Chapter 111: Han Yao's Diary
While shopping, in a fitting room, Liu Ye was arranged by Lin Mengchu and Han Yao again.
Although Lin Mengchu and Han Yao couldn't beat Liu Ye alone, the two had already formed an alliance with a tacit understanding, pressing Liu Ye to the ground and rubbing it.
After some fighting, in the end, the problem returned to Han Yao, although Lin Mengchu is the protagonist on Lin Mengchu's birthday today, but in the trio, because Han Yao is the most petite, and because of some special aspects, she has always been the most bullied and the most loved.
Now it is also her who is most worried, so when the three of them get together, it is inevitable to talk about her relationship problems.
Lin Mengchu is the most entangled person in his heart.
Because compared to Liu Ye, who doesn't know the truth at all, she knows a little thing.
She knew that Chen An was a flowery man, and he already had Tang Jiang, but she was still worried about Han Yao.
If she said this, Han Yao, who was already iron-hearted, was afraid that she would not be even more determined.
It's just that every time I saw Chen An and Han Yao getting along, I didn't say a few words, and Han Yao was always sad afterward, and Lin Mengchu was very distressed when she looked at it.
Although it is said that the long pain is not as good as the short pain, but Han Yao's pain period is also quite long, this stubborn character, I don't know how short the pain can be, ten or eight years is also a short pain?
It was because of this that Lin Mengchu suffered.
"Yaoyao, if, I said if, Chen An actually likes you too, but he loves fame, wants to be a good person, and doesn't want to live up to Tang Jiang, what should you do?"
Han Yao was stunned for a moment, what she was thinking about now was how to make Chen An like her, but she had no clue, because she had exposed her favor before, so Han Yao always felt that anything she did would scare Chen An, so she hadn't taken any drastic action until now.
And Lin Mengchu directly assumed that Chen An also liked her......
Hey, hey, hey......
It's a hypothesis, but I'm still happy.
Just after seriously thinking about Lin Mengchu's question, Han Yao was indeed a little dazed.
Yes, she still understands Chen An, he is not a person who abandons from the beginning, even if he likes her again, what will he do?
Abandon Tang Jiang?
This is not something that Chen An can do.
Han Yao was immediately hit the hardest.
She hadn't thought about it before, probably because she subconsciously didn't want her to be aware of this fact.
People sometimes deceive themselves and don't accept reality.
But now that Lin Mengchu asked this question, Han Yao couldn't escape anymore.
Chen An likes her, but he is reluctant to Tang Jiang......
"The answer is obvious!"
Liu Ye interjected on the side: "Yaoyao, a stupid child, can only be a little wife for others!"
Obviously, this is a sarcastic thing to say.
But it also reminded Han Yao that this seemed to be her only choice.
Han Yao was a little confused for the first time, she always thought that she and Tang Jiang could only compete, but she didn't expect that unless Tang Jiang took the initiative to break up with Chen An, otherwise, Chen An would not be able to break up with Tang Jiang for her.
Only love cannot be shared.
Han Yao never thought of sharing, what she wanted was to defeat Tang Jiang.
"Okay, today is Chu Chu's birthday, don't talk about me. ”
Han Yao wanted to avoid this question for the time being, but Liu Ye said: "This is the question raised by the birthday star, the birthday star is the biggest today, no problem, right?"
"If you want to know......
Han Yao paused, she saw that Lin Mengchu and Liu Ye were both looking at her seriously, obviously, they were very concerned about this issue, not just joking.
"It's really in that situation, probably, one of the two people, me and Tang Jiang, will choose to quit, are you satisfied with this answer?"
"Well, it's okay. ”
Liu Ye said in a sneering manner, she found that Han Yao was really angry.
"I want to go back, I don't have anything I want to buy anyway. ”
Lin Mengchu: "......"
She and Liu Ye really Han Yao this time.
The two glanced at each other, so they had to accompany Han Yao back together, and they kept making eye contact on the way.
I don't know what they're communicating, only they know.
After Han Yao returned to the bedroom, she lay on the bed, still thinking about the question raised by Lin Mengchu in her mind.
She knew that she couldn't do anything more out of the ordinary, she just liked Chen An, so she couldn't get anyone's support, if as Liu Ye said, she gave Chen An a little wife, then it was even more impossible for others to accept it.
Although she likes Chen An, she also has other people who care.
For example, her parents, and her sister.
If there really is that day, there is really no way, perhaps, she will give up.
After lying down for a while, Han Yao got up and picked up the diary and wrote a line on it.
"Today is a special day......"
Han Yao felt that on this day, Lin Mengchu's problem would definitely have a great impact on him, but whether this impact was good or bad, she couldn't predict it.
Han Yao met Chen An in the morning, jealous that he bought a gift for Lin Mengchu, and ignored her birthday, talked about revealing that he had been providing false information to Chen An, and finally wrote about his best friend's unsupport, and unconsciously wrote two pages in the diary.
"It's such a painful thing to like someone you shouldn't like, but even if it's so painful, you can't become dislike him. ”
"I don't want to hurt others, and I don't want people to get hurt because of me, Tang Jiang seems to be a very good girl, maybe she can also give Chen An happiness, and I, I just need to say the word give up. ”
When Han Yao wrote this, he crossed out this sentence again.
"If I have to hurt someone to get what I want, I ......"
Han Yao wrote this, and suddenly couldn't write anymore.
Even if it is his own voice, it is full of contradictions at this time.
She melted away a sentence again, and the originally neat diary became a little scribbled because of the blacked-out lines.
Hurting others and satisfying oneself may be a simple decision, but Han Yao can't write such words in his diary.
Brush.
Han Yao tore off the diary that had written today's two pages, tore it into pieces, and threw it into the trash, feeling uneasy, she poured some more water, and watched the broken ink smudge in the trash can, before Han Yao picked up the pen again.
Sunday, September 14, 2008, cloudy.
Today is an ordinary day, the holiday of the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there is no rain.
Lin Mengchu's birthday, everyone is very happy.
Someone gave Lin Mengchu a gift, and I don't envy it.
There is nothing particularly to remember.
Han Yao put down the pen, closed the diary, and locked the combination lock next to it.
Maybe one day she won't write a diary anymore, because she won't even dare to write the truth in a diary that only she can see.