Chapter 42: Speaking of bitterness
Ye Wenwen and Fang Hao confessed to each other while soaking in the hot pot.
They need to make up a whole story.
In this story, Fang Hao's work situation, family background, and how the two of them met and when they determined their relationship.
Ye Wenwen's requirement is that there must be no flaws, it must be seamless, and both of them must say the same.
Even Ye Wenwen also talked about her hobbies, what kind of snacks she likes to eat, what kind of fruits she likes to eat, what kind of food she prefers, which star she likes, what film and television works she likes, and whose songs she likes to listen to.
She asked Fang Hao again:
"What are your usual hobbies? For example, which star do you like, what TV you like, what songs do you like to listen to, when the time comes, my mother may ask you such questions, you have to let me know a little bit, it's not good to wear goofs. ”
Whether her mother would ask such a question, she thought it was very unlikely, but she wanted to know these things herself.
"My hobbies?"
Fang Hao was stunned for a moment.
I worked as a security guard in this place for a year or two, working 12-hour shifts every day, with very little break, and basically no TV to watch.
The extravagant gadgets of the movie, which cost dozens of dollars in more than an hour, have nothing to do with him.
I don't like to listen to songs very much, and he basically doesn't know the famous singers now, and there are some songs that he is familiar with, but I don't know who sang them.
In terms of songs, all his knowledge comes from square dancing.
There are some favorite stars in his heart - those people may not be suitable to be called stars, but more suitable to be called teachers - those teachers are both moral and artistic, open-minded, taught him a lot of things, and helped him open the door to a new world.
However, it seems that it is not so convenient for those teachers and the educational films made by teachers to say, especially when meeting parents.
- I have to admit that there are still some prejudices in this society.
After a while, he said:
"I don't have any other hobbies, I just like to read books, such as a Xianxia novel, called-"
Before he could say the title of the book, he was interrupted by Ye Wenwen: "Eh, it's a good habit and hobby to like to read, but forget about online novels, it's inconvenient to take it out." You said you liked to read those classic literary works. ”
"The Sword Rises from the Sky" ......"
Fang Hao still weakly said the title of the novel he liked.
- From this point of view, I don't know if he has a talent for modeling, but at least he still has a talent for advertising.
As for whether it works well or not, that's another matter.
Ye Wenwen says:
"If you want to say that you like to watch "Dream of Red Mansions", "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" or something, this can give you extra points. Tang poetry and Song lyrics are also fine, those masters in modern times can also be, modern and contemporary ones are counted, and those that have not been precipitated by time cannot be regarded as classics. ”
"But I haven't read what you said, if your mother asks me about the details, what should I say?" Fang Hao asked.
Ye Wenwen was stunned for a moment and said, "Then you still like to read your online novels, so you won't be able to goof." ”
In the process of the two confessing, Fang Hao also had a general understanding of Ye Wenwen's mother's situation.
Ye Wenwen's father died early, when she was in junior high school, when her mother was working in Pengcheng to earn her tuition and living expenses, she met a fellow who had a hukou here, and that fellow had been widowed for several years, and when he saw the right eye, he got married.
That fellow is more than ten years older than her mother, and when the two met, that fellow was already retired, with a son and a daughter, both of whom were civil servants, and their family conditions were very good.
Of course, Ye Wenwen has some estrangement from that family, and her mother's remarriage has also made her suffer for a long time, but there is only one relative in this world, and her mother does not marry such a well-off person, and it is not easy to support her to study, and finally expressed her understanding.
Even after graduating from college, she came here to look for a job.
It's just that she understands her mother, but there is still some estrangement from the family, and she relies on her own efforts to find a job, and she doesn't follow the family's relationship.
And she didn't live with her mother, although there was a spare house for her to live in, but she would rather live in a dormitory with a few girls at the front desk than live there.
That is, when her mother celebrates her birthday, she will go over to take a look, and during the New Year's holidays, the family will reunite by themselves, and she usually won't join in the excitement, that is, just make a phone call.
"I'm just an outsider, and I don't have my own roots. Ye Wenwen said to Fang Hao.
"During the Chinese New Year, the management office had a long holiday, and I had nowhere to go, so I lived in the dormitory. ”
"Many people have a hometown to go back to, but I don't have a hometown, and the house and land in my hometown have been occupied by a person I should call uncle, and there is no home for me to go back. ”
"Here, my mother's home obviously doesn't belong to my home, then this is someone else's home, no matter how lively or rich it is, it doesn't matter to me, I'm just an outsider. ”
"Sometimes I actually want to go over and experience the warmth and liveliness of that big family, but as soon as I am an outsider, they don't have the atmosphere of a family reunion for the New Year. ”
"Actually, their quality is very good, and they are very polite to me, but they are too polite, and it is not the feeling of a family. I could feel that I had caused a lot of inconvenience to their lives, so after one or two visits, I never went back. Unless my mom is home alone, I'll stay with her for a day or two. ”
"The other thing is that when my mom has a birthday, I can go there. Their children don't celebrate my mother's birthday, so I won't spoil the atmosphere of their family reunion. ”
Speaking of those things, Ye Wenwen suddenly had some indescribable sadness.
Fang Hao sighed.
At the bottom of this society, few people are happy, and everyone has unspeakable sadness.
Ye Wenwen usually looks cheerful and generous, but she didn't expect to hide so much bitterness and hardship.
It's just that although life is very hard, most people have not given up hope for the future and are still struggling to move forward.
"My mother also experienced a lot of bitterness at that time in order to earn my tuition, and she chose to marry a man who was more than 10 years older than her, and it was not entirely for herself. ”
"It is precisely because she has endured a lot of hardships that she doesn't want me to suffer like that again, and has always hoped that I can find a man with a wealthy family to marry, and not fight alone in this society. ”
She said, "That's it, it's hard. ”
Ye Wenwen said as she spoke, and there were already faint tears in her eyes.