Lei Ling looked at the sleeping Xiao Beikite, picked up the little guy and got up, and lowered his voice: "Dad will accompany you to the children's room to talk, and then come back to sleep with Mom, okay?"

Xiao Jiu hugged his father's neck and rubbed it, like a kitten, and Lei Ling's heart hurt for a while.

"Dad, when my younger brother or sister is born, I will help my mother take care of the baby, so that my mother has more time to rest, and I will be very well-behaved......"

What is this what a five-year-old child would say? A child at this age who is not absolutely favored by the whole family, who is not unscrupulous and unscrupulous.

Lei Ling lowered his head and kissed the little guy on the forehead: "Well, our baby is the most well-behaved baby." But you remember, it is the responsibility of parents to take care of the baby, and the mother needs to rest, that is the responsibility of the father, and the task of our Xiaojiu is to be happy every day. The one in Mom's belly is a baby, and Xiao Jiu is also a baby, you are the same, you know?"

"But I'm my brother. ”

Lei Ling laughed: "Yes, you are the elder brother, then will you play with the younger brother or sister at that time?"

"I wish it was my sister, and I liked my sister. Xiao Jiu obediently lay on his father's shoulder, "If it's my sister, I'll buy her a pink princess dress and a Barbie doll, and I'll protect her and don't let anyone bully her." It's like...... Just like Brother Qi Guang protects Sister Liuli. ”

Qi Guang and Liuli are the twins of Luo Ange's family, Xiao Jiu is playing very well with them now, probably because Qi Guang is so good to Liuli, and he himself wants a sister.

After Xiao Jiu returned to Cannes, Lei Ling deliberately made a skylight when renovating the children's room, and the father and son lay on the children's bed, looking at the stars in the night, and talking with each other.

"Little Nine ......"

"Well, Dad, what's wrong?"

Lei Ling turned sideways, looked at the little guy's eyes that were brighter than the stars, and asked softly, "You...... Have you ever blamed your parents? In the past four years, we didn't know that there was another you in this world, and you suffered for more than four years. ”

Xiao Jiu was silent for a few seconds: "Dad, do you want to listen to the truth?"

"Of course, you have to tell the truth to your father, and you can't hide it. ”

"I can't say hate, I did resent you and my mother at first, I thought you didn't want me anymore. I asked Mike, and he said at first that you were out of town, or that you were busy at work. Annoyed by my questioning, he said that you are dead, or that you don't want me anymore...... I cried very sadly, but he couldn't help it, and apologized to me, saying that when the time came, you would come and take me home. Do you know why I like to look at the stars, because Mike said that every time I look up at the sky, you will sense it, and you will come and take me home quickly. Every time I asked him to swear that I wasn't a child abandoned by my parents, he hugged me and cried...... Dad, why are you crying?" Xiao Jiu awkwardly straightened up to help Dad wipe his tears, "Dad, don't cry, I don't blame you and Mom, I know you have a last resort, I understand." You see, isn't it great that our family is living happily together now?"

Lei Ling hugged his son and burst into tears.

No words can express his debt to his son, even if he and Xiao Beiyuan lost their memories in those years, they can't dissolve one-ten-thousandth of his debt.

He personally experienced the divorce of his parents, his mother took his brother and sister away to Switzerland, and his father soon brought his junior and illegitimate son into the house, and the family was still the same home, but everything changed. In those years, he hated them, hated the bastard of the third child, hated everything, hated so much that he wanted to cut off relations with the Lei family every minute, and when he was the most radical, he even wanted to die.

Liberation can only be achieved by death.

So now he is afraid, he is afraid that Xiao Jiu has a psychological shadow, he is afraid that Xiao Jiu will also hate them and hate everything, and he is afraid that Xiao Jiu will also want to commit suicide.

Whenever he thought about it, he trembled with fear.

Only the one who has had and lost can understand the fear of what he once feared as a child and now as a father. Qingfeng Literature

So before, he thought about sending Xiao Jiu to see a psychiatrist, such as Dr. Ross, for example, Pei Chu, it is always good to take a look.

After Xiao Beiyuan knew his idea, she categorically refused, she firmly believed that her child was fine, even if there was a problem, the Lei family could use love and patience to make the little one a physically and mentally healthy child.

For this, she also cried.

In the end, it was naturally Lei Ling's words that followed.

Lei Ling calmed down and asked again: "After Mom is pregnant with a baby, she and Dad don't have more time to spend with you, will you blame us?"

This time Xiao Jiu shook his head without hesitation: "No, I want to have a younger brother or sister, I am happy to death all day long, how can I have time to blame you?"

"Then during the time you went to kindergarten, did you feel that you were different from other children?"

Xiao Jiu tilted his little head and thought about it: "Of course there is ......"

Lei Ling was startled and held his son's face: "What's wrong, what's the difference?"

Xiao Jiu snapped his fingers one by one: "Of course it's different, how can their father be as handsome as my father, and how can their mother be as beautiful as my mother?"

Lei Ling's mood was like a roller coaster: "What else?"

"Also, how many of their uncles are mine, I have Uncle Kai, Uncle Qilin, and Uncle Yosuke, Uncle Ashang...... They don't have as many grandfathers as mine, I have eight grandfathers. The most important thing is that they are not as brave as me, that day there was a snake crawling on the playground, they were so scared that they cried, I was not afraid, I bravely helped the teacher drive the snake away, and the teacher praised me, Dad, are you proud of me?"

Lei Ling wanted to cry a little again, and nodded: "Well, Dad is proud of you." ”

"Grandma said that I am a descendant of the Lei family, I must be brave and fearless, and I want to be a man like my father. So dad you know what, you're my idol. ”

"Your idol isn't a hero in Marvel?"

"It used to be, but not anymore, and now my idol is Dad. When I grow up, I want to be like my dad and take on my own responsibilities. ”

Lei Ling laughed and rubbed the little guy's head: "Well, Xiao Jiu thinks so, Dad is very happy." ”

"So Dad, are you still worried about me?"

"Well, don't worry, my son is great. ”

The father and son talked for more than an hour, and finally Xiao Jiu fell asleep in his father's arms, Lei Ling held his head and looked at his son for a while, and was satisfied to carry the person to the master bedroom and put him next to Xiao Beiyuan.

When washing up the next day, Xiao Beiyuan suddenly remembered something and asked Lei Ling: "Don't you think it's strange, Lei Jiayan hasn't appeared for more than half a year." ”

Lei Ling held her waist: "Didn't he send you gifts after you got pregnant, and also bought toys for Xiao Jiu, why didn't he show up for more than half a year?"