Chapter 15: Lighting a cigarette

Xiaowen always loves to laugh, and when I asked, I stopped laughing.

A little sadly, he said, "No." If you hadn't saved me today, I would have been ...... by that old man Actually, I don't know why it happened just now, but I suddenly thought ......"

My heart was warm, a little moved,

I never dared to think that there would be such a beautiful woman who would take the initiative with me!

I kind of can't believe it's true,

looked at Xiaowen dumbfounded.

Xiaowen saw me looking at her directly,

He couldn't help but giggle and asked, "Fan Beichen, do you have a partner?"

I shook my head and said, "No, I can't eat enough, so I can't take anything to target." ”

"Huh. Xiaowen smiled happily and hugged my arm and said, "Fan Beichen, if we don't get along, I don't need you to raise you, if you are hungry, I can steal something for you to eat." ”

"It's okay, you go steal, I'll let you out, if it's discovered, I'll take the soy sauce bottle and knock people down, and then we will go to prison together, and we won't have anything to eat." I quipped warmly in my heart.

"Don't worry, if I come out first, I will definitely wait for you, promise not to empathize and don't fall in love, giggles. Xiaowen said with a happy smile.

"Okay, that's it. "My first love has finally arrived.

"Take me to your house, I don't want to go back at night, my grandfather won't cook for me anyway. Xiaowen took my hand as she spoke, wrapping her arms around her small waist.

The other hand interlocks with her fingers,

Glued together tightly, and walked sweetly towards home.

I was immersed in this sudden arrival of love, and I was completely intoxicated.

Walking to a place where no one is,

Xiaowen suddenly stopped, staring intently into the distance.

I followed her gaze,

It turned out to be a couple making out.

Xiaowen looked at it for a while, and her little face arched into my arms with a blushing face.

You can hear the fawn pounding on her chest.

Xiaowen pondered for a while before raising her little face,

Look at me with affection,

Then close your big smart eyes.

Looking at her bright lips, I lowered my head and kissed it.

is completely different from Zhuo Ziyan, this time I am active, and Xiaowen is passive.

With Xiaowen, I found the sexual bliss of being a man.

Seeing that the couple had already hid in the shadows,

Xiaowen whispered, "Let's go home." ”

Of course I understand what Xiaowen means,

Those who are excited forget about their own injuries.

When I was about to get to the door,

A cold voice suddenly came from behind: "Xiaowen, come home with me." ”

"It's over, my grandfather is here!" Xiaowen muttered to me in a little flustered.

I chuckled in my heart, and hurriedly let go of Xiaowen in fright.

Turning his head, a thin old man in his sixties,

With a goatee on his chin and a pair of dead eyes,

Expressionless people were looking at me.

My head short-circuited for a while,

Looking at him with a dead face, I don't know if I should take the initiative to say hello,

It would be embarrassing if he didn't pay attention to me.

Anyway, he doesn't care about Xiaowen, he doesn't even cook, I take care of his dry hair,

My lips moved, and I held back the greeting I wanted to say again.

Xiaowen looked at her grandfather in frustration,

Then he whispered to me, "Leave me the door at night, and when my grandfather is asleep, I will come to you secretly." ”

My heart was warm,

If it weren't for her grandfather, I would have liked to kiss her.

Xiaowen pulled down three long hairs and stuffed them into my hands,

Let me think only of her, and not of others.

I was reluctant to watch Xiaowen leave with her grandfather.

Xiaowen followed behind her grandfather and walked very slowly.

One step at a time, those who turned around were either smiling at me or squeezing my eyes,

As if I was afraid that I would forget her.

I also want to do something, and I want to show that I love her,

Squeeze her a wink,

But I'm not going to wink.

I can feel it,

The expression on his face must have been like a fool, neither crying, nor laughing,

I don't know how to express my feelings with her.

When Xiaowen's back faded out of my sight,

I feel like my heart is being drained,

That feeling of loss made me feel like crying.

But thinking that Xiaowen asked me to leave the door for her, she will come to me later,

Thinking of being able to hug her little waist again and make fun of her,

A little comfort came to my heart.

With a sense of loss and sweetness, continue to walk home,

My mind is full of Xiaowen.

I felt like I was finished, and I didn't want to be separated from her for a second.

I just want to be tight, and stick to her forever.

Walking to the door,

Seeing that there was a pile of freshly burned paper ashes at the door,

I burst into a thunderous explosion and scolded: "My Nima, who did it, Lao Tzu is your ancestor, you burn Lao Tzu every day?

There is nothing but cold and dead silence all around,

I walked into the room and subconsciously glanced at the bed.

I've never folded quilts,

Sleep in the bed at night, get up and leave in the morning.

That rag doll has already been burned by Zhuo Ziyan,

There's no way to come back this time, right?

There is no bulge in the quilt this time,

secretly thought about that rag doll, after all, it was Zhuo Ziyan's,

Let her burn it herself, and the bell must be tied to the bell, this method is more effective than mana.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and lifted the quilt again uneasily,

This look, dumbfounded again!

There was a lipstick underneath.

Take a closer look, that lipstick is Zhuo Ziyan's.

I thought about whether I should throw it away or return it to Zhuo Ziyan, but I didn't think about it for a while.

In the end, I thought it would be better to wait until I figured out what was going on before making a decision.

I'm hungry, but fortunately, there is still a bag of instant noodles,

Can't even wait to boil the blisters,

I chewed and devoured it.

After washing, fall on the bed,

I don't think about Zhuo Ziyan and those troubles anymore,

The mind is full of Xiaowen.

I'm still quite stressed because my body hasn't recovered yet.

I don't know how to explain to Xiaowen,

Don't let her misunderstand that I'm useless.

If you don't love me because of this, it will be too wretched!

Because of the great loss of vitality, I was sleepy and tired,

tried his best to prevent himself from falling asleep, and wanted to wait for Xiaowen to come before sleeping.

But in the end, it still didn't hold up,

If you are not careful, you will fall asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but in my sleep I heard someone push the door in,

There was a burst of sweetness in my heart,

It must be Xiaowen who is here.

I want to wake up,

But I can't open my eyes,

Just smell a familiar scent,

When the other person's lips are pasted,

And my heart shrank with horror,

It's over, it's Zhuo Ziyan!

I struggled to remember, but I couldn't move like a nightmare.

I really want to prick my navel with a needle, and even if I die, I will get up,

Can't let Xiaowen see this scene.

But I can't move, I can't even die.

At this moment, I hate the people who me,

even had a grudge against Zhuo Ziyan,

Although he knew that she was also a victim.

Because I love Xiaowen, love is selfish, and I'm afraid of losing her.

Just then, I heard a knock at the door,

Someone came in again, listening to the light footsteps, it was Xiaowen.

The footsteps walked into the house and stopped abruptly,

After standing still for a moment,

It was Xiaowen's heart-rending shout: "Fan Beichen, I hate you!"

Then Xiaowen snatched the door and walked out, and her footsteps gradually faded away.

My heart is about to burst, and tears keep flowing down the corners of my eyes,

I really don't want to live anymore,

Whoever wants to me, hurry up and kill me!

In a hurry, I felt my throat and eyes salty,

A mouthful of blood rushed up and I fainted.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already more than three o'clock in the second half of the night.

Before dawn, I was like a dead man, disheartened,

His eyes were staring straight at the ceiling.

I hope everything last night was a nightmare, not real,

But I know that this is self-deception.

Because I can feel that there is a woman lying next to me,

The familiar smell of perfume drilled into my nose.

If it's not Zhuo Ziyan, who else can it be.

I didn't dare to look at her, I didn't want to accept that it was all true.

She didn't dare to move, and if she did, she would wake up.

But if you faint, you can't die, and what should come will always come.

Zhuo Ziyan woke up, screamed and began to go crazy!

I was like a dead man, motionless, let her beat, let her tickle.

The body hurts, but the heart hurts even more,

I feel sorry for Xiaowen, I want to strangle Zhuo Ziyan to death, and then commit suicide.

But Zhuo Ziyan is not guilty, she is a victim like me,

I should strangle the guy behind the scenes.

If you find out that person,

I'll tear him apart with my teeth, bite by bite!

After Zhuo Ziyan gave me a violent beating, she remembered to check herself,

It was only when he found that she was still intact that he breathed a sigh of relief and calmed down.

Zhuo Ziyan kicked me with her little foot and said, "Don't pretend to be dead, get out of here, and say, what do you want?"

As he spoke, he took out a thin cigarette from his cigarette case and put it in his mouth.

Just picked up the lighter and wanted to light it,

The cigarette butt suddenly emitted a puff of green smoke and caught it on its own!