Ah Chu was still like in the past, she was always so good to her, and she didn't have the slightest selfishness at all, but what she was thinking just now, she actually thought that he was jealous and unhappy, so she turned around and left.

Qiqi suddenly hated herself a little, she was like this, she was really sorry for Ah Chu.

"I'm about to look for you and Bao'er, since you're here, try it first, I'll bring Bao'er here. Mu Chu turned around and was about to walk out of the tent.

Qiqi said: "She and Xuanchi went back to the camp, and now they ......."

Mu Chu paused, looked back at her, was stunned before returning to the table, and after letting her sit down, he lifted the clay pot on the side, picked up the empty bowl and poured her a bowl of ginkgo porridge, and pushed it in front of her.

"Since she is accompanied by her father, then I won't bother, you come and taste, I have been doing it for more than two hours, and I have been fighting for a few days, I don't know if the craftsmanship has deteriorated. ”

Qiqi didn't say anything, he was like this or made her heart unspeakably sour, what are the two of them like now?

Looking at the bowl of porridge, thinking about the lingering relationship with Chu Xuanchi last night, there was no shyness in my heart at this time, only a faint melancholy.

Mu Chu took the chopsticks and stuffed them into her hand, seeing her like this, he frowned, and couldn't help asking, "What's the matter?"

"No, you can eat it. "It's her favorite dim sum, and the porridge is also fragrant, I don't know how much more exquisite it is than the breakfast that Xiao Yu'er brought to her, how could she not eat it?

I picked up the porridge and drank two sips, it was fragrant and pleasant, and after swallowing it, only Ah Chu could make it in the world.

But how can she be like this? already has a home, already with Xuan Chi, how can she monopolize his tenderness again?

"Ah Chu. She put the bowl down, and finally raised her head to meet his gaze, and plucked up her courage for a long time before saying, "Ah Chu, we ......."

"How are we?" Mu Chu lowered his eyes and looked at her uneasy little face, something suddenly flowed under his eyes, the smile on the corner of his lips gradually dissipated, and his face sank: "Do you want to tell me that I won't be so good to you in the future?"

Qiqi didn't speak, but this is also what she wants to say, although she is really reluctant to be gentle with him, but since he is not the person she is destined to be, she can no longer occupy the position that belongs to others, let him go, he can find his own happiness.

What does that mean...... You don't want to drive me away, do you?" Mu Chu frowned, and his face sank a little.

"No!" Qiqi was startled, and the words "drive him away" made her hand tremble, and the bowl of porridge suddenly slipped from her hand.

If it weren't for Mu Chu's quick hand to take it back, this bowl of porridge would have fallen to the ground and spilled all over the ground now.

"What a waste of my mind. He put the porridge on the table, and when he put it down, his strength was a little heavy, and the low sound of the bowl and the table colliding together hit Qiqi's heart like a boulder, which made her heart ache immediately.

But she didn't speak, because she didn't know what to say at this time.

"Do you really think I'm getting in the way of your eyes here?" Mu Chu looked at her, there was no smile on his face at this moment, and even a faint chill overflowed from the whole person.

"No......" Qiqi hurriedly shook his head, a little frightened by his words, and shook his head vigorously: "No, really not, how could I mean this?" I'm just afraid of you...... I'm afraid you're not having a good time. ”

"Drive me away and leave me alone to wander around outside, so that I will have a good life?" His voice was a little light, indifferent, such a Mu Chu was so frightened that Qiqi didn't even dare to breathe through the atmosphere.

In all the years of knowing him, he has rarely had such a terrible side.

She clenched her hands, lowered her eyes, looked at the bowl on the table, looked at the ginkgo porridge he had carefully boiled in the bowl, there were tears in her eyes, and she just endured it hard to prevent them from falling.

She didn't drive him away, but she couldn't get along with him as husband and wife as she used to, but how to make these words clear to him?

Both of them were silent, and the atmosphere in the tent was extremely low, until the porridge was cold, and her tears could not help but slide down.

Qiqi hurriedly turned around and raised her hand casually, and the tears that fell silently were wiped away by her at will, and when she turned around again, there was no trace of tears in her eyes.

She said helplessly: "Ah Chu, you are my brother-in-law......"

"Since you know that I am your brother-in-law, why can't you treat me like you did to Chu Jiangnan?" Mu Chu was also helpless, even if she had tried her best not to let herself see her tears, but he could still see that tear clearly, and he could also see that he was distressed.

He exhaled, and the cold in his eyes was finally removed by him, and he said in a low voice: "I am very calm and peaceful now, even if I see you and Chu Xuanchi together, I don't have so many regrets in my heart." I have known from the past that the relationship between you and him cannot be intervened by a third party, and those two years are enough for me to reminisce for a lifetime, but now, I have regarded Bao'er as my own daughter, if you want to drive me away, don't you want to break up our father and daughter? Qiqi, I don't want you as a lady, but how can you bear to let me lose even my daughter?"

"That's not what I meant. The palm of her hand was held tighter by her, her chest continued to rise and fall faster, and if she wanted to say it, she knew that it would hurt him, but since she knew, she could still say it cruelly: "Kebao'er......"

"It's always Chu Xuanchi's daughter, isn't it?" Mu Chu sighed helplessly, but still took the porridge and stuffed it back into her hand: "But I am also her father-in-law, and even her master, I have raised her for two years, and the relationship in these two years is not something that can be broken, is it so difficult to let her call me my father-in-law?"

He no longer expects her feelings for him, but is it because he used to get along with her in the name of husband and wife, and now that she has a lover by her side, this place can't accommodate him?

He is also a living flesh and blood person, when their family of three comes together, does he have to leave? In the past two years, he has also paid his affection, even if Bao'er is not his daughter, but the relationship between him and Bao'er is closer than that of a real father and daughter. Let him not even want the daughter who has been in love with all his heart for two years, they ...... How cruel?

Stepfather...... These two words struck heavily in Qiqi's heart.

It's not bad, she's just afraid that he will be too reluctant to force himself and will have a bad time when he looks at them, but as he said, is it better to be alienated from him?

"Don't meddle in my affairs in the future, and don't think about introducing me to any girl, you are not me, how do you know what I think in my heart?"

Mu Chu looked at her, and after suppressing the pain, his gaze finally softened completely.

He is still the same as in the past, no matter how many grievances he has in his heart, he still doesn't want to put any pressure on her.

He just wanted to keep his little joy within the scope of what he could: "Alone, I may not have a good time, at least there is a prince of Nan to accompany me, and when I am bored, I can also play chess with him and talk about life, if you insist on stuffing me with a girl, I will feel that you are disgusting me." ”

"I never thought of it that way, I just ...... Just hope you're happy. Qiqi said in a low voice.

"How do you know that I want the happiness you think of?" he smiled helplessly, pushed the plate in front of her, and his eyes fell on the snack, although there was still a little loneliness in his eyes, but the words were sincere:

"Sometimes I make some snacks for you and Bao'er, and watch you eat happily, that's the happiness I want, and sometimes I can talk to you a few words, taste the world's food, and see the world's beautiful scenery, that's also my happiness. Even if I see you and Chu Xuanchi together, I will still be a little lonely now, but if I can't see you, I think it is not only lonely to describe my mood, how do you know that looking at you is not my happiness?"

Qiqi was speechless, such a relationship was too deep and too great, she couldn't repay it, and she couldn't repay it in this life.

Mu Chu didn't say much, he was quite embarrassed to talk to her so much today, but he didn't say it clearly, this girl was thinking about avoiding him every day, and his life would be very hard.

As he said, how did she know that it was not his happiness to be by their side now? Sometimes happiness is different for everyone, how can she pursue it be compared to his?

It is a great thing in life to be able to get her, if you can't get it, but at least when he is still thinking about her in his heart, don't drive him away, don't alienate him, and don't deliberately distance himself from him.

Everyone can live together like a family, which is his greatest satisfaction now.

He knows that he is very selfish, but not everything can be done with a wise sword, and not all pain can be turned into a short pain, she doesn't understand, because she is not him.

Some of the determinations are lifelong, as long as they are identified, it will be difficult to change in this life, and she will never be able to understand his feelings, so now for him, maintaining the current state, he is satisfied.

If she had to sort something out, or push him away, it would be doomed to him.

Can he keep a little bit of selfishness? He doesn't want to leave, there is the woman he loves, there is the daughter he loves, there are all his dreams.

Even if he is scolded for being selfish, he is still reluctant to leave, Bao'er was born after he watched him and raised until now, if he wants to leave, how can he be reluctant?

Qiqi picked up the dim sum and ate it silently, pondering his words, the more she pondered, the more sad she became, but there was one thing she seemed to understand.

Everyone's happiness represents a completely different meaning, how does she know that a person living a quiet life is not the happiness he wants to pursue?

If you force him to stuff a woman, it is not for his good, but only to fulfill his own selfishness.

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