Chapter 189: I can't figure it out
"Listen to the snow, IβCan I come in?" asked Xiang Dong, standing at the door, with a weak heart.
Lin Tingxue didn't mean to invite him in, and asked coldly, "Is there something wrong?"
Xiang Dong nodded heavily, "Something, I have something very important to talk to you about, why don't you let me in first, let's sit down and talk slowly?"
"No, just say it here. Lin Tingxue refused again.
Seeing Lin Tingxue's tough attitude, Xiang Dong couldn't say anything, so he could only retreat, stood at the door and said, "That, I just want to talk to you about the two of us." It's been a week since the last time, and you haven't talked to me, ignored me, or even communicated with me. β
"Listen to Xue, if you are angry with me, you can say, you think I have done something wrong, I can correct it, just please don't be angry with me, okay? You have said it, the two of us are good friends for life, and no one can leave anyone, you ignore me now, isn't it, a little talk doesn't count, hehe." β
Xiang Dong deliberately used this ridiculous tone, just to liven up the atmosphere first, and didn't want the two of them to become cold, as if they were really talking about something big.
However, Lin Tingxue didn't eat him at all this time, only to see that her expression was still indifferent, and she couldn't see any expression on her face, "Are you finished?"
Xiang Dong's smile froze on his face and he nodded awkwardly.
Lin Tingxue responded coldly, "You are not the same Xiangdong as before, and I am not the Lin Tingxue as before, you have changed, I have changed, and many things are also changing." In the past, let him pass, and in the future, the two of us will keep a little distance, I think it's good. β
"No......" Xiang Dong was anxious and hurriedly asked, "Tingxue, I really can't understand you when you treat me like this all of a sudden." If you blame me for being angry with me, you can beat me and scold me, or, if you don't like me and Gao Mei together, then I won't associate with Gao Mei in the future, but you must not ignore me. β
"It has nothing to do with Gao Mei. β
"That'...... Then why are you doing this?" Xiang Dong still can't understand the real reason for Lin Tingxue's loss.
Lin Tingxue didn't want to explain, there are some things and some things, two people with similar hearts don't need to explain and understand each other, if the minds are different, even if you explain, the other party may not be able to understand.
Xiang Dong said that he had changed, and Lin Tingxue did feel that Xiang Dong had indeed changed, and he was no longer the Xiang Dong she knew.
She doesn't want to explain it, but it may cover a lot of meanings, including disappointment, tiredness, sadness, and sadness......
Anyway, she just didn't want to explain that much right now.
Xiang Dong has already chosen the current path, even if she changes something, what is the point?
What has happened cannot be treated as if it never happened.
Lin Tingxue didn't want to do fearless struggle, or rather, she hadn't accepted that Xiang Dong had become a Xiang Dong she didn't know, so she didn't want to say anything, she didn't want to do anything.
"That's it, I'm tired. β
After Lin listened to Xuexue, he didn't give Xiang Dong a chance to explain, and closed the door directly.
Xiang Dong doesn't know why, and he doesn't want to just forget it, these days he is really too difficult, he really wants to explain to Lin Tingxue and return to the happy days before.
However, he knocked on the door for a long time, but Lin Tingxue refused to open the door for her, which made Xiang Dong really helpless.
At this moment, Gao Mei's chuckling voice came from next door, "Don't knock, she won't open the door for you." Come to me, my doors are open for you. β
Xiang Dong is in a very bad mood now, and he is not in the mood to joke with Gao Mei.
Gao Mei didn't chase him and entangled, and after entering the house to the east, she followed into the house.
Lying on the bed, turning eastward over and over again, no one could do anything, and his mind was full of Lin Tingxue's sad look.
He really couldn't figure out what the problem was this time, why was Lin Tingxue's attitude towards himself so extreme this time?
If you can't sleep, you just can't sleep, you can't sleep when you toss and turn, you can't sleep.
"Hey!"
The feeling of insomnia is really uncomfortable, especially when lying alone in this dark and cramped room.
Xiang Dong got up, came outside, and sat down on a stone bench.
He is like a person blowing the wind, making himself calm and calm, perhaps, when his mind is clear, he can figure out what the problem between himself and Lin Tingxue is.
Just thinking about these questions, a white figure walked over, it was Shu Yunqing, she couldn't sleep either, and came out to breathe.
When he saw Xiang Dong sitting outside, he came and sat down.
"Something on your mind?" Xiang Dong has always been absent-minded these days, and many people have seen that Xiang Dong has something on his mind, Shu Yunqing just asked casually, but unexpectedly, Xiang Dong chattered with her.
"Hehe, a woman doesn't get angry with a man for no reason, it must be that this man has done something that makes this woman very angry and disappointed, so that she will be like this. β
Shu Yunqing saw through it and didn't say it, but it was time to remind Xiang Dong, and he also reminded him.
Xiang Dong pursed his lips and plucked up the courage to say directly about himself and Gao Mei, "But I also explained to her at the time, I said that this kind of thing is an instinctive reaction of men and women, I think this is normal, why can't I understand listening to Xue." β
Shu Yunqing thought for a while and said, "Maybe, Mr. Lin is not incomprehensible, but unacceptable?"
Xiang Dong wondered and asked, "What does it mean to be unacceptable?"
Shu Yunqing smiled, "If you can't accept it, you can't accept it, what else can it mean." β
Xiang Dong pondered this sentence carefully, and the more he pondered, the more panicked he became, and the more he pondered, the more scared he became.
In a trance, he seemed to understand something, but he didn't seem to understand, very hazy.
"But this is a normal need between men and women, everyone has this need, what's unacceptable? Besides, besides, I'm an adult, what am I doing, isn't this my freedom? β
"Huh. Perhaps, what Mr. Lin can't accept is not the same as what you think?"
Xiang Dong was said to be confused.
What Shu Yunqing means is that what Lin Tingxue can't accept is not that he and Gao Mei are together, but something else?
However, apart from this matter, Xiang Dong really couldn't think of what he had done to make Lin Tingxue so acceptable?
God, his head is about to explode, this kind of thing of guessing a woman's mind, he is the least good at it, "Don't sell it to me, if you know, you can tell me quickly, I think my head is about to explode when I think about these things." β
"Hey!" Shu Yunqing sighed and said, "Men, they are all the same, they don't want to understand women's minds with their hearts at all, but they always say that women's minds are too difficult to guess." β
"Alright, don't be sarcastic about me, just say it. β
Shu Yunqing stood up, wrapped the clothes on her body tightly, and left only one sentence, "Think about you before, and then think about you now, if you still don't understand, then I really can't help it." β
With that, turn around and leave.
Leaving alone to the east, it is about to start the brainstorming mode again.
Although Shu Yunqing's words were not very easy to understand, Xiang Dong always had a feeling of inspiration, which made him seem to see a little hope.
But when it came to what he wanted to understand, he couldn't say it all at once.
So, Xiang Dong sat outside, thinking about it all the time, thinking about it until dawn......
He was so tired that he crawled on the table and fell asleep.
The next day, Xiang Dong was suddenly awakened by a dream, in the dream, he seemed to understand what Shu Yunqing said before leaving, which made him feel very happy and excited.
He came to Lin Tingxue's room and knocked on the door excitedly, and soon, the door was opened by Lin Tingxue from the inside.
Xiang Dong said excitedly, "Listen to Xue, I thought about it for a night, and finally figured out why you were sad." Gee, I'm so stupid, I should have thought of this a long time ago. β
Lin Tingxue didn't speak, quietly waiting for him to continue.
Xiang Dong was excited and continued, "Are you because of ...... Because I said that I have changed, you will be so sad? Actually, you don't need to be like this at all, think about it, isn't everyone changing a little bit, from childhood to adulthood, who hasn't come over like this. This change is not necessarily a bad thing, sometimes, change makes us better and better, doesn't it?"
"Look at me, from not knowing anything before, to now being Xiang Dong, if I don't make changes, I can have my current achievements. So listen to the snow, don't be angry with me anymore, okay, let's make peace, I really can't live without you. β
"Huh. After Xiang Dong finished speaking, what he got in exchange was only a sneer from Lin Tingxue.
She was so stupid that she was still looking forward to what Xiang Dong could say, and she wasted an expectation in vain.
Forget it, what's the point of talking so much to someone whose thoughts are already contrary to their own?
"I'm done? I'm going to get busy. Lin Tingxue looked indifferent, and went straight to the east to get busy with her own business.
Xiang Dong's smile froze on his face again, because he couldn't understand what he said wrong this time.
He felt that what he said was very good, why did Lin Tingxue still look lukewarm and ignore himself?
It was like a basin of cold water that poured down on his head, and his hopes were all extinguished.
"Hey!" Xiang Dong let out a long sigh, feeling that his life had suddenly become a lot darker.