Chapter 132: Unbearable Past, Like a Shadow
"Why did you come back? I've been waiting for you for a long time, come and eat, you haven't eaten since last night, you must be hungry. ”
An Junxi said to Yi Nuohan seriously.
"I'm not hungry yet, let's eat later. ”
Inohan's mood is a little low now, where is there still an appetite.
"I cooked it myself, are you sure you don't want to taste it?"
After listening to An Junxi, Yi Nuohan still picked up the tableware and tasted it.
"How's it going? Is it the one you've always wanted to eat?"
An Junxi couldn't wait to ask.
Yi Nuohan didn't speak, and a moment later, An Junxi saw her tears.
"Nohan, what's wrong with you?"
Although An Junxi knew in her heart what reason Yi Nuohan was crying, she just didn't want to puncture the Zhili Literature Network
"An Junxi, why are you so good to me? I may not be able to donate bone marrow for Sui Yichen. ”
Inohan still couldn't help but tell the truth.
"Nuohan, it's okay, the premise of donation is not at the cost of your body, if it is at the cost of your life, I don't know how to face you. ”
"You... Do you know everything?"
An Junxi's words made Yi Nuohan react instantly.
"Nohan, I'm sorry, but I didn't mean to hear the conversation between you and the doctor, you never mentioned these things to me before, and I never knew that your body had such a condition.
If I had known you were in this situation at the beginning, I wouldn't have allowed you to do the matching. ”
An Junxi said what she really thought in her heart.
"Jun Xi, I have already decided, I will make my own choice in this matter, no matter what, I will continue to donate bone marrow for Sui Yichen. ”
Inohan's mood gradually regained its calmness, and he said a firm thought in his heart.
"Nuohan, let's listen to the doctor about this matter! Life is not for you to joke about, and I can't allow you to risk your life to do such a thing.
Even if this person is Sui Yichen, I won't allow it. ”
Where can An Junxi allow Yi Nuohan to do such a dangerous thing, so that her conscience will really be disturbed.
"Jun Xi, Sui Yichen doesn't have much time left, you have been willful many times, can you let me be willful once this time?
I have already agreed with Dr. Liu that I will sign the high-risk notice of surgery, and I also believe that since God can give me a chance to do it again, I will not let me leave the world like this time. ”
Yi Nuohan had already made a choice in her heart, and she was naturally unwilling to listen to anything An Junxi had to say.
"Nuohan, this is not a joke, nor is it a willful thing, when it is about life, it is no longer simple. ”
An Junxi knew that now Yi Nuohan's sensibility had taken over reason.
"Actually, I've wanted to tell you these things for a long time, but I haven't had a suitable opportunity, do you want to hear about things when I was a child?"
Yi Nuohan finally raised his head and looked at An Junxi.
An Junxi knew that Yi Nuohan needed a listener now, and she was the best listener, An Junxi nodded.
Inohan finally opened the boxes sealed in the depths of his memory, and all the memories poured out in an instant...
At that time, Yi Nuohan was only a six or seven year old child, and he should have lived a carefree age, but this year there was a news that was like a bolt from the blue for the Yi family, and Yi Nuohan suffered from congenital heart disease and needed surgery.
When an ignorant child is young, where does she know what this is, what she remembers most clearly is that her father and mother took her to many interesting places.
"Mom, why did you bring me here?"
Ino Han tilted his little head and asked curiously.
These days, her parents, who are always busy with work, have been taking her in and out of various hospitals, but she has never known what is going on.
"Nohan, do you know what's going on?"
Inohan's mother looked at the child in front of her, the emotions in her eyes were complicated, she didn't know how to say this to a six or seven-year-old child.
"Mom, am I sick? Mom, don't cry, if I am sick, I will be very obedient to cooperate with the doctor's uncle and aunt to treat the disease, and I will be very well-behaved, Mom. ”
Inohan took his fleshy little hands and stood on tiptoe to wipe away the tears from his mother's face who was squatting on the ground.
"Nohan, are you afraid?"
"Mom, Nuohan is not afraid, Nuohan is afraid that his mother will be unhappy, and it is also sad to see his father these days, I know that something must have happened. ”
Although Inohan is young, she is much more precocious than her peers, and she knows many things.
"Nuohan, mom is really scared, mom is so afraid of losing you. ”
Inohan's mother had mixed feelings when she thought that her child was about to lie on the operating table.
At that time, when medical care was not very developed, and no one in the surrounding area had undergone such surgery, so I am afraid that I could not help but have some concerns in my heart.
"Mom, no, Nohan will always be by my mother's side. ”
Inohan hugged his mother in front of him and said that this action made Inohan's mother even more sad.
Inohan's mother never thought that Inohan would be so sensible, as if she could see through people's hearts, and knew exactly what was going on in the hearts of adults...
"And then?"
An Junxi can't wait to know the answer.
"Junxi, in fact, I have a very similar experience to you, I also have an ignorant grandmother. ”
Inohan sneered.
“.......”
An Junxi didn't understand the meaning of Ino Han's words.
"At that time, I needed about 50,000 yuan for surgery, what was the concept of 50,000 yuan in those days? It's not an exaggeration to say that it's like 1 million now, right?
At that time, my father and mother had not yet gone to the sea, and they were just ordinary workers, borrowing all their relatives and friends, and the money they made up was still insignificant.
My mom found my grandma in order to save my life, but my grandma... Hehe, I want to be with your grandmother, I just like boys, and I have never been full of care, thinking that I can save a girl or not. ”
"Is she still human? How can she be like this, how can she say that it is also a human life, how can she do such a thing? Doesn't she know that saving someone's life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter?"
An Junxi was filled with righteous indignation when she heard it, she completely empathized, how could her experience not be because of patriarchy?
"I can understand all of this, but the person I am most grateful to is my mother, if she hadn't saved me without hesitation, maybe I would never have lived to be seven years old, maybe I would have died a long time ago. ”
Inohan thought of her mother, and when she was arguing with her, she really felt like a special asshole.