"Hehe, Sui Yichen, do you think this is a problem? Don't you know what you've done wrong now?"

"Junxi, I really can't afford to lose you. ”

"Sui Yichen, we are all adults, let's get together and disperse, by the way, this ring will be returned to you, I think I should not have this blessing in my life for you Sui Yichen's wife. ”

After An Junxi returned the ring to Sui Yichen, when he got up to leave, his wrist was choked by Sui Yichen.

"Junxi, is there really no room for recovery?"

"Sui Yichen, once you weaved a dream for me, I couldn't help myself in this dream, but now this dream has been broken, and it is so unbearable, after all, there is no fate between us. ”

"Jun Xi, am I really unforgivable for such a sin? Am I not even worthy of forgiveness?"

"Thank you for seven years, you have always been by my side, seven years is really the same as others say, we still didn't live up to the seven-year itch in the end, and in the end I still lost to reality, I used to trust you so much, and now it seems that I want to pump myself, and sure enough, the stupidest person is still me. ”

An Junxi withdrew his hand from Sui Yichen's hand, he didn't want her to leave, but he didn't have the face to keep her anymore.

"Can't we even be friends?"

"Since it has been decided that we want to separate, it is better not to drag the mud and water, so as to at least leave some dignity for each other, and I do not want your wife to quarrel in the future because of this kind of friendship between us. ”

"An Junxi, I have only you in my heart from beginning to end, and I will not marry her except you. ”

"It doesn't matter anymore, since I've decided to leave, it's also well thought out, so be it. ”

Looking at An Junxi's back as she left the decisive decision, Sui Yichen was really panicked, he knew that he had really broken her heart this time.

"An Junxi. ”

Sui Yichen still rushed out of the café and shouted An Junxi's name, and she stopped.

"Is there anything else I haven't clarified?"

"I've seen this before: We both walked a hundred steps to the left and the other to the right, and if we could see each other at last, we were together, and if we couldn't see each other, we were separated. ”

"Sui Yichen, we are not children anymore, this kind of thing, only children will believe it. ”

"When I beg you, give me such a chance, okay?"

An Junxi looked at Sui Yichen's pleading eyes, her heart couldn't help but soften, and she nodded indifferently.

"Junxi, then I'll start counting. ”

As soon as Sui Yichen's words were finished, An Junxi had already turned around and walked to the right, and Sui Yichen turned to the left.

An Junxi slowly counted the steps in her heart: one step, two steps, three steps... Ninety-eight steps, ninety-nine steps, one hundred steps, one hundred and one steps...

An Junxi didn't look back, she was afraid that she wouldn't see Sui Yichen and was afraid of seeing Sui Yichen.

If she saw Sui Yichen, then what she just said would not be counted; if she couldn't see Sui Yichen, she would be even more sad, rather than that, it would be better not to look back and be straightforward.

Sui Yichen has always been in place and has never moved, he has been waiting for An Junxi to turn back, but in the end he still watched her back disappear into the corner of the street...

"Jun Xi, I still don't understand, you can actually put up with Sui Yichen's stealing, why can't you give him a chance?"

Yi Nuohan took advantage of An Junxi's pause to ask her.

"Nuohan, he actually betrayed me when my father died, and when I needed him the most, he was not around, how can I forgive him?

"Ten years have passed, can't you still let go?"

"What do you mean you can't let go? Is it my love for Sui Yichen, or the things he once did?"

"Both. ”

An Junxi thought for a long time before answering Yi Nuohan.

"Ten years, I let go of the mistakes he once made, as for that feeling, where is it said to let go? You also saw it, I can even meet him for a meal, and the entire imperial capital is full of the shadow of us once together. ”

"As a man, I think Sui Yichen has let go of all his face, wouldn't it be a pity to give up like this?"

"I don't think it's a pity, people have to look forward, have you seen anyone who has gone back? I'm not the kind of person who can turn back casually, don't you know after so many years?"

"Junxi, of course I know, but.... I still feel more or less sorry that the people who love each other are separated like this. ”

Yi Nuohan sighed, she really wanted to see An Junxi happy, and An Junxi's happiness was Sui Yichen, but Sui Yichen was someone who could never be together.

"I've lived for almost thirty years, and I still can't see through anything? It's true that without Sui Yichen's time, I'm not used to it, but haven't I also lived? Who can't turn the earth without it?"

An Junxi looked at the moonlight and drank wine, such a day always reminded her of the moon on the top of the mountain and the tarmac.

Only An Junxi herself knows that if she was as mature as she is now ten years ago, she would definitely not let go of Sui Yichen's hand, but in reality, there is no time machine for Doraemon, and she has no chance to turn back.

"On the day of Sui Yichen's surgery, don't you really want to go and see it?"

After a long silence, Inohan spoke first.

"Forget it, just in case, of course I'm just in case...."

"You're afraid you'll never see him, aren't you?"

Yi Nuohan poked directly into An Junxi's heart, she knew what An Junxi was afraid of.

"Hahaha, how could it be? I was the one who wished he would disappear into the world forever, how could I be afraid that I wouldn't see him. ”

"An Junxi, do you know what your biggest flaw is?"

An Junxi shook her head.

"An Junxi, you have been deceiving yourself, you have been deceiving yourself, saying no, but acting very honestly, if you really wanted Sui Yichen to disappear so much, you would not have desperately tried to save him. ”

"You think too much, I remember the Buddha's: saving people's lives is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, I also want to do a lot of good deeds and accumulate virtues, I hope that I don't owe anyone in the next life, and I don't want anyone to feel that they owe me. ”

"You just have a hard mouth. ”

An Junxi's appearance, Yi Nuohan looked angry, but helpless.

This night, An Junxi drank all the wine, but the more she drank, the more sober she became, such a feeling had not been felt for many years, and the last time it seemed to be when she was deceived by a friend she thought was good.

"Well, you've drunk all the wine, Auntie, are we going back to rest? ”

"Okay, go back to your room and go to bed. ”

An Junxi got up and patted the dust on her body, and followed Inohan back to the hotel room, but she never slept that night.