Chapter 174: I want to hide from her
Xia Zhu's thoughts scared herself, if this was really the case, she would live in self-blame for the rest of her life, and she would never forgive herself.
Bai Yinting seemed to sense that Xia Zhu had misunderstood something, so he hurriedly said to Xia Zhu, "It's not what you think. ”
"Then what do you say is going on?" Xia Zhu angrily wanted to give himself a few mouths, "I really damn it, I didn't even find out that my mother needs me by her side the most at this time, and what have I done?"
"Xia Zhu, listen to me, my mother-in-law didn't commit suicide, and she was really peaceful when she left. Bai Yinting said.
Xia Zhu looked at him, she didn't believe it.
"I was there for her at the time, and she asked me to take good care of you, and then said to me that she has no regrets in her life. Bai Yinting continued.
Xia Zhu shook her head, she thought that these words were all made up by Bai Yinting to deceive her, because her mother had been thinking about someone all her life, and that person didn't come, how could she have no regrets?
Bai Yinting hesitated to tell Xia Zhu the truth, at this sensitive moment, he really didn't dare to take risks.
Fortunately, Huang Yubo walked in at this time, Xia Zhu has always respected him very much, and he also believes that Huang Yubo will not deceive her.
"Auntie's organs are really failing, especially the heart, so such an emergency is inevitable, and we really tried our best. Huang Yubo said.
Xia Zhu looked at him, his mother really died suddenly of illness.
She no longer cried and cried, but sobbed quietly, and began to slowly accept the fact that there was no miracle, her mother really left, and she could only accept her fate.
The next thing is to deal with the aftermath, Bai Yinting told Xia Zhu not to worry, he will let people arrange everything.
Xia Zhu was a little dizzy, and when she left the hospital with Bai Yinting, she was like an emotionless robot who completely lost her autonomous consciousness.
She couldn't figure it out, and even always wondered if she was dreaming?
In the car, she pinched herself hard several times, and finally, she had to admit that her mother had left, but why did she still feel so real?
Bai Yinting felt very uncomfortable, he could understand Xia Zhu, but at the same time, he couldn't give her better comfort.
After returning home, taking a shower and changing into a set of black clothes, Bai Yinting accompanied Xia Zhu and began to handle the aftermath again.
After all, it is Bai Yinting's mother-in-law, he wants to hold a decent funeral for his mother-in-law, but Xia Zhu refused, his mother has been diligent and thrifty all her life, but she also likes to be quiet, so simply let her leave with peace of mind.
Bai Yinting respected Xia Zhu's idea, this funeral was simple, and let Chu Fei secretly prevent all possible reporters who reported on this matter were intercepted.
Many people are very interested, what is the reason why Bai Yinting's mother-in-law's funeral is so simple?
On that day, there were not many people in attendance, less than twenty people in total, and Master Daoxian also personally overtook Song Yumei, so that she could ascend to Elysium as soon as possible.
Xia Zhu doesn't know where people will go after death, but she hopes that in that pure land, her mother will no longer have pain, and she can forget all the hurts in this life and be a happy woman.
Bai Yinting has always been by her side, and he has been busy with various etiquette and cemetery related things in the past two days.
When Xia Zhu couldn't sleep at night, he guarded silently, without complaining.
Now, standing in front of her mother's tomb, Xia Zhu has been staring at the beautiful photo of her mother's smile on the tombstone, in this life, she rarely sees her mother smile, she raised herself with hard work, as if she had completed the task of this life, so she left in a hurry.
But I still have time to be filial to her, and the love I owe will not be repaid until the next life?
If there is really a next life, I will definitely be your daughter, I have been very well-behaved since I was a child, and I won't let you worry about it, Xia Zhu sobbed, Mom, let's make an agreement like this, remember that there is an afterlife.
"Xia Zhu, don't be sad, there are still us. Liu Yao stood on the other side of Xia Zhu, she was also very sad, "Auntie is such a good person, but it's a pity that good people don't live long." ”
Liu Yao had been to Xia Zhu's house to eat before, Song Yumei treated her like her own daughter, although the family conditions were not particularly good, she would not be stingy, and would give her the best food.
It is said that good people have good rewards, but fate has not had time to give good rewards to good people, and good people have already left.
The news of Song Yumei's death, Bai Yinting did not tell Zheng Luanxiong, in the end he still became a selfish person, the wood has become a boat, and for the rest of his life, he can treat Xia Zhu well regardless of his past suspicions, and regard it as paying off his debts for himself and his mother.
"It's time to go. Bai Yinting looked at the dark clouds in the sky, it was about to rain.
"I want to spend more time with her. Xia Zhu didn't want to leave.
Bai Yinting hugged her shoulders tightly, "We can often visit our mother-in-law in the future, but today we should go, this is also the process." ”
Xia Zhu has nothing to say, even at her mother's funeral, she doesn't have the right to speak freely, the process, everything has a process.
"Mom, I'll go first, what do you want to say to me, remember to give me a dream, and I will definitely come to see you often in the future." Xia Zhu's heart was poked and hurt.
Let her stand here a little longer, she will feel closer to her mother, this feeling of forced separation, very bad.
As a daughter, she didn't see her mother for the last time, she didn't hear her leave any last words, and she left in such a hurry, Xia Zhu may not be able to accept it in a short time.
In the past two days, she couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, lost a lot of weight, her face was ugly, and both eyes were swollen from crying.
Despite her reluctance, she left step by step, and after that, she had no mother to rely on, and that warm harbor disappeared.
After everyone left, behind a tree that was not particularly far from them, a bouquet of chrysanthemums flashed out in Qu Zilu's arms.
He didn't dare to show up just now, for fear of causing Bai Yinting's unhappiness, but after all, it was Xia Zhu's mother, and he felt that he had to come.
Walking alone to Song Yumei's tomb, Qu Zilu put down the flower in his hand, then squatted down and said: "Auntie, I know that you must not rest assured that Xia Zhu will not be, please rest assured, I will take her away, so that the rest of her life will be painless, if you can feel my sincerity, you must bless me." ”
As soon as Qu Zilu's words fell, he heard a sneering voice from someone not far away, "Brother Zilu, are you here to be funny? Let a dead man who just died bless you?"
This is Rui Danni's voice, I didn't expect her to come with her, Qu Zilu stood up and glared at her angrily, why is she everywhere.
"What's the matter, aren't you happy to see me?" said Rydani as she walked forward.
Qu Zilu didn't want Rui Danni to disturb Xia Zhu's mother's peace, so he strode over and took her hand to leave, he walked very fast, Rui Danni was wearing high heels, she couldn't keep up with his pace at all, she almost broke her foot several times, and she was so angry that she shouted, "You slow down!"