Chapter 215: Chatting
In the past, Lin Tingxue would come to Xiang Dong for a little thing, tell Xiang Dong what was in her heart, and then pester Xiang Dong to talk and laugh with her, and talk about some things when she was a child.
That picture, Xiang Dong still thinks about it now.
But now, both of them would rather hold what they said in their hearts than talk to each other anymore.
Xiangdong didn't have a chance to talk, Lin Tingxue didn't want to talk, although the reasons were different, but the results were the same.
Xiang Dong didn't like this feeling now, but he didn't want to rush to make trouble for Lin Tingxue.
He felt that Lin Tingxue must have her own reasons for making such a decision.
He has always caused trouble to Lin Tingxue a lot, and rarely thinks about her, which is where he is ashamed of Lin Tingxue.
No matter what, he should respect Lin Tingxue's decision.
The relationship between him and Lin Tingxue goes beyond love, but it is based on love.
He will respect Lin Tingxue's choice, just as Lin Tingxue respects his choice.
After hesitating for a while, Xiang Dong still chose to leave and not to disturb Lin Tingxue.
Not long after walking eastward, Lin Tingxue in the house took out her mobile phone and flipped through some photos from her childhood.
These are some photos she and Xiang Dong took together when they were young, and she was reluctant to delete them and saved them in her mobile phone.
Even if she was with Xiang Dong every day after she was here, Lin Tingxue would still turn these photos out from time to time to take a look.
What she likes is not only the feeling of being with Xiang Dong now, but also the feeling she felt when she was a child.
However, when I look at these photos now, I feel less stupid about two people, and I feel a little more heavy, as if I have a stone in my heart.
It's not breathless, but it's also uncomfortable.
Lin Tingxue knew that she and Xiang Dong couldn't go back to the past, and it was impossible again.
She couldn't accept Xiang Dong's open sexual concept, and she couldn't accept that Xiang Dong had slept with so many women.
If Si Mengna's matter can be comforted with an excuse, then Lin Tingxue can't find a reason to comfort herself in Gao Mei's matter.
It was she who changed Xiangdong step by step from a waste who was looked down upon by everyone to today's Xiang Dong, and it was he who made Xiangdong realize the counterattack in life, and it was she who made Xiangdong bloom with the excitement of life and attracted the attention of so many women.
More importantly, she pushed Xiang Dong away from her side.
Lin Tingxue was thinking, if she could reveal her heart to Xiang Dong from the beginning, would Xiang Dong not be lost by her?
However, from the beginning, he expressed his heart, if he was rejected by Xiang Dong, wouldn't there be no chance between them?
Therefore, it is not Lin Tingxue's problem, but the problem of Xiangdong.
Xiang Dong didn't understand Lin Tingxue's mind at all, and he didn't know what Lin Tingxue had paid so much for him, what was it for?
He seems to be a wooden man in Lin Tingxue, obviously Lin Tingxue is so good to him, but he can't see that Lin Tingxue likes him, but in other women, he can always quickly understand other people's thoughts.
It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, it's as if God is paying attention to the window of his feelings for Lin Tingxue, as if even God is hindering them from being together.
So, what is Lin Tingxue still uncomfortable with, it's already like this, what's the point of thinking so much?
Even if everyone is trapped here for the rest of their lives, it is impossible for her to be with Xiang Dong.
Even if all the women here eventually become Xiangdong's women, she Lin Tingxue will definitely not become Xiangdong's women.
Because, what she wants is not only the good of the east, but also the heart of the east.
Xiang Dong's heart is no longer hers, and it has destroyed her yearning for love and beautiful expectations, and it is impossible to heal anymore.
"Click"
After a while, Lin Tingxue turned off her mobile phone and tried to calm down and not let herself think so much anymore.
She was even struggling with whether to delete all the photos on her phone.
Since you have chosen to let go, let go thoroughly, and don't give yourself a trace of worry and thoughts.
However, when he opened the photos, his fingers hesitated for a long time on the deletion interface, and after all, he was reluctant to really reward those photos for deletion.
With a "snap", Lin Tingxue put her mobile phone on the table, but she actually climbed on the table and cried helplessly.
Why, why is she so conflicted and so painful?
If she didn't ask for so much, it would not be impossible for her to be the same as Xiang Dong before, at least in this way, the two of them would still be as happy as before.
But he just couldn't help but think about the picture of Xiangdong entangled with those women, and when she thought of this, her heart hurt like being cut by a knife.
She was conflicted, tangled, and painful.
And these things can only be borne by her alone.
Xiangdong, who lives next door to her, is actually not much better, tossing and turning, and can't sleep.
The two of them seemed to have discussed it, and they didn't sleep well all night.
The bright light of dawn shines through the windows, signaling the arrival of a new day.
Xiang Dong and Lin Tingxue both slept late and woke up early, and both of them were not in a good condition, so naturally they couldn't sleep well.
"Crunch!" the door opened, and the two men miraculously went out at the same time.
It was early in the morning, and everyone else hadn't gotten up yet, only two people, and there was silence all around, which seemed a little awkward.
Xiang Dong took the initiative to enliven the atmosphere, "Morning. ”
"Early. Lin Tingxue said in agreement, turned around and walked to the front yard, and began to exercise.
Xiang Dong also came over to exercise, and from time to time he peeked at Lin Tingxue with his spare eyes.
"That...... Listen to the snow, my body has recovered well in the past few days, I can do many things, don't work so hard, I'll help you share a little. ”
"Hmm. Lin Tingxue said with words like gold.
Xiang Dong wanted to say something more, but he couldn't find a topic for a while, and the atmosphere fell into embarrassment again.
After a few minutes, Xiang Dong finally thought of a way to open the topic, "Tingxue, how about we establish a husband and wife system here?"
"I think so, we may really not be able to go back, we have to stay here for the rest of our lives, then you say, we can't be so cautious for the rest of our lives. This establishes a husband and wife system, which can also make the relationship between men and women stronger and more reliable, and can also expand our population, so that our descendants can also develop here. ”
"Such a big brother island, it may be a little difficult for us to completely excavate it, but if we have future generations, it may not be a difficult task. Maybe a few decades later, people will find out about it, and we'll be the bosses here. ”
Xiang Dong said with a smile, but Lin Tingxue on the side sighed deeply and said, "Xiang Dong, how long have we been here?"
This Xiangdong has always remembered that as of today, "two hundred and eighty-four days." ”
It's almost a year now.
With modern technology, it shouldn't be difficult for rescue teams to find this place.
However, it has been almost a year, and so far, they have not seen any news of rescue.
That is, the possibility that they will be rescued, very small.
They really could be trapped on this desert island for the rest of their lives.
If this is the case, then, as Xiang Dong said, it is not impossible to develop future generations.
After all, a lifetime is so long, most people are still very young, and they still have decades to live, so they can't live like this all the time.
"So, do you agree with this suggestion?" Xiang Dong didn't expect Lin Tingxue to agree, and he couldn't help but be a little surprised.
"For the sake of our good deeds, of course I have no reason to refuse. ”
Xiang Dong clapped his hands excitedly and said with a smile, "I've actually been planning this matter for a long time, just waiting for your consent." Now that you're relieved, I can do it. After breakfast, let's have a regular meeting and tell you what everyone's opinions are."
"Hmm. ”
After Xiang Dong finished speaking, he looked at Lin Tingxue and asked tentatively, "Tingxue, if the husband and wife system is implemented, have you ever thought about who will be more suitable for you?"
Lin Tingxue stopped what she was doing and smiled faintly, "I, I have a lot of things to do, and I have a high vision, to be honest, no one here is suitable for me, maybe, I will be lonely." I think it's good to be alone, free and don't have to worry about having children, a true liberal. ”
Although he said this, Xiang Dong heard a taste of loneliness in these words.
If Lin Tingxue really died alone, then Xiang Dong would definitely die of guilt.
Originally, Lin Tingxue could have a good future and good development.
She will meet a man as good as her, get married, have children, and live a good life, but because of her invitation, her beautiful life has all been ruined.
It's not that Xiang Dong doesn't want to bear such guilt and pressure, but he just doesn't want Lin Tingxue to really come to the point where he is lonely and old.
Therefore, he wanted to persuade Lin Tingxue to consider lowering his requirements......
"Xiangdong, do you think that it is really worse to be lonely than to find a random person to make do with your life? I don't think so at all, but I think that if people forget what they want and go with the flow, it is the worst. ”
"I said, there is no one I like here, and I will not find a random person to marry and have children in order not to let myself die alone, then I would rather die alone, at least, I am sticking to my own thoughts. Don't say such things in front of me in the future. ”