Chapter 401: Healing
Although Si Guangnian was not at ease, he still sat down again.
"Aze must be sad......"
Ou Baobao thought about it, and combined with his mother's reaction, "I think it should be mostly angry...... "How to say it, "When my brother was a child, he was also brought up by his mother. He has a deep relationship with his mother. This is not comparable to Yuzimo's thin and missing father's love. The sacrifice really sublimated his whole person. By the way, it will definitely affect the role of being a father. But when it comes to feelings, ten Yuzimo can't withstand half a mother's. ”
Before, it was they who thought about it. After the mother came back, Ou Baobao realized this.
"Human feelings are really complicated. If Yu Zimo had always been the solemn appearance in the photo, maybe his former appearance would have been washed away silently. It seems that whoever thinks of him is his good and his excellence. He was a good husband, a good father, and a good son...... But once he has a flaw, then a thin photo is actually useless. ”
Ou Baobao said very objectively, "Because many feelings are beautified by people themselves, they are put in their hearts and memories." But once this beautifying filter disappears, the feelings that remain will only pale in comparison with the truth. What's more, Yu Zimo, as a father, was mostly absent from his brother's childhood. And in my mother's memory, it is not as good as the weight of an Ouyue Mountain...... It's already a thin relationship, how can it stand up to removing the filter......."
Si Guangnian also understood.
"That's fine. At the very least, it hurts less...... "This is a very pessimistic blessing, right?
Si Guangnian thought about it, and asked Ou Baobao, "You, haven't you asked your mother about your father?"
Ou Baobao nodded, "Of course I asked." Big brother, you may not know that when I was a child, I envied others for having the opportunity to call Dad..... Outside, if I hear another child calling Daddy, I immediately look at it..... Many of those fathers are muttering impatiently while gently picking up their children, and that kind of ease is hugging them...... I was so envious that I wanted to experience the feeling of being picked up so easily......"
"Uncle, Uncle Jin, Shenming, they all love to hug me. But I just know that this feeling, and the feeling I want to know, must be different. Some things, different are different. I also want to tell my mother, try to find it, keep looking, until I find someone, I want to see people in life, and I want to see corpses in death. But, big brother, I actually understood one thing when I was very young......"
Ou Baobao looked at Si Guangnian and smiled slightly, "My father abandoned my mother before he abandoned me. Many people say that it was because my mother was bad that I left us without a father, but they seem to have forgotten that we were abandoned by our father, and my mother was also abandoned by her lover. Mom has suffered much, much more damage than we have. So, my mother said that I found it, but I couldn't find it, so I wouldn't look for it again. ”
"I think my brother should have the same idea as me. The person we love the most is still the mother who gave birth to us......"
Ou Baobao was also a little sad when she talked about this, because she saw that Si Guangnian had a distressed and sad look on his face. pursed his lips and smiled, and quickly changed the subject, "So, I watch TV shows, those abandoned people can actually forgive, and even help others to forgive, and have deeper feelings or something...... I think this is probably a script, acted, in order to earn tears and earn ratings......"
"Because I can't forgive. I can't forgive my own childhood envy, let alone my mother. And if my biological father appeared in front of me now, I wouldn't have much affection for him, a stranger, a stranger who made me very unhappy......"
Now, Yu Zimo's state in his brother's heart is probably the same......
Si Guangnian, a person with a father like Si Shoujing, really has no good impression of the image of his father. Even if the matter has passed, in his heart, there will already be a strong hatred of Ling Chi Si Shoujing. However, at this moment, when he heard Qinbao's words, he suddenly felt healed......
Father...... It is indeed something that should be expected.
Si Guangnian came over and hugged his sister, he had been healed by her for so many years, from the first time he saw his sister.......
Ono said that Qinbao is a person who has a sun in his heart...... Yes, the sun, so big, so warm.......
After another long time, Ou Zhaozhao called and asked the brother and sister to go down.
Ou Baobao went upstairs first, took an ice cream from his refrigerator, and then came downstairs.
Yu Ze obviously cried, the corners of his eyes were red, and his face was very stiff, and he was really angry more than sad.
Ou Baobao did to his side, opened the ice cream, inserted the spoon again, and stuffed it into Yu Ze's hand.
Yu Ze looked at his sister helplessly, lowered his head and dug a big mouthful of ice cream, and swallowed it directly. After a sharp pain in the cold and exciting brain, the anger and sadness seemed to dissipate a lot.
"........" Ou Zhaozhao really thinks that Qinbao is punishing her brother.
Ou Zhaozhao had already discussed it with Yu Ze, "Don't shout about this matter yet." Wait and see, since Sun Xiaofei saw Aze, it is impossible for him to have no action. Wait for Zhang Rui to come to the door and see their purpose....... Also, since Sun Xiaofei has always been interested in Lightyear, you should hide and don't be seen by her. One thing is one thing, and if it is pulled together, it is always a mess......"
Si Guangnian didn't know where such a grandson came from, and he was a little unhappy, "What kind of thing is she......"
"Pay attention to your immortal character!!Gentlemanly demeanor serve it to me!!" Ou Zhaozhao glared, "I don't care what kind of mountain carving you look like in front of your warblers, Yanyan, face project, serve it to me." I gave birth to you so good-looking, what a good tool to deceive, what a pity if you threw it away......"
"........." Si Guangnian was speechless, but he had to admit that a lot of his business was really negotiated with this face, how to say it, there are really a lot of people with face control attributes and hidden attributes. He used to hold it a lot, but how bad it was in private, so I won't mention it. After all, after he went home, he let himself go, and he was not a bad hanger...... But it's not carved from a mountain.......
"The main thing is that nothing is clear now, and our understanding of them is limited to the information we have found. But over there, because of Zhang Rui, who has such an ear to report to God, he must know us better than we know them. It's a bit passive, and it's no harm to be cautious......"