Chapter 255: It's me who is self-inflicted and will never be able to reach your heart

"Then do you want to go see Xiao Haoyu now?"

Yi Nuohan knew that An Junxi was very worried about Xiao Haoyu now, but she also knew An Junxi's temper, and she was afraid that it would be difficult to say it because of her face.

"What face do I have to look at him now! What's more, if this scene is bumped into by Xiao Haoyu's mother, it doesn't have to happen. ”

"But now that you know about this matter, it's better to go and see him, I think Xiao Haoyu will be very happy if he can see you.

Now that things have come to such a point, they always have to think of a solution, Xiao Haoyu is also a well-known figure in the imperial capital, such a thing happened to him, I think he should not be able to accept it for a while.

I think your appearance is very important to Xiao Haoyu, if you can still be by Xiao Haoyu's side at this time, I think he must be very moved. ”

"Will it be? At this time, I really don't know what to say when I see Xiao Haoyu, and something like that happened yesterday, is it a little inappropriate for me to appear so rashly?"

An Junxi always felt that appearing next to Xiao Haoyu like this was a little too sudden, after all, she had already said no words yesterday, what face did she have in front of Xiao Haoyu.

"What kind of face do you need at this time? How can you say that Xiao Haoyu is a hero to save the beauty to lead to such a result, what are you still worried about?"

Yi Nuohan didn't understand what An Junxi was going to squirm at this time.

"I don't know how to face Xiao Haoyu. ”

An Junxi finally said what she really thought in her heart, yes, she didn't know how to face Xiao Haoyu, because she never gave Xiao Haoyu what she wanted.

"Just do as usual, don't have too much burden on your mind, that will add to your own troubles, just be like a friend.

In short, I have already finished telling you what to say, as for what you want to do next, it still depends on yourself, no matter how much others say, you can't break through your heart, and it's still useless after all. ”

Yi Nuohan knew that no matter how much she talked to An Junxi, she wouldn't be able to listen to it at the moment, so instead of forcing An Junxi like this, it was better to let her think about it herself.

"Nuohan, can you come with me?"

After being silent for a long time, An Junxi finally made up her mind, she was going to visit Xiao Haoyu, but she hoped to be accompanied by Yi Nohan.

"Okay, I'll give up my life to accompany the gentleman. ”

After Yi Nuohan finished speaking, he walked towards Xiao Haoyu's ward with the weak An Junxi in his arms.

"Miss An, Miss Yi, why are you here?"

As soon as he walked to the door of Xiao Haoyu's ward, he bumped into Levi, he was a little surprised to see these two people, and felt that all this was reasonable.

"Where's Xiao Haoyu, is he still in the ward?"

An Junxi asked directly.

"Well, Mr. Xiao should be resting now, is there something wrong with Miss An?"

"Can I go in and take a look at him? Nuo Han has already told me about Xiao Haoyu, I am really guilty, and now I don't know what else I can do to make up for all this. ”

"I think Mr. Xiao would be very happy to see Miss An now, Xiao is always such a proud person, and such a thing happened to him, he couldn't accept it for a while.

Mrs. doesn't know the specific situation of Mr. Xiao now, but she just knows that Mr. Xiao is now injured and hospitalized, Miss An, if you bump into Mrs. in a while, please keep it secret for Mr. Xiao. ”

Levi was afraid that An Junxi would bump into Xiao Haoyu's mother for a while, and something would go wrong, so he had to tell him.

"I understand what to do, Nuohan, you and Levi are waiting here, I want to talk to Xiao Haoyu alone, if there are many things that others are present, I am afraid that Xiao Haoyu will not be able to say." ”

"Understand, then you must pay attention to your own attitude when you speak, if you really can't get over the long time in your heart, don't force it. ”

Yi Nuohan understood what An Junxi meant, and she also told An Junxi before An Junxi entered the ward, and the two of them understood what they wanted from each other.

"Get out, I don't want to see anyone now, Levi, how did you do it?"

Xiao Haoyu heard the door of the ward being pushed open, and yelled at An Junxi with his back to him.

An Junxi gently closed the door and walked to Xiao Haoyu's hospital bed.

"Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

When Xiao Haoyu was about to vent the anger in his heart, he saw An Junxi standing beside the hospital bed.

"Junxi, you... How did you get here?"

Xiao Haoyu was obviously a little surprised and surprised, he didn't expect An Junxi to come over to see him.

"Brother Yu, I've heard about you, I'm sorry, it's all because of me that I hurt you like this, I'm really a sinner, it's all my selfishness and willfulness that will hurt you, I'm sorry. ”

An Junxi said that tears flowed down her cheeks, and she looked at Xiao Haoyu on the hospital bed and her emotions were already uncontrollable.

"Silly girl, what does this have to do with you? It's all my own poor physical fitness, if my body was better, I wouldn't have become like this, you don't have to blame yourself. ”

What Xiao Haoyu couldn't stand the most was An Junxi's tears, and the moment he saw her crying, his heart was also broken.

"Levi has already told me that if it weren't for the time spent out yesterday and the way you have just recovered, you wouldn't have turned out like this.

I said that to you yesterday and did something like that, I really damn it!"

An Junxi thought of what she said to Xiao Haoyu yesterday, she wanted to slap herself twice now, why did she hurt Xiao Haoyu like this.

"I really didn't pay attention to yesterday's events, a lot of things have passed, and I have thought a lot about it since I came back yesterday, in fact, you are very right.

We are not suitable after all, I am too self-inflicted, and I can never reach your heart, once I thought that I would be rewarded for my efforts, but feelings are not like this.

Emotional matters are reluctant, how can I force a person who already lives in someone else's heart to make a place for me?"

After Xiao Haoyu finished speaking, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a hint of self-deprecation, he was laughing at his own self-righteousness and self-inflicted amorousness.

"Brother Yu, after a night, I thought very clearly, I have to take care of you for the rest of my life, and I hurt you, so I should pay for the mistakes I made. ”

An Junxi didn't think so, but all her thoughts had disappeared the moment she saw Xiao Haoyu, the man in front of her had paid too much for her, so should she also do something in return?

An Junxi thought about it and finally made such a decision, but things were not as simple as she thought.