Chen Qian's initiative to hug and kiss made the passion of the two explode, and the kiss between the two was much more intense than when they were upstairs.

Upstairs, Chen Qian had scruples and didn't let go at all. Maybe this darkness is her protection, she and Shi Tao's kiss really reached the point of forgetfulness, even Shi Tao couldn't stand it anymore, and Chen Qian didn't mean to give up.

The two finally separated, and due to Chen Qian's initiative, Shi Tao's heart was surging and he was short of breath. Chen Qian's actions made him sure that Chen Qian liked him, which made him ecstatic, and he felt that happiness was coming too quickly.

Shi Tao was worried that Chen Qian would go back too late, for fear of arousing Qin Feng's suspicions.

"You should go up, I should go too, I will miss you. Shi Tao whispered goodbye in Chen Qian's ear.

Chen Qian didn't speak, and Shi Tao couldn't see any of her expressions, but he could feel that Chen Qian was still panting, and the exhaled air could spray onto Shi Tao's face, and he could feel that there was still the smell of wine and aroma.

Although Shi Tao was very reluctant to leave this atmosphere, he had to leave, there were still people at the bottom of this building who would pass by, and Shi Tao was also afraid of being embarrassed by the road.

Shi Tao turned around and wanted to leave, but Chen Qian's hands holding Shi Tao's arms seemed to slip down reluctantly. Shi Tao stretched out his right hand and patted Chen Qian's left shoulder, then turned around and walked away.

Shi Tao is afraid that if he doesn't leave now, I'm afraid he will continue to indulge here. If that happens, his inexplicable worry will become more and more serious, he is afraid that he will not be able to control himself, and he is even afraid of making a fool of himself on the spot.

Shi Tao walked down the street with his head down, and there were pedestrians around him, and the street lights flickered on and off. And Shi Tao didn't pay attention to all this, it didn't seem to have anything to do with him, and his heart was all occupied by Chen Qian.

Walking out of the town, there were no street lights, and the thin moon in the sky glowed faintly, through the thin clouds, pouring down, the earth was gray, and only the mountain roads could be faintly distinguished.

With these rays of light, it was enough for Shi Tao, as long as he could see the road, he would be able to walk back safely.

The potholes under his feet did not hinder Shi Tao's rapid walking.

This time he came back without disturbing the other colleagues, he didn't even make any sound, and even when he returned to the dormitory, he lay on the bed without making a sound.

Although he drank a lot of wine today, Shi Tao was unusually sober, not drunk at all, and not even sleepy.

It can be said that he has a lot of thoughts, and his whole mind is full of Chen Qian's figure, her every smile, every move, and every gesture are frequently displayed in front of Shi Tao's eyes.

Her penetrating and magnetic mezzo-soprano echoed in Shi Tao's ears from time to time, as if she had been telling him her story. In fact, Shi Tao doesn't know much about her now, and all the stories are arranged by Shi Tao.

Shi Tao didn't understand why he had such a deep love for a strange girl and a woman who was about to get married in just a few days, almost to the point of being unable to help it, the key was that the other party also had a similar response.

This left him puzzled and flustered.

If he likes Chen Qian because of her beauty, in Shi Tao's opinion, it may be more than that, because Yang Qiong's beauty is not inferior to Chen Qian!

Besides, Shi Tao is not a person who empathizes with other people because of beauty, even if Shi Tao has seen a beautiful woman, he will not get carried away because of the other party's beauty.

Or that Shi Tao was attracted by Chen Qian's temperament, or that Chen Qian's charm conquered Shi Tao.

Shi Tao thought about it, he couldn't tell why he fell in love with Chen Qian in a daze, and what made him even more incomprehensible was that Chen Qian also quickly liked him.

The chaotic thoughts made Shi Tao toss and turn without sleep, and he is destined to lose sleep tonight.

Shi Tao couldn't sleep anyway, so he got up and poured a glass of water in the dark, took out a cigarette and smoked silently, fortunately he was alone in the dormitory, so he wouldn't disturb others.

Shi Tao asked himself whether he liked Chen Qian or Chen Qian, and he still didn't know about this question at all.

If you just like it, then let yourself like it, this will not have a deep impact on Chen Qian or the marriage between Chen Qian and Qin Feng.

Or Chen Qian just likes herself, and she won't marry Qin Feng because of herself.

If he really loves Chen Qian, how can he deal with these things? Can he give Chen Qian a perfect marriage? Does Chen Qian really love him? Or does he just like himself on the spur of the moment and will not give up his marriage?

Shi Tao felt that he was very sorry for Qin Feng for his feelings. During the days I was with Qin Feng, I found that Qin Feng was indeed a very good young man.

If you have an impact on his marriage, you will be guilty of it. But how can you go against your own emotions?

With such a mood, Shi Tao actually remembered Yang Qiong again. I haven't been in touch with her for so long, and if I wanted to, I would, right? But why didn't she contact me? Has she forgotten about me?

When he thought of Yang Qiong, Shi Tao felt that he was starting to like Chen Qian again, and he secretly scolded himself, what is it, you have to look at Longwangshu, eating in the pot and in the bowl, what am I doing here?

Shi Tao also remembered Shang Mei, no matter what, he and Shang Mei are husband and wife after all, but they have no husband and wife feelings with her.

In the case of having a marriage, but never stopping the emotional derailment, it is really unfaithful to his marriage.

Shi Tao felt that if he really didn't like Shang Mei, he could divorce her and stop dragging others down.

If you feel that this family still needs to be maintained, then you should stop those extramarital feelings that are not boundary.

Thinking of these, Shi Tao felt that this reason and emotion were really a pair of contradictions!

Following reason, he was destined not to have a happy marriage. And according to the feeling in his heart, in the current situation, he can't even have a marriage, let alone a happy marriage, which will be a luxury.

If he is not afraid of gossip and resolutely breaks up Yang Qiong's marriage, he can also resolutely divorce and walk with Yang Qiong.

If he had such determination, then he should not be afraid of turning against Qin Feng, and he could bravely stop Chen Qian from marrying Qin Feng and getting together with Chen Qian.

With these thoughts, Shi Tao found that he was terrible, if he was really like this, for the sake of his own happiness, how many people would he hurt? Although feelings are selfish, they can't get carried away without scruples and do whatever they want!

Shi Tao was particularly sober tonight, he didn't know why the kind of deep longing for Yang Qiong before was gone today.

For Chen Qian's thoughts, although he felt fresh, stimulated, and excited, he didn't feel that he missed Yang Qiong's heart-wrenching feeling.

Shi Tao knows that love is a feeling of loving others and being loved by others, a feeling of worrying about others and being worried by others, a feeling of thinking about others and being remembered by others, and a feeling of missing each other, which is both hard and sweet.

He barely misses Naomi, and Naomi doesn't have any thoughts about him, so when it comes to the relationship between them, he feels that it is not love, it is just a family responsibility.

His thoughts about Yang Qiong can also get Yang Qiong's thoughts about him. However, he found that when the two of them were together, this longing was very eager and intense.

But once the two are separated, they will gradually fade, and time will weaken their feelings.

Maybe it was because when his feelings for Yang Qiong were weakened, after Chen Qian, a woman who was better than Yang Qiong, appeared, he empathized and said goodbye.

Until now, Shi Tao still doesn't admit that he is empathetic, he just thinks that he is impulsive, and his appreciation of attractive women causes him to be in love for a while.

But is this really the case? Shi Tao can't convince himself, he can't convince himself not to miss Yang Qiong, and he can't convince himself not to miss Chen Qian anymore.

Shi Tao was a little at a loss. He found that when he was rational, it was vain to deal with emotional problems, and it was difficult to make a decision at all, so let it take its course.

Like is like, missing is missing, it's going to rain, and the mother wants to marry and go with it!

Thinking of this, Shi Tao was a little relaxed, snuffed out the last cigarette butt, drank the water in the cup in one gulp, and lay down on the bed and didn't think about anything, I want to sleep!

said that he didn't want anything, but what appeared in front of Shi Tao at this time was Chen Qian's ruddy lips, which seemed to attack him again.

Finally fell asleep. This night, Shi Tao did not sleep easily, and in his dream, Shi Tao seemed to feel that Yang Qiong was coming.

Yang Qiong accused him of why he hadn't contacted her for so long, blaming him for not caring about her situation, Yang Qiong burst into tears and told him about her lovesickness and told him what happened to her.

Shi Tao felt very dazed, Yang Qiong was making up a story to himself, which was threatening him to deceive him, which made Shi Tao's heart tremble.

He was a little bored, and he even wanted Yang Qiong to leave him and stop bothering him. Yang Qiong hid her face and cried bitterly, and gradually disappeared, and her figure disappeared.

And when Shi Tao was at a loss, Chen Qian came.

Chen Qian persuaded Shi Tao with a smile on her face, comforted Shi Tao, told him not to be trapped by love, let him not stick to some mundane principles, according to his inner thoughts, do whatever he wants, and do not need to have so many scruples or worries.

Chen Qian said that what she likes is that kind of man, not a man who hesitates to say or do, which will make her disappointed.

Naomi also came. Shang Mei said, you haven't been home since you came out, you have forgotten your home, did you have a new home outside, don't you want me anymore.

Naomi just had a frightened face and didn't cry, and seemed pitiful.

Just when Shi Tao didn't know what to do, he suddenly woke up, but it was not yet dawn.

When he realized that he had woken up with a soak of urine, he hurried to the toilet.

An affair made Shi Tao uneasy, how will he get along in the future?