Chapter 229: Discord

Feng Shan endured the anger in his heart and didn't let the tears fall, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop the loss and disappointment in his heart for the two people.

She choked up and said, "Jiaojiao and I grew up together, and we had a very good relationship, but you have been instilling in me the idea of not getting too close to Jiaojiao and not being so good with her, and even making me antagonistic to her and hating each other with her." ”

"Under the influence of you, I have become alienated from Jiaojiao little by little, and I have become an enemy little by little. As parents, what you teach me is never to love each other, help each other and take care of each other, but always envy, jealousy and hatred that you have handed over to me!"

"I'm trying hard to be a normal person, but you always instill in me some abnormal thoughts and thoughts. I don't even know myself anymore, I hate myself like this, but every time I doubt myself, you tell me that you are my parents and everything you do is for my good. ”

"But ask yourself, are you really doing things for my good, not for comparison? You are my parents, you are my dearest, and I can't blame you for what you have done, because then I will lose you and make me feel like an out-and-out unfilial son. ”

"But at the same time, I hate myself like you, I feel that my studies are really in vain, and my books are in vain...... Do you understand the pain?"

"I ...... We're not as unbearable as you say, are we?" Tian Lijuan said humbly.

Feng Shan wiped his tears fiercely, the pain in his heart was indescribable, "You don't feel that there is anything wrong with what you have done so far, this is your biggest problem." Just like when Sun Yaobin and they wanted to choose one person between me and Jiaojiao to stay, you would not hesitate to choose to push Jiaojiao out. ”

"You think that's protecting me and doing it for my good, you don't think there's anything about it. But do you know that the moment you stretched out the demon's hand to Jiaojiao, my last tight Xuan was also broken?"

"Before, I could have deceived myself with your snobbish vanity, but it wasn't until that moment that I realized that you could be inhuman to that point!"

"We don't have humanity, and we're doing this for something, not to protect you. If we don't push Xiong Jiaojiao out, will you be happy to let Xiong Tianfang push you out?" Gao Hu really couldn't listen to it, and retorted angrily.

Feng Shan nodded heavily, and actually said, "Yes, it would be good if I was the one who was pushed out at that time, I would rather that everything that happened to Jiaojiao now was what I encountered." That way, I won't feel so bad in my heart. ”

"You're really crazy, I think you're hopeless, you're really with you. Gao Hu said angrily.

Feng Shan smiled bitterly twice, "The one who is really finished is not me, it's you." You have done so many wrong things, but until now, you have no intention of waking up, and you still feel that you are doing the right thing. Yes, you're doing the right thing, but what's the difference between this dehumanizing approach and the walking dead?"

"I hate you like this, I don't like you like this, but I can't draw a line with you, after all, you are the ones who gave birth to me and raised me. Then I can only let myself be a heartless person and forcibly separate from you, so that my heart can feel a little better. ”

"Messy, I don't know what you're talking about. Cancan, tell me, did Xiong Jiaojiao tell you something?"

Feng Shan didn't want to explain any more, these words that had been held in her heart for a long time, she finally had the courage to say them today.

Regardless of the outcome, when she said these words, she felt much more comfortable.

At least, the feeling that she was about to run out of breath was not so serious.

She took a deep breath and adjusted her state, "I have said everything that needs to be said, as for the rest, you can do it yourself." ”

After saying that, turn around and leave.

Tian Lijuan hurriedly chased after her, "Cancan, your mother agrees with what you just said, my mother knows that you are a good girl, kind-hearted, and unwilling to do those bad things." In this way, your parents will listen to you in the future, and we will do whatever you ask us to do in the future. Don't part with us, come back soon. Our family should be together, how can we make it look like we don't get along with each other for old age. ”

Is it true that everyone knows that it is wrong?

Or is it hypocritical?

She is Feng Shan's mother, and her eyes can't deceive Feng Shan.

She didn't believe that what her mother said was from the bottom of her heart, so she wouldn't stay at all.

As soon as she opened Tian Lijuan's hand, Feng Shan walked resolutely and resolutely without looking back.

Gao Hu became uncontrollably angry again, if it wasn't for Tian Lijuan to stop him, I am afraid that he would have rushed over to give Feng Shan a big-eared melon seed.

"Bastard, we've done so much for you, and in the end it's ours. I knew this, I should have drowned her in the toilet bowl in the first place, what a dog with no conscience. ”

"Okay, okay, if you hear Cancan again, she should feel uncomfortable again. Tian Lijuan said comfortingly on the side.

Gao Hu didn't care, "If you hear it, you can hear it, anyway, now that I've torn my face, I'm not afraid of anything." She doesn't recognize us anymore, why do we recognize her? I worked hard to pull her up, and she was good, saying that she hated us, that she wanted to run away from us, do you listen to what people say?"

"What's wrong with us, even if we don't do it right, then we are also her parents, should she do this to us? I think it's just that she sent her to study abroad is wrong, and she has all let those free thoughts harm her......

Feng Shan covered his ears all the way, and he didn't want to hear a word anymore.

After escaping from that place, she felt much more comfortable in her heart.

Coming back from Gao Hu and them, Feng Ling hurriedly came over to inquire about the situation, "How is it, they didn't embarrass you, right?"

"No, though, they're still the same as before, and they won't listen to me no matter what I say. Hey!"

Feng Ling patted her on the shoulder and comforted her, "Okay, don't think about it so much, let's just do everything we can and do, and let the rest be." ”

Feng Shan nodded, put aside the mess in his head, and redevoted himself to his current life.

Speaking of the Gao family, although it was very unpleasant to quarrel with Gao Cancan again, at least Gao Cancan gave them an accurate answer, saying that he could help them, Gao Hu and Tian Lijuan felt that their task was completed, and they didn't do anything next, just waiting for Xiong Tianming to bring them back with food.

It's really hard to find food in this neighborhood, and the three of them went to all the places they hadn't been to before, and only then did they find some sour fruits and some seafood.

This time, all of them were tired and had back pain, and they were directly spread on the ground.

"We've brought things back, you two can get some trouble. ”

Gao Hu sat on the side and said disapprehantly, "Let's talk about it, whoever looks for food is responsible for cooking, and today you are responsible for finding food, so the cooking should be yours, how can you return it to us?"

"We're not giving it back to you, we're really too tired and tired, and it seems like this leg is not our own. Isn't it easier for the two of you today, so what if you just help you do it?" Xiong Tianming said.

Gao Hu was resolutely opposed, "No, what we stipulated at the beginning, how to do it now." Since it was said that whoever finds food will be responsible for cooking, then now it is strictly in accordance with this rule. This is true when it comes to you, and it is also true when it comes to us, no one can change, and when the time comes, you say that we have done more and you have done less. ”

Seeing Gao Hu's tough and resolute attitude, Xiong Tianming didn't bother to argue with him, "Then wait a while and do it, I almost broke my leg this day, I'm too tired." ”

Gao Hu shrugged indifferently, "Whatever, anyway, you are in charge of the food today, and you have the final say." ”

Hearing this, Xiong Tianming lay down directly against the trunk of the tree, and after a while, he fell asleep.

Gao Xiujuan was also tired, so she fell asleep deeply relying on her husband.

Gao Xiumei was afraid that she would not be able to deal with Gao Hu alone, so she also pretended to sleep.

Gao Hu and Tian Lijuan waited and waited, from dusk until the sky was completely dark, and the three of them still slept like pigs, and there was no sign of waking up at all.

He was already hungry and gurgling, and he ate a few sour fruits, but it was useless.

No, we can't go on like this, we have to wake them up and cook.

At that moment, Gao Hu came to Xiong Tianming's side and kicked him twice, "Hey, it's getting dark, you should get up and cook." ”

Xiong Tianming was in a daze, not wanting to wake up, "Wait a while, I haven't woken up yet." ”

"When are you going to sleep?"

"Let's talk about it when we wake up. ”

Gao Hu went to call Gao Xiujuan and Gao Xiumei again, and both of them were in the same situation, and they refused to get up when they said anything.

This made Gao Hu very annoyed, and with a "snap", he kicked Xiong Tianming in the leg hard.

Xiong Tianming was in pain, and screamed, "What are you doing?"

"Don't you see it's getting dark, it's time for you to get ready to cook!" Gao Hu roared.

Xiong Tian said clearly, "Didn't you say we should do it when we want, and now I don't want to do it, why, no?"

These words were clearly deliberately done against Gao Hu.

This made Gao Hu even more angry, and his angry fingers trembled and pointed at Xiong Tianming's nose, "On purpose, you did it on purpose." ”