Chapter Sixty-Eight: Those Lost Loves

In general, the itinerary of this tour, whether it is climbing mountains or swimming, has left the most beautiful picture in everyone's memory.

The next day, the three of them rented bicycles again, went to several nearby scenic spots, and then took the car home at four o'clock in the afternoon.

When he got home, just in time to cook, Yun Zi immediately went to help Li Fan's mother.

The home-cooked meals in his hometown, Yun Zi has had to do it himself since he was a child, and he is also handy in doing many things.

Let Luo Yi say with some envy: "Sister Yunzi is really virtuous, why can't I do anything." ”

During the meal, my mother began to nag about her sisters again: "You can find a way to arrange jobs for your sisters and them, they have several children to take care of and need money." ”

To be honest, Li Fan's heart is painful, and he still remembers the sweet growth with his sisters when he was a child.

It is said that the collapse of adults starts with borrowing money, Li Fan once felt the collapse of family affection in his heart, and he no longer knew whether he loved or hated his sister.

However, he is still willing to give them a chance, as long as they have the ability, Li Fan can create any platform for them.

I'm afraid, they are ambitious and want to be in charge of the country, Li Fan is not sure about human nature at all, in this life, he can believe that maybe only his parents.

Dad is always like a wordless mountain, the most powerful pillar in Li Fan's heart, and Mom's mind is a bit of a thing, she hasn't been to school, she hasn't seen the world, and she can't tell right from wrong.

There are many things, there is a way to communicate with my mother, there is no reason to talk about it, it will become very helpless, shaking his head, Li Fan said to my mother: "We will leave tomorrow, there is still a lot of work to be done." ”

Then he motioned to Yun Zi to give 100,000 yuan to his mother.

The mother who took the money couldn't close her mouth happily, 100,000 yuan was worthless in Li Fan's heart, but it was a huge amount of money for his mother.

My mother's favorite thing is to save money, the money can not be spent, but she is happy when she save, 100,000 yuan is already a lot for my mother.

If I give a little more, I'm afraid my mother won't be able to sleep every day, and she will keep talking about "money, money, money" in her heart, and she will start to be frightened and cranky all day long.

I'm afraid that when the time comes, money will not be a blessing but a curse, and Li Fan's understanding of his parents is still very accurate.

Moreover, there is a lot of money in the family, and once my mother can't keep her mouth shut and tell it, I'm afraid it will attract right and wrong.

Besides, no matter how much you give, it may be useless, Li Fan's parents are not people who can spend money.

When my mother was happily counting the money, she finally forgot what Li Fan's sister had explained, and happily counted the few red tickets.

Looking at the money on the table, Li Fan's father's vicissitudes of life had a lot of smiles on his face, and he was a little relieved, but he still looked at Li Fan and said: "I don't spend money with your mother, you still take the money and do what you want to do." ”

The old mother, who was counting the money, was just a meal, looked at Li Fan, and began to think that it was useless for them to ask for this money.

I heard Li Fan say: "It's okay, I still have a lot of money there, whether I save this money for you or spend it, I'm afraid that you won't be willing to buy anything, and you can be kind to yourself in the future." ”

Because when he said this, Li Fan used a very loud tone, and his father seemed to understand, nodded and didn't say more.

Seeing that Li Fan's father had stopped persuading Li Fan, his mother began to continue counting the money, completely forgetting that Li Fan's sister came to explain her today.

Early the next morning, Li Fan and the four of them packed up and prepared to go back to the city.

"Mom and Dad, let's go. ”

"Mom and Dad, let's go. ”

"Uncle, aunt, let's go. ”

After saying goodbye to my parents.

Under the watchful eyes of the whole village, Li Fan and the others drove away from Lijiazhuang, drove out of the village, and looked at the dot printed in their minds like a photo from childhood to adulthood from the rearview mirror.

After Li Fan left this place and went outside to work hard, he found that ordinary people could live in this village.

On the outside, ordinariness is the greatest sin, and you will feel the most direct oppression from money and power, and that feeling of powerlessness is like the countless reincarnations of falling into the abyss in a dream.

Over the years, Li Fan has experienced a lot of things, like one nightmare after another.

even saw the dissipation of family affection, saw the powerlessness and confusion of kindness, but in the end, he was still able to return to the dragon abyss where he walked out as Jackie Chan

It seemed that seeing that Li Fan deliberately drove the car very slowly, and his eyes kept looking at the rearview mirror, Yun Zi comforted softly: "We will be back soon, you don't have to worry about not going home without a girlfriend, I will always be there." ”

In the past few days, Li Fan has already told Yun Zi that the reason why he hasn't gone home for so long is because of Gina's departure, so he has no face to go home.

"It's good to have a daughter-in-law, happy. ”

With a faint smile, Li Fan sighed deeply, no longer looked at the home behind him, and when he passed by Liujiazhuang, Li Fan saw Liu Yan again in the distance.

She was pushing a stroller, which should be taking a child, Li Fan subconsciously pressed the convertible effect of the sports car, and the roof was directly and intelligently retracted into the trunk.

The car drove very slowly, so slow that Li Fan's gaze and Liu Yan looked at each other for a long time, and the emotions in this world seemed to control the fate of all living beings, so that everyone's fate was pulled by invisible silk threads in this world.

From birth to death, the process between morning and dusk is like the waves that ripple across the entire Hanhai between the tides.

From the moment he met Liu Yan, Li Fan knew that she would be the catastrophe of his life.

Life is like a long river, the years swim in it, Li Fan has seen too much, what he loves and loves him disappears from his life forever.

Whether it is the budding love of ignorant youth, or the most direct throbbing in people's hearts.

He no longer blames those who have left for loving money and power, he only hates that he used to be so weak and powerless, and in the face of everything he wants, he can only hope that they will bow their heads and be attached to them, and he seems to have always thought that there are some inexplicable things on his body that are worth letting others pay to love.

Until he saw the essence of everything clearly, Li Fan vowed to be the king of the world from that day on.

From an ordinary person to the king of the world, the future is like a journey to the west, there are 9981 difficulties that can easily make you die without a place to be buried, but no one will tolerate you not having 72 changes.

Growing up is like walking in hell, never feeling so close to death to you.

Mu Xiaoyan, Luo Yi, who had been following Li Fan in the car, had already sensed that Li Fan was abnormal, the two looked at each other the same, and said at the same time: "It's my first love." ”

Li Fan's past, Luo Yi also knew Gina, it was really a tragic story, and this woman Li Fan had been watching.

may also be a sad story in Li Fan's life, the longer they have been in contact with Li Fan, they still know about Li Fan's temper.

Although he is attentive, he instinctively resists many women, such as people who are not firm enough in his heart, or people who have their own emotions.

In Li Fan's words: "Love has never been easy, and not breaking up others is the final bottom line of people." ”

No matter how slow the car is, Li Fan and Liu Yan will miss it after all, and the regrets in the world can always block people's hearts.

On the next road, Li Fan didn't say a word, and drove intently until he returned to the studio.

After parking the car in the parking space, the girls in the studio are still practicing in the dance training room, and the people in the office area are also working seriously.

After Li Fan walked to the second floor, he walked straight to the piano in the hall, then closed his eyes, and a tear slipped from the corner of his eye.

When the first note sounded, everyone in the studio looked up at the piano, and everyone in the dance studio walked up the hall.

Li Fan, with his eyes closed, was very handsome, and the tears in his eyes rendered him into a melancholy prince, with slender fingers that made every scale charming.

Then he opened his mouth and sang softly:

Fingertips for your long hair aftertaste

The eyes are deep by the years

Your beauty

I can't go back

I don't remember anymore

If you leave, you won't be called a lifetime

Lonely scenery

There's no one around you

But from then on

Taste the sorrow of life and death

Fate is tormented

May you accompany me to old age

Time burns you and me

Look all over the world and the old

How can affection be ruthless

Love is at the ends of the earth

May only when we meet

I am so humble and small.

How can I write forever

Write happiness colors

Write the end of a fairy tale

Fate is tormented

May you accompany me to old age

Time burns you and me

Look all over the world and the old

How can affection be ruthless

Love is at the ends of the earth

May only when we meet

I am so humble and small.

Luo Yi had already begun to cry at this time, and said in a choked voice: "Why do people in this world always want to hurt the people who love you the most." ”

Yun Zi also said: "Yes, when you go to hurt a good person, you might as well take a look, are there many good people in this world?"

"Can you ever meet another good person? ”

Xu Yes, Li Fan sang too sadly, and the studio was full of girls, and all the soft hearts were deeply stung.

Many people's eyes began to redden.

Yun Zi sighed and said, "He obviously wants to live as a gentleman, yearning for the purest love in the world." ”

"I just let this damn life be forced to be the way I hate the most, greedy and lustful, and do all kinds of evil. ”

"How painful it must be for a person to have faith when it begins to crumble. ”