Chapter 111: The Fall

This broken world is coming to an end!

When the dazzling spark flickered in front of him, there was only one voice in Rorschach's heart that roared.

The spark of life is bright and brilliant, the more powerful the life bursts out of the short flicker, the more it shakes people's hearts, but when Sidion, the city lord of Corner City, turned into a spark of life in front of everyone, everyone was embarrassed by "you are teasing me".

"Stand-in?"

The entourage shook their heads blankly, they had seen the city lord show off his fierce fighting skills and strong fighting spirit not long ago.

"Conspiracy?"

Still shaking his head, what kind of conspiracy will make the most important city lord a sacrifice.

A suffocating silence appeared, and the scene was extremely embarrassing for a while.

"The castle lord hasn't been in a good mood lately........"

It sounds like an excuse, and if you think about it, it's a conspiracy, but it's reality.

Sidion's perseverance and perseverance are amazing from an ordinary engineer to the overlord of a place and a country, and he has been in the army for decades, and his individual strength is not the top in this wasteland, but it is also first-class.

"Forget it, forget it. ”

But the driving force that makes him work hard is the great task of national rejuvenation, and the initial motivation is the trust and expectation of his father-in-law.

He chose himself, and he chose himself among the vast beings.

And he is talented, the chosen one, the hope of the national rejuvenation of the Seymour people, and the destined founding emperor!

The weight of responsibility, the lust for power, and finally the sense of mission that the heavens would drop on him made Sideon choose his own path, and it was those things that allowed him to ignore some of the things he had valued in the past.

For example, morality, conscience, and the most basic mercy for cannibalism.

When killing and inhumane acts are poured under the banner of the state, he becomes legitimate, and when he is sprinkled with the banner of national righteousness, he becomes sacred.

In fact, in the end, I still give myself an excuse, an excuse to anesthetize myself.

The wiser and stronger the person, the more he needs this reason, the more he needs this excuse...... The road to peace of mind goes to the dark, even if you know that it is just an excuse for self-comfort.

Even if you have already understood in your heart that something is wrong, and you have deviated from your original starting point....... you can still anesthetize yourself before you say anything.

But now, apparently, no.

Sias's death....... or to be more precise, Sidion no longer had the possibility of deceiving himself, and even due to the previous forcible oppression, the guilt and pain of the rebound were even more violent, suffocating and even collapsing.

But no, it can't collapse at this time, gritting your teeth and persevering, the great cause of the rejuvenation of the clan is just around the corner....... even if you can't revive, you must plan a path for the future of the clan.

What is the difference between people who have no dreams and salted fish?

But I found that I had deviated from my dream, and even became the person I hated the most under the banner of my dream, and even my benefactor lost his life because of it, and that dream ...... It has long become a sinful abuse and ugly desire on the back.

Probably, these months have been worse for the hegemon than salted fish.

Ignoring the warnings and continuing all the way to the black? As an overlord and patriarch, his self-esteem and character who can't tolerate sand in his eyes can't let this kind of behavior happen.

Then, there is only negation, negation of everything in the past.

If a person without a dream is not as good as a salted fish, then those who deny their dreams may not be as alive as a dead fish that cannot breathe.

The living of the walking dead is almost instinctive, demanding of oneself, throwing away the ambition that has become a burden, and considering the future of the race purely from the point of view.

The Walking Dead, thinking about it repeatedly, was still the only adjective that was most suitable for Siddian at that time.

It is not even allowed to fall and give up, and the overlord's corner city suddenly loses its owner, what does that mean, Rorschach's game church can analyze it, and of course he Siddian can see it.

When an idealist turns his back on his ideals, but is unwilling to admit the reality, whenever he looks back on the common struggle of the past and the memory of his father, the pain extends from the back to the chest, making people's breath full of pain.

However, as the overlord, he can't show a little weakness, and he can't even express remorse and doubts about his past practices.

People are not machines, the mind of intelligent beings also has a limit, they are still strong when they are the weakest, and they have to be full of vigilance around them while losing their loved ones, Sideon is physically and mentally exhausted, and has had many auditory and visual hallucinations, and even developed to the point that he needs to overdose of drugs every night to fall asleep normally.

This is not a terminal disease, many adults are burdened with scars to live into the future, intense work and career pursuit is the best anesthetic, and the almighty time is the panacea to cure everything.

Given Sideon three or five years to breathe, there was no reason why he, with his mind and will as steel, should not step out of the shadows of the past and become the true king of the Seymours, as Sias had hoped.

It's a pity that fate always makes people unable, and bad luck repeatedly favors unlucky people who are unfortunate enough without mercy.

In this heterogeneous plane full of thunder elements, it is not only the power of the physical body that resists the invasion of the elements, but also the will and soul.

Just like swimming in the water (water element pool), if you are good at swimming, you can last for a long time, even if you can swim far in diving, but if you are buried under the water and still open your nose and mouth to breathe........ it is equivalent to committing suicide.

The king, whose face was expressionless and actually covered in devastation, also gave up at that moment.

Confusion, weakness, anger, sadness, and eventually, a lament.

"Alas, it's hard to live, or, give up, I'm not in this world, Seymour has a better future, and my father won't .........."

In other areas, inner weakness is not a problem, but in this environment, this sad state of mind that wants to die is equivalent to giving up all defenses, allowing elemental lightning to invade the body, and choosing to commit suicide.

Even in the next moment, he sensed that something was wrong, but it was too late, and everything was over.

The dazzling thunderbolt rose from underneath him, and with his eyes closed, he was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, and finally, he smiled, a smile full of relief.

Finally, in this moment, he let go of everything.

The death of Sidion, the overlord of a generation, the cause of death: suicide in despair.

There is no accident in history........ you can't do anything about it by chance.

No one expected such a development, even if the possibility of falling here had been considered, but as a strong man, he suddenly died, which made people sigh and disbelieve.

The dead are dead, what happens to the remaining living?

"How do I know what to do?"

Now Rorschach is confused, and the intelligence support system behind him is as chaotic as ever.