Hua'er Lu sat up from the bed with a headache and looked out the window casually, Tongcheng was raining again, she had heard her mother say that this was a rainy and damp city, she rubbed her temples with her palms and said to herself: "I have to drink less wine, but if the wine can be controlled, then I am not Hua Erlu." ”

Hua'er Lu lit a cigarette and snuggled up to the head of the bed to enjoy the rain outside the window, now the sky is foggy and so damp, it is not suitable to go out, but there will be a charity event that she needs to participate in, of course, charity is secondary, and the more important purpose is the research institute of the university behind charity.

She's going to win that research project.

Otherwise, go to Tongcheng for nothing.

Huaerlu got up after smoking and went to the bathroom to wash, went out and changed into a cheongsam from the Republic of China, wearing a pearl necklace around her neck, her lips were painted red, her height and her face contour was deep, so she looked like this and looked tight, and the four words of style overlapped with her perfectly.

Somehow, she recently fell in love with cheongsam.

It's a pretty thing.

She looked at her face from the mirror, except for her brown hair and blonde hair, except for the deeper contours of her face, she was not the slightest different from people in China, so that the mixed-race gene would only make her look more beautiful and prominent.

"Now, it's pleasing to the eye. ”

The flowers and deer all felt that their faces were pleasing to the eye.

She turned around and stepped on her high heels to go out, her assistant guarding the door, and she instructed him, "Go to Tongcheng University." ”

"Mr. Shang, there is a letter. ”

Hua'er Lu stared at her good-looking eyebrows, "Who's?"

"It was written by Mrs. Xian before her death, and it was handed over to you by Mr. Xi Run, who said that he got it by accident from a place. ”

Hua'er Lu's body froze, "Mother ......"

She stretched out her slender arm, "Give it to me." ”

"Yes, Mr. Shang. ”

Hua Erlu did not open the envelope immediately, and only slowly opened it after sitting in the car, it was indeed the childish handwriting of her mother's kindergarten, and her Chinese had always been not very good.

"Shang Wei, Young Master Shang personally opened-"

It begins with these seven words.

It was written by my mother to my father.

Hua'er Deer continues to browse -

"Young Master Shang, please allow me to call you that, because I have never dared to call him by name, I have always wanted to write you a letter, a message from my heart that I want to write to you, but I dare not let you know, so I have stored this letter in a bookstore, and it will be delivered to you in thirty years. ”

Thirty years......

My father's illness is well known.

It's impossible to live thirty years from now.

And it is impossible for the mother not to know about it. fantasy

So she never thought about letting her father see the letter.

Hua Erlu deliberately took a look at the last time.

It was written by the mother a year before her death.

A year later, she and her father were both ......

She did not forgive her father until she died.

And my father felt that my mother was too stubborn until he died.

"Young Master Shang, do you remember the little girl you once met? I'm talking about what she looked like at the beginning, I don't think you can remember it, because there are so many women in your life, so many strange women you don't know! Young Master Shang, I know that you are giving up on yourself because of your own physical reasons, I think it doesn't matter, I will accompany you, I will accompany you for many years to come, I think about you wholeheartedly, but you will ...... me I gave it to someone else, this is something I can't forgive you in my life, I hate you so much, but after I meet you again...... When I see you again, you don't know that you already have a daughter in this world, she is in harmony with you, and you are still wandering among countless women looking for solace! I should have hated you, I should have hated you very much, but I didn't hate you so much when I saw you so weak, I think I was reluctant to hate you after all! I was trying to persuade myself to forgive you, but what about you? In your eyes, I was just your trouble, your punching bag, and even a stranger, and you never took me to heart! If I didn't blame you before, I wouldn't hate you, I would even forgive you, and I would have peeked at you again and again, but now...... I saw Yun Fei's feelings for Shi Sheng...... It's as hot as one...... It's so deep, like faith...... Yun Fei is the belief of all of us, and Shi Sheng is the belief of Yun Fei, they have such feelings...... Young Master Shang, I only realized what love is when I stayed by Yun Fei's side, and I didn't want to compromise anymore, so when you learned that Hua'er Lu was your daughter, you were willing to take me and Hua Erlu by your side, I refused you without hesitation!!"

When I read this, the deer was already in tears.

She always knew that her mother was a woman who begged and had to be happy, but she never thought that her heart was so simple and pure.

All she wanted was a sure love.

A love that is not willing to be equal.

"Young Master Shang, I am Hua Wei, humble Wei, but I am a person, a woman who wants to be respected and loved, not a pet that you call and linger...... You always ask me why I don't want to stay with you for the sake of Hua'er Deer and give her a complete family, so I'll tell you the reason now.

I have wronged myself for half my life, and I would rather live a selfish life than compensate myself to you in the future.

Master Shang, I love you.

Love your heart more than anything else.

But I will never forgive you again in this life. ”

The pen also reads, "Hua Wei is a wonderful pen." ”

My mother thought about dying at that time.

Hua'er Lu's tears kept flowing, and the assistant in front handed her a tissue and asked her with concern, "Mr. Shang, what happened?"

"My mother never told my father what was in her heart, or blamed him verbally, she didn't have that courage and guts, because she thought that her father didn't love her, so she felt that she didn't have the right to be unreasonable, plus her father's status was noble, and her mother's status was low, so she ...... My mother's greatest wish in this life is to tell my father about her dissatisfaction and grievances, but she has suppressed herself all her life, and even writes a letter to her father, who has been buried thirty years later. ”

Hua Erlu sighed: "Father loves mother, otherwise he would not have suffered such a big blow after her death and would have gone with her." ”

It's a pity that my mother will never know about it in her life.

Mistakes are destined to be a lifetime of tragedy.

"Mr. Shang, they are in love. ”

"yes, we don't know each other anymore. ”

......

After hearing the contents of the letter that Xi Yun had spoken, Xi Yun repeated: "Hot, deep, and faithful, these concepts are the same as what he and my father taught me! But how could Brother Yuan Lian and his mother ...... Could it be that my mother still fell in love with Brother Yuan Lian after the divorce?What about my father?!"