2 Low self-esteem but yearning

This is not only the truth, but also the reality, Tian Yiye knows that it is difficult to go by herself, maybe she can't go out at all.

But even if she couldn't get out, she didn't want to look at it anymore, she had worked hard to code it out all day and night, and finally signed someone else's name.

Tian Yiye put one hand on the arm of the other hand, and touched the filial piety hoop inside through his coat, if there is a choice, who wants to be a gunman who does not see the light.

Tian Yiye didn't speak, just lowered his head.

Zhao Mei lowered her head and didn't say more, "Okay, if you want to go, you can go, there shouldn't be much work in your hands, right?"

Tian Yiye nodded, "There are still three or five episodes, and it's over." ”

"Okay, you get the job done first. After the submission, come back again, and you will be paid the balance before you settle it. ”

Tian Yiye nodded lightly.

Zhao Mei looked at the dull young man in front of her, and said a digression in a rare way, "Have you taken care of everything at home?"

Tian Yiye didn't expect Zhao Mei to suddenly say this, by the way, he had postponed the delivery for a week due to an emergency, and then took a few days off.

The person is gone, there is no need to be distracted to take care of it, it can be considered to be dealt with, thinking of this, Tian Yiye nodded.

Zhao Mei felt that this atmosphere was a little wrong, caring about the private life of a less important employee, this was not something she would do, and the hands that were crossed on the table knocked heavily on the table, making a crisp sound.

The voice was knocked to himself, but it startled Tian Yiye.

Tian Yiye, who heard the voice, raised his head, thinking that Zhao Mei was going to say something, but he didn't expect Zhao Mei to directly pick up the top of the folder stacked on the side of the computer.

"Alright, if it's okay, you can go first. ”

Tian Yiye nodded, and it took a while to react, Zhao Mei didn't look up at her, she nodded Zhao Mei couldn't see it, and then she said:

"Sister Mei, you're busy, I'll go first. ”

Zhao Mei waved her hand, although Zhao Mei couldn't see it, Tian Yiye still bowed slightly, not for anything else, just because in her most difficult time, Zhao Mei gave her a job that was not well paid but was rich enough, and she was never in arrears.

Walking out of Zhao Mei's office, Tian Yiye used his spare light to look at the studio in the office building again without turning his head.

I tried to see every corner clearly, and imagined that one day I could write a script with my name written in such a bright and clean environment.

Walking out of the building, Tian Yiye did not return to the old community across the street, but walked briskly in the opposite direction, surrounded by hurried white-collar workers, Tian Yiye felt that he was out of place with them.

After taking two steps, she forced herself to raise her head again, believing that soon she would be able to blend in with them and live in the sun.

Tian Yiye looked at the girl of the same age who was walking towards her, with a confident look on her face and a flying smile that she didn't have.

Long flowing hair and delicate skirts are in line with the fantasies I had about myself when I was young.

But now, short ear-length hair and loose sportswear are the things I used to dislike the most.

Or, it's time to start a new life and do what you want to do.

I'm left alone, so I might as well start from scratch completely.

Tian Yiye felt full of strength when he thought of starting over, and now he just wanted to go back and make one last revision, and then hand in the manuscript and leave.

But before that, she had to go to the hospital first to settle and refund the hospitalization fee she had paid in advance.

The hospital is the most place in Tian Yiye in the past three years, and a few acquaintances are also here, doctors and nurses, as well as the owner of a small restaurant at the entrance of the hospital.

Because of the refund involved, Tian Yiye was delayed at the settlement office for a long time.

The hospitalization time was too long, Tian Yiye took a stack of bills handed out from the settlement window, and prepared to go to the waiting area in the corner of the hall to check and sort it out.

Tian Yiye tugged on the bill tightly, for fear that one would lose one carelessly.

Suddenly, someone hit her from behind, and before Tian Yiye could turn around, the tall man who hit her had already run over, and he turned around and said sorry while running.

That's it, although it was hit, it still hurts.

But after being in the hospital for a long time, Tian Yiye knows deeply that the hospital is a place where everyone has different sorrows, and there are many places where life and death are separated, and it is not a matter of urgency.

By the time she went to the doctor's office, there were only one or two patients in the doctor's clinic.

Tian Yiye sat on a stool outside the outpatient room, waiting for the doctor to see the outpatient and see the refund amount on the last receipt, Tian Yiye was a little sad.

She finally saved enough for the medical bills, but her mother couldn't wait, although when her mother finally left, she felt that her mother was relieved and could finally be free from the torture of illness.

However, as long as the mother is there, whether it is health or illness, as long as the mother is there, then she is a child with a mother.

Tian Yiye pinched the handful of documents, his hand became tighter and tighter, and the name of his mother who was staring at him gradually blurred, as if he was pinching the last connection between his mother and this world.

The slip was crumpled in Tian Yiye's hand, and there were droplets of water dripping on the bill, and the person waiting next to her handed her a tissue, Tian Yiye took the tissue, sobbed and said, "Thank you." ”

"Eh, I see you're a little familiar, by the way, just in the hall, the person I accidentally bumped into in the hall should be you, I remember your bag, I'm sorry, I just paid the fee in a hurry to do the inspection. ”

Tian Yiye still didn't look up, she didn't want to confirm whether this person hit her, after all, she didn't see her face either, besides, she was really embarrassed to see people after crying.

Still, she shook her head, "It's okay. ”

Listening to the voice, I knew that this was a young man, "Why are you holding your arms, are you hurt by me, do you want me to take you to check." ”

The place where Tian Yiye was holding was a place with a filial piety hoop, obviously the other party had misunderstood.

Still shaking his head, "No, no need." ”

The patient in the consultation room came out, but the person next to him didn't go in for a long time.

Tian Yiye raised his head and looked at the person next to him, "You ......", Tian Yiye couldn't go on.

I didn't see what the person looked like just now, but now I see it, and it's so similar to the person in my memory.

If you have to say that there is any similarity, it is as if the person in my memory is just a freshly made bun, but the person in front of him is steamed and initiated, and even the folds are the same.

Obviously, the person next to her saw her, but there was no mood swing, and the young man pointed to the door of the consultation room, "Aren't you going in?"

Tian Yiye shook his head, "I don't see a doctor, I just came to see Dr. Li for something." ”

The young man shrugged, "Coincidentally, so am I, you go first." ”