Chapter 216: Not a Good Memory
"It is impossible for Gu Jinyan to replace her. Mu Beichen also told himself so, and only in this way would he feel more comfortable in his heart.
"No, you don't dare admit it. "Ji Yuxuan is also a woman, she understands it too well, if Mu Beichen really didn't have the slightest affection for Gu Jinyan, how could he take everything about her to heart?
That's right, Gu Jinyan is indeed different from her, she has never fought or grabbed, she can do nothing, but Ji Yuxuan is different, what she wants to get, she will fight for it.
In the past few months, she has not done anything, but it does not mean that she has given up on Mu Beichen.
In her heart, Mu Beichen is the only man she wants to marry in her life.
Mu Beichen didn't say anything more, he really had never faced the relationship between him and Gu Jinyan, for him, Gu Jinyan's existence was just a tool for his revenge.
But after so much time together, can he really be indifferent?
After Ji Yuxuan finished what she wanted to say, she got up and left.
When she came down from the upstairs again, she looked at Mu Beichen, "Today, I want to go back to the old house to have a look." ”
In fact, for so long after Ji Yuxuan returned to China, she never thought of going back to the old house to see, after all, in that old house, what was left was not a good memory.
She has been living in the Mu family's villa, just to erase those painful memories of the past.
She once thought that meeting Mu Beichen would be the beginning of her best life.
But the person Mu Beichen fell in love with was Ji Yuying, and the woman he wanted to marry was also Ji Yuying.
Ji Yuxuan still couldn't get anything after all, she was really unwilling.
In the car accident five years ago, she thought it would change everything, but she was wrong, and in the end nothing changed.
He has never had any feelings for her, he, like Ji Yuying, just treats her as a sister.
"You haven't been back for a long time, why do you suddenly want to go back?" Mu Beichen asked.
"I just suddenly wanted to go back. Ji Yuxuan said lightly, it seems that she is reluctant to give up on the past.
But in fact, she didn't care about the past, it was a nightmare to her.
The Ji Group collapsed, the Ji family fell into various crises, and even the original big villa has been auctioned, and the young Ji family sisters can only move to a dilapidated old mansion, where they grew up and were bullied.
Now, even if she goes back, she just wants Mu Beichen to know that she feels sorry for her sister.
"Yuxuan, there, I don't think you have to go back, so as not to be sad. Mu Beichen knew that Ji Yuxuan didn't have any particularly good memories of that old mansion, and it made people unhappy to go.
"Beichen, even if I don't go back, everything I face here is also uncomfortable, here, I will remember everything about my sister. Ji Yuxuan looked at Mu Beichen, "You can forget, but I can't forget." ”
How could Mu Beichen forget? It's just that he hasn't made a decision on some aspects of things now.
"I went out first, I'll try to come back as soon as possible. Ji Yuxuan said lightly, and then, she changed into her shoes and left the villa.
Perhaps, some things are difficult for her, but she has to let her face them all the time, so that her heart will feel better.
At least, she felt that if she was doing this now, Mu Beichen should understand.
After Ji Yuxuan left, Mu Beichen sat on the sofa in the living room on the first floor, Aunt Ming brought a cup of tea out, she looked at Mu Beichen, and was stunned for a while, "Sir." ”
"Is there something wrong?" Mu Beichen took the initiative to ask when he saw Aunt Ming's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped.
"About Miss Ji, Miss Gu still doesn't know, don't you plan to tell her?" Aunt Ming felt that if she heard something from Ji Yuxuan's mouth, it would be better for Mu Beichen to take the initiative to say to Gu Jinyan.
Even if Gu Jinyan didn't say anything in the morning, she could see that after Ji Yuxuan said that, Gu Jinyan actually cared a lot.
"She'll know about that sooner or later. Mu Beichen didn't know why, but when he mentioned that he was asked to face Gu Jinyan and take the initiative to mention Ji Yuying, he didn't know how to speak.
That's right, the beginning of him and Gu Jinyan was because of Ji Yuying, so the end between the two of them will also be because of Ji Yuying.
I'm afraid that the closer he gets to the time he imagined, the more uneasy and flustered his heart becomes.
"Mr. Mu, if Miss Gu would know sooner or later, it would be better for you to tell her earlier, if she heard everything from your mouth, her heart would be better, right? If she heard about it from Miss Ji's mouth, I think, she would be afraid that it would be difficult for her to accept it. "Aunt Ming is also telling the truth.
After all, Gu Jinyan's current feelings for Mu Beichen are so real, so real that they don't need to be said, so that everyone can understand them.
"Did Yu Xuan say it to her?" Mu Beichen suddenly had a very bad premonition in his heart.
"Not yet, but she said half in the morning, and I saw that Miss Gu left as if she was preoccupied, and I was a little worried about her. Aunt Ming said to Mu Beichen.
She didn't understand what was the reason why Mu Beichen and Gu Jinyan intersected, she only knew that Gu Jinyan's appearance could make Mu Beichen slowly let go of his cold and arrogant temperament and start to face a different life again.
In the past five years, how painful Mu Beichen has been, Aunt Ming has seen it.
But since Gu Jinyan appeared these days, it may not be a long time, less than a year, but it is enough for Mu Beichen to slowly change.
"Don't worry, I'm in charge. Mu Beichen said lightly, his tone was obviously much more indifferent than before, perhaps, after mentioning Gu Jinyan's matter, he couldn't escape some things he had to face.
"Oh well. Aunt Ming didn't say anything more, of course she didn't want any mustard between Mu Beichen and Gu Jinyan, after all, what should have been in the past should also be over, and what should be put down should also be put down.
If Mu Beichen was still clinging to the past and didn't dare to face it calmly, he was afraid that it would hurt Gu Jinyan's heart.
Mu Beichen picked up the teacup, he thought of the relationship between him and Gu Jinyan these days, which was peaceful and quiet, which was the beauty he had imagined before, but now, everything is already impossible.
Because Gu Jinyan is not her, and Ji Yuying cannot be replaced by anyone.
He thought he could do it, Gu Jinyan was not so important in his heart.