt Lin regained a little smile on her face at this time, "Congratulations!"

Wang Yizhou was really speechless to his mother, "I broke up with her, what are you congratulating?"

Aunt Lin: "Do you want me to comfort you, so that you don't feel sad?"

Wang Yizhou: "Isn't it supposed to be like this?"

Aunt Lin hugged him: "Son, don't be sad, there are many women in the world, she is not suitable for you, if you divide it, you will divide it, don't be sad!"

Wang Yizhou: "...... "Why is his mother like this?" "Okay, okay!"

Aunt Lin: "In good conscience, how wronged you are with her, my mother sees it in her eyes! It's too stupid to live in a panic with such a woman! What I like at first glance is just a good feeling, and we must appreciate each other to last longer! I have long wanted you to break up, but I just want you to experience what love is! Son, don't be sad! Go back to City B and find you a partner!"

Wang Yizhou: "Don't don't! I'm very resistant to love now! Let me be quiet for two or three years, I just want to do my job well! My career blueprint has been outlined!"

Aunt Lin: "Your career is Wang Entang! Wang Entang's roots are in City B! Come back as soon as you graduate!"

Wang Yizhou: "No! I'm about to step into society, I want to decide my own things......!"

For the first time, Aunt Lin saw her son so firm in front of her, she was stunned for a moment, and she was very puzzled, since she broke up with Ouyang Jing, why did she still stay in City A? Why 1 or 3 years? I can't figure it out......

Mu Jingleng originally thought that Wang Yizhou would return to City B after graduation, and they might get together once or twice a year at most, or the two would be parallel lines from then on, and there would be no intersection anymore, and those old things would be sealed in her memory forever! However, he actually said that he would stay in City A, and invited her to Wang Entang's new Chinese medicine R&D center this year as a R&D personnel, which is a bit similar to her plan for future work, she just wants to do scientific research. However, if accepting his invitation is nepotism, and she doesn't want to have any contact with him, she is a little hesitant!

Wang Yizhou: "Why don't you go to our R&D center and meet the director of the R&D department." ”

Mu Jingleng: "But I still want to continue graduate school!"

Wang Yizhou: "You can work and study part-time!"

Mu Jingleng: "Do you still hire employees who work and study?"

Wang Yizhou: "There is an internship establishment, but the salary will be discounted! If you come, an excellent student like you, the director of the R&D department will probably give you the full salary! And you are not bad for money!"

Mu Jingleng: "Not bad money doesn't mean that I am obliged to work for you! Excuse me, how do you know that the director of the R&D department will give me the full salary? No, you are the director of the R&D department, right?"

Wang Yizhou: "No! I want to start from the grassroots level! The director of the R&D department is my master, and he is also a visiting professor at Q University.

Mu Jingleng: "It's your director and Professor Q again, he really spares no effort for Chinese medicine!"

Wang Yizhou: "Yes! But each R&D center also has a director, and if the director is dedicated to his duties, he won't be too tired!

Mu Jingleng: "Then is he in City A or City B?"

Wang Yizhou: "Running on both sides, if you work, you are in City B, but because Q is in City A, he will run on both sides." At present, it will mainly be in City A, because the R&D center has just been established. ”

It turned out that Wang Entang's R&D director was the old man who picked herbs on the side of the mountain to stop bleeding for Yangyang in his third year of high school, and wanted to pass on and carry forward traditional Chinese medicine from generation to generation, his surname was Tu!

Professor Tu: "Little girl, you really studied this major!"

Mu Jingleng: "Well, grandpa, I was inspired by you to choose this major, and I like it very much!"

Professor Tu: "If you like it, welcome to join our Chinese medicine family!"

Wang Yizhou: "Master, I want to ask her to be the R&D staff here, do you think it's okay? She is also doing R&D in the Chinese medicine research laboratory of Q University!"

Professor Tu: "It's quite good to be able to enter the Chinese medicine research laboratory of Q University! Yes, isn't there a shortage of people here?"

Mu Jingleng: "But I'm a student, and I'm preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, it will affect your work!"

Professor Tu: "As long as you don't work hard, it will definitely be affected! Think about it yourself, I hope someone will seriously inherit the culture of traditional Chinese medicine! If you don't have this heart, don't really come!"

Mu Jingleng: "Okay, then I'll come!" She seriously wants to carry forward traditional Chinese medicine, her own strength is very meager, if you want to do it, you have to be the best, join this time-honored large enterprise and work hard with fellow travelers!

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Aunt Lin, who couldn't figure it out, could only go to Mu Jingleng, "Leng Leng, do you know that my son broke up with Ouyang Jing?"

Mu Jingleng: "Hmm." ”

Aunt Lin: "Just divided?"

Mu Jingleng: "That will be in March." ”

Aunt Lin: "March? wasn't that a few months ago? He only told me last week!"

Mu Jingleng: "Maybe I'm afraid you're worried!"

Aunt Lin: "What's there to worry about?"

Mu Jingleng: "...... your son is very sad, don't you care about your son very much? Why aren't you worried about him breaking up? But there is no need to ask.

Aunt Lin: "Why did they break up?"

Mu Jingleng: "I don't know. "I can't tell you that your son is cuckolded......

Aunt Lin: "Do you think his son will chase Ouyang Jing back?"

Mu Jingleng: "Probably not!" He probably thought, but Yangyang and Mo Zilong are better.

Aunt Lin: "Then why did he stay in City A? I thought he was going to chase her back?"

Mu Jingleng: "I also wonder why he stayed in City A?" Is it really because of Yangyang?

Aunt Lin: "Why don't you go and ask him?"

Mu Jingleng: "He shouldn't want to say it!" I don't want to know the answer because of Yangyang, because it's not good for him and Yangyang. She didn't really want to.

Aunt Lin: "Yes! When I asked him, he refused to say, and he said very firmly that he must be in City A! Could it be that his rebellious period is coming again? But even if he was rebellious before, he was very obedient! He rebelled once, that is, he insisted on learning the violin. Alas, no matter what he is, he is not young anymore, in short, he will inherit Wang Entang, and then give birth to an heir in a few years!"

Mu Jingleng: "......" No wonder he thinks he is your puppet!

Aunt Lin: "Leng Leng, you are a senior, what are your plans for the future?"

Mu Jingleng: "I'm going to take the graduate school entrance examination, and I'll go to work at Wang Entang's R&D center next week." As for the future, wait until graduate school graduates to think about it. ”

Aunt Lin was pleasantly surprised: "When you get to Wang Entang, then I'll go and say hello to them!"

Mu Jingleng: "Aunt Lin! Don't! Thank you for your kindness! I don't want nepotism, Wang Yizhou has already been introduced, if you say hello again, it will be even worse!"

Aunt Lin was surprised: "What did you ask for your son's introduction?"

Mu Jing shook her head coldly, "No, I'm still a student, I didn't want to work at first, I wanted to concentrate on preparing for the graduate school entrance examination." But he said that the R&D center is new, so there is a shortage of people!"

Aunt Lin: "Well, it's a lack of people!" "Can't you be transferred to the company if you are short of people? Can't you recruit new graduates? Can't you recruit fresh graduates? But you need a senior who has just been promoted?" "Then where are you going to go to graduate school?"

Mu Jingleng: "The ideal is Q University, if you can't get in, you will be able to get into the G University of Traditional Chinese Medicine." ”

Aunt Lin: "You should be able to get in!" Oh~ It turns out that the son said that he would stay in City A for one or three years, because he wanted to see where Leng Leng went to graduate school!

Mu Jingleng: "I also hope so!"

Aunt Lin forcibly suppressed the excitement in her heart, and gently held Mu Jingleng's hand, "Lengleng, I have recently had cervical spondylosis again, I can't come here once a month like now, maybe I only come once every three months, can you help me take care of Yizhou?" He went to the hospital and the R&D center again, and said that he wanted to take the job title, I was afraid that he would be tired!"

Mu Jingleng was almost scared into a cold sweat by Aunt Lin's request, but fortunately, she had been practicing facial paralysis for many years, "I shouldn't be able to meet your requirements!"

Aunt Lin: "It's okay!"

Mu Jingleng: "He's four years older than me, and I haven't taken care of anyone, no!"

Aunt Lin: "Then you take care of each other! Lengleng, do you know why I fell in love with you so much?"

Mu Jingleng: "Is it because I saved you?" Aunt Lin was indeed very good to her, just like her mother.

Aunt Lin: "There is a certain reason, you are very good, you will give me massage, you will buy me cervical spine treatment instrument and other intimate behaviors, but the bigger reason is that you remind me of my daughter!"

Mu Jingleng: "Your daughter?" Isn't Wang Yizhou an only child?

Aunt Lin lowered her eyes, "Well, Yizhou actually has a twin sister! However, she died when she was two years old! because I didn't take good care of her!"

Mu Jingleng: "Aunt Lin, don't say anything if you're sad!"

Aunt Lin: "It's okay, it's okay to find someone to talk to! This is my taboo, no one will dare to mention it to me." I've been buried in my heart for years!"

Mu Jingleng suddenly felt a chill down her spine, "Then don't reveal it!" She had a hunch that once she uncovered it, she would definitely be involved, and she didn't want Aunt Lin to be sad!

Aunt Lin's eyes were scarlet, "At that time, I was taking care of my work, and I was a novice mother, so I didn't take good care of the two of them, they had a high fever together, and Yizhou stayed in the hospital for a few days, but my sister was admitted to the ICU, and then she never came out!"

Mu Jingleng handed Aunt Lin a tissue and patted her!

Aunt Lin's tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, "It's all my fault! If I hadn't taken care of it, she wouldn't have died, obviously both of them are healthy, and both of them have a good relationship, and suddenly there is only one left." Wiping away her tears, "I blame myself, so I have taken care of Yizhou's life since then, and I have even been crazy about him! I know that my son doesn't like it! But when I think of his sister, I feel very guilty! I have to make amends to him! I am very scared at the thought that he also had a fever at that time, and that he might have fallen and I left!"

Mu Jingleng: "Well, Yizhou can also understand!" It turned out that this was the reason, no wonder she could feel the brilliance of mother's love in Aunt Lin, but Wang Yizhou couldn't breathe!

Aunt Lin: "He doesn't understand! He doesn't know anything, he only knows that he once had a sister! He is lonely! I know! But I can't help him! I can only do my best in life! So, when you saved me, I was thinking, if my daughter was still alive, would she be like you?"

Mu Jingleng: "Find her shadow from me?" Aunt Lin, why don't you recognize me as your goddaughter, you treat me like a daughter, so you may feel a little better!"

Aunt Lin strongly objected: "No, no, no, we have calculated, we can't get on the contract!" "You are my daughter, how will you be my daughter-in-law in the future?" "I didn't look for her shadow, because you are very kind, I imagine that she should be so kind! Because you know Yizhou, and then you are the sister of his good friend, imagine if his sister and he will be like you when they grow up?"

Mu Jingleng: "Oh, Wang Yizhou has me as my sister!, and he keeps calling me sister!" It's just that after the Wang Yicheng incident, I don't know why I started to call me Leng Leng?