643 With you by your side, it's enough
Qiqi has been in bed for more than a month, and it is time to go out and move her muscles, but when she just got up today, Mu Chu was afraid that her body was still too weak, so she was basically allowed to stay in the bedroom most of the time.
But since she woke up, she had to go out for a walk more, otherwise, her body bones would only get weaker and weaker.
Qiqi listened to the sound of him lying down on the bench, but frowned, and said in surprise: "Ah Chu, what are you doing there?"
Mu Chu turned to look at her and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I'll fall asleep here, watch you at night, and don't go anywhere." ”
He hasn't recovered from the new relationship between the two people, but Qiqi is different, after she knew that Mu Chu was her husband, she had really regarded him as her real husband, listening to his meaning, he planned to sleep in the chair tonight, and when he heard it, she was reluctant in her heart.
She pursed her lips and complained, "Why don't you come and sleep with me? Why do you sleep so far away? Is it more comfortable to sleep on a bench than in a bed?"
They are obviously husband and wife, why should they do this? She frowned, and suddenly her heart became a little flustered.
When Mu Chu came back to her senses because of hearing her words, sat up on the bench, and stared at her, her heart sank for a while, and the suspicion in her heart became bigger and bigger.
"What do you want?" Seeing that her face was wrong, Mu Chu stood up and walked towards her, came to the edge of the bed and sat down, reaching out to shake her little hand.
Qiqi, who heard the sound, quickly withdrew his hand when he touched his little hand, her starry eyes turned slightly, and the person had fallen into extreme uneasiness.
"What's going on?" Mu Chu looked at her, he couldn't see what she was thinking at this moment, and after thinking about it, he said, "Are you blaming me for not coming to accompany you?"
He reached out again to take her hand, but Qiqi still took his hand back, stared in the direction of his face, bit his lip, and his face turned pale.
Mu Chuchu was even more uneasy, this time he reached out and grabbed her shoulder, his voice sank, and there was a little anxiety hidden in his low voice: "What's the matter? ”
She didn't speak, he took her wrist, this time she was not allowed to retreat, his fingertips fell on the veins on her wrist, the pulse was still a little weak, but it was no different from a normal person.
At this time, the original injury had recovered seventy or eighty percent, and when her vitality was restored again, the person would be able to fully recover, except for these eyes...... When I think of her eyes, I feel a little melancholy.
He suppressed all the feelings that he shouldn't have, looked at her and asked, "Is your stomach upset again?"
Qiqi shook his head, still biting his lip, just trying to withdraw his hand and not speak.
Mu Chu was anxious, his big palm tightened, and he held her hand tightly in his palm, and he asked seriously: "What's going on? ”
"I feel sick in my heart. She still wanted to withdraw her hand from his palm, her little face raised to face him, and she asked seriously: "Ah Chu, you are not my husband, are you?"
"Why do you think like that?" his heart tightened, and when he looked at her, he suddenly felt a little weak: "Do you remember the past?"
"You're not my husband. Qiqi pushed him again, but still couldn't push his big palm, she hurriedly said: "Since you are not my husband, why do you lie to me? Who is the child's father? Which bastard ...... me?"
She turned her face away, her face was pale, and a faint tear appeared in her eyes: "Who abandoned me after that?
"No one...... No one abandons you. The word "abandonment" made his heart tug at him, and he took her hand and pulled her towards him, and his voice softened: "Why don't you trust me? Am I so untrustworthy? Or did I do something wrong and make you angry?"
It turned out that she didn't recover her memory, but she was doubting him, and a little joy in her heart was drowned out by disappointment, but after the disappointment, there was another love that she couldn't explain.
He still said softly: "Sue me if I didn't do well, I'll change it." ”
"You're not bad. "He's fine with everything, but he's too distant from her, especially as he was doing.
She turned her face away, and she didn't know how to tell him, she was so close to him, but why did she always feel that he was hiding something from herself?
Mu Chu thought about it, and finally figured it out: "Are you complaining that I was planning to spend the night on the bench just now, but I didn't come to accompany you?"
Qiqi bit his lip and began to struggle from his palm again, trying to withdraw his little hand.
Mu Chu sighed lightly, stared at her face, and stared at her for a while before softly saying, "I'm afraid...... I'm lying down with you, and I can't help but slight you. ”
He couldn't bear to see her continue to be upset and sad, he tightened his palm, and decided to continue the lie: "You are now pregnant for the first time, and your body is so weak, if I forcibly get close to you now, I am afraid that it will hurt our children." ”
Qiqi's face was completely red, but she didn't expect him to come and sleep with him for this reason, which made her think ......
She lowered her head for a few moments, not knowing what to say to him, and only then did she raise her head from his arms and face him as he pulled herself into his arms, and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I was really scared just now. ”
"I know. He could feel her panic clearly, patted her on the shoulder gently, he hesitated for a moment before he said firmly: "I'm just too careful, too afraid to control myself, don't be afraid, if you are not happy, I will come back and sleep with you." ”
"Who said I wasn't happy?" After thinking about it and seemingly feeling that she shouldn't say that, she grabbed the hem of his shirt and whispered, "I'm not...... I didn't mean that, actually, ......."
Isn't it too embarrassing to discuss such a thing with him? How can a woman ask her husband to sleep with her?
But she really wanted to be with him, it was always dark around her, she couldn't see anything, if she wasn't even around him, she couldn't feel his save, and she would really be a little panicked.
Mu Chu rubbed her head, her thin lips couldn't help but raise slightly, and he said softly: "Don't think nonsense, I think I can still control it, I'll sleep with you." ”
Qiqi blushed, subconsciously pillowed in the crook of his arm, leaned over to him, and his cold little hand fell on his chest, warming himself with his body temperature through his clothes.
She really likes this feeling of snuggling up to each other, but it's a pity that she can't see his face clearly at this moment.
However, Ah Chu can reassure her, but this feeling is real, she thinks she should have liked this feeling a long, long time ago, with him, the impetuousness and uneasiness in her heart will gradually dissipate.
Mu Chu noticed that her little hands were unusually cold, almost subconscious, and he pulled open the clothes on his chest and put her small hands into his chest, warming her with his body temperature.
Qiqi blushed slightly, and wanted to stretch out his hand a little but couldn't help it, but he struggled in his heart, and put his hands flat on his chest.
His body temperature made her feel warm again, her hands were warm, and even her heart was warm.
It's just that there seems to be a ...... on his chest, "You're hurt?"
She looked up at him, and even if she couldn't see it, she was startled by the rough and horrible scars on his chest.
He hadn't remembered it just now, but now that he looked down, he noticed the scratches on his chest.
The big palm wrapped her little hand, preventing her from continuing to touch herself, his palm was filled with internal strength, and he warmed her hands with true qi, and said softly: "It's okay, I was hurt a lot before, but it's all better." ”
"Let me see. She wrenched away from his big palm and groped for his chest.
It's impossible to see, but you can feel the shape of each scar.
It wasn't the scar before, although it had been healed together, but it was clearly the one that was injured not long ago.
"Yes...... Those who are chasing us hurt you?" she asked softly, her heart aching from the pain in his chest.
"It's okay, it's over. He also tried to pull her hand down so that his scars would not frighten her, but she was unwilling and insisted on letting her little hand caress his chest.
She didn't know how much he had suffered, and her eyes were like this, not only could she not take care of him, but she had been dragging him down.
"It's okay. "It was the scar that I scratched when I was in the Gu poison attack this month, and it has been eight days since then, and it has already formed a scar.
Seeing that her face was still gloomy, he said softly: "Don't think about it so much, the most important thing now is to take care of your body, and when you are late summer and early autumn next year, give me a white fat son." ”
"Is my daughter bad?" Knowing that he didn't want to mention his injury again, she had to suppress the discomfort in her heart, muttered red lips and diverted the topic: "Your daughter is also your child, how can you be partial?"
"How come?" "Daughter, naturally, he likes it more, more than his son, he is just afraid that he will not be able to take care of her, and he is afraid that the woman is too weak and will suffer in the future.
Brushing away a few strands of green silk scattered on her face, he said, "If it is a daughter, it will be like you." ”
She pursed her lips, coaxed her little face, and was silent.
After a while, she said again: "Ah Chu, will we all live here in the future?"
Mu Chu lowered her eyes and looked at her little face, which had been getting thinner and thinner these days, and looked at it for a while before she said softly: "No, I will leave soon, and I will wait for the New Year." ”
Seeing the uneasiness that flashed in her eyes, he said, "Where do you want to go, what kind of life do you want to live?"
What kind of day...... Qiqi thought about it seriously, and after thinking for a while, he shook his head and said: "I don't have any big ambitions, I just want to live a peaceful life, and then ......"
She bit her lip, a faint smile on the corner of her lips, and buried her face in his chest, as close to his chest as her own little hands: "It's enough to have you by your side." ”
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