"What do I think others don't know, don't you know?"

Xiao Beiyuan sighed: "If you insist, will your family accept it?" The so-called right family, if the ancestors left behind, if it were unreasonable, they would have been washed away by the big waves and sands. ”

They scoffed: "What if they don't accept it? If they force me again, I'll take a woman back and tell them I'm gay, and see what they do?"

Xiao Beiyuan admired: "You cow." ”

"You see, I have to let the woman surnamed Lin know that I am not worthy of her son. ”

Xiao Beiyuan dried her hair and went into the kitchen, and found that there were already two dishes on the counter, one was bean paste lotus petals, the other was crystal lotus cake, and Lei Ling was making lotus leaf steamed pork.

Xiao Beiyuan leaned against the door and watched him cook in a white shirt, every time he cooked, she wanted to hold him from behind, as if they had done this action for a lifetime.

Xu is eyes were too warm, Lei Ling turned his head, saw her, smiled, picked up a piece of lotus root cake, and beckoned.

Xiao Beiyuan walked over, hugged his waist, took a bite of lotus root cake, and his eyes lit up: "It's so fragrant." ”

Lei Ling bit her lip, snatched the contents of her mouth, chewed slowly, and smiled with a smile: "Well, it's really fragrant." ”

He was tired of this game, and Xiao Beiyuan was tickled by him: "When can I eat." ”

"Then you can make a paste and spicy lotus root and eat it, and take you to see the stars after eating. ”

"Then I'll help with the dishes and chopsticks. Xiao Beiyuan let go of him, went to the cupboard and took out the two people's chopsticks, put them on the dining table, and went into the kitchen to help him serve the food.

Lei Ling made the last dish and came out, Xiao Beiyuan served a good meal, and waited for him to start eating.

"You eat first. ”

Xiao Beiyuan shook his head: "No, we must eat together." In the future, when we have children, we must also talk about the rules. ”

Lei Ling sat down, picked up chopsticks and gave her a little bit of each dish: "Eat quickly." ”

After eating, he cleaned up the kitchen, and when twilight fell, Lei Ling took Xiao Beiyuan back to the bedroom to change clothes, packed up thick blankets, pillows, horse lamps and other things, and put away a small stove, thought about it and stuffed a box of other things, and then took someone out.

In the twilight, the zigzag lotus pond is filled with layers of leaves, and in the middle of the leaves, the flowers seen during the day are like pearls and stars. The moonlight poured quietly on the leaves and flowers like flowing water, and a thin green mist floated in the lotus pond, and the leaves and flowers seemed to have been washed in milk, more like a light veil. The boat rowed deeper, and Xiao Beiyuan felt that even she and Lei Ling were like a light veil on it.

In the dark, the unknown seabird fluttered its wings and flew up, the stars in the sky became brighter and brighter, and Lei Ling's eyes also seemed to have stars, Xiao Beiyuan was intoxicated in it, and he just wanted to indulge in it for the rest of his life, and he didn't want to come out.

Although it is the height of summer, the altitude of Sanssouci Island is high, and it is on the lake at night, the temperature is several degrees lower than that of the city center, Xiao Bei Kite has already worn a thick coat, and still feels a little cold.

Lei Ling lit a small stove, threw the thickest blanket on the bed, used a pillow as a pillow, covered himself with another blanket, and lay down with Xiao Beiyuan in his arms.

It was very soft and warm, Xiao Bei was shrunk in Lei Ling's arms, looking up at the sky, looking down at the man he loved the most, his nose was full of lotus incense, and his ears were the sound of water and seabirds.

The ancients said that the paradise is nothing more than that.

The two of them just looked at the stars, no one spoke, and after a long while, Xiao Beiyuan spoke: "Can we sleep here tonight?"

Lei Ling thought for a while and shook his head: "No, the night is heavy, your body will not be able to stand it." ”

"But I want to look at the stars, we have a stove and a thick blanket, but it's not that cold. ”

No matter what she asked, Lei Ling always couldn't bear to refuse her, and kissed her on the forehead: "If you feel cold, let's go back, okay?"

The night is gentle, the lotus is gentle, even the stars are gentle, love is also gentle, Xiao Beiyuan has a soft heart, turned over and kissed Lei Ling.

Lei Ling pulled the blanket to protect her and held her in his arms.

Everything was so gentle that it was not like words, and his voice was gentle mixed with charm: "Little girl, the stars are so beautiful, do you want to ......"

The last two words he said in her ear, and the fiery breath teased every inch of Xiao Beikite's skin and the soft flesh on her heart, and she became shy.

"This ...... Isn't that okay?"

Lei Ling turned over and pressed her, and smiled: "We are a legal husband and wife, let the stars watch if they like to see it." ”

Xiao Beiyuan was so ashamed that he drilled into his arms: "Have we been a little too much in the past two days?"

Lei Ling bit her lip: "Death under the peony flower is also a ghost......

The night was sultry, and his voice and movements were also sultry, and finally Xiao Beiyuan was lured by him to do that.

The boat swayed, and Xiao Beiyuan's whole person also swayed, feeling that the whole person was floating on the waves of the sea.

After it was over, Lei Ling helped her change her clothes again, and took her to lie down and continue to look at the stars.

"Lei Ling ......"

She was sweating, and she would catch a cold when the wind blew, and Lei Ling wrapped her tightly with a blanket and mumbled.

"The book says that the people who have passed away have become stars, and you say, those brightest stars are not grandparents, parents, uncles, aunts, brothers, grandparents, and adoptive parents......

Lei Ling snorted: "And my grandfather." ”

Xiao Beiyuan drilled into his arms: "So many people are looking at us, we have to be good." ”

"Yes, we want to live a long life, love each other, and have children and grandchildren, and we want to be entangled in life and life. ”

Xiao Beiyuan liked to hear him say this, and asked, "If nothing happens to the Ye family, do you think the two of us will always be together?"

"If nothing happens to the Ye family, on the night of your eighteenth birthday, we should spend candle night in the cave room, give birth to the child first, and when you are twenty years old, we will get a marriage certificate. So now, our children are in elementary school. ”

Xiao Beiyuan snorted: "It's a pity, we can't have children yet." ”

Lei Ling was about to comfort her, so he heard her cooing and laughing: "But it's okay, when I get better, we will have five." Boys are like you, girls are like me, and we live happily and sweetly together as a family. ”

"It's enough to have two, a boy and a girl...... I'm afraid you'll be too tired to give birth to five, I don't want you to be so tired. Lei Ling lowered his head, his eyes were like the sky in the night, "Xiao Beiyuan, you listen to me, it's best if we can have children, if you can't have it, I just need you enough, you know?"

"What are you worried about?"

Lei Ling was silent for a few seconds, playing with her fingers in the blanket: "Distant relatives, the wife can't give birth, the husband borrows the womb to give birth, and as a result, he messes around outside behind his wife's back, and forces his wife to raise the children of the junior...... The wife had a fierce temperament and committed suicide by cutting her wrists, which was very miserable. I'm just going to tell you, if you can only choose between a child and you, I don't want a child, I just want you, you will always remember my words, you know?"

Xiao Beiyuan nodded: "Well, I remember." ”

They didn't row either, they just let it float on its own, and in the end, it was Xiao Bei Kite who fell asleep, and Lei Ling took her back.

When he went back, he coaxed her to take a bath, played a hooligan in the bathroom again, and finally fell asleep with her in his arms.

When the sky was bright, Xiao Beiyuan was awakened by the sound of birds, and when he opened his eyes, he felt that something was wrong.

The quilt squirmed a few times, and Lei Ling's face came out of it, smiling ambiguously: "Little girl, ...... early"

Xiao Beiyuan was taken aback by him: "Lei Ling, you ...... Aren't you tired?"

Someone is right: "Getting up in the morning is the peak of men's desires, I held it all night, how can I be tired?"

Xiao Beiyuan was messing around with him, he was itching, shrinking and trembling and begging for mercy, burrowing into the quilt to hide from him, and being dragged out by him to correct the Fa on the spot.

Coming here, the two of them let go of themselves, and they had no worries at all, Xiao Beiyuan was tortured by him and couldn't stand it, something crossed his mind, and smiled: "Actually...... I know Wu Qing. ”

Lei Ling was stunned for a few seconds before he realized who Wu Qing was: "Is it the youngest daughter of the Wu family that Lin Qi fancies, how do you know her?"

Xiao Beikite's voice was intermittent: "She is me...... Closing disciples of the attending doctor, let's ...... together I had a few meals and had a good conversation...... It's very pleasant, and by chance, they ...... each other Swapped...... Secrets have been exchanged. ”

Being able to exchange secrets is naturally not a matter of having eaten a few times, Lei Ling laughed, and his movements accelerated and intensified: "Little girl, do you know what you are like to me? Like a kaleidoscope, always surprise me, endless surprises, I like it very much." ”

"Yesterday, Lin Ji took Mrs. Lin to find Wu Qing's grandmother to mention the marriage...... You told your grandmother that Jiayan has someone in her heart, but in fact...... Wu Qing also has someone in her heart, she can't ...... It's impossible to look at Jiayan. ”

Lei Ling raised his eyebrows: "This is the secret that Wu Qing exchanged with you, then what is the secret you exchanged with her?"

Xiao Beiyuan was stunned for a moment, and understood what he meant: "I didn't know you when we exchanged secrets, but don't worry, it has nothing to do with other men, the secret I exchanged with her is my illness." ”

Lei Ling breathed a sigh of relief, and felt inappropriate when he thought about it: "Don't mention it to others in the future when you are sick, in case someone makes a fuss." Besides, you can definitely be cured of this disease, you have to believe me, huh?"

Xiao Beiyuan was about to explain, but he was unconscious, and he couldn't slow down his breath when he lay there.

Strange to say, in this matter, in addition to the unhappiness of the wedding week, they are now more and more harmonious and tacit.

The two of them were sticky together, and Lei Ling pinched Xiao Beiyuan's butterfly bone inch by inch: "Do you remember what I said just now?"

Xiao Beiyuan lay on his stomach and didn't move, and after a while, he slowly spoke: "It's not this disease." ”

Lei Ling was stunned for a moment, looking at her inexplicably.

Xiao Beiyuan sighed heavily and organized the language: "First of all, I have to say sorry to you, I promised before that I wouldn't hide anything from you, but ......"

Lei Ling only felt that his heart was pounding and was about to pop out: "Xiao Beiyuan, you'd better make it clear at once, I'm about to be scared out of heart by you." ”

"I told you before that after the orphanage fire, my adoptive parents took me back to country F, and I was seriously ill, with intermittent high fever and nonsense, and it took half a year to slowly get better, do you remember?"

Lei Ling nodded: "Remember, what's wrong?"

"In fact, the so-called improvement is that I don't have a fever and don't talk nonsense, I can go to school, I can communicate with them, and I can keep A's in every subject. In the first few years, my adoptive parents thought I was fine, but when I entered middle school, my temperament changed dramatically...... How to say it, I was caught stealing something in the supermarket, and the boss scolded me, I couldn't stand it, beat him, and was sent to the patrol bureau. My adoptive parents took me out...... Actually, they didn't scold me, they just said that I should see a psychiatrist, but I felt that they just didn't want me, and during the argument I picked up a fruit knife, stabbed my adoptive father, and ran away. I ran away from home, and that month I mixed up with a bunch of gangsters, and I did things that were illegal and undisciplined every day. When my adoptive parents approached me, the group was teaching me how to attract followers......"

Feeling that the hand on his waist was getting closer and closer and the heat was amazing, Xiao Beiyuan paused: "Did it scare you?"

Lei Ling pinched her waist: "A little, what happened later, what happened later? You really sucked it?"

"What would you think if I told you that it was true? Would you dislike me?"

Lei Ling shook his head: "No, never." Xiao Beiyuan, you should never have this kind of thought. ”

There was a sea of stars in his eyes, and Xiao Beiyuan nodded: "Don't worry, I didn't suck, although I am messing around, I have a bottom line." Later, my adoptive parents took me home and sent me to see a psychiatrist. ”

"What did the doctor say?"

"He said that I have antisocial personality disorder, and you have seen a psychiatrist yourself, and you know that psychotherapy is a long and arduous process, and it may not make any progress for months or even years. The doctor is a very nice person, and under his care, I am getting better little by little...... Just when I thought I saw the light, my adoptive parents got into a car accident and left me. Do you know the feeling that the sky is falling, obviously the light is shrouded in the world, and all I see is darkness and coldness. ”

Lei Ling didn't know how to describe his inner feelings, from the day before yesterday Xiao Beiyuan came back to the present, they were stuck together all the time, he felt peaceful and gentle in his heart, especially when he came here today. He thought everything was okay, he thought she was just having a physical problem. He always felt that he was in purgatory, and she was in the light world, and it was she who dug her out of the dark and cold hell full of mud, but he didn't expect that in fact, she had been in it with him all along.

And the culprit of all this is his father.

If it weren't for his father's insistence on taking the mistress and his illegitimate son on a trip, her parents would not have died. If it weren't for his father's insistence on marrying that vicious woman to enter the door, nothing would happen to the Ye family, and nothing would happen to her two elder brothers, then just like Uncle Nine said, she would be the little princess held in the palm of the Cheng family's Ye family.

It was his father's iniquity that caused the little princess to be tortured in the world.

Lei Ling stood up, not knowing how to express it, so he could only kiss Xiao Beiyuan and murmur: "Little girl, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

No wonder that night in the back of the library of Minzu University, she beat him half to death with a baseball bat. No wonder when Bai Yutang showed him the video, he was so surprised that he felt that she in the video was like the one he knew.

When she suffered from that before, Xiao Beiyuan didn't cry, but now Lei Ling's word of sorry, she cried.

Lei Ling hugged her and coaxed: "Don't worry, what you suffered before, I will compensate you with a thousand times sweetness in the second half of my life, okay? Those people owe you the Ye family, I will help you get it back a thousand times over, okay?"

Xiao Bei kite shrunk into his arms and cried earth-shatteringly.

Lei Ling didn't want to persuade her, and was afraid that she would be emotional and sick, so he could only kiss her and coax: "Don't cry, tell me quickly, what's going on with you and Wu Qing?"

Xiao Beiyuan calmed down: "She and I should be regarded as friends who don't meet often, but the other party knows what she is thinking as long as he frowns." She told me that yesterday Lin Xuanshen's mother and daughter went to her grandmother's house to talk about getting married. Do you know what the Wu family does?"

Lei Ling nodded: "I know, Wu Qing has been an official for generations and has a good reputation. Lin Qi wants to marry the Wu family, which is nothing more than to use the Wu family to achieve her own business in biopharmaceuticals, hospitals and energy. ”

Xiao Beiyuan nodded: "The Wu family definitely doesn't look down on Lei Jiayan, not to mention anything else, just the messy things between him and Lin Meng can't pass the test in the Wu family." ”

Lin Qi must have thought about this, and their mother and daughter dared to come to the door to mention it, which proved that they were somewhat sure. ”

Even if the Wu family agrees, Wu Qing will not agree, she has someone in her heart. ”

"The Wu family knows?"

"She's a little ...... with the guy How to say it, it's a bit wrong, and the Wu family probably won't agree. ”