Chapter XVII: Psychological Defenses
Li Mingyan covered his bleeding arm, and when he came out of Weisi's room with a disgraced face, Wei Yan was standing at the door waiting for him.
He leaned against the door, his thin lips moved slightly, and Li Mingyan didn't hear what he was saying.
After Li Mingyan went out, he carefully checked his injured hand and complained to him, "Your sister is a dog, she has sharp teeth and a sharp mouth, she really doesn't look like a dumb person." ”
"Did you find the wrong door in the bathroom?" Wei Yan's tone was not as flat as usual, and he was a little rushed: "What are you doing inside?"
"Hey, I didn't do anything. ”
Wei Yan snorted coldly.
"Is there a lot of movement?" Li Mingyan asked him.
"Now you know you're worried?"
“...... I just want to touch it. Li Mingyan covered his injured arm, "Such a girl, look under your nose again, touch the assembly." ”
"She's your cousin. Wei Yan's tone aggravated.
"Come on, who doesn't know about her. Li Mingyan didn't think so, but he seemed to remember something, and his expression became obscene: "But it's really tender......"
"Alright, you. Wei Yan's eyebrows furrowed, Li Mingyan rarely saw him like this, Wei Yan warned him, "I'll just say once, don't touch her." ”
"If you don't really get it, just touch it. Li Mingyan sighed, "Don't you and your mother hate her the most? ”
"It just doesn't work. Wei Yan's tone was firm, "People in our family can't do such a shameful thing, my dad can't spare her and can't spare me." ”
The two walked from the third floor to the second floor, their voices lowered, Li Mingyan still didn't care, "Your father knows it, when she can get married, just marry me directly." ”
"Then you're not afraid of having a little dumb?" Wei Yan sneered, "I can't say no, I don't like it, you don't like it dirty and smelly, I still think about it." ”
Li Mingyan chattered again, but Wei Mian didn't pay attention to him anymore, and the bunch of keys on the third floor were removed by him alone, and then returned them.
Weisi's pajamas had just been torn off in the process of struggling, her face was hot and painful, and the place where she was slapped by Li Mingyan was obviously swollen. She relocked the door first, leaned against the door, and she sat for a long time, and her body couldn't stop trembling.
After sitting for a long time, it gradually becomes a posture of holding your knees with your hands and resting your head on your knees.
I don't know how long it took before Weisi stood up tremblingly against the wall and went to the bathroom to take a shower. There was a large water mark on her pajamas, but after crying this time, she didn't feel relaxed, and the disgusting and painful feeling was like a fast-growing vine, tightly wrapped around her.
Pajamas were changed out and thrown in the trash.
This night is the most terrifying memory of Weiss since moving to this room.
She was tired, but she always didn't sleep soundly. There were many terrible monsters in her dream, and they surrounded her, and she could only keep running and then fall into a bottomless cliff.
Maybe because of this nightmare, Weis was convulsing in his sleep.
In the morning light after the nightmare, Weisi didn't get up with her usual endorsement, and she had another fever, this time so bad that she couldn't get up to get herself a glass of water.
She once thought about countless possible futures at night: for example, she may also be a little bit like her two older brothers, who were arranged and planned by Wei Xinkan to study abroad early, and of course, it is more likely that she will study in college in China, find a job that does not require communication after graduation, and then move out of Weijia......
The groggy Weisi found that in fact, there was a possibility for her future, that is, she slowly fell ill and died in this room, and then one day she was discovered by Sister-in-law Zhang who came to change the sheets, and then this room would erase the traces of her life and be transformed into a functional room to continue to use.
She lay in her room until late in the evening, when she felt that her fever and dizziness had improved, so she slowly got up and paced to the bathroom, took a glass of water from the sink, and then poured it down like the last time.
This time, Weisi pulled up his stomach again in the night, and slowly turned into vomiting and diarrhea.
After not eating for a day, Weisi felt that he had vomited even gastric juice.
The symptoms of vomiting and diarrhea eased a little, but Weisi had a fever again. She felt that someone had come in again, but it was not Li Mingyan, because the other party's steps were very light, and there was a cool towel rubbing her forehead, cheeks and neck.
The bangs on her forehead were soaked with sweat and stuck together, and the man brushed away the wet hair on her forehead and gave her a fever-reducing patch.
The fever patch was just above her eyebrows, but she slept extremely incomfortably, and her consciousness was blurred when she was hot, but she was still frowning.
The palm prints of the hand have clearly appeared in the place where he was slapped, slowly leaving traces of bruises on the fair skin.
Weisi himself felt that the sudden gastroenteritis came and went quickly, although he tossed for two days, but on the third morning, the fever subsided, and the symptoms seemed to be cured. She hadn't eaten for two days, and she was slapped before, her face was slightly swollen, her skin was not only bloodless, but even her lips were white, and she had no appetite.
The fact that she didn't die made Weiss feel complicated, and she found that although she always thought that "death is easier than living", she still had a unique emotion for early mornings, and she loved every early morning.
Because she hadn't eaten for too long, and couldn't eat anything else, Weisi had been drinking a glass of hot milk, so slowly that she hadn't finished eating at the same table, and she hadn't finished half a cup.
Weis's expression was more painful than being drugged, because she still felt a little sick from anything she ate.
He looked at the thin Weisi, but what he wanted to say was interrupted by a cold glance thrown by Weisi.
"That ......" Wei Yan finally spoke: "Cousin, he went home." ”
Weiss ignored him.
The negative effects of that night on Weisi were not limited to nausea, she began to sleep badly all night long, waking up from her sleep at the slightest disturbance, her body was cold, but her head was full of sweat.
After a few days of tossing, Weiss began to repair the collapsed psychological defense line by herself, first moving the chair in front of her desk to the door every night, then leaning against the door, piling a thick stack of books on it, and then she took a fruit knife from the kitchen, wrapped it in one of her own ledgers, and placed it on the bedside table next to the bed.
"If there is another Li Mingyan like this, I will kill him. ”
She kept using this sentence to build a sense of security for herself, and after rebuilding her psychological defense, Weisi made a choice, a choice about leaving Wei's home early.