Chapter 484: Forgetting is happier than remembering
"Remember the bell, remember me. ”
The person who studies psychology is really very scary, he has guessed without revealing anything, I don't seem to have any secrets in front of him, there are no hidden emotions, I am a transparent person in front of him, and he sees it very clearly.
I asked, "You know everything?"
"Well, Miss won't lie, you subconsciously glanced at my wrist when you were in the elevator, and I guessed at that time, I originally wanted to talk to you at that time, thinking that I promised you that I would not bother you anymore, but now it is fate. I didn't know you were here, I was lucky enough to catch your performance, you are beautiful, you have a pleasant sound, I really like it. ”
After a pause, he said: "Miss should know my thoughts about you, I really like Miss, fourteen years of time." "Recommended Reading: /.. /
I was a little at a loss and said, "I'm married, and besides, I don't like you, and I don't want you to disturb my life." ”
I seem to be too direct!
But I don't know him well, so there's no need to hide it.
But after all, it's the person who has had a crush on me for fourteen years, and I seem to be too ruthless like this, so I thought about it and said: "If I hadn't been married, and I'd be single, I might have considered you, but now that I'm married, I have two children, and I love my husband deeply, so I'm sorry, Mo Yuanlian, thank you for liking me." ”
He smiled slightly and said, "I know that the relationship between Miss and Xi Zhan is very stable, and I never wanted to disturb Miss's happiness, but Miss still wants to talk about it when she knows about it...... Miss, thank you for the little warmth you gave me fourteen years ago, if I didn't have you I wouldn't have been able to persevere, because I was ...... at that time."
The sound of bells kept ringing in my ears, and I heard Mo Yuanlian's warm voice say: "I was preparing to commit suicide that day, because it was too difficult to live in this world, and I never thought that the pain of wanting to live was more painful than death...... But I was lucky to meet Miss, Miss asked me why I was covered with scars, Miss felt sorry for me, Miss was afraid that I was holding my hand and blowing all the time, Miss also gave me a bell, Miss said this is your talisman, Miss said that I will not be hurt again with it, Miss also said, "Brother Yunlian, there is light in your eyes, I like it very much, I hope you can always shine on me." There is also a young lady who said that she must live, no matter how difficult it is, it doesn't matter, but the young lady said too much, but I remember them one by one. ”
Mo Yuanlian smiled, but tears flowed in his eyes, and they all said that men don't flick when they have tears, not to mention that it is still a forbearant and depressed man like Mo Yuanlian, I really can't imagine how painful and barren his heart is, I feel sad in my heart!
He stretched out his palm to touch my cheek, but for some reason he paused in the air, as if he was afraid of something, I blinked and heard him say softly: "I am afraid of blaspheming Miss, so I never dare to approach you, and now I am afraid to touch you." Miss, this seems to be the first time I've confided my thoughts to you, I never thought to tell you, but I still want you to know, sorry, I bothered you again. ”
"Mo Yuanlian, I'm sorry. ”
I couldn't give him that emotion in return.
"Miss, forgetting is happier than remembering. ”
I wondered, "What do you mean by that?"
"Miss, thank you for listening. ” 『→.\b\\\\.\\』\。
The sound of the bell has not dissipated, and a swaying voice suddenly came from the side of the ear, "Family master, why did you lose your soul?"
I reacted suddenly, where was Mo Yuanlian's figure in front of me, and the words in my mind seemed to be fading away!
There was a moment of confusion in my mind, as if I had forgotten something, I opened my mouth and asked Jing Yu, "Who is Mo Yuanlian?"
"Assistant Jiang said it was Yun Peng. ”
"Who is Yun Fei?" I asked.
Jing Yu shook in front of my eyes, and I tried to think for a long time before I said, "I remember, he is Xi Zhan's enemy. ”
"Yes, he's always been an enemy. ”
My mind was confused, I only remembered that Mo Yuanlian was Xi Zhan's enemy, I only remembered those things he had done, I can't remember what it was, it seems that the memory of others was taken away, I don't know what fragments were taken away!
But the sadness in my heart is so clear, it seems that someone has been calling me Miss, accompanied by the shallow sound of bells.
I said sadly: "Jing Yu, I seem to have forgotten something important, you can help me find out who I met just now." ”
"Yes, Master. ”
I went back to the villa in a daze, Xi Zhan had already arrived home at that time, and when he saw me in a trance, he asked me clearly, "Yun'er, what happened?"
I shook my head and said, "I don't know, I feel that the name Mo Yuanlian is very familiar, but it is very unfamiliar." ”
Xi Zhan frowned, "Huh?"
"I seem to have forgotten something. ”
Hearing this, Xi Zhan stared, "He is willing." ”
I asked, "How?"
Xi Zhan raised his palm and rubbed my head and coaxed gently, "Some people don't want you to remember, but they really think about you." ”
I wondered, "Who?"
"Yuna, I seem to feel the crisis. ”
I was still puzzled and asked, "What crisis?"
"I'm not afraid of his strong challenges, but I'm afraid of his selflessness. ”