Cao Zhengxuan was stunned. There was silence in the bedroom. The sound of Granny Yu washing dishes in the kitchen came in through the crack in the door.

"Zhengxuan, are you okay?" Zhang Yutong shook Cao Zhengxuan's arm.

"What I don't understand is why you and Team Yuan always put me into your assumptions, you can assume that it's anyone else. What's more, all three things you say are hypothetical. Cao Zhengxuan's eyes moistened.

"Zhengxuan, you can't run away from it, you know, you should be responsible for finding out what happened to you. Also, if you are really that poor child, shouldn't you make a difference for that even more poor mother?" Zhang Yutong raised his voice.

"Because I don't want to be like this at all! Because I've lived in this kind of shadow since I was a child!" Cao Zhengxuan suddenly went down to the ground, lifted his coat and underwear up, revealing the conspicuous knife marks on his chest, and then he turned around and showed his back to Zhang Yutong. Cao Zhengxuan also had a knife mark on his back. "And here. Cao Zhengxuan rolled up his trouser leg again, revealing the scar on his thigh.

"Why are there so many scars?" Zhang Yutong looked at it with a twisted heart.

"Just to keep people from calling me 'the son of a homeless man'!"

"But there are a lot of people who call you a homeless son, don't they?"

"Yes. So I fought people again and again! Anyone who called me that I would talk to him with my fist. Therefore, the small alley near the Hengyi County Procuratorate was full of my fighting figures, so much so that even Secretary Meng Guangming had an impression of the most fierce fight. He talked about it the last time I talked to him. These scars were left behind by that fight. I was stabbed three times against the three of them, but in the end they begged for mercy, and I was hospitalized for a month. No one has called me 'the son of a vagabond' since. It was in this situation that my father told me that he had indeed wandered, and that I was not without a mother. My mother left after giving birth to me because she couldn't stand the poverty of life. Cao Zhengxuan's eyes were full of tears. "Yutong, you say, in this case, do I still hope that I was born like this? Can I still accept the fact that my father lied to me when I was stabbed three times?"

"Zhengxuan—" Zhang Yutong's eyes were also moist.

"Actually, my father was kidnapped for no reason, and his patella was brutally crushed, so I suspected it. I suspected that my father was hiding something from me. There must have been some other reason why those three young men had crushed my father's patella. But his father never admitted it, and neither did Granny Yu, who was kidnapped together. ”

"It was Uncle Cao who explained to Granny Yu. ”

"So, Yutong, tell me whether I accept or disagree with your speculation. It's not that I can't recognize that your speculation is very reasonable, but if this speculation is true, isn't God too cruel to me? What should I do next? What can I do? Yutong, you tell me, what can I do?" Cao Zhengxuan choked up. Tears fell on the back of Zhang Yutong's hand.

"Zhengxuan-" Zhang Yutong stood up, pulled Cao Zhengxuan's clothes down, and lowered Cao Zhengxuan's trouser legs, and then opened his arms and hugged Cao Zhengxuan tightly, "Zhengxuan, I can understand your feelings." Because I am confronted with a truth that is more painful than yours. When I learned that both of my parents had died in a car accident, I fainted on the spot. This feeling of heartache, this feeling of heartache, I have experienced it very really. ”

"Yutong-" Cao Zhengxuan, a big man over 1.8 meters finally couldn't help crying.

"So, you have to face it no matter what. You can't run away. I can't remember how many times, I was clearly aware that my parents were still there, I even heard their voices, saw their loving smiles, but in the end it was tears that blurred my eyes, the so-called clear awareness, the so-called hearing, seeing, all hallucinations. Zhang Yutong patted Cao Zhengxuan's back like a mother comforting a wronged child. "Over time, I accepted the fact that my parents were no longer at this time. You see, as long as it's true, you have to accept it, it's just for a short time. ”

What answered Zhang Yutong was Cao Zhengxuan's constant sobbing voice.

……

About five minutes later, Cao Zhengxuan calmed down.

"Makes you laugh, Yutong. Cao Zhengxuan wiped away his tears with a piece of paper.

"Do you think you're embarrassed to cry like this when you're a big man?" Zhang Yutong's eyes were red, "This is the real you." Zhengxuan, you can disguise in front of others, but you don't need to disguise in front of your lover. Cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want to laugh. ”

Zhang Yutong took Cao Zhengxuan's hand again and sat down on Simmons.

"Thank you. Yutong, I like it a lot when you say the word 'lover'. You are my love, I am your love. Cao Zhengxuan tried to adjust his emotions.

"yes. Because we love one another. Zhengxuan, a person's birth is not something that he can control, and his birth is given by God. Whatever birth God gives us, we will accept such a birth. Because if you don't accept it, you have to accept it. The writer Shi Tiesheng seems to have said something like that. Zhang Yutong comforted Cao Zhengxuan again.

Cao Zhengxuan exhaled a long breath, "Yes." Birth cannot be controlled, but fate is in one's own hands. Shi Tiesheng made an analogy: a miserable life is like a bad hand you randomly draw, no matter how bad you complain about how bad the cards are, all you have to do is to play a bad hand well. ”

"yes. Shi Tiesheng's analogy is too classic. In this way, we have another common hobby, and we both like Shi Tiesheng's books. ”

"Hmm. Shi Tiesheng's books reveal his thoughts on life everywhere. You and I need to draw strength from his books. Rain tung. ”

"Huh?"

"I know what I'm going to do next. Cao Zhengxuan said.

"You say. ”

"Father's side should not alarm him. Since my father was afraid of me all his life, he must have had his worries and sufferings. ”

"Not bad. ”

"But I had to figure out my birth. No matter whether Team Yuan's speculation is just speculation in the end, whether my mother left us because she couldn't tolerate the poverty of life as my father said, I have to solve this mystery!" Cao Zhengxuan looked ahead in a daze.

"Hmm. But the most important thing at the moment is to accept, not to find a way to rack your brains to solve the puzzle. Zhang Yutong said, "You should take it to heart." Because, if these three accidents are as we imagined, how cruel the gang is, how cunning the character is, how well planned it is, and how powerful it is. You must recognize this. ”

Cao Zhengxuan nodded silently.

"I can't rush anything. Especially in your state," Zhang Yutong continued to prompt, "you have to hide everything and pretend that you don't know anything." Because, as soon as the opponent senses that you perceive everything, their persecution of you will surely accelerate. Zhengxuan, I can tell you now, the criminal investigation arranged for me to be a legal tutor in No. 1 Middle School based on your protection!"

"Huh?" Cao Zhengxuan looked at Zhang Yutong in surprise.