Chapter 084: The Universe and You

Feng Yifei was shocked by Jin Yefeng's words, he stared at her sincere starry eyes incredulously, and his heart had already "broken through the sky and frightened the autumn rain" - she could actually see his heart!

No one in this world has ever wanted to go into his heart, and no one really cares what he is thinking. Although he used to have so many girlfriends, they just took what they needed and acted on the spot.

Even his parents probably didn't notice the emptiness, loneliness and fear in his heart, but the girl in front of him looked calm and arrogant, but she was observant.

The most important thing is that she can go into the deepest part of his heart, almost touch his soul, just a little bit......

Jin Yefeng felt that he had told Feng Yifei the secret of the "White Horse Boy", so there was nothing that could not be said between them!

If you want to be a friend who "touches the soul", you must first make sure that there are no secrets between each other!

She made up her mind to throw bricks and lead the way, and first told him the most painful and sad thing in her heart:

"Actually, my family of origin is also very unhappy, you already know this, my parents separated when I was very young......"

"My mother is a very serious and cold person, and I have rarely been able to get her warmth since I was a child; ”

"After they separated, I had to live with my mother, who didn't have a job at that time, and she stubbornly refused to accept my father's help, and the two of us had a very difficult life. ”

"It wasn't until later that my mother finally found a job in E with her own strength and hard work, but while our lives were getting better and better, she also found her new happiness. ”

"My stepfather, how can I say it? I don't have to say anything to my mother, but for me, I can feel it, he uses me as a drag oil bottle from the bottom of his heart, and always hopes that I will get out of the house as soon as possible. ”

"Don't say that, even if he wants you to leave, your mother won't!"

When she said this, Feng Yifei, who had been listening intently and silent, clenched her hand distressedly.

Jin Yefeng's eyes showed helplessness, but she was not depressed, she licked her lips and continued:

"However, it doesn't matter, as long as he is good to my mother, there is no disadvantage to me, after all, the two of them will live for the rest of their lives, and I will have to get out of this house sooner or later. ”

"I'm at home now, basically I try to stay in my room to read and study, and when I have nothing to do, I go out to work, just take this opportunity to work hard to recuperate, keep exercising, and enrich myself. ”

"In order to prepare for my own independent life in the future, and wait for the opportunity, if you can stay at home, you won't stay at home, and make more space for the two of them to be alone, hehe!"

Speaking of this, Jin Yefeng actually stuck out his tongue slyly, as if he was talking about gossiping about others.

"My dad taught me that there is nothing in this world that will make the sky fall, as long as you treat it correctly. When you encounter good things, you have to think about whether excessive happiness and smugness will have any negative effects?"

"And when you encounter bad things, you have to think on the positive side, all things have two sides, otherwise you will definitely come to Tai, and Le Ji will be sad!"

"The highest state of being a human being is to be honorable and disgraceful, think about it, the universe is so big, and how big you are, do you count your little things?"

Her theory of "the universe and you" finally succeeded in pouring this bowl of chicken soup into Feng Yifei's heart.

He had never heard these words from his peers, and to say that the girl in front of him was two years younger than himself, and she should be the age when she thought that the world was full of colorful bubbles.

But she didn't fantasize about having a prince charming to save her every day, but was transparent and open-minded, positive and optimistic, which really dwarfed him!

Feng Yifei suddenly felt that he was lucky to be able to meet a girl like her and become friends with her in this era.

He made up his mind not to feel sorry for himself, to learn from her, but also to try to get close to her soul......

He took a deep breath and rolled up the sleeve of his left arm, leaving his scar completely exposed to hers:

"This ...... I've never mentioned it to anyone, and my younger brothers think that this scar of mine is a wound I suffered in a fight, a lot like a scar from a knife...... Looks cool, right?"

Feng Yifei smiled bitterly, he decided to share the secret he didn't want to remember with his best friend, "Actually, this is indeed a knife wound, but my father cut it ......"

Although Jin Yefeng was surprised, he just blinked his eyes as a sign of encouragement, and did not interrupt him, but listened quietly.

"Don't look at my family is very rich now, in fact, when I was young, my family was very poor, and I always lived with my grandparents in the rural area of S Province before I went to elementary school......"

Feng Yifei lowered his head with some inferiority, if he let his younger brothers and girlfriends know that he was actually just a rural baby, if his family suddenly became as poor as when he was a child, I am afraid that no one would want to stay by his side.

No, there will be someone left, it must be Jin Yefeng, because there was no contempt in her eyes, just full of encouragement and tolerance, he mustered up the courage to continue:

"When I was a child, I had almost no memory of my parents, and they were always working in the city for as long as I was sensible, and they rarely came back for the holidays. ”

"At that time, I was often bullied by my cousins and cousins at home, and they all said that I was a child that no one wanted......"

"Although I was very envious of the children whose parents were by my side at that time, I did not feel too empty and lonely, because my grandparents gave me all the love and education. ”

Speaking of his dearest relatives, Feng Yifei's eyes were full of brilliance, indicating that he was very happy during the time he lived with his grandparents.

"My grandfather was a veteran soldier and was very upright, but he was very stubborn, always unsmiling, and very strict with me. ”

"I remember when I was a child, I used to steal corn and fish with my friends, and when my grandfather found out, he would beat me up, but I knew that he loved me very much, and always secretly smedicated my bruised body after I fell asleep......"

"My grandmother was a very kind and gentle grandmother, she doted on me very much, and did everything she could to be good to me, although the family was very poor at that time, and she and my grandfather would rather eat pickled rice porridge than stew meat. ”

"Until now, my favorite food and what I miss the most is my grandmother's braised pork, but I can't eat it anymore......"

Feng Yifei's eyes were suspiciously red, and he even spoke with a whimper and a slight tremor, Jin Yefeng felt the same way, like a loving mother, holding his head and leaning on his shoulder.

"However, one day, my parents came back and said they were going to take me to J City......"